bloop bloop
im finnallly blogging from my new hse
haha
k since i haven bougght a new comp
or signed up for a new internet account..
ill leave my changing of layout to a later date?
haha

prom was .........
pretty badd overall?
cept for the dressing and dolling up haha
several turbulent events occurred aft which?
bleah.
den the uberture shit right.
took pictures of almost the whole sch except ME!
=/
proves what?
=/
basket.

my doggy's sick!!
poor baby..
better get well soon..
muack!

woa! super long never blog alrdy man!!
haha for a coupla reasons:
1)my internet connection at home is super duperrrrr sloow
2)IM TOO BUSYYY.(mugging.)
grr..
school's my second home now. seriously man.
haha but nvm!
it be OVER soon...

grrr.shant discuss post exam plans just yet. haha not to make myself lose focus
=)

first paper today - GP
was alrite me guess..
WATCHED SHARK TALE FINALLY!!!
(okay.just opened today.hahha)

at jx's house for singapore idol today haha
eh shit la my diet plans dun seem to be working coz jx's weighing machine registered me at a HORRENDOUS weight which is even worst than my prev onE!!!

anyway,somebody else's weight was even more horrendous.OEI GG to be 60+ alrdy lar better buck up!!

haha
okays shall go home celebrate me daddy's bday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!

jingx is pestering me to bloggg.

bleah

apart from that im rather hungry at the mo i dun really have much to say?

haha okay lar more like nuthing much bloggable?

=)

hahah
jx and i had a lovely chat w mr tan just now hahahha
eh jo mr tan as bitchy as us sial!
=P
see its actually nice to be friends w the teachers den to go against them yeah?

got CDF for prelims
which is lie my std lar
and yeah well im a (str8) Fmaths student man.
grr...
10 grades to A for As??
quote my dad:"use ur sub-consicous mind to encourage urself!!tell urself YOU CAN DO IT YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!"

(haha he went for the $1000++ anthony robbins seminar recently.but his 1st million dollars is still no where in sight?bleah.kk shall not put my daddy down haha)

went for the weekend stay @ RItz last week end
(it was the 2nd prize @ viesta soleil which my bro won.shhh)

it was freakking shIOKK!

******star hotel indeed!
the bathroom took up half the suite itself and the window beside the bathtub overlooks the city!!
haha but we were still quite apprehensive abt bathing in the full view of the city
(never noe if anyone's spying from the building oppt)
but well we din care and gave it a shot anyway haha

and u noe how the toiletries in the lousy hotels always looked and smelt dubious??
the ones in the suite were super like branded?
smelt like johnsons and johnsons and dove shampoo and even the handsoap looked like stg from bodyshop!
the fridge if not for its $4 mars bar i wlda pickpocketed itt empty -
it was filllllllleddd to the brim w all kinds of drinks
those hard-to-find miniature vodka-tequila-bacardi bottleesss
AHHH!

but they're like 16/bottle?
bleahs

been really happy lately
on a permanent high
=)

ahahaha
back from a lonnnggg draught (which wasnt really dry)

had a hard (but nice?) time with the prelims

i tink it was even more gan cheong to squeeze as much fun into our 6 days' break den to fin muggin for prelims mons!
haha

let's see..
21/09 was jo's bday!!
tink the most memorable part was of me bry and jx singing her an extremely unique one of a kind (abeit rather unpleasant to the ears) bday song!!
JO U'd better remember the song for life!!

22/09 was chinablack day!
went clubbing w jo yos and jayne
think our stamina all like shit..
danced from 1030 to 130 and all of our cannot make it liao..
to think we used to chiong 12-3!!!bleah
but jayne's still the most powerful one..
devoured 3/4 jugs and went off hahaha *kowtows*
saw many many interesting pple!
there was a totally HOT male(gay?) dancer who was like the indian rubber man on the dancefloor
but this PLUS-SIZED woman stole his attention away from the rest of us minors on the dance floor
she actually looked SEXY executing those moves despite having like arms and legs twice/thrice of mine
RESPECT MAN!!*hits chest*
met yangxiang (the guys' coach) on the dance floor too!!haha quotes bra,"now we noe where u disappear to on weds nitess..."-LADIES'NITE @ CHINABLACK!
yangxiang hiong siall
anyways aft which me bra yos and jo had a lonnng chat outside fareast bk feasting on sandwiches vitasoy and green tea before heading home

23/09 was supposed to be wild wild wet day
BUT! due to unforeseen circumstances we had a slack time @ jx's hse instead and had an equally fun time nevertheless!
met dj and his new gf IVY!she's the typical long hair big eyes fair pretty girl (looks at zq)
but she's on the same frequency as me and jx!!haha alrite man so we're F3 now-Ivy Flower, Lily Flower and Tulip Flower.
hahahahahahhaah
went to the beach and and much fun! picked two nice seashells sitting on my table now =)
and had a great time watching a cartoon starred by jx and zr who were jostling to push each other into the sea and in the end jx resorted to throwing his slippers into the sea!hahaha
me and peng have crowned them the king and queen of lovers' comedy.
seriously.
=p

