as i am still here blogging, i felt like slapping myself. "why do i am still here blogging? don't i have to study?" seriously, sometimes coming back home, i just threw down my bag, and refused to pick myself up from the joy and comfort. i really have to seriously reflect my actions. i happily canceled my tution for today, as yesterday i was having a bad flu. excluding fever = waste of time, didn't study.
i kept sneezing since 9am in the morning at my school's meeting room till i reach back home from ballet and even on bed! thankfully that it stopped this morning. but still feeling a bit drowsy. despite that i didn't eat any medicine but just fruits and fruits.
mrs simon came in yesterday and taught us character dance. its kind of complex but i got the hang of it. practice makes perfect. while the classical, hmm kind of forgetting steps. after this grade, i guess everything will be gone again. just like last year classical dance. i wondered which position started? and what was the song again?
seriously, i prefer making my whole body exhausted rather than studying. WHY? advantages. 1. able to sleep well. 2. loses your fats 3. making yourself healthy!
advantages for studying 1. become smarter? 2. able to get a good job. i cant think of another one...
disadvantages for physical? 1. unable to focus, but just want to sleep only? 2. maybe double bath? 3. stinky me? cant think of another one.
disadvatanges for studying 1. develop mental illness eg depression 2. over-stress = white hair 3. mental damages, becomes more stupid 4. have sleepless nights 5. midnight oil = eyebags.
well thats all i can think of. do tag if you have more.
well channel U just bought some programmes from taiwan of the "Wu Lin Da Hui" and also belinda going round the world learning different kinds of dances. seriously, i anticipate both programmes! but one thing, i still prefer to stick with western dances rather than asian dances. i don't mind chinese dance but not indian and japanese. is not a form of insult, but in my personal point of view, asian has more of the cultral feeling but i prefer western dances because of the elegance and also those quick steps. well, different people has different point of view. so dance lovers, do tune in to your television!
i really have to get serious in my work. i shall give myself a tight slap if i didn't do well. or maybe now. haha
totally cool! is a big surprise by our school i suppose. it was a performance by the SAF officers. while patrolling around the school, i heard the screams from the hall and some punk music. it had already aroused my curiosity towards the performance in the hall. as i had just stepped into the hall, there was 5 guys singing and one beat- boxing. at first, i thought they were using the music of the original song, however i was wrong. indeed, i am amazed by their talents. up next was the solo, my jaws almost fall off. every pair of eyes couldn't take a sec off from the guy beat-boxing. ranging from erhu, to scratches by DJs, is amazing, wonderful. i am just wondering, how did he even produce 3 different sounds with one mouth, 1 -beat of drums, 2nd- words, 3rd- background beats. i even joked with leroy, the microphone is bound to be with lots of saliva. for once, i feel that the school certainly had considered the welfare of the students? maybe it was just trying to relieve the stress of the students.
10days to EOYs 20days to end of EOYs 22days to russian ballet performance 26days to netherlands contemporary performance 43days to O chinese *80 days to the happy days
I AM A HAPPY GIRL! well not only xuefang but i am going insane. just because of the good news, i was so excited until i couldn't stop thinking about it. yup, i even went to ballet class in my insane mood. can't stop giggling from home to there and even past the contagious laughter to my class.
today at ballet, ms gina came in with a glum face, it was very obvious. not matter what, she did cheer up in the end, we had jokes from our blonde mavis(she is not blonde but sounds like an american), and not to miss, her cousin charis. suddenly, with one silly idea, grouped in circle, and did isolation of arms(hiphop). it was fun! depending on our results out on nov or dec, it will decide which one we will be taking, either, intermediate RAD, Grade 7 RAD or Sub-Elementry CSTD. 3 routes, 1 chioce, 1 result. it sounds scary isn't it? seems like it will determine our life! i am worried. just wished that i was the last and had more time. well there's much to regret now, whats over is over. no point of crying over spilled milk.
back to school tomorrow, yup, can't imagine how torturous it will be. and finally i started revision, first stop chemistry textbook. tomorrow continue it. then the file, then SS. well, upcoming of the one whole list of revision, i seriously need to stay off from computer. SHOO! *slaps myself* stick ONE WHOLE BIG PAPER ON THE SCREEN. "STAY OFF, IS DANGEROUS!"
maybe after chinese O, i shall bug xuefang to teach me photoshop, and create my own blogskin! whee~~
meanwhile, don't try eating any dairy products made from china. if you are kiasu, don't eat anything from china =.= please remember to look at the back of the ingredients part to check which place it is shipped from, or made from. DO TAKE NOTE (:
good luck to my remaining 4 ballet friends and also best of luck to all and everyone taking SA2, duh =.= and lastly seniors taking sec 4 Os, people taking O chinese. GOODLUCK!
