Tuesday, July 31, 2007
UPDATES::::::::::its been some time since i updated! (:
recently learned abt wat's the diff between temptations, testings & trials. thought to be all the same but turns out so diff though all can be inter-link. true that in life all of us do face all 3. its been a month since i had a sore throat & dry cough. now the soreness is gone, dry cough comes only in the night. the question that still lingers in my mind till now is,
"how come i sound kinda different now? how come i can't hit my usual high notes now?" my biggest nightmare seems so real. time to see a throat doctor. i hope that the scope don't pick up any nodules. seems like its testing time or am i going to go into a trial? hmmmm....
well
the type of respond to this is...
continue to rejoice in the Lord!
seems like so easy hor?
truth? NOT EASY LOR. lol.
but well, God gave me this gift & if He really wana take it back,
unwillingly i will give it back to Him.
God, guard my heart against everything that is bad for me. thanks! ^_____^
You are the reason why i am still singing & rejoicing.
at 1:34 PM
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
New cg - TSPT
missing one : Jan.
this is my new cg now. created for a reason. Jesus & His Kingdom. (:
at 10:27 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007
did something i shouldn't have today.
i felt bad that the feeling went low.
tried to control but to no avail.
guess i have been day-dreaming all my life.
happy go lucky was who i was.
just wanted to live life in a simple way.
then joy came.
unhappiness came too.
burden follows.
then joy came once again.
tagging along were unhappiness & burden - again.
the cycle repeat over n over n over n over n over again.
God don't be slient,
i need You.
i really do.
a week's plus sickness made me so tired.
tears that flows, dried up along the way.
cough that make my body ache in pain,
pain & soreness of the throat make me wana shut up 4eva.
God You want me to go thru such a tough test.
all i ask for is You to be with me.
don't leave me ok?
i will be that obedient child again.
just don't leave me.
give me time to prove my love for you, father. .
at 11:06 PM
Saturday, July 14, 2007
feed the soultook 3 days leave! so shiok lor. but i guess this 3 days leave is to allow my body to rest. been sick for a week. from sore throat to fever & back to sore throat, dry cough & flu. wao....really nv been sick for this long. Jeremy warn me it could be dengue. FYI--> Pasir Ris is a hot spot for dengue. *gulps*
anyway, i still continue my life! i met up with leanne recently for dinner n boy! i love meeting up with her. she also nv fail to teach me something new. (: in bad spirit, i complained to her about my life. . . . in return she gave me something refreshing.
listen to sermons.
coz i am not much of a visual person, audio would work for me in this case.
and it did! ^^
i download 3 sermons. one of which is, "Character VS Giftedness" by John Ortberg. i was hooked instantly. this teaching is really delicious. especially when one is serving full time in a supporting team. i thought i always knew about choosing character over talents. I WAS WRONG. listening to this teaching taught me the downfall of Samson. he was choosen, he was charismatic, he was overall - attractive. any guy would wish to be like him, any girl, would want to be with him.
well, took God's anointing for granted. the results --> God left him.
it was really sad to hear the ending of samson. really very heart ache coz its scary to hear that God leaves us. i mean i am scared if God decides to leave me. :(
i want to grow so badly & listening to sermons indeed feed my soul. how about you guys? don't forget to feed your souls too. important to keep yourself strong 1st. choose character over gifts. God will expand your talents even more if character is right.
pnw team is growing! we gotta be artists with great character!
at 12:07 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
i lost my voice.
by faith, i was ask to continue trusting in God & sing on stage.
by faith, i sing with all my heart.
by faith, i tried harmonizing.
by faith, i was grinning while singing.
by faith, i sang free worship with a low & husky voice. . . .
coz of faith, i felt what is a singer of God is all about.
thank You for the faith.
Lord. (:
::Stuff to check it out!:: a clip that i believe what God's musicians dream of doing.
Adults ESS! --> 22/7/07 & 29/7/07
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Download & invite your working friends!!!!!!
hmmm...who should i start inviting?
at 12:17 AM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
be strong dude. . teared badly while reading justin's blog. i had experienced the similar pain before. just that i didn't had chance to kiss my dog goodbye that time.
yes i admit that i am afraid to face the day when Jeff have to go.
Jus, i duno what can be done to stop your tears from rolling. . .only can say is be strong ok? Mickey knows that you love him alot.
how strange that God creates such a beautiful creature yet gives no spirit to it.
I got soft spot for dogs especially. even if the dog had bitten me before, i will still love the dog. i can't bear to see dog go hungry or thristy. honestly, i would curse those ppl who mistreat dogs. once i read in the newspaper that a man tied a brick to a bag containing 3 puppies and throw it into a pond. i kept cursing the man the whole day. it really affected me alot that day. i mean, dogs are really so beautiful, they are loyal, faithful & willling to die for ppl. .
true how similar God's love & dog's faithfulness is to us, humans. no wonder, God make dogs, man's best friend.
at 8:25 PM
Monday, July 02, 2007
::waiting in expectancy::i am waiting. i am waiting. i am waiting.
keke. . .I am excited to hear my new plans for my life.
GROWTH. GROWTH.
feels like a deliverance! (:
at 11:18 PM
