Wednesday, August 19, 2009
i've learnt my lesson
that you no longer care
even if i vanish from the world right now
it doesnt matter to you.
sometimes i just wonder why
maybe its just all my fault
i never wanted to live my life with regrets
but apparently, i am now.
it hurts a lot.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
all the fucking things about love. it hurts to love. love sucks. it hurts just too badly. love lies. you can never get a 100% truth out of love. when you love, you have to pay. what for love someone so much, trying your very best, putting in your everything, and till the end you got hurt so badly.
just like me. im physically and mentally tired. i kept myself busy to keep my mind from straying. and caused me to have lack of sleep and everything. honesty is the best policy. shut the fuck up. love lies, and the worse thing is they dont get wht you are saying. or rather white lies. fuck you la.
from the bottom of my heart, i seriously hate you. its the first time i ever hated someone so much before. fugly bitch. and you are the bloody fucking first. i hate you.
dont know why im ranting doubt you will even read this. you just dont get it, how i feel about everything. karma bites, yes it does. i've learnt, but do you even care? or is it just lies again.
fuck bitch i seriously hate you. seriously.
talking about love, im turning numb towards it sooon. maybe, its best never to wake up again. maybe you wont ever see me again. i hate love. ironic.