cal's

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

i seems to be living in a world of my own
i dont touch the comp unnessary(my mom ask
me to help her find some stuffs& i had time tonight)
& my work usually had me reach home 10.30pm
by that time i'd been wore out by daily 8-1 , 3-10
adding to that , I'VE ANOTHER NEW JOB.

im really excited for that :DDD
the place im working @ is just .. awesome!(for me)

was telling mummy about some stuffs & she said
mom : i tell you , april start school , only can learn one thing
& work one job
cal : why?!?! but i want to work ____ & ____
mom : you need to study! dont work better , just study
why you need so much $$?
cal : -before i could say anything-..
mom : after work 1mth , also nv see your $$

i just s-h-u-t-o-f-f totally . exactly what she say ,
after 1mth of working @ retail shop approx abt $800plus
i see no $$ , dont say i went shopping because
i doesnt have time for that ! okay lah just $200 shopping :x
darling's present , FOOOOOD , go out & my phone bill
mommy wants me to pay myself this mth because its exceeds
$120 bucks & basically i've a small earning power now
wow , sounds nice? its isnt

in case you wonder why i've gone mia or smth
dont worry , i havent! im just 8digits away ,
give me a call on my cell! (:

basically im currently working 3jobs , 4 to be exact.
each job ard 4times a week. so i'd to plan plan plan
so that it doesnt clash with piano , yoga & upcoming dance
*im actually thinking of postphoning it because im really BUSY.
& yeh i need time with my boyfriend(:
i miss him , yes i do . im glad we're actually at this stage now
congras to you hubby , finally time has come for me to grow up(:
so just saturday is my off day - OFF from morning till 5pm
then i gtg work! tsk , what to do?

& i think i think i think i gain weight? i'm having h-e-a-v-y meals everyday ,
for breakfast , lunch & dinner.(: just g-o-d b-l-e-s-s

this is me & hubbbyyyyyy , hahahah on bottle!
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this is us lah , when we got together not long prolly ard may? this pic i meant

so much had happen , so much we had gone through
you were the only one who found ways to change me
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& now after those 3day big quarrel 2day small arguement
for like 2weeks? im really glad we're getting back on fine darling(:

i had to think of those childish acts
i had to think of those selfish acts
i had to think of what all these fights/quarrels will bring
i had to think of darling
i had our relationship to save(:

i had this urge to type on .

i dont mind letting people know , we were on the verge of breaking up
not just once , but twice/thrice in just 3weeks?

how much we'd bang the phone , how much i screamed&shouted
how much i teared , how much he had vex , how much all this
affected our relationship :( i didnt wanted , he didnt wanted
nobody wanted . but i created - i did.

i knew smth had to be done before i start to regret
i place my pillow high last week & thought about it
till i fall asleep & i did that almost daily ..
till i sorted everything out on monday?(:

i knew i love darling alot
i knew the way i behave was really nasty/digusting
i knew i should change , totally(thinking)
i knew so much , so much
i knew i had so much to say to him

i knew i wanted this relationship to last...
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- dont worry! we're getting on fine now
yes everything's fine(:

its back to L-O-V-E

♥ 11:35 PM

Sunday, January 27, 2008

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

isnt this picture dark? D: it seems brighter in my cell , tsk!

let me summarise .
1) i just apply my JAE (with alot of mistake) tsk!
2) i just ask bestie to change my blog song :D
to this - HOW DEEP IS YOUR LOVE?
3) i had fish & co for dinner :D grilled salmon , latte , apple crumple etc
heh! yes , its a treat from jason :DD

work in the morning , cancel hair appt :{ because urgg!
then meet mr boyfriend for gym .. then slowly walk to
amk queue fish & co :D reallllllllllly F-U-L-L-
thanks uncle ! i mean jason :D

Saturday
we went swimming! how sporty suddenly? D:
left the pool @ late evening , went home change
bathe etc then meet darling @ 8.30 for this
gore & violence M18 movie 'Rambo 4/John Rambo'
but its nice :DDD i wish i can kill darling that way , if
he makes me angry(which is really often) hahahah!
reach home 12.30am & polp to beddddd. gdnight(:

