hey boy,
take a second look,

was i too scary?
did i make u upset?

but my heart is sincere
and i still care

take a second look
and u will realise a new me

This is to my lovely lui lui,

'Cause when you're sixteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're sixteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
sixteen

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

Cause when you're sixteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're sixteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the perfect boy in church
But I didn't know it at sixteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And when you give everything you had to a boy
Who changed his mind and you cry

'Cause when you're sixteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're sixteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at sixteen


Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Mommy~

Forever and Always?

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye
And we caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me

This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak
I don't feel welcome anymore
Baby, what happened? Please tell me
'Cause one second it was perfect
Now you're halfway out the door

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always
Oh, oh

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest
That made you run and hide like a scared little boy?
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute
Now I'm not so sure

So here's to everything, coming down to nothing
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute
But I don't anymore

And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh, oh

Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so
Oh, oh

Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?

Fearless

I bought two amazing CDs

I love all their songs so much! especially taylor swift's album.
perfect for girly girls!

oh oh!! highlight for the week!

*tada*

OMG OMG! i cant believe that Nicole wore skirt!!! first time i see her wear skirt ok?

Nicknames I had since:
- Rabbit
- hamster
- Hamtarou
- Tuki
- Bugs Bunny
- mouse

the most recent added :
- APE!!!!
( apparently when i laugh dramatically i look like one... -.-)

Islands and Ships

i know God said that we should alwaz love our enemies as ourselves. But seriously, can we so complain bout em before praying for em.

Dear Ship,
I really had enough of u! seriously, if u wanna drown urself just because u do not wanna fix ur ship's condition, its alright. But at least dont drown ur fellow frenz that are sailing on the same sea as u. the wave you created seems to be disturbing many other ships around you. Pls do und that we all wanna arrive safetly on shore.

I know for the fact that you had been sailing for some time. Though with the weak condition of your sails u still was able to carried on. But pls be aware! These sea you sail on now is different, its bigger! And i promise you, if you dont fix your own ship and wake up soon, no one is going to be there for you anymore.

so stay away from the seas if u cant sail well!

* for those who deosn und this whole thing above i apologize. the above is oni to be und by a few.

Im real sorry with my blog condition. i dn und y cant i just get it done properly. i promise myself i will fix my blog but just cant get it done. perhaps im just way too lazy.

today i was very free. its tuesday, so im off today.

i woke up today pretty normal, at bout 9am. i stared at the ceiling debatin whether to wake up or continuing slping. i can hear Max barking and whimping from dwnstairs. Im pretty sure mum fed him before she left. He is just bein lonely again.

i counted the things i nida do today.
1. bath the dog
2. wash his cage
3. finish up f6 hw- tutorial 7 &8
4. cook spaghetti for lunch
5. wash clothes
6. return robe at sunway club
7. exercise at gym
8. bring max to vet
9.come up with songlists for next week worship service

at the end.. i decided to cancel out some stuff unncessary to get it done today
1. bath the dog
2. wash his cage
3. finish up f6 hw- tutorial 8
4. cook spaghetti for lunch
5. wash clothes


8. bring max to vet

at this point of time i realise how much i compromise myself. i alwaz do what is needed of me. i never do what i can do. i never do the maximum. which i noe for the fact dat i can do it.

how can i show my parents dat im mature enuf to handle myself ven i cant even keep my responsibilities beta. i alwaz wait till my mum ask me to wash the clothes or cook dinner before i actuali do it. i nvr reli initiate to do anything at home. and i practice dat for my college work too. i do the minimum.

is there anyone dat can define maturity and practice em as it is? it is so easier to not walk the talk...

hey ppl! my blog is *under constructions*. so most probably the stuff here would not work.
pls be patient with it. thnx! =)