Relationships

"We must accept finite disappointment, but we must never lose infinite hope." - Martin Luther King, Jr. 

All right, well I've known this boy for about seven years now.  His name is Steven, and it seems like I've always had feelings for him.  A few weeks ago, I found out he had feelings for me too. We were so close to being together, but then out of the blue he just stopped talking to me and just avoided me.  We live on the same street, so there's always this sense of awkwardness whenever we see eachother...which is often. It just seems like he's the one...so I will try not to lose hope? I guess. He's everything I look for, you know? He's nice, funny, athletic, smart...I can't even put it into words. I don't want this to get all gushy and gross and stuff, so I'll just stop there. Hahaha. But I just really like him and I wish he would feel the same way about me. When he just like abandoned me there with all those feelings I felt almost betrayed in a way. I just really hope this will somehow change in time.  

Start of Something New

Well, here's my start to blogging about my life. I guess it will be a healthier way to vent my feelings. Secrets will be told here, so remember to keep your mouth shut!