24/09 was =)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=) sentosa day
=)
sentosa was like a little vjc mons j-en's gang was dere so were my tsd pple and stephanie and brian fu and the dunman pple
and we saw IX SHEN!
his body is seriously like sculpted from pure muscles and he was tanned and suave and....*phEw*
hahah
anyway it was lovely the weather was lovely had a lovely tan(abeit slightly burnt)and a lovely time andd................
-shall be eNIGmATIc-
had dinner at kenny rogers *burp*
yumyum marcaroni and cheese + ribs alrite man!
and F3 had the time of our livess!
haha
but i tink im dying from overdose of zr's bad jokes.
bleah
jx:i *kowtow* u

hahaha

25/09 and 26/09 was/is cleaning/moving stuff to new hse day!!
im really really liking my spanking new hse!
went w jx to do some clean up (*ahem* looks at jx) yest and was super tired aft that went home and took a nap from 630 to 8 haha (ref above:lousy stamina)
moved some stuff over w my family today and spent the whole day @ our new hse!
had our first dinner there too! - pizza dinner
lit aromatic candles all over too and now my new room smells and looks really cosy and nice =)
oh and i tink my new room has this hypnotic effect makes anybody inside sleepy haha (as proven by jx)
but well..
i love my new hsE!!!

haha =)=)=)
mood: =)


had dinner and

IM REALLY BACK!!
hahah

wad a week..
been in hospital and back..
turns out my fever wasnt gone yet..
turned out to be dengue fever!
with a terribly impossibly LOW blood platelet count of 29 (norm is >80)
i was rushed into the hospital

BOY DO I HATE THAT PLACEE!
i mean ya it was nice w aircon n personal bed and shit..
but it was damn scary @ nite!!
not coz of ghosts or wad la
but the whole ATMOSPHERE..
okay mabbe it wld b better if i said i was homesick..
din help that i had to have a blloooodddy long needle permanently POKED into me
(yes i was on the drip)(=/)

thank u soooo much to all those pple who made it better some how..
by coming to visit me and accompanying me..

my mummy my dad my bro and sis!
PENG!!(for being the last to tuck me in both nights =))
JINGXY!!(for coming both nights and sharing my bed to watch tv!(made the bed more humane =))
AARON KOR!!(for commenting on the 'nice' hospital food and comfy looking beds)
PRAKASH!!(for brightening the ward )
JOJO!!(for coming over and and watch tv w me hahaha)
BRYNA!!(for visiting and making me lauf!=P)
HUIYUNNY!!(for sending me home!!)

and all u others for sending ur regards and concerns..

MUACK!!

im back after a 3 day battle w fever!
am fine 'cept for a burnt throat..

jo wasn't as lucky tho..
shes diagnoseed w dengue fever..
poor baby..
i miss her..
=(
everybody pray for a speedy recovery for her k?!

now i realised we ought to do some reshuffling to our priorities..
no.1 on our list shldnt be studies..or BOYFRENS..or even family..
it shld be health coz w/o it the rest cant and wun follow..
so take care of ur most valuable asset everybody..
w/o it u wun be able to do anything..

trust me on it.
i spent the last few days drifting in and out of sleep
and to quote jx : "you(I) wake up, take medicine, sleep, wake up, take medicine"
well..

a HUUUggEEE thanks to all my frens we wished me well all these well..
i tink ur concern n prayers brought me be back to health faster..
now can we pass tat on to jo..?

get well very soon jo..

yesterday was indeed friday the 13th..

the accumulation of emotions and stress finally broke me

aikes it wasnt a pretty sight..

was fumbling for a shoulder to cry on..
unable to raise my head to face the world w my teary eyes..
lamenting my show of weakness
and in capacity of withholding my tears

the entire episode was quite silly on hindsight..
but well..cldnt help it lar..
much as i dun like that word..

thanks jo and jx for being there..

you noe how pple always say that when u sneeze its because somebody was thinking abt you?

hahahaa

i was arrested by a fit of sneezes just now
at....approximately 3.15 pm
hahaha i swear it just came out of nowhere
really!

okay own up now!
whoever it is guilty of thinking of me!
hahaa
=)

gg to buy stuff w jx later...
(better not specify lest she shoots me.)
haha and there's singapore idol tonite!
(rite?)

yey!

(well..even though our laughs would be at the expense of unfortunate others..)

*cough cough*
suddenly started coughing!
shit musnt get sick now..

got super stressed today..
suddenly felt myself incapable of anything..like i was nt gonne do well for prelims and maybe even As.
sighs.
gotta buck up and divert all my energies to study instead of clinging to futile hopes.

get out of my head please.........

