Let's make a run tonight.

On one of the day I coerced J to bake scones with me. I have been craving for it for weeks but Starbucks& Coffeebeans don't sell plain/ raisin scones anymore, so I thought I could bake them.

Its our first baking session together heh. The first batch looked like we've succeeded but the subsequent one got worse and worst lol.

I love mixing flour and other ingredients together. Like playing watery mud or something

My bare face, which cause me to have eyes as tiny as his hahahhaa

Mini oven cause my huge one broke down& caused the whole house's electric to trip

It does look like scones right!

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales, that fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill. You would lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith. Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming, they were so close you could taste them, but eventually you grow up, one day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is its hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely cause almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.

— Grey’s Anatomy

(-via eletheowl)

What if she was meant to be, or could have been someone important in my life? I think that’s what scares me: the randomness of everything. That the people who could be important to you might just pass you by. Or you pass them by. How do you know… I felt that by walking away I was abandoning them, that I spent my entire life, day after day, abandoning people.

— Peter Cameron

(-via runawaytrain)

Date / Time : Tuesday, March 29, 2011 / 1:50 AM

Dinner at Thomson's Paradise Inn with J after my shopping.

way too sweet

Seafood fried rice- my favourite!

J's favourite

@ Starbucks

on the cab

his eyes are getting tad bit sleepy after much photo taking

KO!

It’s about watching someone completely slip away from you in a relationship and you don’t know what you are doing wrong. You don’t know why, but they are fading fast. It’s that confusion and that, ‘You said that you wanted to be with me forever and now you’re halfway out the door. What’s going on?’ So, I wrote that song and I’m really proud of it.
— Taylor Swift on “Forever & Always”

I know now why you left. It wasn’t because of anything I didn’t say or didn’t do. It wasn’t my fault; perhaps, if I succumb to my unfailing instinct to be the bigger person, it wasn’t even yours either. You left because I wasn’t a part of your past, or your future- I was only a part of your present. You never saw me as anything else or anything more. You’re leaving because you could. And you’re leaving because you can.
— Marla Miniano, Table for Two

(-via poeticheartache)

Date / Time : Monday, March 28, 2011 / 3:44 PM

I've been a little tad too busy to blog recently. Nevertheless all the busy moments was worthwhile. I had quality time spent with my parents and J last weekend. Hope your weekend was as fantastic as mine. Couldnt be any happier with the people I love.

This week is gonna be packed still, but I'll be back soon.

This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.
Marilyn Monroe

The fact we judge other people's intelligence by their written word, yet dont like to be judge ourselves, means we should all pick up a dictionary once in a while

(-via poeticheartache)

Date / Time : Tuesday, March 22, 2011 / 9:04 PM

Just one text. A simple text. Hi. Two letters, such a simple meaning. But then that one text, leads to another text. Pretty soon, nightly phone calls are a necessary habit. Phone calls die out, and you’re meeting up at the local frozen yogurt or smoothie place, hanging out. Hang out after hang out, a kiss appears. Kissing leads to hand holding, and soon your relationship status changes to taken. Year after year, “I like you” is changed to “I love you”. And then that one day will come, that one date that will change your life forever. The one date, where, the “I love you” changes to “I do..” A two letter text, changed to a two word phrase. A text, that changed someones life forever.

I know you’re upset about him. It’s okay, be upset, cry, scream into your pillow till you think you’ve lost your voice. But looking back on this stupid boy who broke your heart in the future, you’ll laugh at him, Laugh because he thought he was doing the right thing at the right time. Turns out he wasn’t because he lost something amazing. And you’ll thank him. Thank him for making you stronger, and to say to hell with him, I’m great. But most importantly you’ll appreciate what he did, because without him leaving you wouldn’t have found the amazing boy you’re with now.

(-via poeticheartache)

Date / Time : Sunday, March 20, 2011 / 10:44 PM

Dinner at Paradise Inn with my parents and my grandma. The Paradise Inn located at Thomson Plaza is much better than the one I went with my boss at Somerset 313. Maybe Im gonna bring J there to try it!

After dindinz, dad alighted me at the street across to meet Adam, Jer and Bec for some catch up over ice creams at Salted Caramel. Jer came up with a whole lot of entrepreneur ideas that made us laughed cause its so retarded. Army, school, work, disasters and the list goes on.

