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Friday, November 30, 2007'♥

Wednesday.
went to watch movie: Fred Claus.
3 out of 5, i would give. i can say is average show... i just liked the elves.

Thursday.
movie watched: enchanted
i seriously having sore throat. and before movie, i had piano class. my nice teacher bought me minty sweets. i seriously need it man.
then show was like so nice! i simply loved the chipmunks. and there's a show coming up, alvin and the chipmunks. i am going to watch it. www.alvinandthechipmunksmovie.com
go to website and watch the other trailer that isn't shown in singapore. the other trailer is nicer.
back from home. experienced headache. having fever. running nose.

Today.
in the morning. i had the SHOCK or experience the WORST i could ever had. but i shall not say it. as it might disgust everyone out. seriously. today we broke another record. we released at 2.30 instead of 12. last record was 1.40pm. see the difference? anyway, i met xuefang up at compass point as i still had to shop somethings for last minute packing for the trip. then she came to MY HOUSE. 2nd time. only. well, we spend our afternoon[5pm to 9pm] packing my messy closet. and also a table top layer. there are like, 1 more desk, 2 more drawers, table bottom 2 layers. well i shall wait till i come back from genting. thanks for her help. i couldn't do it without her. but i still seemed to have lots of stuffs to pack!! ARGH!!!

tomorrow. morning 6am i had to send my maid to airport as she need to return back to hometown. after, prepare for ballet. go ballet myself due to my dad needs the car to go some IT exhibition stuffs with my older brother. after ballet, my family will be in chaos. trying carrying down the luggage bags, trying to recall that everything is it packed and taken.. after that. set off to KL. around 4 to5 hours ride. depends how long we rested and how fast my dad can drive. and i have to fight sleeping place with my younger brother. is consider luckily. because my older brother isn't going with us.

and i am excited!!! i shall get souvenirs for my dearest friends. and i will get lots of photo shot. if i am not sick. please do not message me or call me. as i am not around in singapore.

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007'♥

oh boy... 4 more days till i am gone.

boring holidays for me. but i slept like a pig. if there isn't any dance practices or not required to go anywhere. i simply could sleep until 12pm or even more. i even have to urge to steal snacks from the storeroom, cupboard[snacks for the trip].

REASONS WHY HOLIDAYS ARE SO BORING.

1. i cannot get out from the prison home.
simply i had to stay at home to supervise my younger brother [an order from my mum, due to his results simply like so bad for a primary 2 student.] even if i want to get out, xuefang isn't free to accompany me as she also have a tight schedule like me. and i don't have enough money for me to shop

2. i cannot have an extra income
i have lots of things want to buy, new handphone and many tops, shorts. argh!! i just don't have a job. by this time, i guess everyone have taken up the jobs. while i am so jealous at xuefang, she could help out at her school bookshop to earn. and the pay isn't consider bad for a student like her. and she used the money to buy N73 [music edition]. a lot more functions. better camera. a bigger storage. ARGH!!!

3. i am too lazy to even look the homeworks.
i hate homeworks. especially comes to English ones.. and those compositions, relfections, comprehension. and the atmosphere around my house [noisy, uncomfortable, stuffy, not suitable for studying due to several reasons] so i guess i have to force myself and clear my desk for me to do it!!

4. i have to clean my room.
my room, super messy. like just happen a disaster, typhoon had just occurred. yesterday i tried cleaning my closet, and packing stuffs for genting. i could only say. i just packed 1/5 of it. despite that i had used like 3 hours plus. and left my room a mess [throwing lots of clothes on the ground, clothes in a mess, crumpled.] closet is just a part. i still have 1 study table to clean, study table under, and one small table, give my teddies a bath. i have so much to do.

5. younger brother irritates me. lots.
he simply wants to peak into my privacy, and i have to asked him get out so hard. or even chase him around with a metal ruler on my hand. i hate it man. but sometimes, he will simply just sit down quietly if he watches those lame childish show [power rangers, sesame street] or he will just play his gameboy quietly.

something about him[younger brother] surprises me. he is just 8 years old. an incident that really changed the thought about him.

we were walking on the streets of orchard last Sunday. there was this elephant[mascot for some UOB banking stuffs]. young children were there taking pictures with the elephant, and waving it goodbye and stuff. so i asked him this:
me: hey, why don't you go and take picture with the elephant?
yb: there isn't any camera here
me: i have my handphone, there is camera.
yb: i don't want it.
me: why not?
yb: that elephant is like so JIA[fake], got people inside.

can you believe this is what he replied me? so jia[fake]. first time ever. i remember when i was the age of 8 or younger. i still take with all these kind of mascots because i find them cute. maybe even now too. a second thought of my younger brother was that, he is too matured....

