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    Date / Time : Monday, July 31, 2006 / 8:43 PM
    I really love the weather today:D Its super cold, unlike those hot weathers we experience it almost everyday in Singapore.
    Texted bcs in class, asked him t lend send his jacket t me but he lent it t other people alr>;( I was freezing, err, not t tt extend-.- anyway, we're in diff sch-.-
    Vien's hp was confiscated during Phy lesson, laughs! R**** x3:D
    Amath lesson was fun, we played blow wind blow. My friends were super rough, I got knocked so many times. My skin was red. I almost cried when Becca knocked me t the floor. Laughs.
    During break, Becca nd I was spinning lsm 360degree, oh man. Its so giddy but damn fun:D
    I cant wait till our MINTX next outing! Hope its sucessful-.-
    I got 3/15 for my Chem test, like wtf. Most of them were careless mistakes, UGH, vexatious!
    Had Chem extra lessons till 5pm then Becca, Vien nd I went t cwp. We saw Berry, he was wearing __ jacket>;D
    Vien kept wanting t see___. I hope he just scare her off. Laughs!
    ___ is so damn dao nd fierce, I dont understand why they're so interested t see him.
    Becca might just SCREAM JUMP nd RUNNNNNN. HAHHAHAH
    I miss___ nd Bcs:DD

    Show me a reason, give me a sign, tell me the way we fall out of line . says:
    bcs look cute
    Show me a reason, give me a sign, tell me the way we fall out of line . says:
    wy too

    LAUGHS:D

    Are we gonna stay like that forever?
    Its driving me nuts

    Date / Time : Sunday, July 30, 2006 / 10:36 PM
    Today is Grandpa's birthday! Went t eat nd all. Shall upload the pictures when Im free<:)

    jamming night!
    Date / Time : / 4:20 PM
    Yesterday
    I didnt meet sky ytd, msg him he didnt reply. So I didnt bother meeting him.
    Meet Becca at cwp at 1.15pm. She forgot the time-.- I walked ard cwp for like half an hour before she arrived-.-
    Went t Vien's hs nd we went t trim our hair<:) Acc Becca t cwp AGAIN nd went back home. My family nd I went t cwp AGAIN for dinner. Daddy treated bro nd I 1 gelare ice cream each. Macadamia Nut is nice:D We checked out the jamming thingy outside cwp. I asked Becca t come down nd my family went home. On the way, Becca saw a grp of guys outside Orange Julius. 1 guy was damn cute, he signalled wait t the counter aunty t look at Becca-.-
    Becca brought me back t Orange Julius t look at them. Haha. Turned nd we saw Leonard nd his friend. I shouted " HI LEONARDDDDDD! "
    Becca JUMPED, SCREAMED nd RAN AWAY! Oh god, the scene was effing funny! You need t be there t understand. I was damn embarassed-.- Leo's friend looked stunned, laughs!
    Becca thought it was___, crazy! Cos before that we're talking abt ___ nd friends:D If its ___, I'll be running away with her. Lol!
    Imagine if Leo is ___, Becca jumped screamed nd ran away, I dont know where t hide my face-.- ___ will think Becca is some sort of mad woman.
    After that incident, both of us were still laughing our asses off. I swear we're laughing like hell nd we're feeling damn highhhh:D
    Walked back t tt jamming shit, we saw Amanda. *"clapped clapped clapped clapped" trying t get Amanda's attention. She turned nd talked t us " why cant u guys shout for me, why clap?"
    Becca nd I didnt manage t reply her much cos we're still laughing damn hard.
    The bands were nice, their songs were high. But the ppl there was so boring. So Becca nd I screamed, jumped nd ran from cwp t civic centre, nd then t Kaihong's house thr. Ppl thought we're mad, couple of ppl kept looking at us. Lol!
    shall be continue/- im going out now. byeeeee
    -continued
    Went back t the jamming area nd left after awhile. The ppl were still so dead-.- So we went home.
    I miss bcs super lots. Sometimes things that went away nd come back just wouldnt be the same>;( You're still my darling:D
    Bcs msg is bursting like hell>;( Baby I'm sorry that I've used it so much>.<

    I dont know if I yearn for you still
    I dont know if I bear t turn against you
    I dont know if I still love you
    or Im just missing you so badly after 3months>;(


