Hey Guys. Im sure u ppl will be hoping for a post bout my bday. I did want to. But then im really not in the mood 2 write it dwn. but anyway, i really appreciate wht u guys had done for me for my birthday.



Most of u all wld have know wht happened with my results. Just to all my friends in college, pls.. if u read this, dont come and ask me bout my results.



I stil rmb after getting my results, I sat in the car, mom called. I felt real bad delivering the news to her, i really felt like I had let her down. But instead of scolding me, she actually comforted me. and i cant help but cry instantly. I put down the phn after finish talking to her.



i turn on the radio. and the song that played on the radio was "the climb".
I cried even more. but the lyrics are so true.

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

At this point of time, i cant grieve over spilled milk too long.

I cried all i want today.

Tomorrow, Grace is going to get back on her feet!

And you will see a diff me.

I can almost see it

That dream I am dreaming

But there's a voice inside my head saying

"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking

Every move I make feels

Lost with no direction

My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying

Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain

I'm always gonna wanna make it move

Always gonna be a uphill battle

Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there

Ain't about what's waiting on the other side

It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing

The chances I'm taking

Sometimes might knock me down

But no, I'm not breakingI may not know it

But these are the moments that

I'm gonna remember most, yeah

Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong

Just keep pushing on

The Girlfriend Rules (this so true)

i got this out of a website. well.. i find it super interesting. check it out.

Ten rules of friendship
1) You do not date your friends ex.

The time limit on this:
If they were married or seriously committed: ever
If the friend is also related to you: ever
If they dated for over a year: after a year IF your friend is SO over the guy, you can ask.
If they dated for less than six months: once your friend is clearly SO over the guy, you can ask.
** If your friend never gets over guys, you have to address this, and perhaps even re-evaluate what a flake your friend is.

2) You never negatively gossip about each other while one is absent. A concerned conversation, which may lead to a helpful conclusion, is exempt.

3) If your mom is your friend, you need to be careful what you tell her. Especially about your friends. Your age is not relevant here.

4) When your friend dumps on you regarding her useless boyfriend or husband, you listen, offering very little input or direct advice. "I'll help you with whatever you decide." "You know I support you." THAT'S IT.

REASON: Once these two reconcile, and you have confided in her that the guy is a jerk, spends too much, everyone hates him, etcetera ... you now have a problem. Let your friends alone decide on their love lives. ** Any abusive situation is, of course, exempt from this rule.

5) Do not be one of those 'friends' that constantly dumps about your useless boyfriend / husband. On occasion - fine, doing this constantly shows extreme disrespect for your spouse. It also has the eventual effect of making you look like a loser.

6) Old friends get the benefit of the doubt over new ones. Until they screw it up. A good friend never will.

7) Friends establish understandings about cash:
Are you casual with money or not? YOU HAVE TO PUT IT OUT THERE. I'll spot any friend money if I have it. Forgotten wallet, emergency plane ticket, unexpected trip to the vet, bail ... whatever. I hate splitting hairs on restaurant checks, I'll get it this time, and you get it next time. THAT'S ME. Friends have to casually put their MONEY STUFF out there, and then all need to respect this. Some people can never loan money - it makes them nuts.
ESTABLISH MONEY BOUNDARIES then HONOUR THEM.


8) It is your responsibility to not knowingly let your friend look bad.
Spinach in teeth, toilet paper on shoe, pertinent information at a gathering (So-and-so's boyfriend is in jail, don't bring him up / The guy to your left is rich / Mary just came out of the closet and would probably NOT want to meet your brother ... etcetera).

9) Friends do not sabotage each other, (even subconsciously).
If Jane has lost twenty pounds and you've gained eleven, and you find yourself shoving cake in her face, maybe you need to look in the mirror.

10) Friends keep secrets. Period. Even from other friends.

**Spousal abuse, addictions and similar dangerous activities are exempt.

SECRETS need to be established. Is this a secret? ASK. If you do not mention that something is private from other friends, it is unfair to assume it is. Be careful with this one: it can be confusing, and it's a biggie. Girlfriends like to talk and they are not psychic.

A Friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you anyway!!!"

Date: 30th July 2009
Venue: Pasta Zanmai
Gossip of the Century

I forgotten how good it was to just be crazy in a restaurant and laugh your heads off over your friends issues. Me Ev and Chin spent lotsa fun just eating eating and having the time of our life.

I think our course had kinda took a toll in most of us. we dont have the chance to really enjoy life as other college students.

I still remember we felt the food in zanmai was so good we took picture of all the food. it was so super nice!! at the end of the day. i was bloated!!


to end. i wanna thnk an important person. Thnks for being there for me 24/7.

till the next time ppl!