Your True Nature by llScorpiusll
Username
The quality that most appeals to you:	Courage
In a survival situation, you:	Act crazy as a diversion
Your hidden talent is:	Spiritual wisdom
Your gift is:	Ability to acquire wealth
In groups, you:	Don't fit in
Your best quality is:	Your sense of humour
Your weakness is:	Your timidity
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pics are up!!
can go check them out under the huggies link (me tinks.)

an imminent heartbreak.
another gift of unrequited love.

why does it always happen to me.............................................

blogging from jx's hse now...
and cheryl's relating her parents' romantic love story!
haha apparently her dad jio-ed her mom for like 5 yrs before she reciprocated!
amazing! haha i dunnoe how he could have been capable of doing that mans...
imagine pining for the same one girl for 5 yrs w/o noeing if she would requite ur love..
the power of love man.......

anywayz supposed to be mugging hahaha but blog first la huh...take advantage of her fast connection which my comp is NOT capable of.
anywayz gg 2 watch shrek2 like FINALLY mans hahaha..
im pathetic man.

listening to ocean now!
jx gonna lend it to me 2 burn today yey!!
i wan the latest jay chou album!

last night was jay chou reminiscence night..
stayed up till 330 to complete my tsd essay
jingxy accompanied me thru 1/2 the nite...think we exchanged approximately 100 sms in just one day yest haha
terrible terrible..
but thanks me bestie for trying to cheer me up and cautioning me against future heartbreak!
haha i love yoU!!

was just telling her how jay chou kinda grew up with us..
haha our contemporary...
like she said in her blog..his 2nd album was the most memorable one..
all the songs we used to sing tgt in class..
in my favourite class ill remember forever - 3/8 '01
ill remember all the times me siewqing ivy sarah and jamie would try to sing ALL the songs in the album..
esp Ren Zhe haha..rapping like idiots..
and how the entire class including my fav minahs - nah nah marinah and huda!
would be SOOO into jay chou!
i loved my sec sch life.....

it was 4/8 day last week..
i miss tkgs!!!!

my life was so simple then..
just tennis, my super fun class and (xy)sq..
a coupla harmless crushes here and there...but well life was great
i miss you huiyun and xiang
lets have a reuinion very soon!!!

(xy)sq
you guys are the best girlfriends one would EVER have in a lifetime
*MUACK*

time is formidable.

no ONE has the power to stop it.

no ONE has the strength to turn it.

and absolutely NO ONE can ever forecast what it has in store for us

its amazing how things change within such a short period of time.

behold its prowess.

boo.

visited the famous Qian Hu Fish Farm today
(dun ask me why - it was my parents' idea)
well anyway saw many many pengyu-s and a coupla deformed arowanas
(btw ive decided that if i was ever to rear fish, it wld b arowanas and nuthing else.they are bee-you-tee-full!)
yeap there was this humpback arowana (whu prob dismissed its parents' insistence at good posture when it was young)
and this other one with a MANE which was totally disgusting.
hah.

the sight of many many fishies floating on the surface of ponds and tanks wasnt very pleasant tho..
hate to see death.
gross.

anyways
went to look @ pups again!!
the stupid pp pet shop has finally stocked up!
with better supplies summore!
there was this really adorable minature daschund!
its like this sausage dog w stumps for legs really adorable!
=) plus it was super hyper and pretty
but my dad thot it had sad looking eyes..
DUH! of coz it wld be sad being locked up in that little cage all day long with so many pairs of eyes staring @ yoU!
its waiting for pple like me to rescue it!
haha
cant wait to have my own little pup!
=)

anyways
am gonna change my lousy pok comp finally..
but being the IT idiot that i am..
HELP everybody!
gimme some gd recommendations pls!!

pardon my imprudence folks.
my intense and excruciating fascination for the culturally and aesthetically luxurious 19th century has overcome me.
i feel increasingly inclined to communicate in a way much like this, having been in increasingly frequent contact with the styles of that century.

presided upon an excellent piece of cinematography yesterday.
was occupied for a full hours of 3 in the movie theatre,
enthralled by the brilliancy of director m. night shayamalan having come up with an exquisite set of the (but, of course) time period in question
rapturing the audience with a carefully intricate plot, laced with appropriate touches of romance and suspense.

with the curious, yet explicitly clever conclusion, we were left to lament the plight of the elders, their incentive for setting up The Village and for spinning the labyrinth of tales so intricate which when unravelled, renders one in a daze capable of lasting till at least another daybreak.

it is indeed frightening to even allow such an idea to invade ur mind.
the idea of a settlement surviving in a web of deceit and folklore conjured by the founders, nestled in the heart of modern commodities and advancement.
how the village elders went on their daily endeavours with the knowledge of convenience within a 10mile radii i can scarcely imagine
let alone the torment of witnessing loved ones' lives ebb away and rest them in their coffins knowing you could have saved them.
could the weight of knowledge and guilt really be lessened by the feather-light weight of joy and innocence?

i am reluctant to admit the sacrifices we have to make to retain innocence as highlighted in the story.
can they really be no other way but to strip us all clean just as when we first entered the world before we can all dispense with the worry and fear who are companions of Lord Wealth and Lady Riches?

i suspect at this junction that you will be owner of a perturbed mind, perhaps upset by an open admission of the slavery of our kind to our material frens
or perhaps plainly disturbed by the wealth of description in this entry.
thus, i shall entreat you to your lamentations and spare you with mine.
with all civilities, i beg my leave to enter the hours of rest.
with thoughts of a better tomorrow, good night my frens.

