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Monday, June 30, 2008'♥

Firstly, Happy Birthday to JiaMin, Bernita (Bird Bird).

i know that its been long since i blogged. in order to make it up to some of the readers, i will TRY to post more often =.= (nvm not much people reading it too. opps.) weekends really went like Whoosh. so really still in the state of mind, oh, i am in school.

friday is my chinese O level Oral! and i am not prepared. congratulations, i feel like i am losing out.

tomorrow will be the performance. argh fingers crossed.

did i mention anything about dance today? not yet, okay it was quite fun with all those jokes by corry. i could sense the teacher isn't happy about us being late. but nvm i don't really care about it. as i told her that choonling and me couldn't attend the stupid wednesday practices as we have O level Music lessons EVERY WEDNESDAY since day 1 of secondary 3 started, which is a compulsory thing. she simply says, too bad. Fine with me. does it mean that i don't have to join SYF? i could consider it as a good thing. at least it spared me from her those unbearable screams and wastage of every single second of my time(mostly but not always).

carnival on sat 27june. simply was just, yeah, nothing much. a jumbo sale, muah chee, mai ya tang etc.. i was very late for ballet, and skipped the first class. and didn't really have the focus to dance. so ended up got quite a lot of scoldings.

plenty of homework to be completed =.=

chinese newspaper article
english comprehension
chemistry worksheet part 1
chemistry worksheet part 2
E maths Ex 6.2
Social Studies Essay.
Geography project.

look at it, is deadly.

school is fun for us to mix around, but not battling with teachers and books.

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Wednesday, June 25, 2008'♥

we are done with our jazz dance! yes! but of course we still have to practice. Practice makes perfect!

today, homework are back. stress are building up again. just worried. hahas.
Congratulations Geraldine twiny became the Vice- Chairperson, while Jian Zhong became the Chairperson.

i got to rush all my homework again. argh. school starts isn't fun.

well, regarding alicia question... i guess it was the passion that keeps going on? if you didn't have any passion at all, i don't think you can even survive. Another point is that, you must be able to plan your time wisely (but of course i am not a good follower of my own timetable.) there's a quote saying that. "if you want it, you have to sacrifice something in return."

in order to achieve, you sacrifice your time. you sacrifice your relaxation. you sacrifice almost those clashes with it. if you find it worth it, then just go ahead do it. never have regrets on it. youth doesn't wait for us, while your physical condition still allows it, just go ahead.

soon or later, after you have committed into this "daily routine", your body just adjust to it and live with it. after you have choose to commit into these stuffs, don't regret. you want to rant, shout, scream all you want. after all is you had chosen it.

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Sunday, June 22, 2008'♥

day 9. (sat)
last day of Julia adventure.
She was simply reluctant to eat her food.. ended up i threw away her food twice -.- i was really at home till 4pm. my maid told me that she stood by my bed to wait for me to wake up everyday if the door is opened.. i am such a lazy pig which i fed her like always 9 or 10am? ate macdonals at night which she kept staring at us.
nothing much.

day10.
geraldine the owner my twin came to pick her.
in the morning she was really hyper. kept running and wanted us to pat her =.= my mum said that maybe she knew that she is going back home thats why. hahas. kind of miss her now..

in the morning was the dance performance. i think it was overall okay. just because that most of them took the roles as the first time. so there is bound to be mistakes. just no worries. just cross fingers that We will NEVER dance the stupid syf dance again. unbelievable that 7 of them are able to squeeze into my mum's car.. let me recall..tsz cuing, jennifer, alicia, geolin, weiping, jieyi, and i cant remember the last person. argh memory failing.

sundays are not going to be sundays.. just because of exams, everyone has to sacrifice their sundays to prepare for ballet exams. not only sundays, thursdays and saturdays... while saturdays, we wore the pointe shoes throughout the class, and was made to walk on pointe, without the padding. it sure hurts a lot. the skins on my toes are peeling off, red bruises.

no pain no gain. thats what i think. no matter what, i will grin my teeth and endure this 3 months of tiring training!