Friday
caught 'the mist' @ cwp with boyfriend
quite worth the $$ , some things to learn thou!

dont you think in just january i watch like quite
a number of movie? :D hahahah!
waiting for the cj7 & slamdunk but we wont be in singapore
thou :[ have to wait till we're back!

alright , i gtg to bed now. im working 12hrs tmr!
its actually mon-wed :[ gdnight then people

gdnight darling <3
Iloveyou

♥ 11:29 PM

Thursday, January 24, 2008

yes , the anxiety is over :D
got the O level result , not much feelings about it
expected points thou , but not some expected grades

i did ok(in eyes of mummy&daddy)
i did really bad(in eyes of my boyfriend)
so ..? yeps , done is done .

just move on to poly! :D

THURSDAY
after results went home bathed & stuffs
cabb-d down bishan meet darling & 'mom'
for swenson , its his treat[: heh.
went off with darling to see mrt train - sleep/rest
& talk yeps.

FRIDAY
i'll be cooking for lunch for hubbyyyyy
then we'll go for movie 'the mist' & im working
@ 6pm :[ for the sake of $$ ($_$)

yayyyyyyyy finally i've completed my secondary
education :D whoooooooots!

congras to those who've done well ,
for those who have not , what done is done ,
dont brood over it anymore . think about the future ,
& make full use of the result , it lies in your own hand. :D

yayyyyyyyyyy! im happy:D

♥ 11:18 PM

Monday, January 21, 2008

RELEASE OF 'O' LEVEL RESULTS
24JAN , THURSDAY 2PM

D-O-O-M-D-A-Y
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mummy was really nice , saying
it doesnt matter even if i does really bad(definately)
just .. you know? etc etc .

SATURDAY
watch body19 with hubby(H) @ cine
yes body19 . H hates horror movie , but still :D heheh.
but he had his earpierce on (thou he say it doesnt affect hearing)
who knows? hahah! might be blasting songs right? :xx laughs!
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then meet baobao @ 10pm at bishan then went over to upper thomson
for roti prata , no actually for mutton curry! :DD but she only allow
1 portion for me :x tsk! but we had durian prata <3 heheh.
cheese & mushroom .. & she cancel-d my paper prata ):
because we were late for movie! cabb-d over to yishun to buy tickets
midnight preview for 'the house' OMG! i swear the movie's scaryyyyyyyy!
(that i had to hug my pillow&bolster to my sister room& squeeze in their bed)
finish the show @ 2.30am :D then mummy was ard yishun , so she drove
baobao home & reach home boom to bed @ 3am? [:
thou its only short time spent but i still love her!:D

SUNDAY
work at 8am ): had to climb out of bed @ 7+
SO EEEEEYER! i had e-y-e-b-a-g-s! ):
but still , i met mr H for gym as usual
amk for dinner & treats :D then .. play @ the sandy
playground till 9+ (sounds alil deprive of childhood?)
took bus 851 to yishun
yishun 969 to woodlands
woodlands 901 to calene's home [:
i wanted to pass time , slower (-.-'')

MONDAY
today's grandma 100th days anniversary
woke up early to get to mandai(place where the dead's ashes
were place/kept) burn manifold of $$$ , REALLY manifold!:DD
& i told grandma to let me dream of her on sunday night ,
true enough i dreamt that we were having ice cream & she
told me some stuffs! then came back had some stuffs done
then went to work(just came back from work now)

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anyway , im wearing this tomorrow! :DD
ITS MY FIRST TIME WEARING A SKIRT
THIS EFFING LONG!:DD

looks cool right? :DD hope i dont trip - laughs!

