Let's make a run tonight.

24feb07- Saturday

My paternal cousin nd grandma came t my house for cny visiting in the afternoon. Left, then another sworn cousins came:D Thats Chan Jiahao, haha. My bro, Jiahao nd I gambled nd we lost every single cent t my brother! Damn it>;( We were damn hapless! Continued gambling few hours ltr w our parents nd his brother joining in, this time, luck wasnt good for everybody except Jiajun [Jiahao's brother]. Was watching Jacky Chan movie when he was much younger, his stunts were insane. So they stayed up till 3pm:D

25feb07- Sunday

Brian, Mingsheng, Mel, Toby, Lsm, Phylisia, Vien, SiuBee, Lichuen, Janrez, Nigel nd I went CNY visiting. It was hell fun nd funny! I kinda won in gambling, the first time when I became the banker, I won everybody's money! Everybody! Bahahaha. Watch two movie at Phylisia's house, damn funny but yet t finish nd her brother has chickenpox>;(

Date / Time : Thursday, February 22, 2007 / 8:57 PM

After school, I went t the office t collect my blue form nd IC. I saw t name on the list too so I got the office lady t check for me since she wouldnt let me look at his IC.
Yes, his bday falls excatly on the day as MINE! Omg! So what he said was true, initially I didnt believe him because its way too coincidence! Oh my, Im still on cloud nine now!:D

I prognosticated
one day that
we'll be standing so far that I cant even recognise your backview

So phylisia went blading w Becca nd I, ever heard of the chinese saying " zou san bu, gui yi bu " haha. But she's doing fine for a beginner, its only that she needs more courage<;) Go girl! "have a happy period-.-"
We took 5mins t blade the route we used t blade, but today we took like 20mins?! Haha, its fun nd funny though. It started raining cats nd dogs so we blade over t block349. I saw SKATERBOYS! MALAY SKATERBOYS! One yellow shirt skaterboy looked like Hilmi! Im sure I cant recognise Hilmi, only knowing that he's a skaterboy too. 3 of us sat on the bench directly opposite them, haha! The yellow shirt skaterboy can skate the best! Others were alright.
Im viewing malays friendster now, the girls are photogenic:D

Date / Time : / 8:35 PM

On CNY celebration

Date / Time : / 8:24 PM

Braddel camwhoring:D

Date / Time : Wednesday, February 21, 2007 / 7:47 PM

Wherever you are
tonight I'll see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me

And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far

Chorus

'Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart

Whenever I miss you so much
It's more than I can bear
I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes
And know you'll be there

Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
'Cause you're as close
As my very next breath

Chorus

This is the second song between Ywh nd I when we were together.
[Im chatting w hin now:D]
Phylisia was like saying " i like the song man"
So when I was checking out Becca's phone, I heard this song nd memories flashed back! Oh god, 3years have past.
Harrymary sent Becca this song few days ago, but IT STILL BELONG T YWH ND I! :p

I've decided what subject combinations t take, consulted mr than this afternoon. Currently at Jiahao's house now, have been watching tv from 6pm - 7pm then 7pm - 8pm then 8pm - 9pm nd then 9pm - 10pm. I DONT HAVE ANY EXTRA TIME T STUDY FOR MY BIO TEST TML! Shit man>;(

Date / Time : Tuesday, February 20, 2007 / 8:53 PM

17feb07 - saturday

Went t grandma house for reunion dinner, my oldest cousin look like RAY! PHYLISIA! He looked like Ray! His figure [just that Ray is shorter], his dressing nd all>;( Oh gosh, I miss those days when he used t sing t me>;( After the reunion dinner, all my relatives [ cousins, aunt, uncles nd parents ] crowding around watching a television, laughing out loud, how heartwarming is it:D YAY! Ang family rocks:D

18feb07- Sunday

As usual, first place we went was our paternal grandparents side then t maternal grandparents side. Shel ling wore very femine like whereas Li ling wore like a butch, she look man w long sleeves but somehow or rather, she still look alittle girlish. Haha.
We didnt managed t take many photo this year, it was pretty rushing.
Blabla, went t many relative house, collected many red packet:D I didnt gamble today! Aku perempuan baik:D
Phylisia! Caicai called me AGAIN! Asked if I wanna meet him:D its the second time this year! -jumpjumps!