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Friday, June 20, 2008'♥

day 6
doggy adventure continues...

despite that i help her bath on day 5. she still stinks and shake her body a lot. and once again, my house is once again filled with her FUR but not the stinky smell. hahas. my mum said that, Julia like staying at a hotel, where we are her waitresses and waiters. i am a bit lame by keep calling weird names like, "jun jun", "lia lia" but she ignored me! of course its called JULIA. and she came over, keep asking us to rub her tummy. our house never fails to have someone to be home, therefore she is not lonely!

day 7
i was SOO reluctant to get out of my bed as thursday had no dance practice at all. so in the end i feed Julia like 11am? so sorry Julia. hahas. as usual, she licked her bowl so clean but filled with LOTS of saliva. ehew. lols. once again, i help her bath again because my mum complained that she isn't that clean and still smells. yup and i did help her bath again. i just loved the way that she rub herself against the towel. nothing much really, just she keeps follow wherever i go, and stares at people if he or she holding food =.=

day 8.
i had to rush to school, and woke up late, she stood by my room and want her breakfast. so i quickly get her food ready and went off to school until 2.45pm. when i came back to take my stuffs, she climbed on me to ask me to rub her tummy again. but i was running late, so didn't really bother her much. i am being quite mean. now that i am back home, i just realised that my younger brother didn't feed her on 6pm but instead fed her like 8pm =.= and my older brother said that he bullied Julia by not letting her sleep during the afternoon, call her name for nothing. well at 9pm gonna bring her down to pee. thats all!

[add on for day 5]
she urine on our carpet once again, and my mum was quite angry. and she went like under the computer table and hid there. poor her.

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008'♥

doggy adventure
day4.
In the afternoon, there was this incident that i brought her to walk after dance as she insisted that she need to go to the garden to pee. and she did. there's a slope and my younger brother brought her up, and ran down, simply Julia is too fast, and he let loose. and she ran down the slope! luckily i was at the bottom of the slope as i was simply too lazy to go up.
Julia has body odour! oh my, then my older brother started complaining that the whole house is filled with her smell. she kept scratching herself and also shaking all over her body countless times.
at night around 9pm, i brought her down, and she peed. yes! but she didn't poo, as she didn't eat her dry food. as we brought her down, we brought her across to NTUC and bought Cesar dog food. then headed back to playground and awaits her to poo. to my surprise of this night walk, i spotted like 3 dogs! 1 husky with ice blue eyes! (i always loved husky breed.) 1 golden retriever. 1 like poodle but i am not sure of this breed. and there was this white cat, Julia seriously have problems spotting her until i brought her nearer.
i shall talk about the dogs that i met.
the one like poodle was a male. and he started licking her, and she totally went nuts and wanted to run away. while the poodle leash was let loose and started chasing after her and wanted to play with her.
next the HUSKY!! okay the owner is also very muscular. therefore, has a strong big dog as to suit the owner. HAHAS. seriously the husky is damn nice! the tail is curve up! ice blue eyes! i loved so much. and when the husky wanted to attack Julia, and the owner just said SIT. IT DID! so obedient.
there is this golden retriever, the mouth is shut by the non bark basket thing. so poor thing!!

day 5.
As Julia stinks, my mum asked me to buy shampoo and i did. so after dance around 5++ with jiamin. we took a lift from choonling's dad, thanks!(: and went down to B1 to buy it. So when jiamin and i went into the shop and started to look for dog shampoo. seriously, there is tons of there on the shelves. simply i couldn't decide which to choose. in the end, there a lady helped me. so i told her this, Julia is a mixed breed. and nowadays she is scratching and shaking her body and also has a very strong body odour. and she did gave me one bottle. then i told her that Julia simply hates eating her dry food now.. so she told me to force feed her. then i was like huh? then i asked her, should i buy her wet food(canned food) cause she likes it as i gave her half of it this morning. SHE LICKED HER SILVER BOWL so clean! and she told me that she has to eat her dry food. so if she is not eating, i should mix the wet and dry food together for her to eat.
i got back home quite late and immediately helped her to bath. she didn't really resist it. just that she will tend to hid but didn't really try to escape. so i was so careful bathing her.
she did smell nice at first but her body odour came back. but not that strong. and she non stop shaking her body! there is one part whereby she looks totally so cute as i laid the towel for her to dry up, she brushes herself against the towel! is really cute! with the nice lady in the pet shop told me, it did works! but at first she finish the wet food then after she went onto the dry food. now i know the trick! hahahas. well thats all for Julia's adventure in my house.

dance was simply boring and oral was quite difficult. jiamin choonling szerui wenqian corry and i were discussing and chattering nonsense. its fun.

