Wednesday, June 27, 2007
Fun of an Artiste. LOL
WAM night dance is over. hmmmm. . . kinda miss the rehearsals where everyone is waiting for one another and laughing over alot of steps. >.< got to know more ppl thru this event! youth really have a bunch of talented dancers man! JiaLi,you go gal! God indeed have shown his favour upon the youth dance team! Abigial, who is gonna be my cg member, you too! i can see the multiplying of talents in the tertiary dance team as well! can't wait can't wait to see more to come & *POWF* & soon musical dance can happen! *ROAR!!* gosh, guess influence by Abigial. . . . .anyway, this dance had created in me an excitement to win ppl for the KOG! a very missed feeling. . . oops. heh. . but of coz singing is still my fav!
had a chance to sing for priscilla's district event at "Jazz @ southbridge". wow it was fun! guess alot of visitors came! the songs & hosting was fun! (: Gerald, Tobias, Jenny & myself got a chance to wack our vocals in the pub. fun fun fun! to me, the last song i sang was the best. not coz i sang beautiful but coz i really wack my vocals!!! LOL! come on, where got chance to do so man?!? ^^ at 1st i really feel out of place coz i only knw some ppl n was abit reluctant to mix ard. . LOL. but in the end i hack! & i had lots of fun! (: when i was waiting for my turn to sing, i was wondering to myself, HOW COME I DIDN'T THINK OF BRINGING MY FREN?!?!?!?!? dumb dumb dumb!!!! 1st the age group there was my age!!!! 2nd it will be good to see that my fren come & know my church frenz! though it was suppose to be a non-churchy event. i gotta search my heart deep within once again about evagelism.
can't believe i was once an evagelistic monster. . .what happen? is the monster in coma? hmmm. . .Lord, wake that monster up again. wake it up. well! off to work again! la la la~
at 8:17 AM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Answer time!well so what did i got for my dad?
the answer is. . . . . . . . .
YESH! Osim uPapa! sharing with my 2 brothers.
Happy Birthday Daddy! I just want you to know that I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT ALOT ALOT! sorry for times that i am rude, the times when i rebel, the times when i make your heart ache so much. . . . but i really thank you for receiving God 2 years back & allowing me to chase my dream.
now my dad n mom is camping @ pasir ris park. LOL. God protect them from falling trees & coconuts. i am serious here. God i love you for loving my dad! ^^
at 10:39 PM
Tuesday, June 19, 2007
at 11:05 PM
JOY.yesterday was GREAT. (:
i love the teaching, i love the short meet up i had with the singers, i love the private session with one of the singer, i love the supper time with the singers, i love the journey home with Wanqi & Ben!
just this time round, i got to love spending time with my family. i gave so much to the church but time to my family -->
little. :( *guilty*tml is jo-n's daddy's b-day! guess what we got him? just jon, dan & myself. HAHAHAHA! let you all know tml. expensive gift, but worth it la! heehee! *excited*
comparing my voice & God, which is more precious to me?
at 8:18 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
The Final Verdict.4 are going on. 3 will be coming in. sad & happy for all.
Be strong & visionary no matter where you go. No one can take away your dreams & faith! stand firm.that's all i can say. :_)
sat's presentation was a discouragement to me honestly. But i've seen how God really pull me,muah & the band through. Ben played really well n this i wan to encourage him! Its great to see how ppl always improve. James, YokeLeng, Felicia, Jan, Randall, Jeremy & Kelvin. . .all these darlings really improved so much in their singing. yes i am not satisfied with the no. of singers but, i'm glad that i can start from this no. to build r/s.
new recuitment. new faces. bigger dreams.
i admit, i love singing in a team, to dance & have fun on stage, to b part of a team to play my shakers & tamborine. HA! i love it. tt's y, serving God is really fun. can't imagine myself not serving. SURE become a lady who will have numerous tattoos & piercing. *shudder*
God, even the mountains bow to you
giving you my pride, i am bowing to you too.
at 8:05 AM
Thursday, June 14, 2007
once a upon a time. . . . . now.Ecc 5 is good.