What Name Should You Have? by Lauren

HAilEy baby!
hahahah

wad the heck!
hahaha

"How do you noe if you like someone?"

"When you're willing to do stg out of the ordinary for that person. Like stg you wun normally do for just anybody."

"Really? Okay...wad else?"

"While you're drifting away to sleep at night, it is that person you're thinking of."

"What if that's not the only time you think of the person in the course of the day?"

"Oh. Then you dun just like the person. I'm afraid its stg even more..."

"Oh. Oh dear."

am gg over to my grand-aunt's tmr to celebrate her bday..
its gonna be @ her other daughter's hse which is a super nice 3-storey bungalow and most importantly..
she has 2 extremely adorable chi hua huas!!

okay dun ask me why and how they can be cute coz they just are!!
mabye they are the exceptions in the species
haha

anyway..
that got me thinking abt my own grandmother who's living alone in a big house in malaysia...
i noe im guilty of not visiting her enuff..
and mabbe not even caring enuff..
but looking back i was closer to my granddaddy..
but since he passed away 2 yrs ago i guess i just grew even further away from her..

i miss my grand daddy.
he was a big (*sigh) tall and handsome grand daddy.
he was super cool, drove a jap car, and always had the lastest models of fons!
ill ALWAYS remember that he was the one whu gave me my first fon..
and it was that moment that i realised he loves me a lot..
coz he gave me the fon tho it was just in a fleeting remark that i said i liked it..
i was so very touched he remembered.

ill always be reminded of him when i hear the cantonese operas..
the ones he played incessantly in his car...
i remember every cd he bought were all just versions of the same cantonese songs!!
and ill always cry when they sing it on tv esp on NKF drives..
coz i remember myself calling him at one time just to ask him if he was watching tv they were singing his fav songs

ill always rem the way he smells and the way his room smells..
sometimes in the wee hrs of dawn ill catch a whiff of that familiar scent of cigarettes..
i wonder why ur cigarettes always smell nicer den other pple's..
i guess coz u're my granddaddy
and u made me the youngest girl to ever buy cigarettes at 5 or 6!
when my head barely reached the top of the counter..
frantically repeating 'marbolo one packet marbolo one packet' all the way from the sidewalk to the coffeestall 50 metres away

my granddaddy was a handsome man
he was a policeman when he was younger
though one could hardly guess now (then) from his trademark bulge at the waist
im sorry i nv really told u u're the best granddad anybody could have
im sorry i din even have the chance to say goodbye
and nv really treasured u

why do i miss you only now....

Whats does your personality rate from 1-10? by morning_prayer
Your first full name
Your personality rates a	ten
your best quality is	youre easy going
your worst quality is	Well, nothing I can think of
this is because	Its who you are
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im so happy i have my frens with me =)
people i always hang out w like
jx qin mei mei jo bra bry yos charm cheryl peng aaron bear prakash ah yeow dawn nelle
though some may be from the other fac
and chinese (ok not u prakash) according to some smart ass in my class
they are nice pple
for obvious reasons.
hanging out w them we are normal students.
we complain abt mugging yes. abt sch abt pple
but ultimately we are who we are
schemes do not cross our mnds. 

i love you pple!
*MUACK*

got the urge to so look @ pups but nobody to go w meeeeee

 
   

oh my goodness.
i tink my home comp SUCK big time.
am using the sch comp now and everything on my blog look so nice!
i din even realise the cursor my blogspot was so cutesy and fanciful
hahaha
and there was this rectangular bloop on my blog when i view it at home!
gRR..
stupid comp.

been PMS-ing
tink i exploded like almost 10 times over these 2 days!

this is such a testing period (probably amplified by my PMS)
saw a lotta pple's true colours these few days.
its amazing how they can seem so simple on the surface.
just appearing to be a solid colour. some pple, two solid colours.
that's fine. but when the colour starts to fade.and the truth starts to be revealed.
OH BOY u'll be AMAZED at the multitude and array of colours u find.

so wad colour do you tink u are?
and wad colourS are you really?

boy do i hate the word - Tired
everybody's TIRED.
are you really tired or is it just ur brain telling u YOU ARE TIRED.
wad are u tired of?
wad makes u tink nobody else's just as tired as u?
is it the excuse to just throw aside everything else?

