Let's make a run tonight.

I was lucky enough to persuade my parents to allow me to go Genting& KL for J's birthday. It is the first birthday of his I'm celebrating and I hope I will always be the one giving him the best birthday every year.

This year, he's financially more capable than me and he isn't materialistic so its kinda tough to get a present for him. Being a lousy girlfriend, I chose the easiest way out; which was to pay for both his& my air ticket to KL.

Clement, Kelvin, J and I flew off in the morning, was so tired when we reach the hotel and we had to KO for an hour before doing some shopping. There's a lot imitations there, like a whole street of it. Follow by shopping at a few malls. Clement knows there well so we had the best food, the shoppings and the nightclub. Best of all, we don't get rip off by cab drivers.

We took a bus up to Genting on Saturday. I was so excited to go to the theme park but didn't make it in time because we lost track of time at the Casino. Yes I got in and yes I'm not even 21. I won but stop once I won the money to pay for J and my theme park entrance. (It was a self-control not that I don't have enough to pay for the theme park) Theme park was closing in an hour time before we realized and its not worth the money paid for it. I was so close to tears and J sang me my favorite song to coax me but it made me sank even deeper seeing him try so hard to coax me, promising me that he'll bring me back next time and just us both.

Nevertheless, I had a good time together just alone with J in the cold chilly night. We always make it a point to go on Dates and we love it all the time, it makes us fall head over heels over and over again.

I wanna travel with J again, its amazing and just when we got back home, my parents told me we're going Bali in July! So its just one month more!

Our first plane ride together:)

Never flew so early before

Outfit of the day

Chilling at Coffeebean

Fat boy behind extra

Swear their drinks is godamn sweet. Worst coffeebean drink ever

Waiting for cab

Preparing to head out for dinner

Outfit post

Then we went back hotel, napped for an hour& headed to club

Clement bought this for Kelvin's& J's birthday

I swear KL's Dj is damn good! Owned Singapore's! And JB's club pretty good too!

The hardest part of this whole situation is that neither of us knows what’s going on. Neither of us knows what each other’s thinking and we’re both trying to make decisions based on information we don’t know. I’m scared to tell you my feelings just in case you don’t feel the same way.

And you get to a point where you stop feeling sorry for yourself. You realize no one’s going to save you, so you have to save yourself. You turn your life around, not knowing where you’re going, just knowing that you’ll do anything, anything to be happy again.

Women are always under the impression that men love them more than they really do.
-The Painted Veil

(-via eletheowl)

Date / Time : Saturday, May 21, 2011 / 1:52 PM

Mummy& I attended her colleagues's daughter's wedding dinner at Conrad Hotel. I was just there to eat, to soak in the ambience and to look at their wedding photos. I don't even know the bride& groom lol.

But do I look like I care? I felt happy for them though, it makes me feel like a brand new life is starting, just together with your partner. Its just..sucha blissful feeling

Hot sexy mummehhhh

Wedding gift, its so normal, no sincerity felt

Im loving my hair

It’s sad to say that the people who are madly in love will break apart, the criminals who kill will never get caught, the ones who deserve love the most will never get it, the one who wants more will only receive friendship, the ones who are the bravest hold the most scars and the ones who are the strongest always tends to fall.

I used to think that when I got older, the world would make so much more sense. But you know what? The older I get, the more confusing it is to me. The more complicated it is. Harder. You’d think we’d be getting better at it. But there’s just more and more chaos. The pieces- they’re everywhere. And nobody knows what to do about it. I find myself grasping, Nick. You know that feeling? That feeling when you just want the right thing to fall into the right place, not only because it’s right, but because it would mean that such a thing is still possible? I want to believe that.

Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist

I think we spend too much time wondering why we’re not good enough- we spend too much time overanalyzing, over-thinking, and overreacting. We waste too much time putting ourselves down, so much that we don’t ever stop to see that well, we are good enough. You are good enough. We spend too much time with our heads down and hearts closed; and never get a chance to look up from the ground and see that the sun is shining and tomorrow is another day.

(-via eletheowl)

Date / Time : / 1:50 PM

I've been busy lately with the Biore event. Got home all shagged& a tone darker.

Passed through an interview on Vesak day& got called back for a second round of interview. I hope I pass through it though I didnt think I did well for it.

So countdown to 6 more days I'll be going overseas with J for the first time ever. Im so excited& so looking forward to it hehe.

And countdown to 4 more days to my graduation day! There's only 2 tickets; one for my mum& one for my dad. Then what about J?:(

Anyway, on one of the occasions we went to JB.

My hair was in a mess cause I bunned it up

I like my left eye more than my right

I was camwhoring at the back of Clement's car& he turned 'alamak you keep taking photo I thought speeding camera'

Baiiii!

With every moment we share, every smile, every touch, I become more certain that in you, I’ve found something I’ve looked for a very long time. I don’t know what the future holds, but I do know how much your love excites me and how happy I feel when I’m with you. And, from this day forward, that’s more than enough.

All I want is for you to be happy, but at the same time I want to be happy too, and the only way I’ll be happy is if I’m with you. I know that not everyone can be happy, and as always it’ll be me to be the one who comes off worse.

The one thing I hate the most is saying goodbye. It’s never been easy for me. I mean, how do you approach the concept of goodbye? Goodbyes are all different. Some are for a day, some are for a month. But others are forever. And the concept of forever is hard to accept. It’s like, hey, I’m never going to see you again, goodbye. It doesn’t feel complete. But I think that’s what goodbyes are. They’re incomplete and you honestly don’t know how long the goodbye will last. It’s a part of life.

(-via eletheowl)

Date / Time : Sunday, May 15, 2011 / 11:59 PM

One of the nights Clement drove us out to have a drink. It was suppose to be boys night out, but I tagged along

The 3 buddies

Im mean but look at Kelvin's (right) tummy! hahahhahaa excessive drinks that night

Boy you look so cute here when you smile like this hehe

He turns red so easily!

He ruin this picture but opening his leg so wide& chubby face:@

Clement made me laugh so bad lol

Stupid Clement says he look like he's listening to the baby in my tummy-.-

Outfit of the day: BonitoChico toga dress

Both Clement& J makes him drink all the time!
I figured out they cant make Clement drunk cause he's the driver
They cant make J drunk because I'll get mad at him for drinking so much
And Kelvin is really nice to bully lol

Am still jobless and running outta moolah:(
Counting down to 12 days later! I cant wait! hehehe

Most people stay walled up inside because they’re afraid of being hurt. They’re afraid to care too much for the fear that the other person doesn’t care at all.

-Eleanor Roosevelt

Love is when you find someone who is your best friend and you can be yourself around them. It’s when words can’t come close to how you feel. It’s when you know you are supposed to be together. And if you have to wait forever ..you will.

(-via eletheowl)

‘I love you’ means that I accept you for the person that you are and that I do not expect perfection from you. It means that I will stand by you and be there for you even through the worst of times. It means loving you when you’re unhappy or cranky, not just when you’re fun to be with. ‘I love you’ means that I know your deepest secrets and do not judge you for them. It means that I care enough to fight for what we have and that I love you enough to not let go. It means thinking of you, dreaming of you, wanting and needing you constantly, and hoping that you feel the same way for me.

(-via runawaytrain)