    Date / Time : Friday, July 28, 2006 / 8:50 PM
    Heard the news ytd that our class was ramsacked upside down. So I went t school early t check out the situation. It wasnt as bad as I thought, cos the tables nd chairs were arranged neatly by then. Projector was wet, it wasnt spoil cos its waterproof! Can you believe tt?! Nd 1 or 2 fans were hanging-.- almost dropping. Those idiotic ppl shall be punish!
    But 2 tables cracked!
    Books on the teacher's table, on the cupboard, on the floor, practically EVERYWHERE!
    1 lump of paper was crumbled at a corner of the class, which consist mainly Brian's worksheet.
    Hapless, my chemistry textbk; emath textbk, social studies notebook are totally wet! If you handle my stuffs in a rougher manner, I think it will just tear into pieces. The pages were effing soft! I spent like 7mths writing my ss notebk- it was TOTALLY RUINED! The ink has smurged nd all! Like wth man! I think I'll have t get another chemistry textbk, nd recopy every notes inside, like wtf man>;( Vexatious!
    Well, this incident shall be the annals of 3e5`2006!
    Something significian will happen t us every year!
    1E2`2004, Teomin nd Janrez left us.
    2E2`2005, we got caught for playing some kissing game. Laughs!
    3e5`2006, our classroom met a tsunami!
    What will happen next yr? We shall see then.
    Our first period of the day was chi, we didnt study much. Most ppl claimed tt their textbk was wet, liars uh!
    Mdm koh started telling us stories abt last yr's 3/6. I__ was reprimanded by mdm feng nd he became obedient! During sec1, he was very small size blabla, mdm koh told us tt I__ began t bristle with fear like a rat! I couldnt imagine tt. Becca, Vien, Lsm nd I was laughing man!
    I love chi lessons! Psst.. Mdm koh gosips alot. Laughs!
    During eng lesson, Benjamin gave a speech on the topic abt sharks. He spoke effing soft, nd had t repeat like 4/5times?!
    Being an animal lover, he told us t live in harmony with the sharks. We shdnt kill them, shall live in harmony. LIKE HOW?!
    We dont kill the sharks, they eat us! How can we live in harmony then?! Ben claimed that sharks are cold blooded creatures, they eat humans. Contradiction!
    Two points he answered t our questions which brought great laughter to the class was "dinosaur is a big fish" & "Man isn't on the pinacle of a food chain. Dinosaurs are!" I bet he was garbled by us! We're tt infamous lah!
    After sch went pizza hut with Becca:D
    Then we went t popular t read some magazines. Female, teenage, teens, lime, bridal. We're more interested on the horoscopes. Haha.
    Females horoscope- Sagittarus:
    You've got t see him for his faults nd assess your relationship. Does he still make you happy? Does he bring the best in you? Moving on isnt the point, it's learning about what you need nd deciding t do the best thing for yourself, even if it is keeping him
    Co days- 1, 8, 12, 18, 19 nd 25.
    What a shit horoscope>;(
    While reading, a grp of our sch lower sec guys walked past Becca nd I, one of them was my idol! But not so much of it now. He look cuter lastime<:( At the moment when my idol nd 1 of his friend walked past, Becca tapped me. I looked at her, she wanted t tel me something. UH! I smelled something unpleasant, he farted! Becca nodded her head nd we burst out laughing! We're laughing like hell! Those bridal magazine made Becca nd I cant wait t get marry-.- but we fear the aftermerth of marriage. Went t photocopy Becca's piano scores, we began singing nd all! I swear I laughed till my face muscle ached, effing pain but I continued laughing. Couldnt help it! Cos it produces lactic acid which is toxic! Was effing funny, I ran out of voice, it was damn light. We composed our own song by singing it out instead of talking, embarassing! We saw a pretty girl, I sang t Becca, she was wearing ___ watch! But she carried an ahlian sling bag>;(
    the song was sung in 'I Will Follow Him' tune..

    ah lian & ah beng
    will always be cliqued together
    no matter how their times are bad
    their problems are always resolved
    this is destiny...

    ah lian, ah lian, ah lian, will always follow
    ah beng, ah beng, ah beng
    they'd always be together, together, together
    and stay together forever, forever, forever...

    Becca doesnt know the lyrics alr>;(
    Maybe Im meeting sky tml, before he goes t courts-.-

    Date / Time : Thursday, July 27, 2006 / 8:23 PM
    Early in the morning, I came t class nd I saw Ms Rebcca crying, Brian was teasing her- her toe will get infection nd will have to get it amputate.
    She was so dumb nd naive t believe Brian's crap-.-
    Sigh. I was feeling effing down today>;(
    Who else but bcs . Sky msged me ard 4am, he wanted t meet me.
    Asked bcs for his opinion, was hoping the answers t be abt the same as what he told me on Saturday but it turned out t be not what I expected. Things are in a blurly mess now, so I've predicted what his ans would be.
    But somehow, the answers made me disappointed nd all. Im losing the pillar which I used t lean on>;(
    Becca nd Lsm had t serve detention, Vien has netball. So I went straight hm after sch. Cabbed t cwp with Brian, Lichuen nd Pearlyn<:) saw Haoting, but I couldnt quite recognise him. Went home, Becca msged me. She saw Bcs at cwp. They waved t each other, I need t eat some marshmellow- only bcs knows the reason why>):]
    Thank you Becca Quek for kind of consoling me, but somewhat it made me tear even more-.-
    Suddenly the weather started pouring heavily. I was feeling down so I went for a walk in the rain. Stayed under my block for like 20mins, the wind was strong. I felt cold nd a little numb.
    I went home, changed nd slp with my hair wet.
    Saddly, I WASNT SICK AT ALLLLLL! UGH!
    Becca nd Kelvin said I was strong, haha:D

    SOME FUCKING IDIOTS RANSACKED MY CLASS!
    Tables nd chairs were overturned, water was spilled everywhere. Our books that under the table was drenched nd left about.
    I guess these pathetic idiots have nth better t do.
    Becca has all the triple sci nd double math textbk under the table>;( I had Emath textbk, file, chemistry textbk nd chi textbk.
    Tml shall be kind of exciting?

