my exams begins on tuesday and i'm here wasting my time writing this stupid diary.i'm feeling the downest point of my life again. hai...when can i stop being so pessimistic. i jus looked thru friendster and realised smth: i dun make a nice fren,at least not an impactful one. i dun have anything, no humour, no fun, no character, no excitement, basically nothing. i'm the simplest of all simplest ppl on earth... l really want to do smth, want to create an impact in pple's life, a positive one.always practicing self-pity, what age am i in already...and i'm still looking for my own identity. i want to care for others, do smth for pple, but often i dun have the confidence to. feel like i'm such a failure. really... exams exams exams...let me think of it, so that i'll not think abt such silly stuff. ok, i'll change...i'll not cry...