.::Saturday, November 13, 2004
FAREWELL!!! :'(
THIS ARE MY FINAL WORDS IN THIS BLOG OF MINE!!!
COuldnt bear to delete it or keep on writtin here as many memories sweet, bitter and sorrowful are containe...so whether i will hv another blog or not...thats up to me...so long ppl...it was grt...
Cheers...
-jUsT-
.::Thursday, November 11, 2004
feelins part2
this has no link to the previous entry just another one of those entries that just wanna tell the world how i m feelin...its one of those entries of whining and complainin...those entries of sobbin for no certain or good reason...somehow i just cant contain myself to slp tonite..or shd i say this mornin...wat a mornin indeed...sometimes things happen for certain reasons sometimes things happen for good or for bad...sometimes we dunnoe why it happened...sometimes we think its right sometimes we think its wrong...but i think the qn i shd ask is...if watever i do...does it serve my purpose in life that is to glorify God???...if it does why not? if it doesnt than stop...if its uncertain best not to...i am not using my belief my faith not a religious practice as a weapon...more of like my principles in life...but i noe i m always short of meetin it at all...and dats me imperfect as usual in the eyes of GOd...whereby its through faith alone and by God's grace that i m saved..losin somethin dear is somethin we hv to bear...losin somethin we wanted is another that we hv to bear...but the Lord gives and takes and i suppose we may never understand why things happen as they are? well i may never noe...maybe it may hv been a mistake or it may hv been the right choice...but deep in my mind and my heart...i just hv to be sure...and certainty doesnt come with hesitance and my mind must be clear...so long hv i pondered...and i hv made a choice...whether it would change the life i look upon...we shall see...time will only tell...and God know's best..anyway will continue this lateer then....lids are really heavy...and i m comin in and out of slumber land...so till nxt time...ya...