    Baby I realised that you mean alot t me
    Nd
    I dont wanna see you walk away
    day by day


    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 26, 2006 / 9:59 PM
    I got 43/50 for my chi literature! :DD

    Bcs nd I somewhat drifted apart. His msg burst nd we're msging lesser nd lesser, although past few days I've used like 100 of it.
    Thinking back, ___ msg burst nd we ended up like that.
    I dont think Bcs will promise his 3rd reward for me>;(
    Baby you're too far for me t lean on now


    I'll turn nd leave
    Sometimes turning back t catch a glimps of you
    But Im not willing
    Im not willing t lose you
    Just like that
    Baby, we ended it just like that

    should I turn my back against you
    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 25, 2006 / 9:43 PM
    edited/
    School was damn boring today>;(

    but we had some sort of small party among us, chocolates nd tibits:D
    Maybe tml we'll be having 1 again. Hehe
    Our IT teacher flared up today, he was damn fierce, all thanks t Navindrian nd Kevin-shake heads
    After sch, Becca & I stayed back t watch indian dance. Thier timing was great, thier position was nice! I bet both of us enjoyed it.
    The dance is nice, but Im afraid I cant catch up, esp thier legs movement>:(
    On the bus, Becca nd I was chatting abt guys
    We're pondering, mermaid & ___ left when days were sweet, when the girls did nothing wrong at all. None of us knew those answers t those doubt within us. None of us could solve these answers when the person who left doubt in us leftttttt.
    Went t cwp for 1h plus just t find the cross- jesus christ for Becca. But we managed t buy it.

    Becca bought cleo magazine, but how saddddd, she doesnt have the card that I had. Laughs!
    Bcs nd I didnt msg today. Its the first time we didnt msg each other for like the WHOLE day>:(
    He told me he's too lazy t take the initiative t msg, SO I have t msg him first. BYE! I'll msg him nowwwww

    If I could betray my feelings
    Fulfill your little hopes
    T turn my back nd walk away from you
    I'll try
    But I know I'll still miss you
    Nd for that Im sure

    Date / Time : Monday, July 24, 2006 / 9:48 PM
    Mummy nd aunt went shopping at town w/o me! Asses
    I'm gonna fail my Physic test for sure. Half of the paper was supposed t draw image rays.
    I knew none of it. Yes, Im in a dead shit>;(
    Today Becca sat with Lsm nd I sat with Vien:D
    We all had fun, especially during Emath lesson.
    Is that what teens life has t be? T follow daily routine, go for sch, study, go back hm nd lock oneself up for revision nd all? There aint life in it>;(
    Bcs was msging with me after his sch ended, he saw our sch team bball girls.
    Non of them caught his attention, laughs:x
    Im sending " I need a girl " nd " What's left of me " t ___. Silents fill us up. We had nth t talk abt, its so diff frm the days we used t crap abt everything, every useless lum of shit we crapped.
    Now, Im missing him, nd seriously I do>;(
    So what if Becca says he's trying t forget me nd all, so what if Becca says that he still feels alittle for me.
    Bcs nd I was msging at night, nd then I asked him some stuffs nd he's answering me another.
    I thanked god that my cell phone ran out of batt, it shut off automatically. So I wouldnt know the fact tt he hasnt reply me yet.
    I dislike the way ppl rise me high nd let me fly w/o wings, which eventually made me fall hard t the ground.
    I still rmb what ___ wrote in his blog:
    I left you go willingly;
    I regret it dreadfully
    Why did I rise you up high
    nd let you fall w/o wings.

    I've been dying inside,
    Little by little,
    No where to go,
    But going out of my mind
    In endless circles,
    Running from my self until,
    You gave me a reason for standing still

    Date / Time : Sunday, July 23, 2006 / 7:20 PM












    yesterday
    Went t school for Amath extra lesson in the morning.
    Baby bcs texted me during lesson, he was V sweet yesterday, must have eaten lots of sweet stuffs.
    Went t D&T room t pass Mr Toh something, nd Becca the flirtaeous girl went t flirt Ben-.-
    Vien nd I was like ohhh god, againnnn. We nagged at her nd stuffs, she'll treat us ice cream if she flirts again:D
    On the bus hm, bcs texted me again, telling me he's going out nd wont be online with me>;(
    I wanted t head straight t pri sch, but Ija wasnt at home. UGH!
    Reached hm slept for 1h then off t met Sandra at Khatib t primary sch carnival!
    Met Terri nd Ija in sch:D I havent seen them for like damn long! Like 2years?!
    Im V happy t see them again! Though some of my other pri sch bestie didnt go back>;(
    Im eating my Jelly Welly:D

    Today
    I came online nd bcs's going out with ___-.- So fast.
    Thank you bcs for downloading the songs for me, its V nice. Anyway, you're at advantage too okay! Haha
    Studied Physic, there's test tml
    Chemistry test on Tue
    I detest tests! >;(
    My heart is aching for Son nd Kenzi='(
    Love each other still, but broke up due t some stuffs in between. Son broke up with Kenzi out of concern nd Kenzi DONT know the reason why Son broke up with her.
    She's feeling terrible>:( so is Son, he's like smoking t stop the pain or whatever shit, I DONT KNOW!
    ARGH! I shdnt elaborate.
    I dont know what t do t help them,
    Son doesnt allow me t.
    Sighhhh! Son is being SELFISH yet THOUGHTFUL. Im feeling like wtf now>;(

    Bcs cant online, his dad took away his cable nd all. ARGH! Im feeling down

    Instructions: State 8 different points of your ideal lover.
    Mention gender.
    Tag eight others to do so.
    Gender: Male

    Sporty. Tall. Decent yet playful. Handsome/cute/ ALITTLE fierce-looking with cuteness in him- cos ___ is like tt. Laughs! . Sweet talks, pamperings, caring. Cheerful. Honest. Nice dressing sense

    what do you mean by laughing sarcastically when you knew I was near you
    that you're jealous- becca said it. Or is it that you had force yourself t laugh when you dont wan t
    what do you mean when you knew I was texting him nowadays, nd you disturb him still
    T let our past be memories, nd leave me t him