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Monday, November 26, 2007'♥

Oh my, is the end of November soon. So it means....
DRUMROLL........

DECEMBER IS COMING! CHRISTMAS is coming soon too!

recap for my past few days.

Saturday. 24 Nov
had ballet in morning. took the vietnam schedule. and you know what?!have to REACH airport at 5.15AM okay is 2hours before the flight[reasonable], but meanwhile, still have to wait for the principal to send us off and take stupid group photo. =.= [i have to wake up at 4am+]
the stage for performance was SO DAMN HORRIBLE. nails, staple bullets, rough carpet [cause me having RASHES on my elbow], stupid wires stuffs. ONE CONCLUSION, it isn't suitable for dancing at all. of course, after the performance, there is relaxation. jiamin, told us NOT to drink the apple juice. but it ended up it doesn't taste as bad as what jiamin had said it at first. halfway through the meal. jiamin said: "I'll take back all my words." i am not trying to mean anything, but is like a moral could be learn from here. never judge by its cover.
although is a common sentence, but often, people still does it even though we said it TONS of times.
had balloon swords [picture taken by szerui, so have to wait for her to send it to me to post at here]
and most importantly, thanks to charmaine helped me to take dance tee and lent me her jazz pants [due to teacher didn't want to use the costume.]

Sunday. 25 Nov
had ice skating test exam. it was partly due to i asked my teacher in this way.
me: am i having the 2 levels ice skating test later?
teacher: What test?
me: Huhs? isn't it today?
teacher: i thought is exam NOT test.
me =.= (wondering: whats the difference?")
so i didn't bother much because i knew my teacher is those kind of cranky ones who jokes a lot.
after test for 15mins. went into jumps. and officially went into the advanced level.
went shopping to buy those stuffs needed for the trip. and of course. had a great trip.
mascara, lipstick, cloth for ice skating boots cover, more socks and a trolley bag..

Monday. 26 Nov
1 down. 2 more to go. today we released at 1.15pm. many run through and stuffs. i was like damn giddy. didn't have much rest. the teachers were: maniac. gone bonkers. worried too much. madness. and also forbid us to eat fast food, snacks and those heaty stuffs before the competition. >.< size="1">[trying to make xuefang jealous...] just joking! she is bound to kill me!

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Friday, November 23, 2007'♥

seriously i am not who i am.
i guess that i driving myself to the end of corner of the wall... i stressed myself too much.

reasons[i stressed myself]:
1. i want my life to live as the fullest.
2. i don't want to waste time whereby just taking a step each day and not know what will happen next.
3. the interest within me is what i liked, i won't really care how much time i will spend on it. (although sometimes i might groan about it.)
4. although studies are important. but to me, studies is like a dead living thing. it just filled your head with sort of "KNOWLEDGE" that you have to know.

and this time round. i simply got scolded by modern dance teacher. seriously, the most HORRIBLE.
it started by, when we were running through the stupid rehearsal for tomorrow performance. then, i was so tired, and despite that my injury wasn't recover. i just simply mark off my steps. ended up: WHAT ARE YOU DOING! 1 WEEK TO THE COMPETITION. WHY DIDN'T YOU PRACTICE!! [this was the only beginning part. and i simply still cant get her steps that she given me.]
2nd time was, WHY ARE YOU SO NEAR TO XXX! YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE NEAR THE STAGE END! [normally my partner will pull me, and just nice she isn't here to save me.]
seriously it was the worst experience. and also the WORST TIME EVER. and fear for her had appeared. now i get it what really happen to jiamin and others. find out more about our modern teacher at jiamin's blog. and you will know how crazy, insane, scary and maybe the standards set too high for us to achieve.

next stop was like, going to clementi, UCC where we are going to watch the SCGS concert.
simply, they are marvelous. i saw one of the dancer before at the singapore summer school. who is min yi. she also performed 2 tap solo at the summer school public examinations. and today i think she performed also quite a lot. including on pointe. her characteristics were, able to spin many rounds of pirouette. while others, grand jeté were marvelous. not to mention their costume and props, were like fabulous. professional standard, thats what i can say.

our transport was provided by our teachers[their own car] simply because, the school is like out of budget for us. and we reached like 6pm back at compass point. i had to rush home for piano class. on the way back there are signs of flu. example, sweating cold sweat, sneezing non stop, coughing.

now i feel like fainting soon. and i am not the rich girl as what people really think, i don't wear branded clothes. neither does my family. everything is being save and scrimp of it. there are more rich girls out there. just try stepping into the ice rink, look at those people who have 2 to 3 coaches. lives in bungalow at bukit timah or bishan. those are rich girls. and much more pampered.