(like -responsibilities- for example.if u've even heard of this word.)

im sorry i care.
the particular R word just happen to concern me.

selfish ppl.
ive had enuff of them for one day.

reading everybody's blog just made mee rather melancholic..
aikes.

im sorry sherene...
tink im nt the best counsellor ard..
but..
yup..
i guess that's all i havta say..
the rest is up to u baby..
*hugs*

ill try my best to be there for you
and you
and you..
but there's a limit to what i can do
if wad i say dun make any impact..
or make u feel any better..
im sorry...i tried...

but ill still be there even if all u want from me is a hug
and maybe ull even have a chocolate treat waiting for u! =)

ill always try my best..
i hope people will do the same to others..
always be strong...
there are worst things that can be happening to you...
tink of the big picture..
its not the end of the world..
u're not alone in the world..
feel good abt urself and everything ard u.
u're very fortunate alrdy.

suicide is the most selfish thing u can ever do.

went furniture shopping @ ikea w jx and aaron today!
siblings outing man haha

jingxy bought 2 v nice standing lamps haha
and aaron took a million n one pictures of furniture he liked
he's gonna buy daphne's queen size loftbed!
woohoo
saw lotsa lovely quilt covers and carpets too!!
yellow and orange!!
and lampshadess!!!
and mirrorss!!
and wall picturess!!

hahaha so gonna go there to buy stuff for my new room man!
maybe sunday!
yey!

anyway:
i tink i need to like amputate my stomach or stg..
it gets upset like almost every month!
stupid shit.
it was so painful it woke me up @ 3am and i broke my daily 4am mugging session coz of that!!
grr..
haven done my tsd essays yet!
shall get cracking tmr morn!

thursday is now officially swimming day!
went to swim again yest w the olde gang
swam 10 laps! yey but in the process kinda hurt my shlder and ribs so now they hurt whenever i take a deep breath or laugh.
so DUN try to make me laugh for the next few days please!
i shall do the job!

but u can still make me smile =)

i nvr knew carpe diem meant to live life simply w/o thinking of tmr bothering w consequences cool man
like my topic of the day: "Best to live lightly, unthinkingly"
from a greek philosopher..

so is ignorance bliss?
hmm..

ive gotten to waking up @ 4 every morn to mug!

so better make this a quick one =)

went to watch the 2nd most trashy movie ive ever watched this yr
(tops goes to Dawn of the Dead. ohmygod.)

yeah its the Whole Ten Yards and its totally J.C --> joanne class.
hahahah fr those whu r still in the dark - jo has like this thing for trashy films.
yup movies like Legally Blonde, Super Size Me, Attack of the Killer Tomatoes...u name it man!
just as long as it isnt a blockbuster and with a cast of 25yrs and below - *drumroll*....!
it is a proud recipient of the J.C!


=)

hehe..but well, managed great (if cheap) laughs nevertheless..
haha yup watched it w daddy peng haven gone out w him in a while had a really good time!
=)
and coz the show left quite a bad aftertaste we snuck in to another cinema to correct that aftertaste and managed to catch the fleeting moments of spydeeman2 hahaa
*tsK tsK*
poor jo haven even watch yet.
=P

yey new hse preps r coming along v well my new room's gonna be decked out in dark brown veneer and retro yellow-white/grey patterned shelves and wardrobes!
and i have a TOTALLY yellow table top!
=)
yeyyeyyey!!!

took a trip down memory lane today...

went for a swim @ cheryl's pl today!
swam many many laps in an attempt to rid off the unsightly bulges on my stomach
(and all over)
haha

got myself a splitting headache and a new resolution to swim more and lose more weight
hahaha

cheryl has been promising a BIG bdae present for me and i got it today!!
IT's SUPERR SUPPERRRR nice!!!
its...fantastic!
while i wld love to describe it here..
am not @ the liberty to coz cheryl wants to save the surprise for jx!
=)
quick jx go get it frm her hse!!!

thanks a LOT cheryl for taking the effort!
its the most thoughtful present ive ever received....
=)

beeen feeling high and happy the entire day!
whhhhhhheeeeee!!

hmm..wonder why?
=P

anyway -
maths tutorial got cancelled today
coz only me and jo turned up.

quoting from zq:"wake up ur ideas!"

perhaps im not in the best position to lecture since u guys will probably still do better den me even if u dun come for lessons.

well.

very well.

yo wassup man!

haven been blogging in a lonng longg while.

meanwhile...

happenings in yunwen's boring life

(in chronological order)

1. block tests
SUCKS.
wad more is there to be said.
very well.

gotta mug hard.

2. 0307 BASH @ mahalo
fantastic party man!
had a helluva time!
=)

made me wanna club more tho..
*bad bad*

turn me on baby!