19feb07- Monday

Visited only one relative house but all my relatives gathered there. Its only once a year where we get t meet up nd chat non-stop. Come t think abt it, actually, we teens dont really communicate much together, maybe in coterie[ between cousins] but not between relatives. I dont know since when did all of us drift apart. It seemed that when we grow older, topics grew lesser. Nothing much in common t chat, other than some basic stuffs. It happened that now in our family, there are many toodlers, so all of us will be playing w them, waiting for time t passby nd we'll just walk diff ways again! Sad huh.

After that, went back t maternal grandparents house t slack, I slept nd my cousins went back t malaysia. Left around 5plus, went back home t change. I was late t meet Becca, its alright nd its fine w me because we're ALWAYS waiting for Becca quek so its her turn now:D
Mummy sent me till vista park. So when I alighted, I called her nd she told me she had reached then she hung the phone-.- I called her back cause I couldnt see her.
I asked where is she, she told me she was at vistaPOINT when Im at vistaPARK. So I told her t walk over then she said she's opposite vistapark but I couldnt see her. Just then, a bus came along, she told me there's a bus. So I thought she was one stop before where I was, blabla, then another bus stop after where I was-.- What crap. Finally " OKAY, WHERE ARE YOU? IS THE BUS COMING TOWARDS YOU? LEFT ALR? OR AT YOUR STOP?"
Becca told me, the bus is leaving. Only then I managed t see her sitting alone at the correct bus-stop. What fuck-.- crap. LMAO.
Royston fetched us t his house, 2 seniors were alr there. So we started gambling, initially I lost but when 3 of other Roy's friends came, Becca nd I started winning!:D YAY! Like every round? Lol, nd they lose like every round?! Lol! "she's cool in taking her cards" [refering t juleneAng] HAHA, so I take cards w/o any expression:D
Oyeah, there was a round when both Becca nd I had "ban lak" we're sitting beside each other
Julene" Yay! Ban lak "
Becca" Lol, BAK LAK! "
Both of us started laughing out loud:D
Left around 11. Royston nd Weiliang sent me home<;)

I miss going home w Royston!:D

20feb07- Tuesday

Went t one of dad's sworn brother's house. Jiahao went too! Afterall, all of our dads are sworn brothers, that made Jiahao nd I sworn cousins!:D
So like we gambled for like 6hours? Bro lost! Dad lost nd I lost! OH MYYYYY! But after that, banker gave every kid 10bucks t preclude the unhappiness of us losing so much t him. HE WON LIKE HUNDREDS? Damn, haha. Its alright, daddy said its just for fun. Haha.
Out of the 3days visited relative house, I enjoyed today most. Heard the most laughter nd jokes:D Hahah. Today brought Jiahao nd I closer too, or he nd I will be dying in school soon.

I'll be going t Jiahao's house striaght tml!:D We shall gamble again!
Saddening, there's sch tml>;(

Goodnight

Another night follows the day
And everywhere I look I see your face
On the face of others
And I can't escape the pain