TUESDAY-tmr[:
auntie will be preparing my breakfast
i'll be meeting baobao @ 830 for breakfast
then i'll meet phylisia @ 1030 for breakfast
like what's wrong lah! 3 breakfast - dont ask me why[:
then had to go tb unit with baobao for last checking , finally man!
then go out with phylisia awhile & had to work @ 3pm
& i had piano class later on in the evening :D
day by day , time pass really fast! dont you think so?

ANYWAY GOOD LUCK TO THOSE TAKING 'O' RESULTS!:D

♥ 10:35 PM

Friday, January 18, 2008

HELLOS![:

LOVELY LOVELY FRIDAY.
im dead beat now , got to turn in right after i click 'publish post'
back from swimming with darling , sunblock was used up &
yada i forgot to buy :[ %$#@! i think i turn black , alot :C

this is me , today @ the hospital *big red pimple on red cheek :C

oh yess , with this girl ! BAOBAO:DD
hahah , she fat alot!! :x see lah , eat & eat! heheh:D
& we talk talk talk thru all the trip & she's forever
l-a-u-g-h-i-n-g at me :C BOOS.

she look rather white because of the light above her , ok she's white:D
hahah , 'bian bai' le baobao :D anyohhoos i still love her ,
becauseeeeeeee she's the only one who goes to horror with me in couple seat only <3
& who listen to my whole load of craps & yada yada with who
& i lovee her expression after she always hear what i say l-a-u-g-h
she love me too!:D

& isnt this baby/boy/kid adorable?
he' keep on 'jie jie' :D v cute , the way he smile , spell c-h-a-r-m-i-n-g
kids charm eh:D

my eyelids seriously got to boom C-L-O-S-E alreadyyyy!
prolly catch 'cloverfield' with darling tmr @ vivo/town
then meeting baobao @ night for 'body19' & mutton
sounds good? i mean the food :DDD

♥ 10:22 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

i totally forgot about my piano class im having later ,
till i just got a msg from her :x hah!
& yess , my yoga class this thursday
& yess , dance class prolly in early feb:D

life's getting exciting!

♥ 2:05 PM

HIIIIIII!wanted to blog ytd but internet was down? i dont know why (-.-'')

alrights so in short -
MONDAY & TUESDAY(which is ytd & today)
im working from morning to noon & then noon to night.
tsk! & i'll be taking my nap soon(:

SUNDAY
work in the morning [: then meet darling
for gym&swimming - lost 2.1kg the next day eh!
then meet this girl , for sakae sushi ala carte , heh!:D
oh yess , its her treat :DD

SATURDAY

waa , went in sport shops like adidas , nike , converse etc

even velocity . each shop we went in like 4times or so?

adidas @ heeren x 2 , @ cine x 2 , @ wheellock , @bishan @ velocity

nike @ velocity , @ shaw , @ cine x 2

converse @ heeren , @ bishan

royal sporting house @ shaw , @ velocity

its more than this actually , because darling needs to get a pair of shoes

walaus , see! guys shopping = worst than girls man D:

we did buy a pair after 5789647824 yrs of shopping ,

belated present for darling:D im nice!

then tsk , smth happen & then yada yada details shall not be reveal[:

thanks for my dear friends who came down[:

THURSDAY

meet up besties @ amk , had newyork newyork!

& then anderson of denmark[:

pictures will do the saying . .

HI. (:

early birthday for me & sarah !YAYS![:

the real birthday girls!:D

snapshot by sarah (-.-'')

fondue:D

i can be alil disguisting @ times , right darling? :x hahahah!

obviously the mess is done by me -.- i seriously think my mouth got 'hole'

my tee which says' bad girls' (we loves)

okay that shall be all :D

a v goodnight for now

& you know what i just save $8bucks for cutting my fringe myself

GEES! and it look wierd now.

& ezlink card no longer have student rates :( tsk!

& er , i need to go to bed now! :D

i miss darling(:

♥ 12:46 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

my fish is dead ...