3.TSD PUBLIC PERFORMANCES 2004
the first day of performance was rather shitty for me.
well first thing the audience din lauf like AT ALL!
felt like crap and cldnt help thinking it was my fault really..
for insisting on playing elle..
grr..

but wells sat nite was good!
lots more pple appreciated my masks =)
thanks bitch for the flowers haha
-btw that was the only flower i received for all 3 days of performance-

really appreciated it that my family came down to watch my grp piece on sunday..

i enjoy theatre immensely..
and somehow..im just a person who'd love for her friends and the ppl ard her tt she loves to appreciate and learn to love this thing that she loves.
but i guess its not really possible since theatre esp does not appeal to the general mass...
but i appreciate everybody whu came down
be it that u came down to enjoy theatre or to show support
big thanks to u lot whu came down esp to watch me!:
my family! jingxy! qin mei mei! bitch! david z! charmy!
and of coz my fellow tsdians of '04,'03,'02,'01.....
lofty and mrs low!

hmm..
seems like ive been asking "do you wanna come for...?" a lot recently..
first for the party..followed by public p.

but there was significantly less effort put in for the latter
since i din really wanna force pple to watch stg they may not enjoy..
tho i wld have really appreciated it if they'd actually tried.
oh well its over and to all those who missed it -
u prob missed the last time most of us gonna perform on stage in life.

but.
its okay coz wad matters the most is that we've had a fulfilling 1 1/2 yrs in this course u'll prob not be able to find in any other part of asia.

i love tsd =)

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Britney Spears - Everytime

Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

After all...
After all...

mugging session with cheryl today -
stupid girl(re)introduced so many sad sad songs to me
made me fall in love with that britney song.damnit
i promised myself nv to like any of her songs!

k i just like the song.
not the singer.
=P

U got it bad -Usher

Oh, no, no, no, no, no...

When you feel it in your body
You found somebody who makes you change your ways
Like hanging with your crew
Said you act like you’re ready
But you don’t really know
And everything in your past - you wanna let it go

I’ve been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Nobody wants to be alone
If you’re touched by the words in this song
Then baby...

U got, u got it bad
When you’re on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life’s off track
You know you got it bad when you’re stuck in the house
You don’t wanna have fun
It’s all you think about
U got it bad when you’re out with someone
But you keep on thinkin’ bout somebody else
U got it bad

When you say that you love ‘em
And you really know
Everything that used to matter, don’t matter no more
Like my money, all my cars
(You can have it all back)
Flowers, cards and candy
(I do it just cause I’m...)
Said I’m fortunate to have you girl
I want you to know
I really adore you
All my people who know what’s going on
Look at your mate, help me sing my song
Tell her I’m your man, you’re my girl
I’m gonna tell it to the whole wide world
Ladies say I’m your girl, you’re my man
Promise to love you the best I can

See I’ve been there, done it, fucked around
After all that - this is what I found
Everyone of y’all are just like me
It’s too bad that you can’t see
That you got it bad...hey

U got, u got it bad
When you’re on the phone
Hang up and you call right back
U got, u got it bad
If you miss a day without your friend
Your whole life’s off track
You know you got it bad when you’re stuck in the house
You don’t wanna have fun
It’s all you think about
U got it bad when you’re out with someone
But you keep on thinkin’ bout somebody else
U got it bad

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Y	Yum
U	Unnatural
N	Neglected
W	Wild
E	Enjoyable
N	New

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burnt my fingers

OUCH

plath can write abt being cut.

describing the thrill

getting burnt is different.

the intensity
scorns

peels ur skin away.
layer by layer

u're left in raw
that raw form

you've been trying to cover

all that u've put in
in building the layers.

just gone.

like that.

just like that.

and u're left bleeding.

clinging on to the last pathetic few pieces
of smoking skin

trying to retain some form of pride,

indignation.

u'll be whole again.soon.

but its a whole new layer

u'll be different.

for a while.
u'll be stuck w grafts.
from urself.
from others.

u wun be the same.

after a while a new layer will grow
stronger and thicker.

but it'll b awhile
before u grow into the new skin
and make it ur own.

you wun be urself again

you'll be stronger

and better equipped
to take on the heat and fire again.

proceed with caution.

dyed my hair again!

jo came over and i helped her achieve that lovely purple crown she wears now haha
can become professional hair-dyer alrdy haha

hardly mugged today
SHIT.

kk tmr will be a better day

haha

watched city of god today
man damn nice cinematography
impressed
but the violence was rather extreme and excessive lar.
crazy how pple can kill so blindly
scary.

malaysia was damn fun today!
bought
-a new pair of (very cheap) jeans!
-chocs!!
-bubblegum lollipop!
-and a 'meal' for the bitch!
-coloured lenses!
-new haircut!

haha and jojo bought million and one things!
wooo-wee!
haha

and we saw 2 pairs of shoe we fell head over HEELS with and swore to buy them in the next trip
they're only 50rm each!!
super cheap for super pairs of shoes!
the one i liked were a pair of flats w pointy toes and vv nice embroidery on top fitted me nicely plus will go v well w any pair of jeans/skirt!
the one jojo liked had vv nice embroidery too a pair of v nice+unique flats!

oh baby we're SO gonna get them
haha die.
turn into a coupla shopaholics alrdy
haha

grandma adopted a kitten yesterday!
quite a pretty one
black w white bib and toes(ankles?)
apparently it just went up to my granny and stroked herself on her leg and refused to leave so she just took her in!
haha plus she's willing to be vegetarian
scoring with my granny

but she's not bathed yet so din wanna get close
quite a sensible(?)-looking cat according to mom.
haha

ror! i bet u wanna see it!

haha okok
mabbe next msia trip we all can go tgt!

in an especially good mood today as all can see
=) prob becoz just settled some thots in my head..
i wish everyday was like that!


hope everybody had fun @ jonny's today!!

napfa tmr everybody:
WISH ME LUCK!