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Sunday, June 15, 2008'♥

doggy adventure
day3.
Julia the dog.
well, she is losing appetite in the morning. a sign. she took like nearly 3hours to finish her food.. and we discovered that, if she needs to go to the garden to poo or pee, she will just sit at the door. so it's a sign! today she kept sneezing. oh my, i am worried that she is sick. my family concluded that maybe she is not eating is because, my house, there are too many food, wanted to eat our noodles, rice and also sick and tired of her own dog food. hahas, just a prediction.

she barked infront of the kitchen like twice. like so sudden. once was during the liao zhai show on channel 8 at 7pm. the other time was at the incredible tales on channel 5 at 10pm. so we concluded, she can look at ghostly stuffs. she is really quite obedient as we command her not to step into rooms and kitchen, she really didn't. so my parents said that, "Zhi De Teng" which is "really can dote her, as she is simply too obedient"

now julia can't eat from her own silver bowl. i have to feed her with my hands bit by bit. oh no... ya, is quite smelly and slimy. sticky. after dinner, let her rest. attempt to make her play the ball which also had failed to do so. another thing, is HARD to get her to sleep. simply too KPO and also too glutton as we will take out snacks to eat while working(she will just use those innocent eyes and stare at us) hahas.

thats all for today about julia.

today i am consider quite down luck at home. firstly, internet connection kept disconnecting. secondly, the whole screen turn black all of sudden. thirdly had 3 times circuit cut off the electricity 3 times a row! hope for the better!

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Saturday, June 14, 2008'♥

i have a new friend in my house staying for like 9days as geraldine is away. yup and that new friend is a dog. named Julia. somehow, my whole family didn't really object her. she is pretty well tame, don't bark, don't bite and simply loves people to stroke her fur..

doggy adventure.

yesterday was day 1.
arrived at 9.30pm.
she was pretty excited. kept running around the whole house. and couldn't get her to sleep. argh! headache.

day 2.
in the morning, i got woke up by my maid because she need food. my maid and i were wondering whether is she a mute? because she didn't bark at all. and the thing that she made the whole family was that she urines on the carpet when i was away.. but all went well, and we were all out to eat dinner. she was alone at home. when we came back, it was the first time i heard her bark.. it was a surprise indeed. well tomorrow would be day 3. i don't have a problem now to make her sleep, after all those running at the garden. just that she a bit "KPO" got any sounds she won't sleep, and tried to peek and take a look.

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Wednesday, June 11, 2008'♥

smile? what's that? i no longer knew what is smile.

smile is used for covering up. smile is used for performance use.

outer pressure, internal pressure, unlimited pressure.
i just can't let it out. suddenly, all the pressures i could felt, i don't know how to even handle.
once again, my world seems to be shut down. i don't know. don't even feel like doing anything.

life becomes meaningless.

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Sunday, June 08, 2008'♥

today had been a great day. except had 2 small blister on my left foot.. and one of it, the skin peeled off. is painful...

today was a great day to have food! and i am bound to gain some weight. after dancing so much past 2 weeks. which is like from monday to saturday.

well in the afternoon, ate one bowl of beancurd near kovan district.
for dinner, i ate swensen at compass point. 1 main dish and 1 big bowl of ice cream! sinful!!
still feeling quite full after the meal.

this whole week doesn't have dance, so i plan to go down and jog? nahs. i won't do that. i will try and finish up my homework! and starting to have a maths tution.

after that swensen meal, i am having sore throat. oh no, oh no. after flu, now sore throat. =.=

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Friday, June 06, 2008'♥

today didn't went well.

yesterday wasn't a good day either.
in the morning, was late for history lessons. for goodness sake, waited for the bus 85 like 20minutes?! i could walk to school instead =.= it is simply too boring in history lessons. and i started sneezing. after history lesson, geraldine and le ning came to my house to eat and do project. well, geraldine and i did the chinese project while le ning continued to use the flash on my computer to do the maths project. we foresee that we can really do well, as it is progressing really well! well chemistry project something went wrong, and we had to REDO the whole experiment as there are certain stuffs required to be change. of course i continued sneezing. i couldn't take a nap, is like my body is weak but somehow i just couldn't sleep. had 15mins rest and went to ballet. when i step into the studio, i just knew that ms penny(one of the senior teacher) is coming to watch us, which determines whether we can go for examination in august or September. mental wasn't really there, looked really pale. but overall i finished! a tough day.

today, kinda got lots of scoldings. shall not mention it. but definately not dance get scoldings. headache is back. ARGH!! i got to rest more i guess.

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Wednesday, June 04, 2008'♥

Tagged by Alicia

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
tough question. understands what i am thinking? able to care about me?

2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
able to dance the whole day.

3. What describes you best?
i am always thinking about dancing? crazy? over-hyper?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
part of it save it. the most of it, travel around the world. buy whatever i like. pamper myself

5. What feeling do you hate most?
being accused. left alone.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
both processes are sweet. being loved?

