Thursday, January 07, 2010

hate how after that one big chunk of year end holiday ends and my birthday arrives.
like after having being excited for that short period of time i start feeling dejected again.
it's supposed to be a brand new HAPPY year but i hardly feel happy.
hence refusing to use HAPPY new year in my greetings.

job search not happening
motivation not here

gah i need the other new year to come.
::and the raindrops whispered:: 12:54 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

nearly 5 months have passed since i left for the states
and im back now with super mixed feelings
i wont even say mixed maybe, cause im just feeling horrible
reeling in the effects of having been overseas and just enjoying and accepting whatever comes to me
i miss the freedom i have
i miss not having too much to think about,just work and having fun
i miss waking up in 18a
i miss seeing the people i work with

i guess it'll be awhile before ill get over being back in singapore and not being in the states.
in the meanwhile,if i havent looked you up,please dont look me up.
it just means,im not ready to face you yet.
please wait.

ill be back.not just physically.
::and the raindrops whispered:: 11:19 PM

Saturday, October 03, 2009

越是离家越近，

越是离你越远



三个半月的时间，说没感情，肯定是在说谎
但又能怎样呢？
::and the raindrops whispered:: 5:15 PM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

time seriously passes very fast
its been like almost 3 weeks alr and i haven even gotten to travel much
just updating so that people will know im still alive

abit sick but otherwise still fine((:
::and the raindrops whispered:: 12:45 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

still cold today
and till now ive been in my pjs the whole day with no intention of wanting to shower at all
stayed home cause it's too expensive to travel out and travelling to outlet?
im not so sure of my ability to control spending
so just did laundry today talked packed cooked while the guys and geok went out to buy food

internet is still slow and always booked
whats new?

oh we went to point pleasant(beach front and gorgeous) yesterday and it was rly nice
but before that we had to change like bus and train 3 times and ended up at this really scary neighborhood where we felt like they were going to kill us
and i really like the houses here in the states
ALOT of originality
i now have PINK PONY and blue horsie hehhe

okay many people just came and i have no mood to use it now as in for blogging
so shall update next abt training
::and the raindrops whispered:: 9:41 AM

Sunday, June 14, 2009

hello((: blogging from new jerseysixflags
its 740am in the morning and the weather is nice and cool!
3days since ive been here!!
and it still doesnt really feel like we're in the states.
but its nice what we;re seeing,they all say feels like we're in aussie.
nice blue skies with green grass patches and trees all around.
have mainly been seeing the darker skinned people and not the fair skinned ones and it was abit overwhelming when there were alot of them ard
but guess have to get used to it.

the flight was horrible.
haven taken a long haul flight before and it was really very horrible.
i cant think of any other words to use.
had to slp at the airport later when we touched down which makes it even worse.
but its all over and we got a priv hired car to drive us here and all's been good since.
settled our employement stuff as well but work's not gonna start soon.
only after training which is on wed so technically we have like 3 days of off and some wanted to head to new york to travel
but considering we;re not earning yet,we plan to just go somewhere nearby.
probs walmart and check out the stuff we can buy,like groceries and all cause since it's rather troublesome to travel out of this place.
cant wait to start work and earn!!!

dorm;s this trailer place where when i first went in was abit shocked but now it's clean and all. doesnt really feel like home but guess i have to get accustomed to this place since i will be staying here for quite some time.

okayy am going to update another time cause leaving in abit!
internet is DIALUP (56k) can you believe it!!!
so its friggin slow and theres only 2 computers for us to use so guess ill be updating at insane hours to beat the crowd.
TATA!!~
::and the raindrops whispered:: 7:47 PM

Saturday, June 06, 2009

evolution of a HUM CHIN PANG into a HUMBURGER

WATCH THIS SPACE.

hum chin pang is the salty one right.thn whats e redbean one called.
I swear im obsessed.and i hvn even been eating them.
::and the raindrops whispered:: 2:56 AM