♥ 11:49 PM

i want to post , yes serious!
i've many pictures lah but blogger L-A-G
:[ upload one pictures takes like ...
usually only afew seconds ? now (-.-'')

i cant stand it alr , i need to go to bed
i had a long day today! shall post the pics tmr :D

yess , you didnt see wrongly .
that me blowing the flame out . HAHAH!
shall find out why in the next entry ..

GOODNIGHT.
i miss darling :(

♥ 12:09 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

YOs.

just came back from work , TSK! tired :(
daily tv till like 1am? then sleep few hrs
then go work till 10+ then ay , same routine :[

B-O-R-I-N-G

i've been wearing specs for 2days already!
super inconvenient , cant even find clothes to go with it
URGG. envy those who have perfect eyesight!

alright , shall end here
& start preparing now ..
going amk hub with besties :D

G-O-O-D-B-Y-E

♥ 3:22 PM

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

i just had whole pack of cheese fries
& im going to bed now ..

my eyes freaking painful :[
red w/o doing anything to it , mummy kept
cursing im going blind soon :/ zzz.

lazybum me with my contacts , hahah!
alright , god bless me please - no fats!

♥ 1:01 PM

Monday, January 7, 2008

HEYYYYYYY

busy day today i guess?
so yada yada work in the morning till noon
went over to cine to get some stuffs , but ay
the shop not open :[ pfffs
so called up phylisia to help me get the stuffs
then went over to fareast to find peggy @ the shop
zoom , slacked + lunch-d & she said i got
cheated of my lunch D: hahah , you'got to know why mannnn!

@ the shop dear peggy's working

then went back to woodlands ard 2.30
whereby im working @ 3pm (o.o)
obviously , i was late :x with this reason : my cousin gave birth

bought this 'bad attitude' tee today because my cardigan
doesnt look good today/feel good. *i've pretty good attitude thou(:
& another black&violet top . really pretty!:D

& thank you dear phylisia for bringing my stuffs all the way to work place[:

this is the girl , i mention ytd :DD
she's look much adorable in real life!

alrights then , goodbye!

♥ 10:08 PM

Sunday, January 6, 2008

v really tired now .. & from tmr onwards ,
i'll get worse , by 5 times

we shall see! D:
kill me by then! GOODBYES.

i meet a v young lady ard 4yrs old with thick mushroom head
today , the way she lick the icecream simply adorable ,
host her picture up next time!:D

♥ 10:47 PM

Saturday, January 5, 2008

hiiiiiiiii!:DD

im suffering from these v bad throat infection now :[

for like ... 3days alr ? :[ URGGS.

so it got better today , after 2 day medication & herbal tea

but tsk! today went on food spree lah :x

& it got worse , immediately (-.-'')

caught AVP2 with darling @ cathay today ,

movie wasnt nice :C walked around dobbbyyyy/orchard

damn siannnn :[ & that damn guess bag oos or smth lah :[

URGG.

then darling went home for dinner @ ard 8

send me to amk to meet jasonnnn [:

for dinner , tsk! sinful dinner

& as usual , anderson's of denmark for dessert [: teehees

oh yes , future auntie-to-be came along aftermath . heh!

so yes yes , left amk hub ard 10+ dont you realise we always meet

@ amk hub ? aint singapore small ? D:

gtg & call darling now :D & we are going ___ tmr! lol.

& then velocityyy , going to get darling a pair of sports shoe :D

what a nice girlfriend heh![:

going to see doctor tmr before going to work!

i've been a v good girl , who works everyday :D

dont believe riighttttttt! hahah , nth is impossible!

GOODBYE!

♥ 11:21 PM

Thursday, January 3, 2008

TSK! there's only a rough 10mins for me to blog D:
got to bath & go buy medicine MYSELFFFFFFF
& off to work ! [:

anyway , i was real sick ytd :[
whine alot to everybody , but guess it doesnt help :C
because i was in great pain :/ the damn bone was
so painful i cant stand up , tsk you cant imagine
& fever 38.7degrees throat infection - so throat pain
& my ear too :[ walaus , damn sucky!

