Dear bestie quek,

Thankyou for lending me your listening ear when I was feeling hell<;)
When no one could actually understand what I felt at that very point of time, you comforted me in your arms. The warmth I felt, I couldnt quite explain.
Like an elder sister, like a bestfriend, like anybody nice you are t me. I'll remember what you said t me that night after we hang up, lets hope<;)

about __

Do I expect to change the past I hold inside
With all the words I say repeating over in my mind
Some things you can't erase, no matter how hard you try
An exit to escape is all there is left to find

Dear bestie vien,

Sorry for hitting you whenever I needed your attention, hahaha. Nd you know, I beat you because I love you, hahah! Thankyou for your concern nowadays:D

Dear bestie Lsm,

Thankyou for sharing your beehoon when you know Im busy rushing stuffs t even go down for recess:D


I love Mintx nd you all know that<3

I feel an emptiness inside
A part of me already died
When I pretended to go on
Like everything's okay
Then all we built began to fall
As I began to lose it all
I shut my eyes to set me free

You're all that I ever wanted
You're everything that I need
But now it's finally over
Time for goodbyes, I'm needed

When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back

Baby, silly for me to feel this way about you and her
'Cause I know she's been such a good friend
I know she has helped you through
 
Talkin' late on the phone
Every night you've been callin'
Private moments alone
And your heart soon be fallin'
And I know she's a friend
But I can't shake the feeling
That I could be losing your heart
 
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
Although she's just a girl that is your friend
I think I'm jealous of your girlfriend
She shares a special part of you
There's no reason for me to even feel this way
I know you just enjoy her company

20July2007- Friday

Went t Vivo w Becca in the noon.
She managed t find her EFFIEL TOWER, like finally! So yeah, she bought it nd I bought one Bambi necklace for my Bambi sister:D Love<3sI like it too but I didnt buy one for myself.

Nd I saw one top shop shoe that I really like, the smallest size they have was still alittle big for me so in the end I didnt buy-.-
So overall, I bought like 2spags, 2 tanktops nd 1necklace for Janice!


21July2007- Saturday

Went Tampines w mum, aunt nd cousins.
Bought a number of things, teehehe.
I should have trim my hair there!

The last toe of my right leg is swollen like pig now-.-
I kicked onto my mum's heel while walking nd guess what, my nail broke into HALF!
It started bleeding nd started t get swollen.
Wth


Thankyou all dearest<3

Today English oral practical is quite easy but I realize I didnt list out a number of points! So Im still alittle dead [belljar too!]hahaha. Anw its just a practice t know where we actually stand<;) Exchanged bags w Lsm, Adriel& Brian thinks I look like a retard, whereas Mona nd Sarah thinks Im ninja turtle nd a parachuter!:D Ninga turtle -grins, my idol when I was still a kid:D

Chatted w the clique about all our past relationships nd all:D

but it's just another one of those days
the way you made it all feel so right
the way you fit into my arms at night
i'll remember that feeling for the rest of my life

GCE Olevel Mother Tongue Chinese Listening Comprehension, it isnt that easy neither was it that hard. This is crap, yes I know.
I've been having headaches like everyday since last Tuesday, gotta be a brain tumor. Im gna lose all my hair. Anw seriously I've been losing alot of hair recently! Either Im too stress of lacking of sleep. Oh Dearrrr.

So f dead, I have 3 class test tml! That explains why Im having a brain tumor nd dropping of hair! Eeee. Biology(3 chaps), Chinese Literature(2 Chaps) nd Chemistry. God bless me, amen

Read a number of magazines today, __ nd my horoscope happen t say the same thing
" Listen t your partner" & "hear your partner out" HAHAHAH:DD


why were you so dumb enough to leave?
I aint with him today.
the boy whom you thought took your place.
I seemed so much happier with you.
but maybe that's just the way its meant to be
us, a distance apart with interlinked hearts

13July07 - Friday

Its Friday the thirteen! Haha.
Anw, Chemistry test was postponed!:D
I was having a terrible headache so I went home t bed. Met Sophia, Becca nd Harymary t study at RP for 2hours. I still like studying there:D
The white shorts I want from Osmose is no longer coming in stocks>;(
Macdonalds fries & durian was my supper:D

In case you cant read the words,

. It is blood plasma
. Urine
. Bile
. Saliva
Our Biology practical today, eeee



Samuel wants me t blog cause he wants me t blog about him. Lol
He wants me t convey the message that I'll get very excited t attend the same Physics class.
But still, I prefer chiaaaaaa! Bahaha!

Mum nd dad are talking about cars now. Dad wants t change nd mum doesnt, so now they're like sort of "quarrelling" lol. I dont wanna change t another Jeep carrrrr!


and i know you wanna be there for me.
i know that you're the ride i need.
but you won't come over,
'cause you think it's over.