7. Can you whistle?
yes i can. somehow.

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
received good news? able to travel?

9. Do you believe in ghost?
sometimes yes, sometimes no. is the mental.

10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
find another good guy.

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years’ time?
25 years old huh. probably gotten a job. or studying overseas.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
family, best friends (currently there is 2 only)

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
alicia. nice person. also another dance fanatic.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich.

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
head to the toilet to brush teeth.

16. Would you rather be in a girls school or mix?
both are fine.

17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
60%. seeking to 100% not reaching at all =.=

18. What type of people do you hate?

people who accuses me when i did nothing wrong.
hypocrites.

any 8 people wants to tag =.=

Quiz From Geraldine

1. WHEN WILL THE SUN NOT SHINE AND WHEN WILL THE WORLD END?
Even i die, i don't think the world is ending yet. few billions years later?

2. WHAT YOU WANT THE MOST NOW?
A lot of things.

3. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTERLIFE?
Yes. Fate will bring us together. We will revive.

4. DO YOU HATE YOUR FRIENDS SOMETIMES?
Depends on who. i met mean people before.

5. WHEN DO YOU WISH TO DIE?
i don't wish to die yet. there is still a lot of things waiting for me. i will say it if i want to.

6. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SEEING A RAINBOW AFTER THE RAIN?
Yes, although i always fail to see it.

7. WHAT IMPOSSIBLE THINGS U WOULD WISH TO DO?
always be a child.

8. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ETERNITY LOVE?
Yes, but is hard to have it.

9. HAVE YOU BROKEN SOMEONE HEART THAT HE/SHE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE?
Nope.

10. WHAT FEELING DO YOU LOVE MOST?
Relaxed feeling. Slack.

11. WHAT ARE THE REQUIREMENTS THAT YOU WISH FROM YOUR OTHER HALF?
able to afford my cost of expenditure.

shower care?

24hour service. hahas.

quite talented?

etc, etc.

i guess it is extinct. but often, dreams do not come true.

12. HOW FAR DO YOU AGREE WITH THIS STATEMENT: "GERALDINE IS FANTASTIC"?
Yes. she is a nice person.

13. DO YOU CHERISH EVERY SINGLE FRIENDSHIP OF YOURS?
Yes.

14. IS THERE ANYTHING YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO IN THE NEXT FEW WEEKS?
i don't look forward. there's nothing special. maybe able to shop or study with xuefang?

15. WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN YOUR LIFE?
Dance. Family. Friends.

16. WHO DO YOU HOPE TO BE ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU?
Now of course is family and friends. when grow older, of course husband or boyfriend.

17. DO YOU FIND LIFE MEANINGLESS?
sometimes yes. sometimes no. there is no surprises. only often.

18. WHO DO YOU LOVE THE MOST?
My mum. Xuefang. Twin.

19. WHO'S THE LAST PERSON YOU SLAPPED?
My younger brother. the only one.

20. WHICH ITEMS CANNOT MISS OUT IN YOUR LIFE?
handphone! pointe shoes. ballet shoes. ice shoes. computer. etc.

INSTRUCTIONS: REMOVE 1 QUESTION FROM ABOVE, AND ADD IN YOUR PERSONAL QUESTION,
THEN TAG 8 PEOPLE IN YOUR LIST, LIST THEM OUT AT THE END OF THIS POST.
NOTIFY THEM IN THEIR CHATBOX THAT HE/SHE HAS BEEN TAGGED.
WHOEVER DOES THE TAG WILL HAVE A BLESSING FROM ALL

whoever wants to do this quiz..

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its been long since i last posted.

the first week was enjoyable. i simply loved singapore summer school. we did really well for the night performance for saturday. through summer school, i know where i stand, and it motivates me to do better. i simply cant forget the apologize contemporary song and also the jazz dance!

of course, congratulate grace for winning the level 5 award. amanda for gold award. serene and Stephanie for silver. i got silver too(:

as some people know that i hurt my spine(tail bone) i cant really do those movements a lot especially using the back. but is recovering(:

there is still a lot more homework to get it through. argh!

geraldine, choonling and le ning came to my house to do the maths project. indeed they had enjoyed with food, music. hahas. well we done halfway through! applause. applause.

now i have to do the rest of the other projects. like music dread. and doing chinese project with geraldine tomorrow again. friday dance till 2pm. doesn't seem like having a break at all.

there is still a lot stuffs for me to settle! ahh!! so byes!

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.lynn
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#2 handphone
#3 friends
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#2 insects
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