& yeps i said we went to chloe school to see her during recess time?

she's waving there , see?[:

& singapore parents ah , all take camera out & snap & snap & snap (-.-'')
include mummy :x hahah! this only show 1/3 of the parents , see how protective?

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then went shopping :DD
& mummy ah , want to buy cupboard
so we went courts she went inside a cupboard & hide (-.-'')
and while we turn back she came out & BOO!
damn lame lah , but we laugh like mad . lots of funny actions man her :]

so after my buyings , had teabreak :DD
then walk back to chloe's school .
so sit down & rest ..

& staring into this empty basketball court reminds me of those pri-sch days times

seriously , i swear my primary school days are really fun!:DD

we do nth but hang out & play everydayyy ,

whole grp eh , (sarah,pk,selina,christie,jingsi,jiajun,james,jason,

junan,terance,s&s,joonliang,kaihong etc) approx 15 & more

so we go to school , lesson & lesson had fun during lesson time

compete who can finish the fastest in writing the chinese character

& i won like 70% of the times :/ because i always play cheat until

they know my method . tsk!

& we are not those v childish ppl , i mean we are really mature at that age alr

so after school canteen lunch , which i amazing broke the record of eating 9

eggs @ a go at basketball court because of some stuffs

& we love to make digusting stuffs out like pouring drinks into food & stir and grind

them together making them look like 'sai' D:

so we'd hang @ canteen & talk for hr plus . everyone finish then we move

on to the basketball court . guys'll play basketball while girls sit there & chat

everything under the sun :D & we'll go on till the after session ends , or

sometimes earlier , to the playground to burn the caterpillars , millipedes

set fires on them & play blind mice or even crocodiles :D

& when psle here , we're still doing the same stuffs

oh did i mention we were all in the 2nd/3rd best class ?

only me & pk were from the best class but we dropped

out to be with the rest , im an em1 student right from the start [:

hahah , i rmb my pri5&6 birthday parties with all those people .

hahah , remembering the l-o-v-e we had that time

*this is the past , so people just recall your l-o-v-e alright :/

- how pk & jiajun were steady since pri 5?

- how selina went crazyyyyy over yelun!

- how sarah & joonliang got together after many problems?

- how much jingsi wld like to be with junan

- how jason&christie were together , the old sweet times they had!

as for me , hah! it shall remain a s-h-h-h

only those fellows know man :D hahah!

now as everyone have gone their own routes , some seldom

in contact but still will seen lying ard at cwp/vista

yada yada , some grew like extremly tall , some lose weight

some gain weight some move away , some not studying

some working .. it's difficult to keep everyone in contact

like how we do , i mean me , sarah & selina & pk [:

thou we've our own programmes but we do make

time out for meetings every 3mths? & i assure they're

just a phone call away :D and mind you selina stay @ tamp

yess i appreciate these bestfriends for over 8yrs+ of mine(:

i swear i'll keep this friendship , going .

yess , jingsi is still v v v good with me :D

we spend like 4yrs of recess tgth & know her since pri4

when she transfer over , she's the one who really really

know my damn character well D: heh! my no.2 piano teacher!:D

the rest , im not in contact with them .

just a smile , eye contact when you know pass by

each other . but still still , i hope one day ,

there'll be a mass reunion one day!:D

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i'd sidetrack more than enough

back to topic , chloe release then help her take her back

one word , HEAVY !

CHLOE

im going to be late alr! BYE!:DD

♥ 1:36 PM

Wednesday, January 2, 2008

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL...
not for me thou :( feels kind of wierd not
wearing uniform , not tying pony-tail :(
it just seems so w-i-e-r-d :[

any-oh-hoos
i brought chloe to school! ^^

cuteeeeeeeee:D

ytd noon playing with cousin[: sweet lil thing(:

legs damn tired now :[

just reach hme less than 1/2 hr going out again nw

bye!(:

♥ 2:22 PM

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!:D

THE START OF 2-0-0-8...

♥ 11:40 AM