"For a dream comes through much activity. . . "i am 22 this year. the more i want God's will to happen in my life.
things i plan to do:
1. vocal training
2. dance class
3. media studies
4. the Word
5. discipleship
6. sheeps
(:
at 8:16 AM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
AWESOME.
went with Wanqi & Abigail to watch the adidas big groove held @ Expo. must say, IT'S CRAZY! the dance moves are so AWESOME. the chemistry n energy is high! love the NUS team moves. LOL. 5 guys? n the name of the team is --> "Little White riding hoods" =.= the best of all is still the Japan team, Wrecking Crew Orchestra. the mixing of the songs is so so good!! the light effects, perfect. the fun & entertainment is really worth the 25 bucks. kinda disappointed with LADC honestly. . . :(
the stars last night was BEA-U-TI-FUL. decided to walk home with Wanqi & glad that i witnessed the awesomeness of God's creation. didn't feel like walking away, just wanted to stay and count the stars in the sky. crazy some says but don't u think stars are really awesome?
"the universe is at Your feet, gives You praise evermore. . the stars will light the sky for You, always, God we praise. . "sweet song. (:
anyway back to today, each time i mention abt my dreams n burden i have for my group, i can't help it but to feel sad. i want to do more. i really do. from 5 to 2 to quickly want to move on. ITS BAD BAD BAD! what the HELL is my mind thinking?!? i am sent here for a reason. i don't believe just to do singing. i like what Abigail always say, "anything for God". true! no matter how tough, as long as it is for You, anything i will do.
sorry man, i will do what it takes.
SATAN, DON'T DREAM OF SHATTERING MY DREAMS.
i will learn right from the basic to grow even more. just wait & see. . .
at 11:16 PM
Friday, June 08, 2007
O.o?!?from what abigail shared last night about killing insects, i really think we have a group of "Happy tree friends" team! *shudder* manz, germs i didnt know u kill lizards this way. . . .YUCKS.
anyway last night music prac was fun! Eilton, you improved alot. Really~! Thank God for the sound team ppl! Jolin you are leading well! ^^ I really thank God for giving me the ability to sing. really. while others can play an instrument or write out a poem to express, i only can sing to express. whether the sentence make sense or not, even humming tunes also help me to express my love to God. i am not the best singer in church but aim to be a Godly singer! techniques n skills, all these can be train but character of a singer is important.
singers jamming is coming. this time is intensive. past trainings all failed so this time Lord, i can only count on you. (:
good news for my future!!! apply & see how God will lead me! YAHOO~!
at 8:23 AM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
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www.topshop.com and check it out. only these two tops are acceptable. AH YO.
ok sleepy liao. . . .nights. *Yawns*
at 11:11 PM
Monday, June 04, 2007
(:
yesterday's caregroup session was interesting. read from Mark 5. what David called, reverse QT. LOL. he gave us 4 question to ponder and wanted us to answer. i tell you, the whole session was hilarious! from question 1 to 4, everyone was puzzeled, why the pigs? go n read you will understand y. BWAHAHAHAHAH! but throught the session i understood alot. God is really personal. in the midst of everyone, even if you are no-body or a superstar, He will still come to you and want to know you more. How great is that? so comforting to knw about that. i really like what was done during cg.
had dinner with abigail, wanqi, justin & hendra @ ps. fun fun fun! great to meet up with hendra after such a long time! we went to aijisen and he actually wanted to drink coffee. O.o! its true that when ppl start working, they will tends to give up time for meet ups! some won't but i know in church alot will! ^^
wana take time here to affirm a sister that's close to my heart.
Wanqi,
I really thank God for putting you in my life to serve along with me in TWAM. I always learn alot from you. I love your spirit of always wanting to improve! I find that you indeed grow alot spiritually. Your love for God & music had cause an impact so continue to influence. Even if now we are not sure of what's the next plan, i will still encourage you to be the light on the hill that attracts ppl to God! remember this prophecy? (: hope this will spur you to move on further! honestly, i love the times i spent with you. you are not the irritant in my life. no worries yeah? LOL. really, i appreciate you alot. same goes to my TWAMers.
^__^
off to work liao. TATA~ jamming later! WOOHOO.
at 8:11 AM
Saturday, June 02, 2007
U-N-KNOTTED the knot. (:glad that i called the person.
to resolve a issue that's been in my heart for a LONG time ------> SHIOK.
i want to play, sing & dance like never before.
i want to give my time up for people. to build personal & deeper relationship. . .
use me & anoint me Lord.
at 9:22 AM