    Just like that
    We fell apart
    Baby just like that




    Date / Time : Friday, July 21, 2006 / 10:04 PM





    yesterday
    DANIEL TAN WENT T KARIMUN!
    Im had Chinese Literature test today, totally screwed it!
    I swear I did study, I did try t memorise. Those questions seems v familiar, but I've forgotten them all-.-
    Hope Im doing fineeeee>.< After school went t cwp with Becca nd Lsm, ate at pizzahut. Chatted nd we're effing full.
    Reached hm nd Daniel Ang asked me out for a movie- Pirates of the carribean.
    I saw Daniel ace, Evenlyn nd Vic, they thought Daniel Ang was my bf. Laughs!
    The movie is effing nice- recomanded! Some parts were scary because it was too sudden nd there were still parts that were funny:DD
    Reached home ard 10.10pm nd rushed through my chi compo.
    I managed t hand it in today!
    Oh god, Im having a small bio test tml!
    Is there anybody in my class gonna wear any traditional costumes? I doubt so-.-

    today
    Becca nd I went t cwp foodcourt t have some dessert. We're chatting nd gosipping again:D
    Becca said she havent seen ckh for long nd I mentioned abt ___ nd bcs.
    ND GUESS WHAT?!
    WE SAW ____ ND BCS ND FRIENDS! Anyway __ nd bcs are the only souls I know among thier grp.
    My heart went LUB DUB LUB DUB LUB DUB, I swear I was effing nervous nd scared, I dont know what shit reasons causes me t be like that-.-
    I caught 1 photo of ___. Laughs!
    Bcs came later than the others, I saw him walking nd turned my head like straight away? Hoping he didnt see me. We're msging btw. Lol
    Now Im missing them>;( Didnt have t chance t talk t Bcs ytd cos when I was online, it was kind of late alr. ND HE ISNT ONLINE NOWWWW>;(
    After tt we saw Kaihong, he begged Becca nd PUNCHED me t ask us t wait for him t finish his lunch.
    Becca nd him was flirting-.- like sooo obvious-.- damn FUNNY!
    I went t Becca hs, waiting for Yuling t come.
    Had fun with Becca in her rm, UGH! Should have take those nerdy pics we acted.
    Was bored when Yuling nd Becca were playing piano nd I slept.
    Took some pics of the bball with some human beings playing bball. I belived that ___, Bcs nd friends are at there:D
    After that mummy fetched me home

    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 18, 2006 / 8:30 PM
    I made Bcs sad nd alittle angry):x [[:<>;( Cheer up alright:D I shall not take him for granted>.<>:(( IM GOING OFFLINE NOW. BYE! ARGH!


    I'm shakin' I'm so afraid
    Your heart is light years away
    And you're just starin' through me looking for more
    What do you see

    Just over there the grass is so green
    Out of your reach lay all of your dreams
    You're looking to find
    Your destiny
    What if it's me

    Who was the one all along
    The greatest thing you did wrong

    You've gotta see for yourself
    If there's somebody else

    I don't know what else to say

    You're going to leave anyway
    But if it's all a mistake
    And you want me someday
    I hope it's not too late

    Date / Time : Monday, July 17, 2006 / 8:44 PM
    Hi bcs, you kpo little one, reading my blog. Laughs
    Alright, Becca didnt come t sch today, she vomitted blood-.- due t food poisoning?
    nd now Pearlyn is down with fever>;( I wish I could replace her. I havent been sick for like some donkey months or year? Nd she became so quiet.
    School was alright, quite slack. Whole of sec3 express nd NA went t IJC this afternoon.
    Schools like admiralty pri? Evergreen LOWER sec-.-, Chr etc etc, I cant rmb.
    Our grp leaders came frm Tpoly, TJC, CJC, SAJC, IJC? I cant rmb other either.
    There were many hunks nd babes! The girls frm JCs are so sporty:D guys are kind of sporty too. There was 1guy frm Tpoly, he was kind of nice looking, his eyes were huge. But I find him v quiet, he isnt active nd he's kind of gentle:D Nice figure blah blah. Laughs!
    ND.. embarassing, ***** went t take number frm him-.- Phylisia, Jingsi nd I was like wtf. Vexatious man!
    There was also a guy frm CJC, he's leading the pri sch kids. Omg, he's like effing caring towards children. Awww, effing sweet! " are you all hot? did you all enjoy today? " blah blah blah. Seriously, you have t be there in order t understand how I feel. Phylisia agrees with me too!
    We did nothing at IJC, other than decorating a kite-.-
    Went home after that, boringgggg!
    Alright, dumbo bcs havent have his dinner, he's having gastric plus cramp now-.- sucha big boy doesnt know how t takecare of himself. Laughs! But he's still my 1sec darling:D Heheh! <3s
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    yeah baby

    Vivien tan tt dumbo too, pls dont die just becos of few setbacks. I cant wait for PE tml! Ball games! :DD
    I miss ___, bcs nd vien tan!