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Monday, November 19, 2007'♥

Sunday.
went ice skating again. actually i suppose do jumps for the lessons. but since my spins were like very bad. so my teacher had to change it to spins.. at least my jumps are fair enough. i had more CHOCOLATES in the fridge! and also more ICE CREAM!!! yummy!

Today.
we started dance of by running the whole 4th floor again. this time round, i perspired like hell. when i tried to cool down by stretching, droplets of sweat fell onto the ground. total of 9 drops. and did quite a lot of jumps and stretching. but now. my legs are utterly painful. felt like screaming out. xuefang HAD DONE ME A BIG FAVOUR!! in order to repay her back, accompany her to plaza singapura to shop birthday present for her friend. not only like that i am going to repay her back, i also buying her stuffs from malaysia, cruise, vietnam and her next birthday gift... actually is priceless for whatever she done for me and i had done for her. a gift is like a reminder, a promise to each other.

and i just online ordered a pair of legwarmmers for my dance. and my mum of course agreed, as long is beneficial for me.

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Saturday, November 17, 2007'♥

Thursday.
i went to orchard to collect dance tee. and imagine, i had to carry the stack of 18 dance tee. of course, choonling being so nice. both of us, keep snatching it to hold it... and those people who has the dance tee, ought to be grateful that we are doing it...

Friday.
WORST DAY EVER. dance was like from 9.30 till 1.40pm? 5hours man... i seriously was like energy totally drained... i didn't expect that modern dance teacher that she was like trying to get every single DETAILED stuffs and moves from us. and of course, due to the small stage that we are going to perform on 24th of November, my steps changed like a lot. also i still didn't have much time to catch my breath. unlike jiamin and others, lots of their steps had taken out. T.T no fair.

after my energy was like drained more than half, i dragged my feet to ice skating rink... my muscles hurt like hell, jelly body, jelly arms. drats. ice skating was quite smooth. i started learning spins. and seriously i couldn't spin like up to 12 rounds. which my teacher gave me that target. simply my errors were:
1. i used my head to spot(which is commonly used for ballet spins[pirouette])
correct way: don't even use my head at all. just follow my body
2. i didn't gain spin while closing my hands
correct way: my balance wasn't good as my balance was like switching from left to right right to left.
3. i was seriously too tense
correct way: relax my muscles.. anyway is my first try.
4. i also go onto my toe pick and my feet will be in ballet first position(a "V" shape-liked)...
correct way: feet should be in number 11. and not to press too much weight onto the front.

although i can say what's my mistake but, i still cant do it. so conclusion, it isn't easy as i thought it will be. ended up reaching quite early because i seriously didn't have any strength left.. around 7.45pm i reached back home. not like other days, 8pm+. and one thing i hated most is that is crashed with the rush hours.

the most stupidest thing i had done yesterday was to try doing a bridge, by having my body bend back and use my hands to support. because my younger brother was like challenging with me. but remember the jelly hands i have? so end up, i didn't support myself. and i got a BIG KNOCK on my head. OUCH! and my mum was like totally shocked. and i had to rub my big boo-boo... T.T

Today.
ballet was great. i was about to asked miss gina whether how could i improve on my back for my Biellmann . without asking her, she eventually trained up, by placing my leg on barre (just like 90 degrees). then bend back to use my hand touch my toes! seriously is painful after yesterday workout. she said that "there's a dead person came into my class" seriously i was so tired. yet she was like that, actually almost every lesson... and also saying that i am losing weight. but the fact is, i eat a lot nowadays. and today then i knew that miss gina ballet teacher is like a monster.

and now i had to attend some stupid MP dinner because thanks to my mum threatening. GOT TO GO!