Friends should always make time for each other to keep the friendship going, right?

otw to Thomson Plaza

am I starting to look more like her? J thinks we're twins, even the way we swing our hands when we walk

I love teas

yummmz

Pardon the quality of the photos, its taken from the front camera of my iphone.

Maybe I should tie my hair low some days when I go out

Baiii!

I wanna marry you because you’re the first person I wanna look at when I wake up in the morning, and the only one I wanna kiss goodnight. Because the first time when I saw these hands, I couldn’t imagine not being able to hold them. But mainly, when you love someone as much as I love you, getting married is the only thing left to do. So, will you, um, marry me?
— Definitely, Maybe

The vow is simple, really. Those who take it promise to stay together for better or for worse. For richer or for poorer. In sickness and in health. To honor and to cherish. Forsaking all others. Until death do us part. Yes, the vow is simple. Finding someone worthy of such a promise is the hard part. But if we can, that’s when we begin to live happily ever after.
— Desperate Housewives

(-via runawaytrain)

Date / Time : Saturday, March 19, 2011 / 4:24 PM

Am so glad to have you to tide through this together, its all over and we couldnt be any better than now. The sleepover and heart-to-heart-talk was great. Im looking forward to the next weekend with you.

Photos from last Monday when J and I went shopping (loving my loots)

Over to J's place before heading out

Meow meow why are you always sitting with your legs while open

My sexy baby. She's always looking at the camera whenever Im gonna take a photo of her

When people try to break you, don’t let them. The trick to winning isn’t winning, to fight, or to pretend like it doesn’t affect you. You just don’t let them break you, that’s when you won the battle for yourself.

(-via eletheowl)

I want to be that girl he’s scared to lose. The one that he can’t walk away from knowing she’s mad at him. The one who he can’t fall asleep without her voice being he last one he hears. The one he wouldn’t know what to do without

(-via poeticheartache)

I think life should be about touching the lives of people around us. Making a difference. Accepting people for who they are, going out of our way to help others, and loving with all that we’ve got. Sometimes all it takes is one simple gesture, and we can put a smile on someone’s face and make them feel less alone. That is what we should live for, because when we’re gone from this world, we can’t take anything with us. All that’s left are the people whose lives you touched, and the difference you’ve made while you were here. So make this life count, because you don’t get a second chance.

(-via runawaytrain)

Date / Time : Monday, March 14, 2011 / 6:02 AM

Time check: 6.02am

Thoughts and emotions are still running through.

Date / Time : / 3:06 AM

So fucking tied down, no freedom and I'm unreasonable, is the reward of waiting for someone, so looking forward, counting down time patiently for twelve hours. It's when during a moment of anger, you know how the other party truly feels. It left me speechless

Date / Time : Sunday, March 13, 2011 / 11:34 PM

On one of the dates with J after his work.

Jappie dinner at paragon. Their Soba is good! Famous for that and its so authentic that all the customers around us were Japanese. Before that I wanted dessert at Wheelock but J doesnt want. So we walked all the way from Ion to Wheelock to Lucky Plaza to Paragon, in heels.

But after dinner we had dessert at Canele. I like how pastries and tea follows after dinner, just chilling and talking over food. J and I had a long talk. He ought to relax more cause I've never seen a 22 year old guy earning this amount, stressing over future and financial matters, working so hard towards his ambitions. Nevertheless, this boy has charmed me with his goal in life, an ambition and planning for the future, always wanting to give me the best.
I love you and I want a future with you like how we've planned and fantasized.

J's

Mine. i love the chicken man. makes me crave for it now

he requested for me to be in office attire. He has a fetish for office ladies lol.

So happy hahahhaa. So chubby now my god

Photobucket

He was so stressed so I made him a card and sent out to him secretly. I texted his brother just for their address. Thank god he love the card and it serves as a reminder to him, 'NO STRESS'. I cant do much cause he has such high target for himself and he's sucha workaholic. So all I can do is a card and wordzzzz.

The mess I made in my room

Sometimes we tend to be in despair when the person we love leaves us, but the truth is, it’s not our loss but theirs. For they left the only person who wouldn’t give up on them
“— Sex and the City

What matters is not your ability to steal a lot of hearts, but your ability to keep only one heart.

(-via eletheowl)

When you left and walked away, what really hurt was how you made it look so easy, like I never meant anything to you. At all.

And when someone apologizes to you enough times for the things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s fearless to stop believing them. It’s fearless to say “you’re not sorry,” and walk away.
“— Taylor Swift

(-via runawaytrain)