    Date / Time : Sunday, July 16, 2006 / 12:58 PM
    Alright, I feel like blogging cos I've so much t say. But I aint in a mood t do so. Craps!
    This morning alr 3plus, I woke up due t a terrible headache. Searched high & low, no sight of panadol. Pms-ing mood made me even pissed! I yelled, I screamed, I teared nd slammed my head on the pillow. The pain in my head is killing me! Nd I felt like spewing! Vexatious!
    The first thought that came t me, I felt like depending on ___, bcs nd sky.
    The reply msg I expected most was frm ___. I dont know why the hell did I place so much hope on him?! I surmise that it was the past that made me do so. I shd have realise that his nonchanlance would only take me this far, he left me here for a reason- a haven for me.
    Bcs, so what if his msg is bursting?! Cant he exceed afew msg for me?! Wth. I tried decieving myself that they're still slping. Yes, during midnight I can obviate the lies. Now that Im awake, it seems so hard nd fruitless.
    Just when I needed them, they all vanished. " you're wrong, its over "
    Ricky isnt dead, its his batt that is dead. Vien cheer up:D - look for me at msn

    Date / Time : Saturday, July 15, 2006 / 10:49 PM
    I waited for Vivien Tan Hui Xin t be ready for effing longgg. Vexatious!
    Met her at admiralty Mrt at 2.30 nd headed t town. We went t Hereen, ate at Wisma nd off t then Fareast. Didnt manage t buy much.
    TOBY! I got a hairband for you alr! Yeah FINALLY, heh. Alright, I bought a hairband, 3rubberbands, 1earing nd a brown flip flop! :D
    Vien bought a hairband nd a flip flop.
    I wanted t get a teeshirt, Vien didnt wan t buy with me. I've tried physco-ing her, but complete fiasco! Wth@#$%& !
    There wasnt any hunks but there were many babes:D
    All the hunk are dead, just like bcs>;(
    At fareast, while buying fried mars bar, we saw an actor! I swear he's damn cute-faints. I cant help but kept grinning away. I was standing damn close t him! -runs ard vien:D:D
    Oya, we ate damn lots of fried mars bar- its effing NICE! Yumyums.
    That actor gave me feeling, a feeling which is v familiar, the presence of ___. Vien said ___ is MUCH slimer. Yeah I told her" ___ is slim like shit" She began laughing like an insane woman.
    I still love her! She's my bestie nd my confidant! Shared stuffs together today nd Im feeling better-jumps
    After fareast, on the way back t Hereen, we were like swaying left t right nd right t left again, I swear we're effing fun nd high. I saw Bcs beloved ex-.- at Hereen.
    Lala-ed for awhile nd back home. Our legs are aching like hell mannnnn>;(
    Reached home ard 10pm, first thing I saw was, MY BROTHER CUT HIS HAIR! Its effing nice! He's previous hairstyle was like Paul twohill, but he didnt copy him! They're friends<:)
    BCS ISNT ONLINE! He's having fun at his friend's bbq nd neglect me! Oh godddd, Im so bored.
    HELLO VIVIEN:D
    I miss ___. -evil laughs!
    We saw Vien's pri sch guy, he was wearing black adidas watch! ___ wears a blue 1:D
    Sky is asking me t cal him now, byeeee!

    Date / Time : Friday, July 14, 2006 / 10:08 PM
    Periods are making me doleful, Im in a pms mood, depression is awaiting me.
    During recess, VIVIEN TAN HUI XIN threatened me with a condition- in order t share potato with me-.- Interpid Julene Ang had t act like a retard-nerd with my blouse tucked in, showed my rabbit look with 2 of my front teeth sticking out, wore Brian's specs, slouched nd walked like an old retard granny in the CANTEEN among the crowds-.- wth.
    I was damn hapless, after I concurrred t her condition under duress. The potatos was sold out!
    Wth!
    I had lunch with Pearlyn nd Vien at cwp. Saw lots of Evergreen sec guy, I said it was Evergreen sec! But Vien nd Lyn insisted that they were from Woodland ring sec.
    I was commenting on every cal that we see. @#$%& Vien nd Lyn couldnt be bothered with me. Vien saw a CAL whom she happened t know, some grudges in between. Laughs!
    The hilarious part was that tt CAL was flirting with a guy who couldnt be bothered with her!
    She was like whining nd whining, pulling tt guy's shirt right from left t right nd then right t left again. Its a fact that she's a CAL nd she's trying t act classy by wearing a 3inch heels. Her butt was shaking here nd there, the way she walked is so rough, no girl-like manner.
    All 3 of us was laughing our ass off, we felt disgusted.
    New young hearts bra stock will be coming in during August! WeehooooxD I shall get them:D uhuh, Vien are you jealous?


    I think about you all the time; in school, during lessons nd everywhere I go.
    How can I ever stop when you're controlling my heart.
    Im in a dilemma, Vien's gonna chop me into pieces=O
    Without you
    who's gonna clear the doubts that lies within me
    who's gonna pamper me just like how you did, t make me feel like Im your princess or your little girl
    You're my sun, you're my brighter days, intuition is encouraging me t stay
    So answer my question, will you revert back t me, revert back t the days when everything was fine with together or to exacerbate.
    Pamperings, joy nd laughter, nd the coaxing sessions- memories we had arent enough

    Dont lose your way
    With each passing day
    You've come so far
    Dont throw it away
    Hold to the truth in your heart
    Cos our time is running out.. outtt