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007'♥

add another wish. which is...
to learn gymnastic.
i know it sound so weird and my age seemed to be a bit... too old for it?
because i am totally inspired by those people who had such WONDERFUL FLEXIBILITY. totally inspired.

first aim is to get my left leg balance out, so that i won't rely on my right leg too much...

second aim is to have my Biellmann.

isn't it wonderful if you can do that?

third aim, get my stamina stronger...

but of course, i don't know how to start with.. just have to seek advice from my teachers.

tomorrow i will be going to collect the dance tee with denyse, choonling and maybe khaiyin. but i know it will be super heavy to take it back. 30 of it... should have get a guy to follow. but the ironic thing is that, there isn't any guys in dance. and it will be girl POWER!!!

i had stupid flu [running nose] from yesterday morning till this morning. then ran around the school 4th floor for warm ups... then 1hour plus for stretching.. and 4 to 5 rounds of going through the dance. WORST NEWS. we had to perform for some Community Centre Opening.. 24th November Saturday. clash with ballet class, school Vietnam briefing... yet the teacher said that is good for a practice before our competition... ya right. i know. but I AM TIRED! EXHAUSTED. had it enough... just wished to have a peaceful holiday... yet it turned out to be like normal days at school.

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Tuesday, November 13, 2007'♥

it is been long since i posted.
let me start with 8novmeber thursday.
it is Deepavali. a public holiday in Singapore.
well, i actually wanted to go out with xuefang, but no where to go. don't feel like shopping nor catching a movie. but it ended up with going out together with my family.
around 10am i got a wake up call from xuefang. asking me where to go. and after that, i saw there was like 5 messages. i can't believe i slept like a pig, and couldn't hear the ringtone. then when i suddenly remembered that there is a free skating at kallang leisure park. so i messaged jaime [ice skating friend] for details. well, the shoes can be rented at there. then i told my parents, and i asked xuefang to ask her parents as well since her parents ALWAYS DISALLOW HER to go ice rink. as they feared that she will fall and hurt herself badly. but of course, the STUPID REASONS I GAVE HER TO PERSUADE her parents were:
1. as long as you know how to roller blade, you will know how to ice skate
2. then my parents are going
3. and is FREE!!
before we actually skate, we still have to take the queue number. cause each time slot is limited to 100people only. so in the end, we took 5pm to 6pm time slot, even though we reached at 3.30pm. then my mum took the 6pm to 7pm time slot. since she said that is pointless to only skate only for one hour.
then also, while waiting for 5pm to arrive. we went bowling. is also the same place.
it was so fun! first time bowl together with xuefang. and my dad seemed to be like a coach, teaching two clumsy beginners.
we had 2 games, the first game, xuefang won, i won the second game! and my dad said that is not bad for beginners to score 89!!! WAHAHAHS!!! is the AVERAGE SCORE!!
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my dad ready to bowl...

dad's ending pose!

bowl by me... i know is weird.

xuefang seemed to be just throw the ball with displease.... NEVER LEARN FROM HER!! HAHAS

THE SCORES FOR BOWLING!!! I HAD 2 STRIKES!!!

xuefang skating on ice

xuefang trying ice skating moves that i taught her.

xuefang smiling...

opinions on the new kallang ice rink. i don't really find the ice quite good. i find the space is super small and had built it a bit too cramp. and the handle for people to hold isn't suitable for those young children to use it, nor good for beginners. cause normally, teachers would use the handle to show some new steps for skaters. the air there isn't good, too misty....

after skating, we went to singapore indoor stadium to eat seafood.

we took some photos while walking along the river next to it. and took some photos [check out xuefang's blog] takes hours to post pictures....

FIRDAY 9th November.
had ice skating lessons, and total, i went ice skating for 3 days. bravo. LOLS. anyways it was fun.

Saturday 10th November.
had lunch with godma, had ballet lessons. went xuefang house again, but this time did some origami...and thats how i ended my day.

Sunday 11th November.
Slacking at home. watching tv shows.

Monday 12th November.
competition getting nearer. feeling just very bored. had to practice for dance many hours. back aches man.

today 13th November.
slacking at home. blogging. no dance today. SO HAPPY!!!

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Wednesday, November 07, 2007'♥

sorry for the lock thing again. cause i was trying out something. then i blocked it =X

anyway, i am so bored.

wenqian finally got her wishes for ice skating. and today was her first lesson.

and i was like yes! cause i am so happy, excited. learn a new jump. half flip jump.
dance went well today. didn't make too much mistakes compared to last time. but still, in progress of training my left leg. AND THERE'S improvement. i am so happy.
and started my mathematics homework. yet i found out, i couldn't do some questions. i guess everything was like out of my mind?

happy, yet nothing much to blog.