Date / Time : Saturday, February 17, 2007 / 3:16 PM

VALENTINES DAY pictures

Date / Time : Friday, February 16, 2007 / 10:52 PM

13feb07- tuesday

Its the eve of valentines day! After school, mummy daddy nd brother went t school t fetch me. We went Sembawang shopping centre t get some CNY stuffs, so when daddy, brother nd I were waiting for me, we went t watched the magic show there!
That man gave me a female sponge rabbit while he take the male sponge rabbit. He told me t clench it tightly nd he gave me a knock on my hands using his hands. BOO! I have the female nd MALE rabbit on my hand! Cool huh! There were lots more tricks I couldnt figure out>;(
After that we went t CP, then t Thomson t get flowers for tml. Brother bought 3sunflower for his gf, the way those flowers were wrap were sweet. Daddy send him near his gf's house. I bought flowers for my gfs too! We went into a room that was minus 10++ degree! Oh my, we were freezing, mist were coming out from our mouth -jumpjumps! FUN:D
Initially mummy didnt want t get me the flowers anymore, but I stayed in the room choosing my flowers for like 20mins? Bearing the cold nd she DIDNT WANT T BUY FOR ME!>:(
I showed daddy >;( face, nd so he said, go get it lah, GOGO. HAHA, DADDY IS THE BEST! All I have t do is t whine a little:D Mummy paid half the cost of brother's flower, like WHYYYYY. Then when I asked her t get for me, she said " ask your bf t get you next time!" BIASED! Well, its kinda true since Im a girl!:D
Reached home late>;( when daddy saw me arranging the flowers on the floor, he went t get me a vase so that I will be able t see my flowers alive the next morning!
I LOVE MY DADDY:D
1) he bought me flowers on valentine [nd I shared it w my friends:D]
2) got me a vase t put my flowers
3) wrapped my flowers w cotton nd aluminium foil so that it would last throughout the day when Im bringing it t sch the next day

Daddy is so thoughtful! So I texted Alan about it,he said he's jealous abt my dad nd told me t treasure. Alan.C, well, I've know you for 7/8 years, thank you so much - always being w me nd concerning me. I guess the guys I trust most would be Alan.C nd Daddy, these 2guys never fail t think the best for me:'( I swear Alan is my best-est BESTIE! Loveloveloves<3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);font-size:100%;" >14febo7- wednesday

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYBODY
Gave besties the flowers I bought ytd:D They love it! heh! Nd sweets t all my classmates:D
This would be the last year we're celebrating festival days together in secondary school>;(
Thank you Mr bestie for your Valentine present:D you shouldnt have spend much, dumbdumb. But still a BIG THANKYOU my dear!
After school, mummy nd I went shopping. We got our heels already!:D My cousin happened t see us in the shop we were in, so we had dinner together nd rushed back t grandma house t catch theDANCEFLOOR! HAFIZ, my dance instructor! - Styles from beyond! 1900 112 5501
Nd Lush, dance instructor too, 1900 112 5502
They judges love styles from beyond most! They said STYLES FROM BEYOND ROCKKKK!

15feb07- Thursday
OH MYYYY, STYLES FROM BEYOND MADE IT TO THE NEXT ROUNDDDDD!
Im so gladdd!:D
Mummy could tie plaits for me:D

16feb07- Friday
Mummy woke me up early nd she tied plaits for me t school today! Some said it was weird, some said I look young nd some said it was nice. Our form teacher was busy w CO so pratically we had freetime, tied plaits for Becca nd Phylisia:D
The concert was simple, a dance, a song nd 2CO SYF song. Nigel performed solo! Man, he did it perfectly:D
After school, Lsm Phylisia Becca nd I had pizza for lunch. Both Phylisia's nd Becca's food dropped into thier drinks! Lmao.
Vien joined us after awhile. She delivered a news t me from Alan -shake heads
Why should I help when one cant stop bitching. Nd man, we werent satisfied, we're seniors afteralll!
Went t the library then back t school for ID, we're learning new steps now, finally.

Im confused about certain things
Boy, are you fooling around or are you as true as you claimed

everyday i sit here waiting

everyday just seems so long
and now i've had enough of all the hating
do we even care, it's so unfair
any day it'll all be over
any day there's nothing new

Date / Time : Monday, February 12, 2007 / 8:32 PM

What should I do
Oh boy tell me what should I do
Because I seemed to be trying hard
Believing a moment that was never true
So what should I do
Lying next to you
As though I'm unaffected

will you feel hurt by hurting me?

