hmm weekends are here again. i don't feel really confident about the common tests. i'd probably have time to finish studying but not revision. well, we'd see how i do. all these stress seem to be giving me an outbreak.
wed night, stayed back for night study with the odac girls. it was so comfortable and cooling studying at the mph but bro paul chased us away. yest was supposed to study with them but i can't study properly outside so decided to go home for cell instead. i met mel! haha.. miss her. wonder when we can catch up again... she's working, i'm studying..
today's the release of the o level results. hope the j1s are pleased with their results. corrie got 8 A1s! haha.. happy for her. chun yee msged me and said he's sad cos he had b3 for chem and hcl, and a2 for humans. i was about to console him when he said he had a1s for the rest. -__-" .. he can stay at rj.
there's ntu vertical challenge tmr. sigh.. think i'd have to miss church. but on a brighter note, i can take a tour around the campus. which shld be interesting. who knows if i'd end up studying there. haha..

CTs are next week! i don't think i'd really have the time to do serious revision. hopefully can do ok. haha.. anyway sun's vertical marathon was quite enjoyable. it was an experience climbing up the 43 storeys of suntec tower 4. cjc odac team 2 & 3 did us proud by emerging top 2, and team 4 also surprised everyone by coming in 5th in the open category. which was remarkable cos they were against very strong opponents.
today we celebrated lixing's birthday after school. i liked his cake! very nice.. nothing much happened.. mana got a new haircut. sorry to say.. but his hair looked a little burnt. mana! u must use more conditioner ok?? then your hair would be very nice..

okie time to mugggggggg!!

FINALLY!! it's the weekends again! haha.. not that i'd get the chance to rest... sat's taken up by training and church, sun's vertical marathon.. and it'd probably last the whole day. i just woke up from a nap. haha.. feeling better now. have to start mugging for econs test tmr.
today had chem test. i was getting confused with all the reagents and conditions and when reflux is needed. wonder how i'd do this time. i'd be happy if i can beat 24, mana's score. -shall keep my fingers crossed- haha! =) .. learnt some knots after school from the log people.
i realised the j1s this year are bold. they are very much into public display of affection. i saw this guy and gal outside the library, with arms wrapped around each other. i could stand there gaping. i wonder wad their fates would be if karen ho walked past. there are also plenty of couples holding hands, hugging, just outside school. don't recall coming across such incidents last year. at least not in the vicinity of the school! haha..

recently i've been on a binge. have been craving for chocolate and food and more food.. eating sooooo much! and guen got me a fuzzy green band.. i simply adore it. haha.. =)
anyway had training today. did 7X30 storeys at blk 154 with the j2 odac gals. they were singing abt.. haha.. shall not mention.. felt so tired after that. so i was pretty glad that there wasn't enough time to finish our 20 grandstands. some of the odac ppl went to turf city to support our school's soccer team. they lost to njc 2-0. but.. good play anyhow! nj's a strong opponent and we din get thrashed. haha...
i heard from my mother who heard from aunty KE that corrie has not been home for dinner, staying back in school til very late to do her work.. and she's only in 1st 3 mths! i'm not sure if such culture is evident in cjc 1st 3 mths.. but i'd be happy if the j2s had such discipline to stay back late to complete our studying. haha..

love can been so fragile. i just recalled something.. we were having ethics lesson on thur with mr ang, and he was talking about marriage and divorce. some gals in my class asked him how did he know if his wife was the right one for him.. and he said.. he discovered she isn't. he held up him hand, and there was no ring on his finger. sigh. it's such a sad thing.

another thing to mention is mel gibson's new movie, 'The Passion of Christ' .. it's a show depicting Jesus's last hours.. and it's rated R.. because of the vivid details on how Jesus was tortured. i watched the trailer, and that itself touched me. it's just so horrid to see Jesus beaten up and crucified. the show seems like a lifetime of sermons. i can't wait for it to be released in singapore. your life would definitely be changed after u watch it.