did i mention i cut my hair, and really have a fringe? hahas
when you have done your best, tell yourself, "is the best, i will not regret."
lately there is really lots of test coming right up. wed - english class test thurs - emaths class test fri - chemistry class test fri - social studies class test sun - tution amaths test on chapter 12 =.= wish me luck mon - physics class test tues - none wed - geography class test
look at these amount! sometimes i really wonder, does a human brain really absorb so much information? or everyone just simply forgets and soon turn into a psychotic person.
yesterday's physics lessons was fun, entertainment rated: 5 stars.
mr goh was so blur yesterday that he lost his big square 15cm x 15cm x 15cm pencil case. it wasn't in 1e, and he had totally no stationery to teach us the light rays drawing. so he asked, "anyone can spare me stationery?"
someone replied, "check the teacher's drawer"
he slided opened the door and found calculators, laughing insanely over there as if he had strucked gold.
someone said,"the calculator not working"
he pressed the ON button and giggled, "see can what! he -he" as usual with his weird insane-kind of laughter. "but i want pencil and ruler"
just in time, our heroine, geraldine threw ruler and pencil to him.
Mr Goh: Yes, lets continue with our lesson.
later on.. he required an eraser.
without thinking, geraldine threw an eraser at him. bursted out laughter sudden and said, "imagine the whole class 42 people threw eraser at me, luckily your class not enthu."
everyone replied, "do you want us enthu?"
Mr Goh: don't want, i don't want to get flooded by erasers. -end part 1-
as one of our classmate doesn't come to school often, mr goh started to worry.
and started recollecting his past. and tested everyone whether are you gaming too much? 1. stretch out both your hands striaght, and do you feel that your fingers are trembling? if yes, your are gaming a lot. 2. interlock your fingers together just like prayer to god, ask your friend to tap on different fingers. if 2 fingers react together or doesn't react fast, it proves that your fingers lost of sense due to gaming.
even discussed about whether internet it is a bless or harm to us? illegally download songs and others, pornography and etc.. is a harm partly, singers doesn't want to compose songs, cant even earn a living.
-Mr Goh's past- he had to half work half study to earn money for his university education. he had done lots of different kind of jobs. from $6 to $8 pay per hour. he said that, there was once he had to count the stock. and guess what? his stock check is screws in tons of boxes. took him 1 week to complete, he said that he was going insane while counting and almost blinded by the silver-gray stuffs. next he bragged about he had went to the supreme court to install computer. he was able to talk to barristers and the cool thing was able to have a chance to sit on it, as he need to install the computer. the most memorable experience was that he went to a mental hospital to install computer at the nurse station. he mentioned that convict mental illness patient are locked up within an area and electrical fence around it. normal people are just locked up together in an area. he described the scenario, as he was install the PC, a strong stench was picked up by his nose, he stopped and turn back. suddenly a patient came up to him holding a pile of dung. and screamed,"SAI ARH" he stunned and was rescued by a nurse by shoo-ing away the patient. it was some buddy-buddy system that, the nurse doesn't clean up but is the mental patient.i was laughing off my head. i couldn't stop thinking and even started laughing despite he continued teaching the light rays. the other incident made him almost cried was that, there is a lot of teenagers suffering from depression. they will just stare blankly at the wall. and the nurse told him that most of them came from top schools. it really shivers down my spine.
i don't even recall what i really have last week. developing mental illness soon. no matter what, i shall keep my mind positively.
don't stress yourself, be sastified on your results.
well yes, my ballet exam is over. before i forgets, i sincerely thanks those who had wished me good luck. since the day before + in the morning, i kept receiving good luck. i just loved those RAD friends.. Jayne was funny, she wished me good luck with her new number, however i keyed in wrongly, so i asked who are you? she replied, "i am your secret admirer. No lah, i am jayne, hehes." well, there is also wenxin, charis and many more and not to forget the ones in my school. i really appreciates. even before my exam actually started, miss gina smsed bianca and me, reminding us as usual and also asked us to call her after it ended. hopefully it turns out well. please. she really seems nice rather than the one that almost everyone had described her like "anal kind". just hopes everyone at least have a pass. after this exam, miss penny decided to let them have CSTD sub elementry rather than RAD intermediate. and i have to wait for them + i cant join them because i have my own class. i feel much more fun in that class somehow. i just hate exams. is arriving. argh stupid stupid. after my end of year papers, i have CSTD. sort of ready and maybe not. competition is heating up. i hope i can endure it.
i just hate it when i am left with 2 choices. is either A or B. i really can just coop myself in the room for the whole day just to think of it. and sometimes i may just get too emotional. i just need someone to show me the light.
