Wednesday, May 28, 2008'♥
early in the morning went back to school with sleepy eyes. somehow the night, i couldn't sleep. i guess something is really wrong. well of course, i woke up after tossing around my bed for like 5mins. during a maths lesson, mr lee explained it and also told us more stories. brought biscuits! which we really need, cause i didn't eat my breakfast(: thanks geraldine for helping me.
had a quick rest and rush down to PA. ballet was fine. finished part 1(slow and easy) for the upcoming concert on Saturday. part 2 will be fast and difficult. really like miss nikki style.
i simply loved the contemporary dance, but not the warm ups. somehow it reminds me of modern teacher =.= no way. contemporary dance was based on "Apologize by One Republic" not Timbaland. can listen at youtube: "http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fm0T7_SGee4" and we just done around 1minute 10seconds! still long hahas.
Jazz was okay. just that not well expose enough of jazz, kind of cant really catch up with jazz movements. and we are dancing a oldie song? "Soulsister - the way to my heart" at youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CVd4AZz99cM&feature=related
again also 1minute plus.
simply addicted. oh gosh. tomorrow after dance going for ballet. this 3days won't be a easy day.
Labels: random, Singapore Summer School
Monday, May 26, 2008'♥
a new start.
today for summer school. well it was the first day. PA is seriously big and had to exchange for visitor pass. i wonder why it is like so high tight security? i got back miss nikki teaching us ballet. and 2 other teachers i don't know for contemporary and jazz. i was like a bit of retarded, not able to get the steps within a click which normally i would in miss gina's class. we met miss gina as she came into the dance room. she joined the level 6 which consist of the pointe, totally so not her because she bun up her hair. somehow ballet is not a good start. as it moves on to contemporary class and jazz class. i simply loved it! jazz was the best(: and we are doing a performance for ballet and jazz. is somewhat modern ballet with musical jazz.
i still have a long way to go to finish my homework. *sigh* i heard that the beijing hotel they could surf the net, msn, adidas shop downstairs, LCD tv.
just hope that tomorrow would be a better day for dancing.
-i just need time, time to think, time to consider and whether it is a right choice- Labels: Singapore Summer School
Sunday, May 25, 2008'♥
i should start cheering because holidays just started! but in the fact, i am not. everyone always look forward to have vacation break but not this time round. to me or in the fact the whole secondary 3 and 4 levels will agree to the following statement.
holidays, it is not a rest time. yet is another hardworking period with the homework bombarding in. extra lessons also couldn't be left out.
yup which is so true that is happening on us. just Chinese only is already 11 task + 3 projects + other subjects. holidays? more of homework.
tomorrow will be commencing the dance summer school. i could really admit, i am not totally prepared. hard grueling period for me, everything seems to be so packed.
i got this meaningful quote from "Memoirs Of the Geisha" is a really good book.
"i was living only half in Gion; the other half of me lived in my dreams of going home. This is why dreams can be such dangerous things: they smolder on like a fire does, and sometimes consume us completely."
i am just like living half in the reality and the other half dreaming of fantasies happening. but in the fact, fantasies do not happen in reality yet i choose to believe it. once the truth is infront of me, and able to allow me to realise, it smashes the hopes. the more that i dreamed and submerged into my fantasy world, i will never pull myself out again and damages us.just saying bon voyage to those going china(: and also to xuefang.
say what you have in mind to your loved ones, if not, next time you might not have a chance to say it. you can't predict the future.Labels: random
Wednesday, May 21, 2008'♥
back to blogging.
well mid year results wasn't what i expected. so lets just throw it aside.
it will be a long post i guess.
today, dance wasn't realistic. can't get into it, maybe because the seniors are gone. ya the fact that, they are gone, no longer dancing. free from the 'lectures'. tried very hard to correct the sec2s mistakes, since they are taking over the positions. i guess time is essential for them to improve. additional practices are required for the upcoming next year SYF. yet i foresee that, the teacher would be lack of managing again =.= had a gruesome argument with my mum regarding SYF, and she still certainly standing her point of view. the worst comment came out was that, just stop and you will have no worries. i am speechless.
backtrack time!
yesterday, 10cases of theft. and the 2 cases from sec 3, which is unfortunately my class. and the 2 mysterious case with the door lock was also from my class. it's too late to catch the culprit.
monday. i went out with my twin, geraldine. we shopped from far east to paragon to heeren, then headed down to bugis then tampines. so far, i bought 3 t shirts, 1 blouse(: ate yummy hongkong food, erm, had 2 cups of drinks? total spent is actually less than $80!! is a great achievement! lols. and so sorry that i had to make geraldine to wait for me 1hour, cause i am a pig. i went to tampines because my mum wanted to eat at some vegetarian restaurant which turns out to be a stall =.= seriously, not all newspaper describe the food would be nice, and the service attitude is even worst, i had to wait for like 2hours for my food to arrive!
lets just skip others, i don't think people would really bother that much.
there is seriously lots of homework =.= ~help~
fortunately i done my e maths journals during class, simply one word, bored.
we are OFF TO CARRY out our science project(: tomorrow will be a good day, i hope.
lastly, tomorrow is cross country. depends on my mood i guess, if i am in good condition, i will run, if not, i will just walk my way through. HAHAS.
i cant BELIEVE IT! the next week is actually HOLIDAY!! i am still in the school mood. well there is some adjustment to my june holidays!
1st week of holidays(last week of may): singapore summer school. ice skating competition. certainly i will miss xuefang as she goes the china trip with my school):
2nd week of holidays(1st week of june): 4 days of school dance, others the same as the normal schedule.