haven't been updating for quite long..
yesterday was vday.. haha.. i had training at bt timah.. hiked around, then ended with a run up the hill.. quite enjoyable. some parts on bt timah reminded me of xp. haha.. yingfeng brought us to diary farm to see the cliff.. well, initially i wasnt very happy cos we got lost and wasted a lot of time.. but at least the j1s said they enjoyed themselves, so that's fine.. after training, the odac ppl went off to eat prata.. i rushed home to bathe for church..
hmm.. i had a supposedly 'date' yesterday! haha.. i dunno wad jason and i were discussing that ended up with me being his date. and we spent the day together in church. haha.. nonsense..
i just read uray's blog and it dawned on me that cts are approaching.. shucks.. i wonder how i'm gonna do this time. haven't really been seriously studying.
anyway let me recall some significant events of the past week. nothing much really.. just that one class organised song dedications, and the odac guys dedicated a song to us.. and i failed my napfa! cos of my sbj. only 160cm. sigh. must retake 5 items..

move on from turkeys to eagles.

had xcountry today.. think i'm really lucky to get interclass 4th.. haha.. my 1st and only medal from xc. anyway some unpleasant stuff happened.. not really sure how to react.. feeling confused, hurt... i hope time can resolve certain stuff. like wad ben said, friends r also human.. they go thru emotions. i guess i have to watch my actions too. must appreciate mana and guen for being there jus as always.
making things worse, we have him trying to find out if i've been badmouthing him. and .. i jus found out he's going out with some choir gal on vday. not that i shld be upset or wad.. i'm over it.. but.. it just has an impact when u r not feeling up and about. sigh.
my days are getting bleaker and bleaker. God give me strength.

she bangs she bangs. haha. i've linked the american idol to my blog.

every week seems so hectic. i'm feeling tired at the end of everyday. i've been thinking about cca points and all these. it's really quite hard to gain points, u need to do lots of stuff, com svc, plan enrichment stuff.. blah blah.. so much. so i was kinda like calculating for myself. even if i try to gain as much points as i can, think the max i can go is C. i dont have time to do so much com svc too! why din i plan properly last yr.. sigh.. so i was asking myself.. is it worth it? i was talking to liangyi, and she said cca is useless. unless u wanna aim for scholarship, u better make every part of your cert pretty. how come people have such heavy ccas, and end up with lousy cca scores (not saying for all), and those in clubs and societies, who know how to participate in beneficial activities, get much much higher points.. when they are actually committing much less time. strategy.

i feel like mould. got back my SAT score liao... 1160 leh! seems to me that quite a few people r scoring around there.. but it sux! sigh sigh sigh.. i dont want everything of my academic life to look bad. i have a feeling i'm gonna have a bad grade for cca liao.. then.. the rest?? sigh.. must buck up. must improve in training too. dunno why i feel like i'm stuck below. is it cos i din run enough? but sometimes i cant take it.. sigh.. cannot take life easy anymore. bloody j2 stress. i feel like.. running away. sigh ..

anyway.. wed training was shiong.. but manageable.. 50 rounds relay.. (i hate this! sprint then stop then sprint then stop) .. log pt.. 10 gst, 100 sit ups, ermm.. ran outside with medicine ball and ropes, forest walk.. haha. i cant wait to see the attendance for next training. the thing is.. after training.. i think almost everyone had muscle aches.. thighs, stomach. everywhere la. laughing, sneezing was a torture, walking torture, sitting torture. my goodness.. walking around like a bai ka.. then so tired too.. i've started my lect sleeping spree again. sigh. was just talking abt it to mana.. haha..

tmr got math test.. supposed to go st john's home with uray may today but i realised i havent studied for math! sigh! so many things to do..

francis got into hospital and cant train for a month i think. it's like .. this is the competitions season, and he got sick. he trains the hardest too. and now he cant take part in competitions. it must be hard for him. i think his body was telling him it needs a break. sigh.

wad a bleak week. nothing seems bright. no sun too.

i went out with mel today! haha.. miss her.. though i visit her quite often at her shop.. she bought a black tube for me.. so i wore it today. we walked around and talked a lot.. when to esplanade. i conquered the phobia of that place. finally... after more than 3 months.. we went to look for cherry chocolates at those expensive chocolate shops.. but couldn't find. the prices were a bit ridiculous. in the end bought something else. haha.. then went to mos.. ate and talked, and walked even more. haha.. i like spending time with her. can confide in her in almost everything. she tells me too. haha! lala~..

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lover and your devotion to your friends is
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today's training was long run to bukit brown cemetry, followed by 20 grandstands. after training went to st john's home to ask abt cip.. then dropped by at cedar. the school's so nice now! nicest part is that it has a bbq pit. too much la! haha.. after church we went to lao yu sheng.. 3rd time i'm eating.. i ate a small piece of raw fish today. took much courage to put it in my mouth. but it tasted quite alright. a little like ham. haha..