Yes, I'm still here!

Whoa! It has been like forever!
We had our baby, named her Teylor Faith White. She has just been so precious and wonderful. She was born July 27, 2010 weighed 6lbs 1oz. 20in.I think. My smallest baby for sure born 4 weeks early like Paisy.
Well with Paisy, my Post Partum Depression (PPD) didn't last long. A 24 hr nightmare, and then I was great! This was not the case with Teylor.
Some of you know about my trial that comes with giving birth. I get PPD every time. It's so very hard and and so dark, but with each baby I have come out of it on top. This illness I experience has brought on major growth, stronger family relationships, stronger marriage, and greater love and appreciation to feel that love. I have been pretty open about my illness thus far. Being so blessed to have amazing support and to be rescued, I have felt strongly that I should share my experiences.
This battle with PPD the 5th time around was the hardest. It is what kept me from doing a lot of things, including blogging, for a while. I just wasn't well enough to write it all down. Simply putting up pics and her birth info was too scary for me to think about.

There will be a place and time for me to share the story of #5 and my recovery, but I don't think that it's here on this blog.

Here are some pics of Teylor.                                    Our small sunshine!
On the Mt. Timpanogas Temple Grounds, Fall 2011

1st day home from the hospital. Boston is holding her.

This little photo shoot was so fun!





First trip to Disneyland. We had many people turn to look at us as we waited in line. That face!









Easter. I made all 4 skirts! I've been anticipating doing this for so long! It was so fun to be matching at church.

We're at the beach visiting Inga And Davy summer 2011.


July 4th 2011





Second trip to Disneyland. She loved those bars while waiting in line. Got so mad at me every time the line moved us away from the fencing. Again heads turning to watch her play and defy me.
Disneyland. It poured our first day there! We still had a blast!







Apple Cinnamon

The boys





The girls





The tie breaker



That's right. Numbuh 5! Most of y'all know already, but here is the official blog announcement. It's late because I am already 8 months preggo in the picture. So how is the tie broken? Girls win! And just for fun, we've been calling her Apple Cinnamon ever since we found out we are expecting a girl. Everyone is excited and we can hardly wait to meet her. I've got 4 great helpers who just can't wait to have their turn holding her. The due date is August 19th. We'll post an update on Apple Cinnamon when she gets here!

10 years for Adam and Greta!!!

March 3, 2010 marked our 10 year anniversary. We are best friends and more in love than we were 10 years ago. We joke about how we didn't know anything when we got married. Nothing about what we were getting into and how it could be possible to love each other any more than we did then. >sigh< Well, it comes down to this. We knew enough. Enough to bring us together forever, and these 10 years have been wonderful.
To celebrate, we went to New York! Adam's brothers Jody and Andrew and their wives Angela and Dawn came with us and we had a fabulous time.
Touring Rockefeller center, hailing a cab in the pouring rain, and walking walking walking was so fun all together. The highlight of the city experience was "Wicked". We loved seeing that show, esp on Broadway. Tears of happiness were shed right after "Defying Gravity". Me or Adam? We had to take a limo home because all the cabs were gone.




We made our way up to Niagra Falls. Pretty, and pretty cold. We had fun racing eachother to keep warm. Then we went to our fave place of the whole trip. Palmyra NY. This is where Joseph Smith received the First Vision, in the sacred grove. What a special feeling there. The freeaing went away as the warm feeling of what took place filled our minds. We sat and pondered in the sacred grove how incredible his whole experience and his life was. What happened here, changed the world. Such a neat experience there. Adam's favorite was the Hill Cummorah. This is the hill where the plates were burried and where the final battle in the Book of Mormon took place. Just 3 miles from Joseph Smith's home. When we return, we plan to jog it together. Adam stood at the bottom and sprinted to the top, and collapsed. Several days to recover, but he was elated by the whole experience.




A trip to remember for sure. I don't know what the next 10 years will bring, but it will be wonderful to be with Adam and our children thewhole way, getting closer than we ever thought possible.

Back in time...Disneyland

Take a trip back in time to late February. Good place to start. We wanted to escape some snow, so we took our family to Disneyland for a few days. Our children being as tall as they are, even Paisy was big enough to ride almost every ride. But being a scaredy cat liker her ole mom, she decided she didn't want to do scary ones. Chloe, being like her dad, got to explore Space mountain and Tower of Terror for the first time this trip. Paisy didn't care for Splash Mountain and the Bear river rapids, even though we made her do it. Her faves are Small World and Winnie the Pooh.
Most of this time at Disneyland we were split in half. Adam and the boys riding their fun rides as many times as possible, while me and the girls doing our thing. Which included a trip to the Bibbidi Bobbidi Boutique. So fun! It was a cute salon and the hair dressers talk to the girls about being a princess the whole time. I was all smiles watching them just eat up the experience.


Just too cute. Meanwhile the boys were busy filming. Adam is having a blast making movies as a hobby with the kids. So he decided to write a script and take it to Disneyland. Part of the movie takes place there. So with the script, a camera and the main characters, they put together a fine film.

Click On The Image Below To See The Short Film Wish Upon A Coin




So much fun for us to do!!!





We went to watch the "High School Musical 3" show - Paisy's fave movie - and I just knew she would dance. Nope. She turned on her shy button. I asked her why she wouldn't dance, so she tapped her leg slightly. "I'm just dancing with my knee Mom." Good enough for me:)
Lots of ice-cream, lots of sunshine and lots of laughter.

