Saddeningggg! Our El teacher B.Lee is leaving CHR, she's not teaching us anymore nd its barely a year!>;( Mr.Bennett Tan is gonna be our EL teacher for term3. Though it'll be fun but Im so gonna miss B.Lee! I think she's the best EL I've ever have! I swear she's really kind, really sweet nd effing cute! Sorry t her>;( Like we used t laugh at her when she wants our attention, she has really cute actions. Got this news like unprepared>;(
This coming Friday will be our last lesson but she said we can give her a call if we've any problems. Aint she sweet nd nice! How many teachers would actually say that when they're leaving. Well, not many. Some even leave without bidding goodbye!>;(

Thank god the sun shone brightly today! Becca nd I met Yuling at her condo, we headed there first. We had like 2hours of suntanning! Like finallyyyy, 9 out of 10 times, FAILED - no sun-.- so we'll head for Sauna.
But today, its like exceptionallll! Im really happy! But lying there 2hours is killing me, its bored, sleepy nd seems like aching all over-.- I didnt really get tan much, Becca has it more but I tanned like longer than her. She gets tan easily man! Im still rather red now, hopefully I'll get darker!
Bcs, Im one level up! hahah

Went Khatib Mac, Shaker friessss! Hohoho! Shaker fries is out again!
Was very full so we strolled around Khatib, I miss Khatib so muchhhhh!>;D If Becca were t shift here, I'll be hanging around Khatib often. Adib Syahiran nd Yulingggg! Loves!<3

Walked past Orchid park Sec, saw Daphne nd the softballers. Daphne is pretty but Im not crazy over her like Becca.Q-.- Okay, she's hell crazy over girl. Or maybe she could be a les-.-
Thanks t Becca.Q, Yuling nd I accompanied her, waited at the bus stop for more than an hour for Daphne-.- In the end, we left without seeing her but we took photos at the playground-.- Lmao

Gotta know Maxine through Yuling, she's my junior too! Actually, she's rather pretty nd sweet:D Yuling nd Becca are like so crazy nd childish, Maxine nd I are more alike? She's nice:D
Initially we intended t play badminton, Becca will blade t my house then we'll blade from Admiralty t Khatib. I know thats rather crazy but I guess it'll be fun.
End of story- My mother doesnt allow-.- What crapppp! She claims that Im always out plus tml is vesak day!

Headed t the train station, saw Yuling nd Maxine again. Chatted for an hour<;)
Oyeah, Becca nd I had the same kind of blue black - the purplish kind, I've got no idea why/when/how did we get that.

Stupid, I was at Khatib but I dont know wth is Adib Syahirannnn! His cell was flatttt nd had some super cute song playing:D From happy tree. Thats his voicemail, hahahah! Super cute!:D

Im all alone home again>;( Always
Okay, I still miss B.Lee!>;(((

28may07- Monday

Today's our Olvl MT! I think Im gonna retake since I wont be able t make it for an A1>;(
I rushed through both paper 1&2 so managed t finish them in time. But sadly, aint enough time t check through time. Missed out a number of important points in paper 1! Paper2 I wrote crap-.- Lmao. Retakeeeee

EL oral in the afternoon. Last afternoon I told B.Lee it starts around 12.45pm, then I told her 2pm, I made a mistake again, its 2.15pm. Alright, actual time is 2.50pm-.- Wth, Im confused w all the timings. Sorrrryyyy. I could hear my voice trembling while reading out loud, Im so dead

Adriel& I were the first few who finished. Went t Ron's house t collect our books then t Daniel.T house. Watched a 3D movie! Like how coolxzX right! We had t put on a google which is red on the left nd blue on the right. Its stressing our eyes alottt, Dan felt sleepy wearing nd I started having slight headache>;( Then called Becca t come over, she saw a girl under Dan's block who look like Kyler. So Adriel, Dan nd becca put on the 3D googles while I wear Dan's nerdy specs. We then have our shirt tucked, pants/skirts up high nd the top button of our sch blouse button! Like hell nerdy-.- Lmao!

Saw Joan under the block, got her t video our making-a-fool-out-of-ourselves "skip t my loo". Hell funny, fun nd embarassing!:D It's been awhile since we had so much fun together again! Dan you suck, hang out more!
Went up nd we watched the horror movie "shutter". I was scared by Dan nd Adriel a number of times-.- Damn it!