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Tuesday, November 06, 2007'♥

my holidays in NOVEMBER is BORING~~~ (prosaic)

let me tell you why. BECAUSE I STILL HAVE DANCE PRACTICES with others stuffs on going.. and is like no difference with the normal school days. except that i can wake up late. chat up with xuefang late and secretly.. and i have still yet to start to do my homework. maybe i bring it to genting?

today after dance, we decided to go for some stupid interview company for some stupid jobs which turned out so bad. let me tell you why.

it all started by charmaine, she thought it was a scam [cause the company ain't that famous yet seemed to be a isolated place.] because the job is modeling. so we suggested to take a look since out of curiosity. together with jiamin, wenqian, charmaine, szerui, choonling, jiayi, we embarked on our journey to search for the office and look at the surroundings.

afternoon, around 1pm+, after dance, xuefang called me out, and she wore green. i am not very used to GREEN COLOUR for no good reason. but i didn't hug her, cause i want to buy my food! i am damn hungry after all my energy had burned down. in the end, burger king again together with choonling [bought macdonals].

then we went yoshi to find jiamin, wenqian and szerui. then we saw the whole dance group except xiuer and jiawen. the secondary 3s, so nice spotted them. a whole table full with the dancers. then came our dance teacher. everyone was like "modern lao shi [teacher], OMG" then we all bend our heads as low as possible. i guessed because we all were like eating some oily stuffs, which is bad for our body? we all wanted to greet her when we walked past her, but she was praying in front of her food [she is a Christian, so she has to do it] and we don't wish to disturb her praying. so we all walked off quietly.
walking to 159, saw xiuer. of course, greeted her. then we counted 10 stops. and alighted like at the opposite of hougang festival mall? then we thought that is like the surroundings not bad. but in the fact there isn't any 6 floors. then we went the private apartment, wenqian[daredevil] asked the security guard, "where is this place?" of course, knowing that is private apartment, we laughed our way out. then wenqian tried calling the person in charge for the address, using a fake name given by corry, Jade. LOLs.
and is a long way to there. mind you. puddles of water on the ground. and in the thanks to choonling high technology handphone of samsung, log in to jiamin's blog for the link. and thats how we got to the building. the building was guarded with the security. wenqian, asked the security. then we entered, 3 ladies were like looking at us. we went up 6th floor, then there is like a company with guarded glass doors. went down to 5th floor see whether it is there and is not. so we went down again to the security. then the security called the person, and went up back to 6th floor. a lady came out. she is quite fat. and is like the tone she used is like damn rude. saying that "i have no time to entertain you. i have a busy schedule you know?" well me and jiamin was like hidding behind while the others were like standing in front to shield. we wanted to just take a look... nothing else, but of course we didn't have any appointment. and we reached like 3pm+ back home.

tomorrow. seemed to me that there is lots of stuffs doing.
keep training on my left leg [there is a slight improvement(:] which i am so happy. then again get right my part. getting there. just a little bit more. then after dance. going to meet shermaine to get my things. then rushed to Jurong for ice skating lessons. then back to sengkang, taking stuffs from jane at 8pm+. then my mum will be coming to fetch me. great at least i won't have to take bus home. and i am determined to get my left leg to be the same as the right. then after that next target, strengthen or make my back flexible.

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Monday, November 05, 2007'♥

Saturday.
open house was damn boring. is like the whole canteen is only filled with our school students rather than parents. thats what i think. and i left the school early, because i have ballet class, and my ballet quoted this which i find it is meaningful."DANCERS EARN THE LEAST, WORK THE MOST."which i find it is true. but i guess i still will walk this route.. and i left ballet class early because, i had piano class. but after that my teacher smsed me to change to monday 6pm. and that's how my Saturday ended. but during night time, hid under the blanket to talk to xuefang. hahas.

Sunday.
woke up like 12pm? then my mum started to nag. and i was almost late for my ice skating class at Jurong. it turned out quite well, i started jumping off again. luckily my dad quickly drive me there(: thanks dad. simply because my mum wants to go for facial.