Date / Time : Sunday, February 11, 2007 / 9:49 PM

9feb07 - friday
Dance class ended, we've finished the whole dance. Evonne was nice give us a ride t cwp. So when Hafiz [ dance instructor ] was entering the mrt station, Becca , Phylisia nd I shouted " KITA RINDU AWAKKK! " :D he shouted back t us " PUN SAMA SAMA! "
Three of us headed t cwp for dinner, slacked there nd all. I SAW AZRI! [pri sch best bud]. Texted Hilmi t check if he was at the playground near Becca house, yes he was but he aint going home tt early, so I left first. Till I reach interchange, he told me tt he can send me t the interchange nd go back t the playground. Oh man, he was late>;(

10feb07- saturday
We were suppose t have Chem test but Becca nd I skipped it by going t Little India w the GB girls [ phylisia ] ! Last went t Little India when I was in kindergarden-.- thats how longggg ago. We bought bangles nd puttu:D The Sarees were NICEEE, we shall get them when racial harmony is nearer:D cant waittt. Did heena too, the lady was FASTTTT.

Phylisia accompanied me t meet the malay guys, Lihao nd one more Indian guy. Met them at Admiralty station, sat under a tree for shade nd damn it, so hapless that I've got a birdshit on my heels! Like fuck man>;( DISGUSTING! T--- the flirtaeous lelaki. Poor boy, he was injured badly>;( Be it under the tree, in the train, he was beside me nd he carried my bag for me:D Alighted the train at Orchard, waited for some ppl t arrive then they started walking from Orchard mrt, till Somerset-.- boarded a bus opposite till Marina Square. Walked around againnn, the gang went t the arcade so Phylisia nd I went shopping! Both of us bought 3pairs of earing each!:D Practically we walked the whole day-.- Lmao.
We left the gang ard 5.15pm, mummy called me nd scolded me for going out, since I've promised her not t go out in the morning>;x SHE HUNG MY CALL! Damn it, ughh! Texted F---- blabla, then Phylisia nd I slacked at braddel mrt station. Camwhoringgg:D We had funnn:D
we had fun
we had joy
we had seasons in the sun

At that very moment when my hand was held by your hand
I felt that sweetness
Awak tahu awak ialah a lelaki saya tak pegang
jalan dari kau

Had no choice but t text mummy-.- She went t the doctor at Yishun so I went shopping ALONE at Northpoint. Adib met me after that, he's meannnn! Whatever shit I tell him, he will just yaya me>;( ughhh, mean asss! But he's nice in the sense tt he came t Northpoint just t meet me:D Daddy called me for dinner so Adib left>;(

feels like I have always known you

and I swear I dreamt about you
all those endless nights I was alone
it's like i've spent forever searching

Date / Time : Monday, February 05, 2007 / 8:59 PM

If Tomorrow Never Comes - by Ronan Keating
Written by Garth Brooks & Kent Blazy

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
so I turn out the light and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake in the morning
would she ever doubt the way I feel about her in my heart

Chorus

If tomorrow never comes
will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
and she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
that my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
to say each day how much she means to me
and avoid that circumstance where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