Then we went for dinner together! Kept standing infront of all the stalls chit-chatting nd not ordering anything. Hahah. After dinner was SWING! I miss playing swings! Lets play more often!:DD

Mum came t fetch me, Adriel nd Becca stayed at Dan's house t watch the 9pm show. My parents were all free t fetch me before 9pm nd not 10pm-.-

25may07- Friday

Its the last day of schoolll! But it aint a rest day on Monday, we'll be having our chinese Olvl! Nd English oral after school>;(
Many boys got thier hair cut by the DM, lol. But Adriel sneaked t other class.
Saw Yizhong nd Kelvin at Cwp basement 1, I havent seen them for quite some time>;( Was really glad nd excited t see them there!:D Hardly! Chatted for awhile then had t rush for movie>;( They were waiting for Chinwei, so I tried hiding between them, looking really small size so Chinwei would be surprise t see me w them:D
Sadly, leg so long, walk so slow-.- Like Firdaus-.- In the end, went up nd saw him at lvl1<;) Movies w Lsm, Toby, Jan, Vien, Mel, Adriel, MS, Lichuen nd Brian. Pirates of Caribean!:D The duration was 2h45mins if Im not wrong-.- Havent been watching movie w the clique for long:D
Jan was holding onto my file nd he didnt want t give me back, so I had t accompany him t Ron's house t fetch his younger brother, Josh home.
Reached, Josh said he was hungry so waited for him t finish dinner-.- Then waited for the big brother Jan t play PS. Noob;p
There was a small boy at Ron's house, he's hell naughty nd playful. Goes around beating ppl n, I was hit by him ALOTT times!>;( But sometimes, Jan "protected" me by standing infront:D
Jan's sick, while going home he was really weak. Kept squating down nd was rather quiet>;( Josh kneeling down, Jan squatting down-.- That makes them blood brothers! Hahah

Oyeah, Ms Lim is really sweet t reply t our reflections she made us write abt our results.
Pink envelope for the girls, purple envelope for the guys<;) Thankyouuuu!

Sat infront
Sat behind
Signals
Sit with my brother<;) There're times whereby he's really sweet:D


26may07- Saturday

Rot, Rot, Rot>;(
Went t Khatib for dinner, saw primary school friend Dora raj. Was suppose t meet Adib but he just finish his soccer match so he say he look messy nd stinks-.- I look messy too, in the end we didnt meet. Lol. But we were really near <;)

From tomorrow onwards, we'll be having intensive chinese remedial!>;( One hour a day>;(
Its gonna be tough nd boringggg but at least its better than Amath. Cause Mr Toh will be going way too fast for me t slp. Lol.

Anyway, results were atrocious! Especially my combine humanities. Oh mannnnn, its so S-H-I-T. It is my first time taking combine sci nd guess what. Grades for my Combine humanities nd my sci switched places! Wth-.-
I've got no idea how am I gonna tell my parents about my grades>;(

Dad reached home nd threw a "rubberband" of money on the desk, mummy kept it inside the paperbag infront of her. Then I said "pass it t me! Pass it t me!" So I kept the money inside my small pillow. Lol. Dad saw but he didnt ask for it, he said " I'll hold you2 responsible for the money, if any amount lost, you 2 pay"
LOL! But in a joking manner of cause.
In the end, he took back nd I counted the money -eyes brighten

There are the photos taken yesterday. Some are totally unglam

For the whole week of 19, I've been mugging nd mugging nd muggingggg. Its like never ending throughout the night. Hardly sleep so Im having eyebags nd panda eyes now>;(
Went t HOD room nd Mr Toh was like " eh, you got study one anot, Im gonna scold ppl alr!" So dead but I shd be used t it, its always like tt>;( unlike Bcs, everything A, even Amath also A, thats so crap. Ughhh! Lmao

Went shopping alone ytd. Becca made her family lunch nd then out w them. Vien was out w her family. Mummy was working so here I am, alone again-.- I've yet t meet up w Hilmi, Chongyi nd Joelyn etc but I would rather go shopping on my own w them cause Im not very used t w other shopping partners. Becca.Q you're so honoured:D
I bought earings, 3tops nd a photo album:D 1 of the earings is really sweet:D Anyway, currently, Becca nd I have become business woman. She's selling me contacts solution nd Im selling her 1 top. Lmao.

