Im waiting for my long hair to dry now , obviously i just gave myself a good rub!
I was so exhausted just now prolly because my expired contacts(wore 7weeks)
the right eye one was giving me hell lots of problem , couldnt wait to pinch them out!
wait , do you pinch your lenses? LOL.
BUT well , i was working , i could not do that. tsk! reached home at 11.50pm
charge phoney , it died while i was on the phone with darling :( asssssy phone also!!

hey , i look cute dont i ? heheheh!


reach home chloe was waiting for me , everytime i work. she's only 7 please.
how sweet can she get , but very naughty also. but i was so tired , i could not
talk to her so she watch her tv , and i ask details about the class meeting just now.
end up they had no conclusion , lucky i ciao first! :x

supposly to work at 5pm but i reach at 7.15pm , damn gulity because i told
white lies to manager for conservative 2days , err i made some changes to the lies :x
today is BAOBAO & MICAL FAULT . BECAUSE WE WENT TO WATCH PREVIEW
MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2! it was funny to the max , and touching too! that we cried :(
i thought about my grandma when they showed the grandmother...very sad :''(

my hair is half dry now , half . means i got to wait awhile more -
i was away from this page for 10mins , hahah i went shopping , gees!

okay back to track..
these are yesterday pictures! :D

paige say she looks cute with her bag , so she wants to take backview!

dont ask me why's she there , i dont know!
oh this is me admiring the errr, fountain?
i loook sillllly here , me loves!& ahma Tang cant seems to stop wanting jump shots , & i can swear
we are very good with that . 2 shots everytime and yeps done!
why cant weekend come faster?
I MISS YOU DARLING!!! yes you my dearest sucker yang :x

GOOOOODNIGHT & MY HAIR IS DRY NOW. LOVES!

♥ 12:53 AM

this is sickening , i cant upload pictures.

so i start on my reflective journal now
(darling wants me to write it because of all the
shits i do )

reflective journal : wordcount 501!

Firstly darling , I apologize for what I’d done all these while that made you always
go stomping mad.

Perhaps because I am impatient that’s why whenever you don’t pick up or return my text
I go screaming soon. And I always called thousands of times till my phone died on me you know? Perhaps because I am really sensitive , therefore I think of your actions as something more when you actually does not meant that way .thats why it always led to so much
Misunderstanding.
Perhaps because I love you much , I want you to be close to me and not our people.
So I does not like it when you’re an inch to do with your friend.(but now isn’t I behaving better than that time in NJC?)
Perhaps because I wanted you to care for me . yes you do definitely , in another way
which I cant see until you tell me what you’re doing(I am pretty slow here) so in one
way or another I want to get your attention and care about me right in front of my face.
Okay im such an idiot , whatever.
Perhaps its just me – I was worst off when you knew me , you know it.
But some things which is there is there eg: sensitivity
I tried to minimize it , haven’t i?
I tried to think about you, about us instead of myself , haven’t i?
I tried to change in so many ways , cooking, saving money so much more!
Perhaps its you!

I did put in effort for you , for our relationship.
But something things may go haywire and I start to go crazy again ,
I know these few weeks I had gone way too far , about to go in
To mental hospital already . sometimes its PMS , and the other me.

From now on I will change , I stop picking on you for every word and action you do.
I will try not to. But don’t you realized you have also become so easily angered?
Where’s the part of you I know which is so difficult to get angry?

‘I get angry maybe just once a year for a short while and im okay’’
You say this was the past 16yrs of your life. You don’t get angry.

And why now so easily anger? I know you say because of me.
But im lovely isn’t it? No doubt to that and you love me darling!

We have gone through so much, and now is another time that we have to go through..
with your family. Will you be able to hold my hand and go through it?

I promise I will be better to you , to us. And you better be too , in your words
You know which way I don’t like when you speak , so please don’t and stop
Switching off your phone when you don’t want to answer, sucker.

With love

♥ 10:30 PM

I was tidying up my pictures(i've alot as you know)
and i came across some old photos ..

tonight post gonna be about SHIRLEY SOON XUELI AKA BAOBAO<3

frankly speaking , we know each other only in Sec3. when we got into the same class
(i swear my class is fun!- hold on about that)
so Sec1 and 2 i dont much know of her existence , she's just some very loud person ,
who runs during sports meet with michelle(mical) and she plays basketball.
THATS ALL I KNOW ABOUT HER. i bet she even know about me! tsk!!

Sec3 .
we began getting to know each other , understanding her..
and i can say i know her very well now. i can fully understand what she thinks yea?
someboy who is strong outside but so weak inside , someone who stands by friends
and help whenever she can not expecting much of a reward. thou she had some bad points!!

then we began to sit next to each other .. and share secrets.
she knows me very well also , still now whenever i want to scream or
anything happen , i will call her (:


this is the egg i drew , and we place it on our table.
remember baobao? nobody dare to touch or come near in the event it broke
and that person d-e-a-d-m-e-a-t.