    Date / Time : Thursday, July 13, 2006 / 8:30 PM
    I went t cwp with Becca t have lunch, my bitching nd gosip partner;D
    Left for her house nd waited for her t prepare.
    Then Sam nd Adriel came, 3 of them cabbed t sch, I was alone>;(
    Oh great, out of a sudden I was feeling blue so I walked all the way frm block 300plus t fragrant nd took a bus home.
    I couldnt figure out what was I thinking. I miss ___ nd bcs>;(
    Slept right away after I reached home, nd IM TALKING T BCS NOW:D
    Initially I was feeling down, but somewhat he managed t make a smile on my face<:) heheh! One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    look at my pic

    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    nd then look at your pic
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    mine 6 ppl
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    6guy vs 5girls, 1 take 1. 1 extra
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    haha
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    all single except yuchang?
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    yup
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    jus nice lah!
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    lol!
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    LOLs.
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    i noe i noe!!
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    ___ IS URS!!!!!!!
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    xDD
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    -.-
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    lol
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    nono , i changed target, boey chee siong!
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    laughs
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    ...
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    realli~~??
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    hmm
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    consider
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    still need consider-.- jk
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    lol
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    okokay~~
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    no nid consider
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    im sucha understand nd guai bao bao
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    HAHA
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    tts why you can be my 1sec babe
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    i wanna be greedy
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    lik?
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    i'll take ___ nd bcs!
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    laughs!
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    -.-
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    how can
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    cannot xxP
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    heheh!
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    wait ur friend kill you
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    haha
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    wont lah
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    they wont snatch frm mexD
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    wah
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    so loyal
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    hahas
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    in class they all say u 2 mine alrxD
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    LAUGHS!
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    i pro maxD
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    LOL!
    智翔 - CHEESIONG. says:
    DIIAO~~~

    bcs is so damn nice, fun nd sweet:D heheh!
    He said he misses me alot alot alot alot. More than his confiscated phone!
    HOHOHOHOHO!

    Don't lose your way
    With each passing day
    You've come so far
    Don't throw it away

    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 12, 2006 / 10:06 PM
    2 things happened in school today nd I shdnt elabrate on it:D
    Went hm with Vien today again<:) I didnt join the others for the China students trip t Orchard.
    I dont feel the urge t go town today, reached hm nd I slept 3hours.
    Im feeling alittle down now>;( gonna stuf myself with studies. Laughs!

    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    lol
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    u ASS LA
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    WHAT?
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    dun lost grip of such nice guy
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    ASS

    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    eh
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    so u prefer___ or bcs?
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    lol both
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    choose 1 lah u greedy ass
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    heheh
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    erm
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    bcs is more gd lookin
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    but seems lik ___ dote on u more
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    but now __ die alr. what u wan me t do

    How can I not fall in love with you when you control my heart
    Refraining myself for falling in love with your simple mindness, laughters, cuteness, joy nd accompany.
    Are there lies within?

    I miss you so. ___ & Bcs:DD

    Date / Time : / 9:22 PM
    2 things happened in school today nd I shdnt elabrate on it:D
    Went hm with Vien today again<:) I didnt join the others for the China students trip t Orchard.
    I dont feel the urge t go town today, reached hm nd I slept 3hours.
    Im feeling alittle down now>;( gonna stuf myself with studies. Laughs!

    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    lol
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    u ASS LA
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    WHAT?
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    dun lost grip of such nice guy
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    ASS

    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    eh
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    so u prefer___ or bcs?
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    lol both
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    choose 1 lah u greedy ass
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    heheh
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    erm
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    bcs is more gd lookin
    You're the reason that keeps me going. Restricting me from repeating the same foolish mistake says:
    but seems lik ___ dote on u more
    One last dance with you even though what we have is strong. Both of us know that we've ended it wrong says:
    but now __ die alr. what u wan me t do

    How can I not fall in love with you when you control my heart
    Refraining myself for falling in love with your simple mindness, laughters, cuteness, joy nd accompany.
    Are there lies within?

    I miss you so. ___ & Bcs:DD

    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 11, 2006 / 6:16 PM
    Yesterday
    Sorry I havent posted the pictures on Sunday. I'll post them after I get all the pictures from everybody.
    Vien nd I stayed in school till 6.30pm. Yes we're so hardworking.
    Went home together, was effing funny. We shared some stuffs nd laughed like hell man:D
    Till our stomach hurts nd Vien is sick, the laughter she produced was damn sexyxD
    My aunt, 2baby nd 1older cousin came t my house. Shawn nd Dawn is damn cute man.
    Shawn is learning t walk but he's lazy nd crawls like he's cripple. Laughs!
    I gave Dawn a sharpener, she dropped it in the toliet bowl nd she actually use her hand t pick it up. LAUGH like hell man.
    All of us didnt know abt it, till Dawn came touching my aunt with wet hand nd saying " mummy mummy "
    My aunt then thought of something's not right, Dawn didnt say she wans t wash her hand nd her hand is wet!
    Effing clever, she went t the toilet nd saw the sharpener in the toilet bowl. All the water on her hand disgusted her but everyone was laughing like hell.

    Today
    School was boring today
    I love PE! We didnt get t play much today, due t the lack of time>:( but it was kind of fun.
    We'll be joining the China students on friday t Sentosa nd Esplanade. Shall take lots of pictures again.
    I went home with Vien, we were laughing again!
    CheeSiong is damn heartless, he didnt msg me in sch, I didnt want t take the initiative t msg him. Haha.
    During evening, he told me his msg was bursting, so.. yeah>:( stupid asshole. Laughs!
    ND NOW, HE'S SLPING LIKE A PIG! IM EFFING BORED LAH! Cant posibly chat with ___. I've yet t find out whose tt guy in our sch who has the same name as ____! ASS:x
    CHEESIONG CAN YOU LIKE WAKE UP NOW?!