Oyeah, one store uncle was really sweet. Shdnt elaborate on what he said but he asked if I wanna work in his shop when I didnt even interviewed. Lol. Finding a job is so easy but I dont intend t work until after Olvls, maybe?

Main point - I board the train at Bugis nd there was this couple. The guy looks really cute nd rather hot, I think he's in army [but he look young, like 17/18?] The guy is like two years older than me nd his girlfriend is like two years younger than me-.- which is.. 4-5 years apart! The girl looks alittle cheena nd her dressing is still alittle childish but she's got a hot bf! Oh mannn!>;(
Then we boarded the train together at Cityhall again! They were standing slightly behind me. So I overheard the girl said " I didnt know my bf is so flirtly, go get her number lah! " Bf said " what if she doesnt give me " Gf said "say you're very yandao nd blablabla lah" Lmao. HAHAHA! I wanted t look at the guy but didnt do it cause I didnt want misunderstandings t occur>;(
The guy is really nice t his gf, like they bicker nd joke around. I dont know how t explain but it look sweet:D
They alighted at Yishun, I could have alighted nd bus home from there but mum is waiting for me at Admiralty. Then went t cwp for dinner w my family, while walking out. Dad saw a guy who has a gf looking at me:D I didnt realise tt>;( So daddy put his arms on my shoulder, mummy said it looks like my dad is dating a girl who is so much youngerrrr. Both arms on mummy nd me!:D
While walking t the carpark, I asked daddy t buy eggs so I can make breakfast tml morning - Mothers' day. Nd daddy told mum " your daughter asked you t buy eggs so you can make breakfast tml morning" -.- What crapppp. Lmao

Terrence said he'll reward me if I can score A1 for my math, which is like so impossible! Ass


You're out of my league
I'll no longer be chasing

5may07- Saturday

Was pissed w mum cause like I waited for her at home for like an hour? She called nd I went down nd guess what. I waited for her for like another 20-25mins more-.- Wth, felt very irate nd decided t go home. Should have pride man!:D
She reached home, saw my black face so she sort of like console me, coax me nd persuade me t go out w her:D Hahah! I won!

I saw a bag at AMK hub, wanted t get but mum didnt quite allow so Im gonna bring Becca there after MYE nd if she thinks its nice, Im gonna get it!
Ray wants t buy it for me!:D But I turned him down, hahah! Im a nice girl you see<;) Mum spent like a thousand on stone/rocks - girl's bestfriend! Initially she thought of like buying me a pendant that cost 200+. I saw one I really like but decided not t buy that cause like I hope t buy more stuffs w that 200bucks!:D Especially shopping after MYE!:D Ray contacted me<;) I kind of miss those days but hopefully he doesnt bug me anymore;/ I contacted Adib, I miss him soo much upon hearing the song " I'll stand by you:D"

6may07- Sunday

Went t grandma's house early in the morning, today is my great grandfather's death anniversary though I've not see him before. I was in mummy's tummy then<;) Grandma got a visa/nets or whatever card, I told grandma t buy the numbers taken from the back of the card but it didnt come out>;(

Bake cookies in the noon for __ nd bcs<;) Tml is our one year anniversary!:DD Time flies real fast. I remember exactly what happen on tt day!:D Studied till like 2am-.- my eyes hurts but they aint tired. 7may07- Monday


HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY BCS & __ :DD -runs around
Chem paper is tough!>;(

Met Bcs after school, gave him the copkies nd chatted for quite long. Seems like its the first time we actually chatted so long in person! It has been one year since I know him nd its like FIRST TIMEEE! Hahah, improvement!:D
Stared at him while he was on the phone w his friend, actually he look nicer than before!:D His eyes are really nice:D -Becca nods head!