Monday. today.
lame day. started off with dance. i am again all alone for the part. i still cannot really catch up the beat that given by the teacher partly because she changed my steps when i didn't even come for class[mind you i was sick]. i simply hatting the dance team days by days. just a develop this kind of feeling suddenly. in contrary, i don't have the feeling in Saturday's ballet classes, but i will simply feels lazy inside.

i hate myself. i hate myself for being so stupid. hate myself taking up so many classes. hate myself when i can't study well. hate myself for not able to listen people. hate myself for being alive in this world. is just a sudden hate of myself. there's more to come. i hate myself for studying in nanchiau. i hate myself for not going to some better primary school. i hate myself for not being talented enough.

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Friday, November 02, 2007'♥

since xuefang requested. i will do it (:

XUEFANG:

you are a GREAT friend, a friend that i can't miss. although the time we know each other is short, but our friendship bonds stronger each day. in primary school, we are going ups and downs. and there is a third party between us. A DEVIL, TELL LIES, MOST HATED PERSON. i shall not mention since we know. but actually THANKS TO HER, that we bond stronger together. but actually, in my memories not only an incident that almost caused our friendship don't last, it was A LOT OF INCIDENTS. but nevermind, i don't see her ANYMORE! is weird that both of us are in different school, with different activities, yet we are so close together. maybe i think is fate, and one of the factors that let us have more conversation with each other. i remember there is once that, your mum and my mum said the same thing. ARE YOU TWO LESBIAN. but of course we aren't. the reason that both our mums said because, WE TALK TOO MUCH ON PHONE. almost every single day. PHONE BILL EXPLODED.

and the best thing that separates with the other friends is that. you are a good listener. a good secret keeper. there's nothing i don't dare to share with you. by your side, i feel secure. by your side is always fun and happy moments. you even tolerate my willfulness, my mood swings. so is like i can't ask for more from you. just to hope that your mum could give you more freedom -.-'''. we are always buddies, secret sharing buddies, phone buddies. and even we have TELEPATHY! unbelievable. i had the stomach flu and ran toilets for more than 10 times, and you also had it ON THE SAME DAY! sometimes i don't have to say anything and you knew what i was thinking. and we acts as one. well there's quite a lot things that we are similar. BORN in the same month, HAVE 2 telephone lines, CRAVING for blacks, and many more. i hoped that we still can be like this forever. and i THANK you for appearing in my life! and thank you for REMINDING ME ALWAYS since i am always being a muddlehead person.

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Wednesday:
TERRIBLE AT DANCE!
first time pant like hell, headache. stomach ache. didn't eat anything. diarrhea again. then had sleepless nights. toss around my bed for more than an hour.

Thursday:
still feeling UNWELL. went out to do the dance tee. so meet up denyse and khaiyin at compass point first. then after we finish. the uncle also gave us a badge. and i have to STRESS TO KHAIYIN, i am not RICH. i was able to pay the deposit because thanks to the secondary ones gave me a sum. hahas. then both of them went shopping but i went back home to sleep. from 2pm to 6.10pm. 4hours. then after that i didn't have a good night sleep. tried to sleep, from my bed tossing, then sofa in the living room, then sofa at the small living room then in the end went back room. and on air-conditioner. and hibernate. like a polar bear(:

Today:
early in the morning, 1030. went to compass point to meet up the dancers. to do the stupid open house card. but no use. in the end, is going to given out at CCA fair. anyways we had breakfast at there. and charmaine was asking us to join modeling shooting. $_$ but 6 of us together. but after that we had the thought of being scam and blah blah. don't even know how they come up. dance was okay. but is just that i can't bend down my head. i simply will get headache. and spend time changing the blogskin for dance. and the blogskin is done by my DEAR FRIEND: CHEW XUEFANG! hahahas! next time need blogskin ask her make. =X. and
SO SORRY TO MANDY!!! i was just busy smsing until i didn't even see you. SORRY! AND I FINALLY HAD THE APPETITE TO EAT! but teachers said that i slim a LOT after i sick. same as my mum. but my mum said is, you slim and became DARK, TAN. not possible, cause i didn't even go suntan.

tomorrow will be a SUPER BUSY DAY.
7.30am go school for stupid open house.
11.30am had to leave, then head to ballet
1.30pm come back and FASTER PRACTICE PIANO
5 or 6pm got piano lessons.

then maybe my mum bring me to eat(:
and since my birthday is the eve of chinese new year, i just hope to get DOUBLE MONEY and also a surprise birthday party.... which i guess is not possible...

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