GOLD HERE I COMMMMEEE!!!!

just reread my blog

felt it to be so...
inadequate

wad an apt word
to describe things all over the place

so many things inadequate in life

time

time.

space.

money

feelings

strength

capabilities

capacity

my blog is too inadequate
and ill-quipped

to contain how i really feel.

righto
in response to the prev blog:
-finally watched Harry POtter!!
with nelle and sis @ j8(<==seems to be the most convenient plc for movies nowadays my last 2 movies were watched there)

its much more artistic, this version
like those moments w the whooping willow
and hedwig flying through the lush green forest and entering a snow castle of hogwarts in winter to 'signify' the passage of time

lame?
depends lar

actually quite confused w what's artistic/good theatre and what's not.
dun really noe how to draw the line between something being really clever and becoming overt and lame

likewise,
i found the new directorial concepts rather clever but cant help thinking they were rather cliche?

well, we're entitled to our own opinions
enjoyed the movie nevertheless
=)

went tanning again!
this time, got burnt.
dang.
had a lovely time catching up w jingxy and cheryl piggy
reminisced past rlntionships, gossiped
and swimmed.
i mean swam
oh oh and i can (barely) treadwater!
haha finally!

jx and i had an unsuccessful 'training' session today
wanted to practise our 2.4
or rather just make sure we can still run lar
but guess we cant
haha
shit nvm just PIA on monday lar
wish us luck everybody!
haha

went shopping w jojo!
went to ming and we spent like half a day there trying to figure out how to put on this top hahahaha
got a henna tattoo and a turkish ice cream!
haha
kenna ka-chiaued like shit from the icecream man haha
quite embarrassing but fun

thot of the bitch first thing.
must bring him there and embarrass him!!!!
*evil cackle*

bought jonny new speakerss for his bday!
have a blast of a time peoplEE!
HAppY bIrfdAy JONNY BOY!

gg msia tmr (tt's why cant join u guys @ sentosa!sorryiess)
anyway gonna get my haircut like finally and HopefuLLy*cross fingers*
clothes and new bottle of perfume!!
=P

wrote this on thurs but server was down
==>
must be pms-ing
sigh and so is the whole damn world.
mom spoilt harry-potter plans again today damnit.

WILL watch tmr.
if i have the money.

oh well to nicer happenings in the day
==>suntanning @ cheryl's
well well haven tanned in a while
hadta get rid of ugly cap sleeve tan haha
been a while since i toked to the piggy haha had fun!
now jo jx and me are golden brown (i hope)
and cheryl's a chocolate pig.
=P

re-bought tortoise and star earrings!!

=>

ook.
tried to be more cheerful.
to near-to-none effect.

I can't help myself I can't break the spell
but I can try

i can and i will.

oh baby love this song =)

Too Lost In You

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Flawing into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

miss group alrdy..

come to think of it..
gonna miss I.S even more..
really enjoyed myself jus fooling ard w me fellow designers
esp nic jas jo and I-ju!

listening, singing and dancing to trashy A1 songs
and being forced to listen to 'the trouble w love' 95 times a day coz of nicole
how often do one get to do these kinda shit in life man

*muAh!* love you guyS

hahah
we die die must have grp re-union finale for public p k!
hahahha
everybody's gonna die luafing!

my actors are doing really well!
Kudos zhanhui desiree su-the irritant-nil and audrey!

dang proud of my masks!
will show them off here soon
hahah

went for prata yest an tried BOMB prata
coz my fav tissue prata wasnt available
its surprisingly small, rather oily, but still damn tasty!
it's sugar coated just like my fav tissue prata
and as according to jingx, that was prob why i liked it so much
hehe
simpang bedok prata rock!
(pity the uncles there tho.wad with jingx and bear taking turns calling them to bring this and that the whole nite.haha)

okay just realised my eng's getting rusty
sentences just dun flow anymore..
time to hit the (story)books soon!

group exams are done today!!
love my groupies :
Bryna,nic,chitra and moses!

gonna miss working with them so much..
during prelims..
thronging the nite trying to come up with a group piece..
messing our hair trying to think of the scenes to come in between
horsing ard w a shit piece til a week b4 prelims but enjoying ourselves..

now our not-so-new and final piece we're all so proud of
LOVE YOU grOUpmAtes!Tangents/MYBC Networks RawK!

but all the hardwrk we've done ended all in a matter of 20mins
bit of a waste..
but well..
there's still public p!