Mmmmm, Chocolate!

Frankly there are too many things to catch up on the blog for me to think clearly. And when I cant' think clearly, I think about chocolate. Here are my faves that I'm currently thinking about.

Oreo Truffles:
1 pkge reduced fat Oreos (yes reduced fat; might as well reduce somewhere)
1 pkge 1/3 less fat cream cheese (8 oz)
Almond Bark to use as melting chocolate

Smash the oreos to fine crumbs. (I double bag in a ziploc while hitting it with a jar). Squeeze the cream cheese into the crumbs by hand til the mixture is for sure one big yummy mass. Roll into 1 in. balls and place on a a foil covered cookie sheet. Refrigerate for 3 hours or freeze for 1 hour.
Melt chocolate 40 seconds at a time in microwave.
Plop little balls in the chocolate and set them on foil. Eat all the ugly ones; you just can't give those ones away! How absurd?!


Rolo Cookies:
1 recipe of your fave chocolate chip cookie dough, minus the chocolate chips
1 large pkge of Rolos

Place a 1 in. or so glob of dough on a cookie sheet. Press a Rolo on top of it. And place another glob of dough on top of that and make sure the Rolo is sealed in shut. Fill up the cookie sheet with these mounds. Bake at 375 for 8-11 minutes. yummy!


Magical melt-in-your-mouth Chocolate Mousse:
1 envelope unflavored gelatin
2 Tb cold water
1/4 c boiling water
1 c sugar
1/2 c cocoa
2 c cold whipping cream
2 tsp vanilla extract

In a small bowl sprinkle gelatin over cold water. Let sit 2 min to soften. Add boiling water & stir until gelatin dissolves and mixture is clear. Set aside to cool. In large mixing bowl, mix sugar and cocoa. Add whipping cream and vanilla. Beat on med speed, scraping bottom of bowl occasionally, until stiff peaks form. Pour gelatin mixture into sugar mixture; beat until blended well. Spoon into dessert dishes. Refrigerate for at least 30 min. Add Spray whipped cream, nuts, or toffee bits as desired before serving.


Greta’s Pecan Roca:
1c butter 1c margarine
2 c sugar 1/4 tsp salt
2 king-sized Hershey bars chopped
2 c chopped Pecans

In a non-stick pot, melt butter, margarine, sugar & salt on medium heat. No need to stir (it will separate your sugar from your butter). Heat until 300 or until you reach desired amber color of toffee. Remove from heat and immediately pour into a jelly roll pan. Sprinkle pre-chopped chocolate over the top and spread evenly and smoothly. Sprinkle pecans on top and press in slightly with hands. Let cool 1 hour in fridge or over night on counter. Break into pieces by lifting a butter knife underneath.


Dang Good Chocolate Cake that I always make!:
1 pkge PLAIN Devil’s Food Cake mix (NO pudding in mix)
1 pkge 3.9 oz instant chocolate pudding mix
4 lrg eggs
1 c sour cream
1/2 c warm water
1/2 c canola oil
1 1/2 c semi-sweet choc chips

Heat oven to 350. Place all the ingredients but the choc chips in a mixing bowl. Beat on low speed 1 min. Stop scrape down bowl, beat on med 2 min more. Add choc chips and blend til spread in. Grease and flour bundt pan. Bake for 42-50 min. Test by slightly pressing fingers on top of cake, if it springs back, it’s done. Let it cool 10 minutes before getting it out. This cake don't need no frosting! Just cold milk!!


That's it. Perhaps now I can move my brain onto other things. And now we all have a certain place to find these recipes!

An Adam White Joint

Adam here. I decided to officially become a filmmaker and spent the day creating the following film. Not bad for a first go round. We made the video private so we dont know if you will be able to see it or not.

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Two-year-old Old Maid

One fine afternoon, my girls were having a quite enjoyable time looking at pictures. I keep all of the pictures I have of the kids and me and Adam in a basket on the bottom of my book shelf. The girls were neglecting their chore they'd been given by their father to pick up their toys and put them away in the basement. Daddy walked of with his arms full of dolls, unicorns, ponies and dress ups down in the basement with no help at all. After a while Chloe seemed quite content and jumped up to move on to something else. Paisy had been absorbed in our wedding album. She had been looking through that little album for a good 10 minutes sitting on the floor (now I know what I should bring to church and car rides). When she finally came out of her daze with the photos, she was sobbing. I mean actual, real sobs with tears streaming down her face. In a very sad voice we hear, "I never gonna grow up! I never gonna get married! Mom, I never gonna get old. I never gonna get married!" She rushes to my leg in the kitchen with her poor two-year-old heart just broken.
Yes, I was giggling, but my heart was sad for her at the same time. What could she possibly be playing out in her head that would make her think her time would never come? Does she realize how long it will take for her to be a grown up? Is she aware of how far away that is? Perhaps she just pictures herself being 2 forever. Or maybe as her Daddy always hopes for her, she is aware of how insanely tall she is and what problems with boys may arise from that.
Adam didn't hear right away, so I asked her to tell Daddy. He was so flabbergasted by it, he wasn't sure of what to do besides just smile and laugh to himself. After explaining that she was actually heartbroken, he picked her up and told her she could marry him.
So now all is right in the world. Paisy's sobs stopped when she realized she could marry Daddy, that she too would be a bride and wear a big fancy white dress like Mommy and get married in the temple like Mommy and Daddy. And Daddy is content with the thought of Paisy just wanting to marry him.