Sec 4.
whatever i had any rows with anyone about anything under the sun
she'd comfort me and stand by me and scold the person together to make me feel better
i know she's there for me to lie on , be it now or , let say forever.


we help each other in school work . we mug together sometimes cause we cant study
together we go gagaga crazy. like what did we do? we had durians in class!


she's one that could stand all my nonsense , my stubborness ..
she's the one to tahan all my shits for me i can always use her as my xcuse
when im sleeping over etc..
even till now , thou we are at different school . we text weekly ,
and find time to meet out about once a week/fortnight?
i just want to make sure she's good. i dont want to lose a friend like this..

thank you so much for all you have done baobao
thou ours is just a 3yrs+ friendship , i could tell you its for eternity,
i'd treasure like a gem of mine , and as i always say and you know it
im 24/7 for you , anytime , anywhere.

with loves ,
Calene BaoBao.

♥ 10:19 PM

2ND POST OF THE NIGHT - BECAUSE PAIGE SEND ME THE PEEKTURES!

AT SEOUL GARDEN(:
& PARDON FOR THE UNGLAM.


see she's laughing at us , i think?
damn paige! dont know what's she up to with the flask!
this one candid - candid=ugly side :(
the table is freaking tiny weeny small.

♥ 12:26 AM

FIRST THING FIRST :
I CHANGE MY OWN BLOGSKIN???

thou its not of my own picture :(
but i like this picture<33

OK THE SUCKY PART
LOOK AT MY RIGHT CHEEEEEEK!
this sickening damn pimple bothering for days already!
i cant wait for facial next week - beams :D

oh this was yesterday , and i think i sucks. still throwing tantrums at darling
and making him go crazy!*he sucks too when he go crazy!

but he came looking for me later , heheheh(:
i love you darling! :DDD

& we had a duper early dinner! meaning i got home before 8pm
and i ask michelle(my aunt) to movie , along with my sister.
we caught the prom night! some frightening scenes thou , simple plot!
reach home midnight plus and before i read for an hour before i went to bed(:

SUNDAY
darling , sister wake me at tennnn. oh dear 10am :(
had my breakfast and went to work
done at 4pm and meet the girls before heading to asyura house
for interview(: and i got home to find nobody at home
and of all days i did not bring keys today!

gonna get all the pictures from paige tang!

♥ 10:09 PM

dont look at me!
im getting fatter , fatter as conclude by darling , whatever! :x
i THINK i should stop eating so much??

BTW I HAD 25 PRAWNS TODAY(:
(pictures another day)

on a random note , this is my maid - auntie yani!
CAN U SEE WHAT SHE'S HOLDING ON HER RIGHT HAND??

ITS A KNIFE OK! SHE ANSWER THE PHONE , WITH A KNIFE IN HAND.
SCARY? HAHAH!

AND I WAS TALKING ABT MY BLACK SPAG.
HERE THE RESTAURANT..

THE YELLOW THING IS TO POUR MY TEA. THIS IS DAMN SMOOOTH!HAHAH , dont laugh! this is RMB. okay whatever singapore $20
got from darling last week for my ezlink card zzz.
dont you know , good things must share! :D

i dont understand why darling keep saying im VERY FAT , FAT PIG.
disheartening :((

lastly , I NEED A NEW SKIN. KIND SOULS OUT THERE?
and i need to sleep already need to wake up @ 7.30am to cook soup for darling!<3

♥ 11:24 PM

i did not touch my keyboard for 5days man!
I was BUSY , with school , projects and work(:

but i still did alot of things , eg i went for jab , i went to taka during my break time
with my aunt to do shopping & miss my lecture :/

& I TRY THIS AT SOME RESTAURANT AT TAKA.(few pics to post , wait)
I SWEAR THE FOOD IS NOT NICE , BUT THE TEA , ORIENT OF THE PEARL!!
DAMN NICE + SMOOOTH!

& ITS NOT $14.90 that ala carte i called lobster penn grain?*whatever it is
& lobster salad and she pay 60+ hahah! & then she send me back to school(:
ACTUALLY , i wanted to blog yesterday night 12plus. but my internet
was down ): so its 8.21AM NOW
im suppose to get ready since my lesson at 9am! michelle coming up soon ,
to drive me to schoool. its damn shiok to sleep till 8+ daily :x

i went to work yesterday and i got like %$#$@! back. YAYYYYY
and i've 2 presentation today with these people!

so bye!(going to change out of my pyjamas now!)

*dumb you im bottom right!

♥ 8:22 AM

DARLING ,

im so sorry , i made you so disappointed.
im really sorry for what i've done :'(

just to let you know ,
our 1 and a half yr relationship has not,
and will not go down the drain.

i know how much you've done for me
regardless in teaching me how to be a good girl ,
how to be a good person , in educating me etc
you've done so much more than what a boyfriend
would have done , anyone would have seen that
how much i changed - because of you

i hope you can put the matter behind you,
im so sorry.

ps. i love you
对不起我爱你老公

Thank you for tolerating all my shits. i know i give alot trouble
i know its damn vexing to have such a girlfriend , but you never
gave up - only now i guess i fully understood , how much love you
showered me with. i thanked you for that , i'd been selfish..

♥ 10:39 PM

IM AT SCHOOL NOW.
I TOOK LIKE 30MINS TO LOAD LAHH
SLOW INTERNET CONNECTION ):


SO WE , I JUST CAMWHORE.
HEEHEE , ENJOY!

♥ 12:35 PM