eh but..
pple like aaron wld prob disagree w the absurdist elements and it being slow-moving..
AND they'd like so make fun of our degrading makeup and characters
hahaha
but well
we shall be professional

*bites lips*

haaha

I.S getting quite exciting too!!
hope everything will go well

*crosses fingers*

Chinablack 31/01
shiok man best party ive ever had in a lonnnnng time
had so much fun w all my frens
(lk finally)
the music wasnt that bad
(well 'cept for the part they played hoobastank = reason and some waltz shit)
and a no. of can-make-its!
hahha
(well 'cept for this guy whu dances like william hung but tinks he's the best dancer in the world)

tsd-ians we all go chiong aft As k!

nic i WILL dance with you!!
=P

woa raos.
comp just blacked out just now.
like POOF!
haha
crazy machine.

had a good mask making session today!
soo meng's coming along fine!haha
(thank god)
(btw, im making 3 masks=
-a full-face mask alrdy made from prelims called Hussan
-a 3/4 face mask Elle
-a full helmet mask Soo Meng who's really molded from a da tou wawa)but elle continues to look really phallic-ish
shall do sumthing to her tmr..

oh no..am starting to talk to my masks!!hahahah
help!!thank goodness for angela dong and jo for accompanying me in the room haha else i wlda prob asked soo meng what she wanted to eat hahah

group tmr really early in the morn!
10am!*gasp*
shall NOT be late.
for once.
SORRiE me gROUpiess!!
*apologizes*

lemme see..
group in 3 days' time
I.S on the ninth(lazy to count how many days)

come on man!
gonna make it thru and WELL

anyway..
as was saying..
to jo today..
reflected on my frivolity last time and realised ive had crushes on QUITE a no. of pple since i came to vj
*GASP*
but only a few made it thru till now to become my eye candy
hahhaa no surprises for guessing whu!
(tink 56cm-wide shlder)

ai.
gotta curb this frivolity of mine..
cant just keep crushing on pple
the most likely and unlikely ones.
its bad for health!
(the mental one)
coz i'd prob end up regretting having had crushes on them
=/

clubbing tmr baby!
woohoo!!

jingxy jus bought nearly all the furniture for her new hse!
so exciting!
always liked new things tho moving wld be a test to my ability to adapt..
(true taureans always have probs adapting to changes.which is quite true for me coz i crave stability and control all the time.tho i dun like to be the one in control in my relationships.huh?!)
anyway...
my new unit's still pending design proposal from the designer..
this really cool lady with a really cool retro-ristic ad colourful hse!
haha told her she can do anything to my room
actually dun really agree with wad jingxy said abt a designed hse being less personal coz we always tell the designer wad we want explicitly..
like that little window seat im looking forward to in my new study!=)
anyway the last 2 hses we jus bought the furniture and slotted them in..tired of that alrdy!!

so..quite excited to see wad this designer has come up with..
she said she'll prob let us see the designs by next week
=)
cant wait!

for my new pup too!

alritey tag pple tag!
am lonely here!
need calls of civilisatioN!

Hello pple!!im back again!

aft a lonng loong wait eh..

so much has happened btwn the time my blog became stagnant and now im re-activating it

most probable reason..
and the same one which pushed me to start a blog in the first place..

perhaps the absence of a confidante or my reluctance to have one really

well this shall be my new channel?
haha

just went thru SOME of my old old oldde posts
hilarious man!
miss my snrs...

speaking of which
edward and tengren were in sch today!!
and ed has tried to change his image.
its the jay chou look now
cap and all that mysterious shit.
hahaha
wonder if jay chou's no-undies fetish caught on on him
hahaha

almost (or did) went/go crazy today
worked on my mask for 2 hrs str8
isolated in t19
with the crazy radio for company
oh my god.
oh wait there was also aaron the hair dryer for company.
(a hair dryer by the brand of aaron hahaha)
seriously i was going crazy
so i started getting back in touch with civilisation

haha so everybody out there with nothing better to do..
can come visit me @ t19
i'd prob be intent on my mask making but wld enjoy little touches of civilisation
(to keep me sane else i'll be sending distress calls to anybody who comes into mind. jingx unforch u're no.1 on the list haha)

gonna be there tmr too
but called my jrs for company haha
hope they turn up they're sucha buncha lovelly pple
thanks love u guys!! -
zhanhui: for being adorable and my errand boy
ling: for being ling and helping me buy tt da tou wawa and being my ELLE baby
ruth:for being the only one whu helped me rearrange the designers room =)
audrey:for being my poor da tou wawa!and being so damn efficient!
sunil:for being IRRITATING.(and injecting joy into slots) haha and for being my AH BENG!
desiree: for willingly(i hope??) sacrificing ur face for me to do that infamous 'facial' <= yeah for pple whu thot it was, i was laying the foundation layer of the mask. idiot.
==>esmonde:u blur thing!==>rebekah:haven see you yet!haha

yup yup
gotta hang in there grrr
*grits teeth*

im not as tough as i seem..
or do i seem tough at all