3rd week of holidays(2nd week of june): i am totally free!! i want to go out!
4th week of holidays(3rd week of june): 4days of school dance. prepare for school =.= seems fast. i might be taking care of geraldine's doggy!
to all my sec 1 dance juniors,
is just a start of tasting the dance. this is not the worst, and i am not trying to scare you all. if you are willing to spend more time and effort, i believe you will excel. just have faith. maybe not this time round gets in, but if you certainly keep practicing, you are bound to be noticed and placed into the performance(: don't worry!
hardwork certainly gives you the results. -geraldine-
Labels: random
Tuesday, May 13, 2008'♥
WOHOO!!~~ OH YEAH!!~~
finally exams are gone, not really exams are really gone, but the mid years just flew past.
i guess many agree that, sec 3 life's is really fast. suddenly it gone like half a year? perhaps it is because that we are always trapped under the test and exams. and we are getting old...
the party was consider a success? i hope that the seniors enjoyed it well. somehow there's a lot thing i want to say, but just couldn't put it in words.
i just have the urge to go shopping, as i need some new updates for my wardrobe.
Lastly, i just love you seniors and thank you.
suddenly have a sense of freedom,
a load just got off from my shoulder,
it just ended.
but, a start of a new beginning,
lets work hard.
Labels: happy day, school
Monday, May 12, 2008'♥
WHEE!!! tomorrow would be the LAST and FINAL paper for mid years.
tomorrow also partying!! sad seniors are leaving~~ hais...
good news, end of mid years = coming of june holidays.
bad news, nearing O levels =.=
chemistry turns out fine, except for my careless mistakes. ARGH! i hate myself. hope that thursday able to get back most of the papers. *fingers crossed*
let me talk about today.
everyone was frantic as usual... then we arrived as classroom. we always predicted that mr lee or mr rahim will be coming in.. but this time round, 2 females teacher came in. i remembered clearly it was 7.35am.
One malay, One Chinese. the chinese one is irritating. i mean no offence, but the whole class simply just don't like her.
it was 7.35am, and she asked us to place our bags infront. as in *isn't it still early? we ought to have the rights to revise even more.* and she started screaming her head off, asking us to obey. everyone was quite reluctant, and still holding the green chemistry file. the weirdest thing she did was, she wanted to teach us how to shade OAS. that is the dumbest thing.
for goodness sake, we have been shading OAS since P3? 6 to 7 years? and still want to teach us. and read out all the instructions. then she asked how come only 42 people present? shouldn't it be 43? -there is 1 guy in my class who doesn't bother to come to school, and therefore, he seems to be non-existence to us-, we told her the truth, and she didn't believe =.= she said she couldn't see any empty seat, and it is a prank? damn it. then we told her looked behind and pointed the empty top left hand corner and said, there!*she was in shocked to see the empty seat.* finally, she believed. she thought that the guys in our class are lying, in the fact they aren't. poor them.
thats not the worst thing. she thought that it was OUR CLASS IMAGINARY FRIEND. congratulations. we are going into mental hospital! is like we are 15 year old teenagers, do you think we would be so stupid to have an imaginary friend?!
i got pissed off by her. she went around to check everyone's pencil box. under my cover for the table, there is postcards*acts as an decoration*, and is non-related to chemistry. and not only me puts it =.= she even took out to check? lame her. come on, bernita's even has her idol face there. cant i just put a few postcards? she asked me and i replied, cannot mehs, since it isn't related to any subject =.= she has nothing to say and walked off.
hopefully she doesn't come to our class again.
p.s. is the first time i showed a pissed off face to a teacher. i am daring. hahas
Labels: rants, school, teachers in school
Tuesday, May 06, 2008'♥
the worst week had just started.
totally depressed by the polynomials test. i confess that i didn't bother to study. whatever, now i am so determined to get my a maths well on this coming friday. the day before, i shall keep myself from any disruption and keep doing a maths practices. hopefully i can concentrate.
i think i screwed the e maths test =.= wasn't well focus enough. but at least history i think i really squeezed out every single fact that i had memorized the day before or should i say, 30minutes before the exam?
i hope everything turns out well =.= tomorrow is physics paper, i should be revising yet i am still slacking. i shall try to get kinematics well! bless me!
so envy xuefang just ended her mid years. >.< style="font-size:85%;">i know i am ranting a lot,
i am frustrated,
i just need a cooling period,
or someone to comfort me.
i just need some courage to overcome it
i just need someone to cheer me on
i just need to cherish the opportunity given.
good girl gone bad. trying to turn a new leaf.
Labels: exams
Thursday, May 01, 2008'♥
ok, it is may day. hahas
anyways happy labour day.
first aim, finish up all my mathematics. e and a maths.
second, study my music.
thirdly, sleep early.
even before exams finished, everything in june had been booked.
last week of may, 1st week of holidays - busy with summer school and competition
1st week of june, 2nd week of holidays - councillor camp*
2nd week of june, 3rd week of holidays - going back school for dance for the SYF*
3rd week of june, last week of holidays - going back school for dance for the SYF*
* subjected to be change
this year, most likely not going overseas. because of SYF next year, O levels. argh!! i just hope that the school will have a trip to Europe, Germany. which is not confirmed.
my brother is away to malaysia for some geography trip. i cant ask him maths or science. drats. but the good news is that he will be back on sunday.
bless everyone to survive this "drought"period. rain more please.
i am seriously irritated by the someone in my block playing clarinet. no offence to band people. just that i need some CONCENTRATION!
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