friendship

there is this thing dat the bible said dat is the hardest 2 follow
"to love ur ENEMIES as yourself"

i have lotsa frenz
sum jus normal hi n bye frenz
yet sum close 2 my heart
but in anyway or anyhow
if i am ur fren
i would do everythin 2 keep u protected

u mite hate me 2day
but wad i did in the past
its plain trying 2 protect u

even if i wud 2 dislike u
i wud nvr mention hate in my category of frenz
mebe d reason for tis cold war was becuz there was some misund
if so.. pls do explain

if tis is a cold war u askin for
then fren
i ard waved the white flag becuz i love u so
by every means
if it could dissolve d ice between us

i treasure every friendship
n even if 2day i wud 2 hate ur character and the way u behave
i wud nvr do anythin 2 hurt u

if its preferable for me 2 leave the scene
if it makes u the main actress
i rili wudn mind
becuz frankly speakin
i dn seek d limelight at all
i jus wan the show 2 go on well

there mite be ppl hu wud hate me 2day 2
but i did the right thing and im nt ashamed of it
if i wud 2 have any misunderstanding on u
accept my apology

i reacted as the impression of the situation
if the pic wasn as i notice it 2 b
then pls explain the pic 2 me
if i was the one at fault
i wud accept the blame

but seriously
if u rili think i did sumthin wrong
have the guts jus to tell me off
seriously i would apreciate it dat way
n hey, i promise there wont be any cat fights

n jus 2 let u noe
i seen even worse frenz
but 2day
they are still my fren
afta big misunderstanding

but anyway
if i offended u..
i wanna let u noe
i dn hate u
i stil love u as a fren
and.. im sorry.

today was a great.
woke up like super late in the mornin.
got up 2 do sum housechores (at least im paid tis time)
watched gossip girl!! hahaha.. (thnx keng for givin it 2 me)

some of our fren came oer 2 do up d deco for tis sat party
they were doin snowflakes n balls usin paper n plastic cups
was totaly so fun

alison gal was around 2
she was so cute
i cant stop thinkin bout wad she done 2day
acted totaly adorable!!

d paper cup ball was so huge!
justin took a pic of me wit it on me
it totaly covered haf my body
hahahah.. will get that pic from him n show u guys

just to let all of u from my church 2 noe..
i stepped down as a woship leader ard
nthn big
dn worry
jus dat my life hasn been rite wit God
so i wanna make it straight again

i rili wanna thnk u all d ppl dat got me tru tis terrible time of depression
amelia, abigail, hui shin, ee von. siu mei, fiona, pastor helen, me bro richard, andrea, justin, kevin, david, aaron kokozai, n of cuz aling.
thnx for hearin me cry n bein ther 2 boost me up.
im standin high on top now becuz of u.

a special annonucement!
GTSD youth is hostin a christmas party on 20th dec 2008 tis saturday
if u nvr rili celebrated christmas.. come n join us!!
it will be in our church in sri damansara.
from 6pm till 10pm
i promise u it will be fun!!
hehehe.. admission is free.. n dinner is prepared!!
cum n join d christmas fun wit us!!
weee~~ cant wait

dear cookie,

if you jus remembered tis date one year ago.
i can never forget that smile u gave 2 me ven u sat right in front me in the bus.
it was a trip unforgettable.
today im here, n ur there.
i alwaz wondered if u remember our times together.

u were the oni person i truly loved
u were my first n only true love
how times had change
and sometimes i wondered to myself
was it worth it letting u go grow up and bein mature
u used to talk romance to me
now all u do is talk sense to me

i still wonder in my heart
if i still had any place in ur heart
i remember all ur promises
and i hold it dearly in my heart

even if i moved on today
my heart stays wit u
and i will stil love u

not till i see u wit another
i will still wait
coz my heart still belongs with you
i have no idea how 2 forget what we had
i will never love another as how i loved you.

i love u cookie
n i hope u know that

love
tuki

Little Gal's Story

allow me 2 share wit u story..

little gal was walking down a road
tis road was filled wit rocks and dust
she walked down alone
and she had been used 2 it

one day little boy came 2 her
he walk alongside of her
they laughed 2gether
they talked wit joy

little gal took little boy's hand
and they swing n skip as they walked
they nvr felt dat the road was tough 2 walk on animore

afta walkin a while
little boy told little gal 2 climb on him
n he carried little gal and walked

at first little gal was very insecure
she never really let someone carry her before

but after a few steps
she realised dat little boy really wanted 2 carry her
so she rest
n she relied on little boy

he carried her
and they continue their journey

soon afta..
little gal knew she could trust little boy
she gt sleepy and slept

little boy allowed her 2 sleep in his arms
thinking he would just carry her
little gal has nothing worry

but nt long after
little boy hands grew very tired
but he didn't dare 2 wake little gal up

n ven he cant stand the pain
little boy let go of little gal
n she fell
she fell hard on the floor
she was wounded
she was bleeding

she cried out loud
coz the pain was unbearable

little boy continue 2 walk
he din turn back
little gal tried hard 2 call out to him
plea for him 2 rescue her
but he did nt listen
nor even take a look back

little gal sat there cryin
her wound is so deep
people around her that pass her by
encourage her
to walk again

she din want to listen
coz she knew it is going to be painful
if u wanna stand up and walk wit a wound

but thats the oni way for the wound to heal
becoz little boy is nt going 2 carry her animore

she tried her best
and she struggled
she got up
she walked
and she fell again
and she try another once more
she fell
and she try again

finally she got up
tho is hurtin
she walk wit d wound

let me ask u a ques
was it little boy's kind hearted to not wake up little gal that coz her dis?
o was it little gal's fault of trustin little boy 2 much that coz her dis?

my fren,
i ave no answer for u..
but i noe for sure
tis wound will get well
but it will leave a scar

and little gal...
she wont trust anyone animore to carry her again
coz she now she know
trustin her own legs is still d oni way
to walk tis rocky road.