    Tour guide with china students! :D
    Date / Time : Sunday, July 09, 2006 / 9:57 PM
    Its gonna be a long post for today.
    Brian, Toby, Becca, Lsm, Phy, JingSi, YinJie nd I met up at school.
    I arrived the latest but we waited 1/2h for the China students t arrived.
    Our hearts was like lub dub lub dub, we didnt know what excalty t say t them nd what are we supposed t do.
    8 of us was split into 2 groups. YinJie, Phy, JingSi nd Toby while Becca, Brian, Lsm nd I.
    Our first destination was the Singapore Zoological Garden, we can roam about freely but t gather at 12pm.
    I paired up with JingSi, yeah, I was lucky. Others led their group ALONE.
    Due t our research report, the China students took photos of almost EVERY animals we visited. Laughs! They dont take photos of humans.
    Well, but JingSi nd I did take some of it:D
    12pm, Becca nd Brian was still missing, they lost thier way-.-
    Headed t Chinatown for lunch. Oh god, the hawker was effing cramped!
    We searched high nd low for empty places so the China students can sit together.
    All 8 of us was effing busy! Settling them down, buying nd recomanding food t them nd stuffs.
    Chaos man! Lsm's group ordered effing lots of Singpore local food nd they couldnt finish.
    Toby, JingSi, Lsm nd I had t squeeze everything down our throats, toturing man!
    We brought them t shop ard Chinatown, they bought some soveiniers nd stuffs. Nothing much t shop.
    Had t gather at 3.30pm, Brian nd Becca was late again-.- no sense of direction! Laughs!
    Initially our plan was t explore Sentosa, but due t the weather-raining, the plan Sentosa was changed t Suntec City.
    Chaos man! This time round, I joined Lsm's group! Clever tour guides like us, left the guys in the arcade nd the girls went shopping! 5.30pm we went t look for the guys nd head t hall1. Half way through, 1 of the China guy realise he misplace ALL his stuffs.
    I went back with them, couldnt find so we headed back t hall1 again.
    ND THEN, halfway through, he dropped his cap. This time Lsm accompanied him.
    Everybody gathered at Hall1 nd went for dinner. On the bus, Lsm, Becca, Brian nd I was feeling damn high man! :D
    I was msging with CheesSiong! Heh! He's injured>;( my hp battery was flat. Nd Lsm was so nice t lend me hers! :D
    Lots of food was left, so we played a game. Loser has t finish 1food. I lost afew times nd was effing FULL!
    Brian, Becca, Toby, Phy, YinJie, JingSi, Lsm nd I lala-ed ard after dinner, fooled ard, screamed, ran, fight, act nd played truth or dare. Everybody was enjoying! :DD
    Oya! There was a girl, she could eat 7 - 8 servings! Serious! Morning she ate 8youtiao, 7breads etc. Lunch she ate beehoon, porridge, 2coconuts, 2 sugarcane-sugarcane! not the drink. French fries etc etc. OH GOD! We were so amazed by the amount she ate! Laughs!
    But she wasnt fat AT ALL! Slimer than most of us man!
    Back t the bus, our plan t Esplanade was cancelled! >:( sighhhhh.
    Headed back t Sports school where the China students are staying.
    Took lots of group pictures! The 8 of us smiled till our smile was crooked, mouth was shivering.
    Cos there was more than 40 cameras! Imagine! Haha. We're like some kind of superstars. Cool babyxD
    There was 1 hot Sports school guy, wearing red:D
    We roamed abt sports sch, it was effing big nd nice! Took some pictures of it.
    Lsm parents fetched her nd my dad fetched my home. I'll upload the pictures into my blog tml!
    So.. just wait! :DD Bye!
    Enjoy watching worldcup dudes! Hurrayyyyyy!

    Date / Time : Saturday, July 08, 2006 / 10:04 PM
    Haha. I was feeling kind of happy nd relax during midnight cos Chee Siong was chatting with me:D
    He's an easy going, cute, funny nd super duper tan guy. Laughs!
    I was cheering him, nd we stead for 1second. But just for the sake of fun-.-
    Today my priority was t
    : study for bio test

    : do physics hw
    But, I've not touch either of it yet. Dead
    I slept 3times today, on the comp for 3times. CheeSiong wasnt online! But ___ was online.
    >:( @#$%& !
    Oh well, nobody is home now.
    Tml Im leading the China students t Sentosa nd Zoo!
    I hope it will be alright. I havent decide what t dress yet.
    We shall take more pictures nd will upload them soon<:) BYE! Cya:D

    Date / Time : Friday, July 07, 2006 / 10:12 PM
    Im glad that today school ended early due t some Ministry of Education.
    I was almost late for school, I reached on the dot when everybody was settling down.
    Becca nd Vien were even later-.- Vien was counted as late nd she has t serve detention. Laughs!
    Brian, Pearlyn, Lsm, Becca nd I went t cwp for ice cream.
    Then Lsm, Becca nd I left for Bugis.
    On the train, Vien msged me, SHE SAW CHEESIONG ND ____ WTH MAN! Argh
    So coincidence, she couldnt recognise ___. Laughs
    Lsm nd I bought a jeans shorts. Becca nd I bought three ear studs each nd shades! Some are effing nice<:) Therefore, jeans shorts nd shades are cancelled out of my wanting list, heheh:D Saw a red sling bag, maybe I'll get it. (;D>
    Lsm left early cos she was rushing. We bought Teomin's present alr. Lol.
    Went t Vien's hs t get stuffs then mummy fetched Becca nd I t cwp. Becca went hm, mummy nd I walked ard. Initially Becca called me t say she saw Cheesiong, I was like wth, why everybody kept meeting him? I contacted Cheesiong, Becca made a mistake-.-
    Went hm alr 9 plus. Yawns, Im effing slpy now.