Chorus

Date / Time : Saturday, February 03, 2007 / 12:41 PM

2feb07- friday
Tashir chatted w me during recess:D I was playing w Alan's game so I didnt really pay attention t what he's saying>;x I love his green Adidas watch:D After recess his class was punished, so all of the guys had t be in push up position, nd when he did, he smiled at me:D
Phylisia, Becca nd I roamed abt the sch since there wasnt any teachers, we've been t all 4lvls, haha. Saw Mr cheong for like 3times? Lmao.
We saw someone walking down the stairs so we ran nd Becca was like " no no, na ge shi na ge small boy, shi na ge small boy! " Lmao! Effing cute sia.
When we boarded bus901 after indian dance, Becca sat infront of few malays nd I stood beside her. So when 1 uncle alight, the 2malay guys behind Becca went over t the back nd gave us thier sit! How gentleman:D They look cute tooooo!:D -grins. While alighting Becca was infront of me, just when I was about t go out, the malay guy let me first! :D HAHA, nice malay gentleman:D
We told Mona nd gang abt it, the malay guys continued walking, we continued looking. THEN, ONE/TWO OF THEM TURNED BEHIND, SMILED ND HE WAVEDDDD:D
At night, dance class was very enjoying:D Instructor was late like 40mins?!>;( But when he came, he was like effing cute " sorry sorry, blbalabla" I couldnt help laughing for very long:D
Nobody was home tt night>;( Called Adib Syhiran, it had been months since we last chatted on the phone. Nd he taught me MALAY! Amier[ my pri sch malay bestfriend ] FOUND ME THROUGH FRIENDSTER! Oh godddd, after 3years plus w/o contacting!:D -jumpjumps!
Amier msged me through friendster nd Adib Syhiran taught me t reply in Malay! Nd he said I could speak pretty fluent in it!:D We chatted for like 3hrs?:D I MISS ADIB SYHIRANNNNN:D

3feb07- Sat
Becca, mummy nd I went shopping together at Bugis. Seemed like Becca is my elder sister:D -jumpjumps!
Its like both of us are waiting for mummy nd mummy waited for both of us t try clothes:D Time was pretty rushy so we didnt buy anything much other then a jeans. Becca nd I bought excalty the same one-.- Lmao. It always happen like this, haha!
Becky Becky, Im really glad for you, you've got a super duper nice guy:D

Becca nd I met Jan [birthday boy:D], Brian, MS, Mel, Ben, JH, Lsm, Phylisia nd Adriel for dinner at Yishun central<;) Then Phylisia, Adriel, Toby nd Lsm left since they couldnt join us for PAINTBALL!
IT WAS VERY FUN!:D I bet Jan enjoyed his sweet sixteen birthday!:D
Our first mission was t shoot the opponent's target then t retrieve the box, run back t our camp base without being shoot. If we're shot by our opponent or team mates[ thats how dumb-.- ] we'll have t run back t the first aid tent with our hands raised up.
Being the smallest size in any of the group, I was instructed t retrieve the box! Nd in order t retrieve the box, I was shot soo many times! Even my opponent notice that, " Julene was like so.. lmao she's always the one who shout ouch nd raise her hand-.-" My instructor was like " haha, you again?" I think he's nice:D haha. I was shot once at the head nd once at my MOUTH! The paint taste BITTER! Luckly my mouth didnt swell up-.- Jan was shot many times too. There was once when he was talking t me nd BRIAN LOH SHOT HIM AT THE NECK>;(
Ben nd my paintballs ran out pretty fast during the first game>;( When the whole game ended, we forked out 150bucks more t buy 1000bullets! Oh goddd, its alright since we enjoyed everything VERY much:D
After all the games ended, Becca nd I had a round of our own:D Yeah, only the two of us! She was shot by me once! Nd I wasnt shot at all! BAHAHAH!:P Instructor said I did better:P
Met Adib at Yishun mrt station, Becca nd I saw the paintball instructor! So both of them chatted while Adib nd I chatted. Went t Admiralty mac for supper, thank god Becca nd Adib didnt feel left out<;) I kinda like Adib's dressing, casual yet nice:D 4feb07- Sunday
Modern dance, Malay dance nd Indian dance had rehersals at NUS. Every group was pretty fine. Modern dance looked artistic nd they had nice lightings, just that some part look pretty complicated due t the amount of ppl in it. Malay dance have not really complete part of their dance, but still it looks cultural nd gentle. Well, I cant judge Indian dance because Im one of them. Teachers told us we did fine, its just the formation part wasnt that perfect. But still, everything looks well:D Practices there were much better, we get t know where we stand. It was tiring, we need t train our stamina! Way t go ID! -jumpjumps!