i remember vaguely the times we celebrated your birthday i remember how much i had try wanting to spend with you i remember how i always says *darling! & lastly i remember how it all ended... happy birthday to you, no matter which part of the world you are in, no matter when you got to read this.

♥ 11:00 PM

Merry Christmas to you. (:

♥ 1:00 AM

memories fades, people move on.. at what rate will it fade? will you let it fade...i wonder at times i ponder upon my move which result in my exhausted body, halfshut brain. managing books and works aint easy peasy stuffs just need some motivational factors! on a side note, bond is ending.. 6 months more! cant wait to say hi to Freedom** & i feel im so lost touch to blogging but nowadays do ppl still blog? but again thats their problem:) goodnight to you, thanks for showing up here months after post published? but still hope i was carved in the left side of your brain which states *beautiful memories* \(^-^)/

♥ 2:37 AM

sometimes i dont understand why... so many why. why is my phone unlocked code that few numbers? sometimes without me knowing i fall deep into thoughts of you.. but very fast i jolt back to reality for i know darling, you had been my sweetest & only true love that touches. for true love only comes once... so...get back to reality now for reality things/people are always fake. i am sure you are cool and happy now i hope the best for you. but deep down. i misses you, tremendously. goodnight world. goodnight blog. goodnight calene. goodnight to you. ;)

♥ 2:46 AM

out of the blue, had an urge to blog.. time passes in a wink, its june already! half a year gone just like that... i had been living fairly well... enjoying life as much as possible more eating + alot of cabbing no one cabs to and fro work on daily basis like me says my colleagues.. btw ex colleagues. i have transfer ward transfer department!!! coool not dragging my feet as much now as previously...:) s minus leaves and offdays. left 7mths of bond!!! how awesome cqan things get?! continue another dasy because i had doze off twice... bye!!

♥ 2:36 AM

today marks the first year of my working life. time may seems to pass fast..but me still cant for it to be over...endure!!! nevertheless good job cal! jiayou^^

♥ 10:41 PM

Nobody will be here reading this.

But today is 13/4 thirteen april
if we have been together.. it would be the 5th yr of anniversary
nevertheless i spend the last 2hr thinking about the past with the
help of my archive.

How are you?
i do, misses you.

whichever part of the world you are in..
I wish you are doing well. prolly or most likely
you would not rmb the date nor my hideout diary here

but i rmb all we had done...
I love you. happy 5th yr anni, darling.

♥ 3:01 PM