Few Fridays ago, Dan, Adriel, Jing& I met for dinner/supper at Swee Choon. We wanted to head to Helipad for a while but Adriel Chua was in berms. So we settled for a drink at Helipad rooftop bar. It wasn't as good as I thought, there wasn't any wind and we were all perspiring like crap. The music was so soft that we could hear any.
Trying to smile without teeth
Hahaha Adriel got a stroke
We were all trying to imitate how Adriel smiles
Oreo
Could barely taste any alcohol, Jing was drinking cranberry juice lol
Hahahhaa stroke
Sometimes, even though it may hurt us, I think it’s best that we forget. Forgetting gives us relief. Forgetting gives us a chance to begin anew. We can’t grab hold of what could be until we abandon what could have been.
Bought some Pulau Ubin groupon deals to spend the day kayaking/cycling/fish spa. Just when we were about to leave house, Dan& I were tweeting each other why did we ever consider going there. The sun was blazing hot, 32 degrees?
It then started pouring heavily when we were in the cab to Changi Ferry terminal. Thank god it stopped soon after. It's our first time at Pulau Ubin together, seems like an adventure hehe but we'll never do it again.
So we reached there& 1 guy handed us this leaflet. I don't even have to buy from groupon& I enjoy the same activities at the same price grr
Sorry too dark blackies, can't see you guys
The service was so slow. We went on the last weekend before the coupon was gna expired& there was a queue
We have many spags in different colours, I was worried we were gonna wear the same lol
Kayaking was boring cause we had to kayak within the guard's sight. He'll whistle to us if we paddle too far away. 2 hours kayaking activity, we completed it in 30 mins. Instead of kayaking, we tied the 2 boats together and did dragon boat instead, it was hell lots of fun with these crappy people
Crap. Stayed for dinner while raining for the rain to stop. It's our first time eating tze char together even though we knew each other since sec 1? Even for Jing, Vien& Lsm, we never had tze char together before.
Otw back to main land
We were all dead beat at the end of the day
Dinner at Paul with my colleagues after work. Love my mushrooms but the bread was overly toasted. It was as hard as a rock.
Cos we didn't ask Amy along
Do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either, there isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being alone never was. But at least when you’re alone no one constantly asks you what’s wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take “I don’t know” for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.
It’s amazing. Some people, they just say these small little things, one sentence and it changed the way you feel about them in an instant. Small little words that can hurt you so much or make you fall deeply in love forever. It changes everything, nothing between you is ever really the same again, even if they dont know it, it still happens.
You can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. It’s when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you to tears almost instantly. The pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. Yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further and further away from you. When the only chance of getting back to the way things were in the beginning is to hope this person realized what they may be losing.
I'm experiencing the down side of life now. Everything is so screwed up.
Someone kill me please.