HAPPY SWEET16 BIRTHDAY SOPHIA.C;D


Spent three hours baking cookies for my dear Sophia.C

Its the first time I see him getting mad at me

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids

Words cant describe says:
erm.. look like photos of model.. perfect lighting and great pose =]

SAMUEL'! says:
wah
SAMUEL'! says:
glamourous photo

man of METAL.... i don't feel like dancing says:
ur dp is extremely cute

....... says:
haha , my brother says you look HOT in the sungalsses lol!!!
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
does your bro know me?
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
dont think so
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
-shake heads
....... says:
of cause he knows you , when i was young i told that i like you..
....... says:
LOL
....... says:
he still rmb you lah , just now he happen to see me viewing your friendster
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
so what did he say
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
do you have a pic of him
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
cause i dont rmb how he look like
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
he recognise me?
....... says:
he said you look very hot now and chg alot

♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
i doubt your mum even remembers me
....... says:
i think she still rmb.
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
ask your mum! I would love t know if she rmbs me anot
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
anw you're not going offline soon are you?
....... says:
hope my mum dont nag so i can stay a little longer.
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
tell her its me!
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
actually i quite miss her
....... says:
ok
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
she used t talk t me abt you
....... says:
really why i dint know did she speak ill of me?? r
....... says:
she say she rmb you.. =))
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
REALLY?!
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
okay, IM SO GLAD IM SO GLAD!
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
HAHHAHAH!
♥julene I didnt mean to fall in love, but I did says:
she has superb memory!
....... says:
she say you chg alot..
....... says:
lol
....... says:
erm , she say she rmb you and you really chg alot more prettier.. ^^


Im talking t my primary school friend!:D
Know him since the end of 1998, it's been 9 years!

7July2007- Saturday

Today is the one nd only 070707! Just as expected, many couples got their life started today together<3 Always without fail on such occasions. I've calculated, I can only get marry at 121212, thats when Im 21year old! Man, thats so young! My husband wouldnt be stable yet! Hahhha, daydreams.

I baked cookies in the afternoon, for Alvin.C belated birthday<;) It wasnt the most sucessful one>;(

Prepared nd all, met Becca at cwp. All eyes were looking at my direction, like oh god.
Got our stuffs nd waited for her parents t send us t VIP Club [indie]. Its Thiviya Kalaichelvan's birthday party!
Reached there around 8.30pm, Kalai looked gorgeous! For that I swear:DD Her mum bought her 3set of dresses, all of them look awesome! Birthday girl caught the attention of the whole club:D
There was a performance by her little sister nd a guy, they had so much energy in that dance! It just look so great nd fun!:D

They had buffet nd entertainers. Her parents must have spend a bomb on her. She had a princess tiara nd a 3D Disney princess on her cake:D
Thiviya Kalaichelvan was the princess of the day.

The dancefloor started only after 10pm, so Becca nd I was kind of rotting just sitting there. Becca didnt dare t blend into the crowd at the dancefloor so yeah in the end we missed the dance. How we wish Mohanna nd Sara went, I bet there would be much more fun!

Harymary was having a gig at DXO. Both of us thought of asking her parents t send us there nd we'll go home ourselves but her parents didnt allow no matter how Becca pleaded them>;(
It might be the one nd only chance for me t enter DXO cause I need 5more months t turn sweet16! UGHHH. There goes our romantic 070707, hahahah!

Camwhored on the car but most of it look alike. Lol

we just can't seem to get it right


8July07- Sunday

Woken up by my parents t have breakfast w them-.- They're wasting my sleep time.
So I tricked them t cwp nd I got mum t buy me another black shorts!:D Im left w light pink; beige nd a grey one for Lsm<;) Anw, mum bought a red knee length pants nd a perfume too! Sadly, white knee length pants is out of stock, its no longer coming in new ones>;(

Currently, I think dad is thinking of changing our current car t Hyundai Avante. I took a number of brochures nd told daddy all the pros! Hahaha. Told Becca about it nd she told her dad. Her dad was super nice, he said my dad can use it for test-drive if he wants:D
I hope both of them can click well nd soon!:D

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Even the little little things
As I chewed on my cookies
I was wondering if you want some like you used to request

Im so dead, tomorrow is my Olevel Chinese Oral nd Im the third person-.- oh-godddddd
It seems that this year's topic is getting tougher as days goes by>;(
The first half of my class who had thier Chinese oral today said that one of the examiner was giving them the hack care nd "sian" face. He's so mean. I hope I dont get a examiner like him but one like Samuel's one:D

God bless that tomorrow's chinese oral topic will be easier or rather I can talk on nd on without stopping! I dont wanna blank out>;(


And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

Im one of the 9 students in class who scored full marks for AMATH test, for me, this is the very first time! YAYYYYY!
Our amath teacher gave us a short test without informing us. SO when I dont study, I'll pass w flying colours nd when I do, I'll fail definately! Hahah

Had Indian dance after soooo long, I couldnt quite remember some of the steps though. Im losing my stamina again! We'll be performing beside the school for some National Day programme, only Indian dance was chosen!:D