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Summary:

Is money really that big that can ruin relationships/health/emotions?
Yes, money is the root of evil.



you said you love me and you blew up another matter after the resign issue.
and this time was? a $20 meal.

why make life so difficute and sad and angry? issit worth it?

what is $20? i paid for good food, i spent 3hrs in that place with my frends, happy, chatting, .. i paid for happiness and in the end you blew it up. and ruin my day.

I seriously have some issues on PERSONAL SPACE.

MONEY

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What is wrong with a $20 meal?
And why do you freaking check my bag?

After a long day out, enjoying company with my friends, doing what i like.
and you asked me 'where is your money?'

i mean. YOU CHECKED MY BAG? Why? because you care? hey its MY MONEY.
I like to spend it the way i like.
I like to spend it on food. So?

then you said ' you didnt save?'
HELLO?? I DIDNT SAVE? Every month salary i didnt save meh?
Even if it is a 100 dollars is also saving ok? Somemore my salary i saved MOST of them. HELLO??? EVEN MY NETS CARD IS WITH DADDY!

WHat is wrong with using my own MONEY IN HAND?

I am freaking angry.
I AM REALLY ANGRY.

PLEASE SOMEONE EXPLAIN??


you say you love me.
you say you love me alot.
but why do you not give me time to rest?
emotional space wise.

why we cannot live peacefully?
everytime will sure have something come inbetween??
everytime sure argue.

you know its very tiring?
you think i like to argue with you?

why you dun give me space in my life?
why dont i have freedom?

freedom to spend, freedom to do the things i like?
im not a child. i am 20. i got a choice.

last time when i resign, you get mad. now again you got mad.
when will you not get mad and respect my decision?

my decision to eat a $20 meal,
my decision to leave that company,

and didnt i told you about privacy?
why cant i have some privacy?
it is not like i am spending $200 everyday,
why must you keep checking on every thing of my life?
my email, my wallet,

did you respect my feelings?
have you ever thought of it?

when you got so mad about me NOT SAVING my money, spending on a $20 meal,
you jus went into dad room an complain.

What , you, mean? You wan dad to be angry too? You wan the whole family to havoc den you happy? Making dad supporting your stand, you enjoy?

you jus make me feel more angry.

Clear minded, i typed my resignation letter for awfully chocolate and sent it.
I didnt expect this decision will create such a huge impact. However, i will not regret.

Life just goes on. Only with fewer cash in hand. And more expenses.
And quieter..
And less concern from someone.
And tears.
Heartbroken.

I didnt expect this job can cause so much loss in my life.
I hate it.

If only you know i've cried..

I really dont know if you are reading this... But i want to say.. No matter what, i still love you.

From now on, my life has began. I will be independant from your control. If this is what you want me to choose. No money from you doesnt mean end of my life but means end from your control.

HI EVERYONEEEE
are you surprised to see me blogging??

Hee... THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD YET ok?? and i can post whatever, whenever i like~
I like it today, so i will post whatever happened today... ^^

Ok, to begin with, im finally OFFICIALLY openning a BBQ on the 28th jan, fri @ ECP.. (PLS TURN UP OK???) Haha despite the troublesomeness (my mum said)... I still insisted on opening it.... HEY IT HAS BEEN MY DREAM ok?? to have one big gathering with all my friends... Finally it will happen on my 20th bdae... ^^... my 20th birthday... HEY IM 20 ALREADY SOON!!! omg... 20 no longer a teenager...

Mmmm... My attachment is ending in 2weeks!! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG i cant wait for it to happen.... 2 weeks to freedom... PLS GIVE ME STRENGTH to ENDURE.... PLS............

Ok... then i come to talk about bits n pieces of my life...

Yesterday, i went to watch movie with my mum and after that PLUCKED my wisdom tooth.. The movie is jack neo's film, even ghost also laugh... haha~ i personally like the second short story... it has more of romance inside... lol... I cnt believe that i had 2 of my wisdom teeth plucked... AWWW ITS damn pain... DAMN PAIN... i realised that i am the kind that cannot endure pain... :S:S die... next time how to give birth?? Then, i went to see a doctor regarding my weight problem... i gained another 8kg... argh... the doctor ask me to exercise 5hrs per week... LOL 5hrs.... IS ALOT LEIIIII i scared i got no time...

Last few days i....
-coloured & highlighted my hair
-meet up for mic's bdae celebration... ate at chinatown restaurant... DIMSUM~~

Today i....
-went to bedok gym
-GOING TO MEET VALENTIN NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

okok bb~~ im runing late!!

hi all, i am finally upddating my blog... The reason for me not updating is 1) NO TIME   2)LAZY.   HAHA.. yup... AAnyway:: life is still OK for me::: im no longer working in production.. now in RV buffet ... mmm getting used to the rushness already... i have also changed my phone twice::   (lost my new iphone) n bought nokia E5... now i can use internet wid my phone... suddenly feel very good @ managing time,,, nv waste time on traveling anymore:::: neway::: im nw having my break from working:: so i shall stop here.. byebye :)