2 DAYS TO RAD BALLET EXAM. 4 DAYS TO MATHS TRIGONOMETRY TEST. 28 DAYS TO END OF YEAR EXAMS? 58 DAYS TO O LEVEL CHINESE EXAMS 60 DAYS TO HOLIDAY?
seriously, after yesterday stretch, i am like half dead zombie when i tried to climb up from my bed. ouch here, ouch there, unbearable, it is the first time that from the shoulders till the legs. i could imagine if i am old, how that paralysis feeling is...
tomorrow will be a day for me to get all those steps, and HAVE A BIG GOOD REST. i will just give my best and not coming out in tears saying that i still could have done more. but i just hope, i just wish, all my turns, pointe work and free work are able to pass that mean old hag anal Ms Wu. i will not disappoint my teacher, my senior teachers. hopefully nothing goes wrong. is just that 1hour 10minutes, and determine our 1 whole year madness, craziness, unbelievable training. nothing, please nothing will go wrong.
by respecting the privacy of the people, i have already taken out the picture :D thanks to the passer by notice (:
i cant help myself from concentrate about the upcoming ballet exam. like, how would i fair? would i fail? would that anal ms Wu just stand up and scream at me? will she even just give that pissed face or whatever? thousand of that kind of situation might happen just within that 1hour and 10mins.
sharmain and mavis went in. they gave us a good laugh of the happenings in the exams. mavis actually called up miss gina for not bring the identification letter for the exam.. and miss gina said that i bet she gave that kind of innocent smile - trying to cool the person there. the amazing about the 2 of them is that, they actually did grande battement instead of battement tendu. which is so funy. they exclaimed that she isn't as bad as what she might be. and gives also lots of rest for each jump. but it might not be the same nice case for me. Ms Wu actually gave really -unflow- lack of connection exercises. we tried out, it took me quite a while to actually get it.
i hurt my right shin part. which really affects my jumps. today i kind of threw a bit of temper for not getting the steps, and miss gina's face was shown of in shocked. ya it is the first time that i showed it, i really wanted to tell her is not that i am pissed with her but myself. her words gave me more motivation to do well, just for a simple reason, i don't want to disappoint her.
i had fun trying out photoshop maybe i shall ask from xuefang more information on editing pictures.
As i had promised (: try not to take any of the photos. is copyrighted okay? well i know people doesn't listen at all. *taken away* 2nd Sept, Singapore National Musuem
to be truthful, we didn't enjoy the stuffs there. and suddenly everyone started taking pictures. thanks to the delayed museum trip, i was late for ballet at st anthony. didn't have any lunch..
rujun, wenzi, me, geraldine, huiyi(: like family portrait! geraldine, me and rujun. p.s. look at the wedding couple behind :D nice stairs right? at the fashion gallery section. rujun, wenzi, geraldine, me
the day we recieved flowers from adeline(: pretty flowers! jayne and me(: bianca going to be my dance twin. because we are going on the same day for RAD exam. and we have the same height! bianca, jayne and me :D before party class picture. 4th: bianca, me, jayne 3rd: Jos, Charis, Mavis 2nd:WenXin, Sharmain, Emeline 1st: Hayley, Sherilyn, Alicia there are a few absentees.
29 August 2008 Teachers' Celebration for miss gina the video we made for her. for clearer image of the wordings, just click on the video, then on youtube web, there is a higher quality version(:
enjoy it! the sushi i made. there are more... from left. regina, bianca in white, wenxin in purple, me, jayne entertainment from the cousins. especially mavis. Kaori and Kiyoshi. they are brother and sister. PIZZA!! sure enjoyed the entertainment. we played "i've never" all those secrets are being exposed. the gift (: class picture. retard photo of the whole RAD class (: miss gina and her boyfriend. (yoshi)
had a ride from adeline back home(: thanks to her! and most of the photographs are taken by her.
EAST COAST TRIP (: 8 Aug 08 isn't the ocean beautiful? i am sure enjoying the wind and the view xuefang and i emotional picture. hahas. is nice to listen to the symphony of sea. with xuefang's friends end of the day at east coast(:
a few more days to ballet exams. great, i am not really ready nor focused.
took a lot photos in the museum. didn't have a good rest. seriously, St Anthony is really bigger than NCHS =.= dance studio is quite weird. the sides are wood the center is the rubber flooring. came home around 6pm, first thing sleep till 10 +.
the trip to escape was fun afterall. but the mood of the trip is totally destroyed by a stupid auntie. i told the incident to my mum and she said that it is not necessary to pay the full price, we should have let her just called the management. because we are just students. not in the mood of elaborating it. if you are curious enough to find out, just click on jiamin's link. she describes everything and a photo of it. i will describe it on another post together with all the photos i promised. toodles.
having dance the whole week. don't even try to ask me out to shopping
