Let's make a run tonight.

28th Sept09- Monday

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH BIRTHDAY DANIEL.T & ALAN.C

Im at Msia right now, hopefully very much enjoying myself. Getting some tan, snapping some nice photos and free away expecting anything

"Sometimes it seems the harder you try to hold onto something or someone the more it wants to get away. You feel like some kind of criminal for having felt, for having wanted. For having wanted to be wanted. It confuses you because you think that your feelings were wrong and it makes you feel so small because it’s so hard to keep it inside when you let it out, and it doesn’t come back. You’re left so alone that you can’t explain."

(-via Eletheowl)

Date / Time : Tuesday, September 29, 2009 / 2:16 PM

25th Sept 09- Friday

HAPPY LEGAL 18TH BIRTHDAY CINDY BESTFR

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JANICE BAMBI

Aunt Joan said Liling, Shel ling and I deserve the best actress awards cause we managed to lie that we're tired and we're gonna rest at home. But still we got caught because none of us were online and when Aunt Joan called Liling& Shel ling, both of them didnt answer her call hahaha.

Chilled over at Clarkquay with Liling's friend as well. Hehe we had an awesome night. I was high cause of the amount of people at Clarkquay, it was such a alive area and of cause not missing out the groovey songs.

Met Ter, Luke, Tiff and clique over at Home club for awhile, cousins were being nice and dragged along by me. Something crasy happened but shall keep my lips sealed hahaha. Luke, Ter and Daryl took Gmax bungee ride thanks to me hehehe.

Shel ling& I were waiting for Liling and Angie to pick us up in cab

Shel ling taught them this gay pose

Woah but I failed my pose

Chilled and it was fucking warm goddd

fucking warm, look at my disgusting hair

Tonight was a good night

"I can’t believe I just gave up. I just let you drop out of my life. I tried to make you stay, then one day it got too hard and I saw what you really wanted was a life without me. So I gave up and now you’re really gone. I wish I could make you come back but tears, wishes and reminiscing do nothing but make my heart break a little bit more."

(-via Eletheowl)

Date / Time : Monday, September 28, 2009 / 2:59 PM

This September wasnt any better. For the past few days I've been enjoying pretty much, nothing beats meeting up with favourite secondary school clique and my cousins. They never fail to give you the warm fuzzily feeling inside, giving you that so secure assurance, never fails to make you laugh out loud and will alleviate any emotional hurts you are facing.

Im being appreciative to all my friends, whom stood by me through good or bad. I dont like to be used to something and then all of a sudden it disappears. Now its about this someone but I cant pen anything down here because this someone reads my blog and there are more than just a pair of eyes watching this space. Can you imagine that emptiness, you dont know what to do next.

Thats why Im feeling emotional to type this chunk out. I may not know how to keep everyone by my side but I definitely do not want to take any for granted.
So thank you to all who volunteers to tolerate my rantings; those who get excited with me over little surprises, sweet gestures I've received and get hyper with me over certain people; those who assures, encourage and motivate me; those who accompany to run my errands and all who make it a point to spend time together etc.

Rebecca; Adam; Weibin; Ken; Shel ling; Vivien; Doreen; Yvonne; Janrez; Jingsi; Daniel.T; Bcs; Twy; Sophia; Alan; Ija; Louis.T; Louis.L; Marvin; Yuling etc

"I just don’t know if I wanna do it anymore, get close to somebody so they can leave again."
(-via raindropsonredroses)

Date / Time : / 2:50 PM

"You can’t resist him. He’s in your bones. He is your marrow and your ride home. You can’t avoid him, he’s in the air, in between molecules of oxygen and carbon dioxide. Only in dreams, I see what it means, reach out a hand, hold tight to his. But when we wake it’s all been erased, and so it seems only in dreams."

(-via Eletheowl)

Continue from Thursday photos.

On the cabby home

I gotta touch up my nails

He looks alittle gay I know but this is one of my clearest pic lol. And I love how the cars zoom past the road like tt

Sorry ah, my finger wants to be a part of it

Againnnn, I've alr tried to control

Now she wna play finger with me la walau

I hope my arm is actually this slim

My fav pic hehehe

My eyelashes are like twice longer than hers. I happy kid hahahha

They calls me princess on Mon- Thur. And a barbie on Fri- Sun hahaha

Date / Time : Thursday, September 24, 2009 / 11:34 PM

Edited-/
I'll be heading Msia for 10days but I've scheduled my post so I wont be flooded and overloaded with photos when I come back on 7oct.

"I wish you would just show up on my doorstep. Not with anything special, just you. And when I’d open the door you’d smile and while I’m trying to figure out what the hell you’re doing here you’d tell me how hard the past months have been, how much you’ve thought about me, how much you regretted everything. And then you’d take me into your arms and ask me to forgive you and I would without hesitation. Then you’d grab my face and kiss me the way you used to and everything would be perfect again."

(-via Eltheowl)

My first primary school bestfriend, Cindy& I were suppose to meet up today in celebration of her birthday tomorrow. But we postponed it cause its just the 2 of us and she wanted something more fun. Now I picture she's getting more wild and fun-loving. Me likeee, like we're all growing up. Makes me look forward to clique's chalet end of the year with Min!:D

So impromtu plans with cousin, Sheling and her 'bf'. Caught 'Whiteout' at Marina Sq, its pretty good so catch it! We had nacho, popcorns hotdogs& etc woah like feast inside onlyyy. After movies we had our dinner settled at Waraku. Man I miss eating this, been a year since I had it already I think? Last was with my family over at Clarkquay but the food has definitely improved:D

Headed Dhoby Ghaut to play pool. Yay I won my cousin, and I won her bf 1 round! Whooo power. And I saw 1handsum hahahha. He kinda look like twy, back and side view.