Today, I know I've made the wise decision.

38 days to where I belong

A place I can call miii & paaa, help them with business, fetch miii to Balik Pulau, siblings to tuition or whenever they wanna go, put both legs on sister's body, tickle each other & laugh like mad girls before sleep, talk with China slang and laugh over it with brother, eat home cook food (seriously lost appetite to outside food), never lost the intuition of kissing my lil brother's cheeks, miss hugging Brunette too!

Moreover, I miss my women back in Penang too :)

Texting each other ain't enough!

别自以为是自己在朋友心目中有多重要

摘自某某某

I've no idea why I feel sorrow now

The pain in the heart

I can't even recall when was the last time

sad hits upon me

tears rolling down

I need to get things done with accomplishment

Hope my siblings will do the same as well

I just wanna love my family more :)

Things aren't going the way I want them to be

I can't achieve with excellent results

I'm useless

I want to be the top of maybe just a single one thing =(

I start to lose my control

Stand strong unshaken

Don't sway

老爸，妈咪，我好想念你们

never in my life I tell my parents "I love you"

I always want to but I find no courage to say that

I'm not used to it

and since young our relationship not that close

as they're busy with their business and earning money for us

How I wish I can hug them and say I love you and I miss you

someday...

原来发现自己一直认为的

其实并不是事实的滋味

真不好受

没法子啊