Contacted __ nd he seem rather busy. Like ughh, he was the one who requested me t bake the cookies nd now that I've bake, he's like delaying stuffs. Wth>;( So yeah, wnet t Becca's house after sch, watched tv nd she bugged me t give her __ cookies-.-
So like, gave her since __ didnt bother contacting me. Feel rather disappointing>;(
1year nd things changed alittle fast>;( Last minute decision, bake cookies w Becca again! This time was Oatmeal cookies, not bad lah. All taste about the same for me<;) While waiting for mum t fetch me outside Civic centre, __ happen t be on his way t the library. He recognised my backviewwww!:D Just when I turned, I saw him-.- Gave him the freshy made cookies, oh man. One container was w alittle burnt one nd the one he took were the nicer one. Why should I always be so nice t him. Ughhhh. Bcs, I've decided!:D


Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

Its Saturday morning nd its like ughhhh! F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-I-N-G!
Mum, aunt nd I are suppose t go shopping at Bugis! I need to get my jeans, shoes nd clutch blablabla. In the end, we're gonna end up shopping at AMK Hub! What the helllll! AMK Hub is b-o-r-i-n-g!>;( Thanks t my aunt who has t attend wedding dinner at night so we cant go too far>;( mum say we can just walk around nd eat blablabla = slack-.- so I can go home early to S-T-U-D-Y>;(( Tml I'll be going grandma house so there's no time for me t s-t-u-d-yyyy

Should I go or should I stay at home? Mtv has like top 100greatest hits but am I gonna like rot infront of the television watching mtv hit the whole dayyyy>;(
Im feeling so frustrated>;(

Msged bcs abt __ nd he didnt reply me, ass>;(
__ __ __! You sucks badly>;(

UGHHHHHH AHHHHHH! Im going nuts soon

Amath - Dead

Nowadays my eyes tend t get dry easily nd its effing pain -roll eyes>;(


I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
For once I thought that its over between you&her
But now, I've gotta lie t myself that it aint true
I dont know what will happen on Monday
I wish I could forget you with a blink of eye
Its one year soon my dear

Oh mann. Today's Chinese literature test was like.. screweddd. The poem which I didnt study came out! 25marks for that. Nd an unseen text which is also 25marks, obviously I cant score well for that>;( Okay, thats end of my chinese lit paper-.-
SS was alright, just that I didnt manage t finish in time>;( lol.
Combine humanities is so crap!

Studied w Irvin, Sophia nd Becca in school, NOTTT productive at all. We're not even studying. Haha. Then went up t hall t play piano. At the bus interchange, we saw a boy wearing a girly flower shorts, reading nd scratching his butt while walking. Then, he knocked onto a pole-.- lol! Uber cute nd funny!

Tml is amath paper, Im gonna be soo dead -prepare t faillll
Im gonna slp now nd study at night<;)


This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there
Just never spoken

__'s friend called me using his cell. I couldnt differentiate thier voices, so yeah I went t meet them under my block around 12plus. Managed t sneak out while my parents were slping but brother called t rush me home blablabla>;( -pouts.

Initially there were only 3friends including __ then more came! Haha, so had random chat nd I realise Im rather shy nd quiet. Lol. He's still uber cute!:D Kept staring at his watch [its something significant t me ] I swear I was on cloud nine! Was smiling nonstop when I was on my bed:D I dont know why but __ seem t like telling everybody Im bcs's ex nd Xubin was like " shi __ rang ta de loh " :D
I was on my bed around 12.45am, kept tossing nd turning cause I couldnt slp. My eyes were feeling dry. So like after lazing on my bed for 1.5hr, I texted __ again! He was like " Hi ass miss me right lol " which I didnt expect:D


You make me dont wanna fall asleep
I just hope that we'll chat all night


Met Irvin at Admiralty t get Sophia's notes nd guess what, she was really really sweet t cook us pasta! Thanks hunney!:D
Then Sophia, Becca nd I went Holland.V Starbucks t study today. But it was totally not productive! We ended up cam whoring nd chatting non-stopppp. Photos are w Sophia. Anyway its like all of us didnt have the mood t study, nothing is able t get into our mind. So I suggested t watch Spiderman3!:D
Went t town, Sophia saw her sis at Forever21. Then headed t Lido for movies, but the tickets were all sold out right up t 2130 so studied there for awhile then off t Cine for Neoprints!:D
Becca is so excited abt her tutor nd Im very excited abt __:D

After midyear, we're gonna go shopping suntanning neoprints nd baking/cooking together!
I love all my hunney!:D <3

I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you