    I miss your blue adidas watch>:(

    twy decide t change t a private blog. pls dont
    Date / Time : Thursday, July 06, 2006 / 8:07 PM
    Today's weather was effing nice:D so dark nd windy, there wasnt any sign of the sun coming out.
    Its damn relaxing man. Its summer! nd I wasnt perspiring at all! Laughs.
    School was alright today. Chinese Literature class is always so high, its so slack. We managed t study for like 30mins only? The another 30mins we're spending it on chatting. Laughs.
    During bio lesson, Lsm nd I was snatching "A" sweet from 1 tin can. She snatched the tin frm me nd my finger was cut by the sharp edges on the side. Blood was bleeding non stop, the cut was long nd deep.
    Its damn pain>:(
    Oya! Today a teacher from New York joined our class for bio! Her ascent is damn nice man:D
    We had no asembly today! @#$%& !
    Becca, Lsm nd I went t cwp, we couldnt find the blouse we want>:(
    I guess we'll be going t town tml, for the sake of sunday's trip-.-
    ___ is deciding t change t a private blog, I wish not>:(
    Chee Siong is so nice:D
    ___
    I liked the past you nd not the present you<:)
    you're so indifferent from the guy I knew 1mth29days ago
    tml shall be the 2mth since we met for the first time<:)
    somehow, it doesnt matter t you nd I anymore

    Date / Time : Wednesday, July 05, 2006 / 4:31 PM
    I dread to see you once again
    and
    I dread to know your ridiculous answers and thinking
    and
    I dread you to have those fruitless doubts
    most of all
    I dread falling in love with you

    TWY
    Date / Time : Tuesday, July 04, 2006 / 6:54 PM


    my feelings are in a whirl
    wipe my tears nd save my fears

    on one hand
    I do believe you love me
    But on the other hand Im not so sure
    Cos everything seems so bubbly
    Its been awhile since we fell out
    And now we're so cool on the outside
    Deep inside, we regret it dreadfully
    How could we let things turns out this way

    Date / Time : Monday, July 03, 2006 / 7:57 PM
    Went t Becca's hs in the afternoon.
    Yl was there learning piano alr. She played it better than what i thought!
    The tunes were nice, so I had the urge learning nd Becca taught me If we hold on together.
    I managed t learn the first few parts:D You need patience man!
    Went rollarblading ard Marsiling as usual, bought some stuffs nd intend t eat at 339bball court.
    T check out if we have the fate t meet ____:D
    We lost out way-.- was rollarblading in our sense of direction-.-
    Lala-ed till a playground, turn right nd I saw____, nd I think ___ saw me.
    I turned nd hid behind the wall-.- Laughs
    No choice, Yl nd Becca skate away ON PURPOSE, so I had t catch up with them.
    After eating, we turned back, skate past ____. I was laughing again:D
    After we bought drinks. We're heading hm. Turn nd ___ rode his bicyle out-.-
    He said " hello " while cycling past. I skate away, was abt t laugh out loud.Ttherefore I had t hide. HE RECOGNISED ME!
    Becca said " feeling butterflies in your stomach uh " there she goes tickling me.
    Oh yeah, Im feeling so high nd great now:D Yl nd Becca was like " yeahyeah, yes i know "
    I fell twice today>:( was effing pain, Im having 2 or 3 blueblacks now. BUT IM STILL FEELING HAPPYYYYYYYYYY! :D:D

    Baby boy you stay on my mind
    fulfill my fantasies
    I think about you all the time
    I see you in my dreams

    Baby boy you stay on my mind
    Baby boy you are so damn fine
    Baby boy wont you be mine

    Lkk's stayover
    Date / Time : Sunday, July 02, 2006 / 10:50 PM
    Yay! My brother's best bud stayover at my hs- lkk! :D
    He's damn niceeee, so fun nd so sweet. He placed a bet on England vs portugal. But England lost>:( doesnt matter, I like both teams. Haha.
    nd if he wins, he'll give me money. But how sad, he won for the first half, but lost for the second half>:(
    My brother won nd he doesnt wan t give me any money-.- Lkk added" if you're my sister, I'll treat you better. Haha. Nd my mother is lacking a daughter" laughs.
    Its so fun having lkk at my house, much noiser. He's so caring nd funny.
    Lkk is like my mother's second son.
    Afternoon's weather was effing warm, we had nth t do. My brother was slping at my parents rm.
    So Lkk and I slept in my rm:D Mummy was surprised nd she asked " why did you 2 ended up slping together?" Laughs!
    Basically we slacked at home the whole day>:( I tried t study my bio, my mummy kept watching tv so I joined her.
    Lkk said " frm jus now till now, you're still studying this pg, you can close your book alr." Heheh.
    Brother went out ard 5pm. Lkk left ard 7pm. Then my family nd I went for dinner.
    LKK -giggles:D

    you gave me sun
    you are my brighter days
    intuition is telling me to stay
    but how could I when we've ended it this way