Woke up yesterday morning at 7am feeling despondent.
it was my 1st day after completing SOT and NUS. i told myself that i deserve to sleep in. BUT, i wanted to step out into the morning breeze and take bus 30 to uni. alas, i had no reason to be there.
did some work for michael and headed home pondering.
andrew has been very sweet in my period of transition. he took me to keppel drive last night and we had a good time by the marina shore spotting eels. not exactly a romantic activity but nevertheless fun. we also spent $9 on potato wedges. us in our right minds wouldn't spend such money on fried tubers. haha but he said i should pamper myself with mindless indulgence once in awhile.
this morning i helped paul with some work at suntec. and shuling happened to be on medical leave so i jumped on the chance to meet her. we caught 'money no enough 2'. it was a great hilarious show. those complain experts make my money worth every cent. hehe.
here i am now, surfing online job directories, greying my fingers with classifieds, reading my bought-6months-ago book, relishing the idea of having a pet...
actually i'm of good cheer. very certain that i'd have a satisfying career.
but my task-oriented nature often bugs me that i'm wasting my life away. i should learn to relax and enjoy!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Monday, August 18, 2008
final lap
No better way to end my final week with mornings of prayer!
it is indeed a season of love.
our senior pastor has declared the field open! haha...
glad to see sweetness around.
i have SEEN some holding hands already :D
today P kevin loo and P tan seow how came to share at our chapel services.
the pioneering spirit is extraordinary!
i've never really been a person who enjoys inconveniences and discomforts.
but i'm so inspired by their faith.
i hear myself struggling on the inside to overcome my limited mind.
wonder what will the end of this journey bring.
many thoughts to share.
will find a time to write again,
but now the beckoning of notes i must heed.
it is indeed a season of love.
our senior pastor has declared the field open! haha...
glad to see sweetness around.
i have SEEN some holding hands already :D
today P kevin loo and P tan seow how came to share at our chapel services.
the pioneering spirit is extraordinary!
i've never really been a person who enjoys inconveniences and discomforts.
but i'm so inspired by their faith.
i hear myself struggling on the inside to overcome my limited mind.
wonder what will the end of this journey bring.
many thoughts to share.
will find a time to write again,
but now the beckoning of notes i must heed.
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
1 more week
How fast time flies. I'd definitely miss these guys.
I am really touched by Pst K's shepherdness. He's really a pastor at heart... The breakfast he ensures his 6000 prayerful people have, the generous motivation for being faithful, the sacrifices he made for his people. I honestly won't be where i am today if not for his sacrifice.
I enjoyed P. Bambang's session last night! Hehe... Tho he speaks in indo, his preaching is so good that you can almost decipher the meanings.
so so many things. where should i start?
love is REALLY in the air. haha.
I am really touched by Pst K's shepherdness. He's really a pastor at heart... The breakfast he ensures his 6000 prayerful people have, the generous motivation for being faithful, the sacrifices he made for his people. I honestly won't be where i am today if not for his sacrifice.
I enjoyed P. Bambang's session last night! Hehe... Tho he speaks in indo, his preaching is so good that you can almost decipher the meanings.
so so many things. where should i start?
love is REALLY in the air. haha.