Dog or Car??

I recently am avin tis craze of getin a new dog again. jus dat i promise myself if i get one.. i will treat it well.. and will take good care of it

my choice tis round...

*deng deng deng*



isn it cute?? its totaly adorable!!
i found one 2day in a pet shop in Ikano Power Centre
its 7 weeks old
but he will cost me RM 1699
*wow* the number just scares me!!

but ther's tis thing..
i told my dad if he would get me the dog then u wouldn nid 2 buy me an auto car
alrite..
i noe..
car more worth it
but u c.. i have a car at home
that once me bro leaves
the car will mos prob be used by me.. n me oni... which makes it mine. *grin*
its a green colour Myvi
stil quite new
but here the trick..
its MANUAL
n i rili suck in my manual skills!!

dad is very attracted to the offer since he wont nid 2 spend money on the car.. and i will ave no choice but 2 learn how to DRIVE a car.. not jus CRUISING in it..(anson's line)

hehe.. so.. very much debatin now..

andrea birthday

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ANDREA!!!!

we had a great time 2gether!
Sunway pyramid
Sushi Zanmai

Not worth it

is a guy worth my heart 2 break? not at all. n it stops 2day.

Askin God questions

i rili fil dat God can be quite a joker at times
ven u wan sumthin dearly.. he jus dn let u have it.. n ven u decide 2 forget bout d thing he gives it back 2 u.

i duno wad 2 say of myself.. but i think i hurt a fren dear 2 me. i tot i move on with life. but the truth is, sumtimes, its jus nt as easy as u say, because lettin go of it and progressin in it tho its tough its d test of all test.

i once told myself i choose 2 be hapi. coz i deserve it! but choose 2 b hapi n rili bein hapi is a whole new diff thing. i rili wan back dat joy. dat joy taken away from me. i tot i won the battle. but truthfully, the battle is nt done yet.

i wanna thnk God for new frenz. but sum frenz r 4 label. they display themself on a window frame s lovely s it can be. they mite work ven u try em out at first. but dn u buy! coz u will soon realise dat these frenz don last 2 long.

but at d end of the day.. ven u realise life is nt jus bout u. it doesn mater if ur hurt o u r used. coz well.. if i was used n i was hurt in order for my fren 2 b hapi. thn wel, i dn mind at all. coz life is 2 short. too fragile. u dn noe dat 2mr u mite nt c me forever again.

so treasure every moment u have wit everyone u gt. coz dn u let urself regret on how u shud ave lived ur life.

yestday is a story oni 2 b told, nt written..

I only recall singing and laughing..

That was a great day. Our girl's day out. never knew i wud ave so much fun again.
all of us hit 2 redbox after classes..n within minutes.. we singing our lungs off.. n jumpin on d couches.. its like we were so free.. i nvr tot i cud enjoy myself tis way again.. thnx gals..








Ok now.. i noe we do look a bit like we were drunk.. but we weren.. we jus a lil high.. hahaha. but it was so much fun.. n becuz there were oni d gals.. we aren exactly shy of doin anythin.. singing out loud and dancing like we were crazy..

it all ended well..


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then, ther's d camwhorin moments!














*tada*

hehe.. u guys give a guess where we took all d pics.. hehehe..
totaly memorable..
lets have another outing again gals!

p.s i hope u gals r hapi dat i fall sick afta dat crazy sing a long sessions!

If u can afford me

If you want me, a cherry on top
The pick of the peck, the crème de la crop
If you want me you better
Do better than that tonight, oh, oh

If you want me, it takes more than a wink
And more than a drink, more than you think
If you want me you're gonna
Have to break the bank tonight

'Cause some don't have the patience
Some call me high-maintenance
But you pay the bill, 'cos that's the deal

If you wanna ride, just name your price
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque for me, for me
'Cause I can be bought but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

If you want me, I'm not a piece of ass
A one night stand, a storage shed
I think you better walk by tonight
Oh no

If you want me, then stop begging
I don't put it out for charity
If you want me there's no
Discount price tonight

But I don't need your dollar bills
I just want something real
'Cause nothing's free, except a loving me

If you wanna ride, just name your price
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque for me, for me
'Cause I can be bought but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

If you want me, a cherry on top
The pick of the peck, the crème de la crop

If you wanna ride, just name your price
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque for me, for me
'Cos I can be bought but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

If you wanna ride, just name your price
And don't play cheap with your heart
Don't make a bet if you can't write the cheque for me, for me
'Cos I can be bought but you'll pay the cost
If you can afford me

2009 here i come!!

MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION ( i noe la its a bit the old fashion..)


1. probably passing all my exams? ( its a mus la.. so no question marks)

2. i wanna get my own camera. (brother goin off di... camera goes off with him..)

3. i MUS N MUS N MUS read the bible. cant be lazy animore.

4. get a dog? haha.. i ard pick my choice. beagle!! nt 2 fury n super cute!!

5. makeover my room (its a bit 2 dull)

6. keep tis blog ( coz i jus nvr do maintain any of my blogs..)

7. learn 2 drive dat stupid manual myvi car (geram!!)

8.find true frenz..( its nt like i dn ave now la.. dn get offended)

9. be more friendly.. meaning.. smile more.. talk more.. crazy more.. enjoy more.. wee!!

10. be a super cool accountant!! (accountants are nt nerds ok?.. stop shakin dat head! their nt!)


happy super dooper new year!!!!

a whole new me

I wud say my trip 2 singapore was no coincident.

I recall the nite before my trip.
i was crying on my pillow.
dreadfully understanding dat his heart is no longer here.
I went 2 singapore with a burden heart.
wondering when will i ever be able 2 let go once n for all.
on the way there i really tot to myself, singapore will be a nice break from kl.

Sunday morn.
i woke up realisin its another morn in singapore.
my mum rushed in the room 2 call me awake.
she n my dad sat dwn 2 discuss with me where should we spent our sun morn at.
at the end of conversation, we decided to pay City Harvest Singapore a visit.
we attended the mornin chinese service to benefit my auntie hu was yet 2 be a christian.
initially, i felt a bit uncomfortable.
yes, i understood chinese,
but i duno those songs dat thy r singing.
i tried 2 worship God.
but like as it had been usual now, it was jus another routine i put on.

soon ltr, the chinese pastor step on.
n ven he mention the title of his msg.
it striked me deep in!
DONT LOOK BACK.
dat was his msg.
tho many of us mite have heard tis a lot of times. it shook me awake listenin 2 his msg.
dn look bak, dn remind urself bout pass hurt, dn tok bout pass missunderstandings,
becuz God has a beta plan for me nex year.
it is not the end of ur life yet.
i had alwaz keep remindin myself how cruel is he
how much sweet memories we had
how much he use 2 love me
and at the end of it
i will be very hurt of my current state
dat msg literally told me 2 let go once n for all

afta dat service, i have decided to enjoy my singapore trip,
n leave al my pain n hurts in singapore.
2009.
its gona be my great year.
some of u mite say dat im jus living in denial.
but 2 me,
its beta than hurtin myself n remindin myself bout d hurts.
so yea... im done wit tis.
im goin on.

truth 2 be told.
i believe i can do beta than tis.
becuz.
God. He is wit me!

p.s my auntie accepted Christ again. woohoo!!~~