Thursday, April 26, 2007
monday had a great time jamming with the mother's day ss team! such a hard song but manage to do it! alrighty~! had involve wanqi in singing! (: met up with Kelvin during dinner time and i had a great time listening to his passion in singing and his strong conviction he has for his cg! make me so miss being in pastoral group. . . ! Jolene was funny too! She used the 2nd keys and played the bass! joel wasn't there so jolene gotta help out in bass. LOL! really thank God for her, eilton, ben, kelvin & jeremy man! Now i gotta thank wanqi for helping out too! ^_____^
tuesday was another day of fun! FINALLY!!!! i met up with the ex-north girls! though 3 jokers couldn't make it but we still had fun. HAHAHAHA! we calculated, its been 3-4 years since we all met up. sad case man. . . .but looking at how they are doing now really make me realise that God is indeed weird! a person like me, why he wana use me to build up his Kingdom! tt's when grace n love come into the picture. as what 1 Cor 1 says;
Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things - and the things that are not - to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God - that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord."tt's y i am comforted. (:
yesterday was a day of stretching and creation of bruises again. Yesh! dancing! LOL. i always love to meet up the team to dance! coming out with new steps with a brand new genre to me is TOUGH! Abigail is really GOOD in dancing man. . . . other than all her silly n dumb expression when she realise she's running out of steps. HAHA! had great time laughing with veron n wanqi @ abigail. anyway, had supper with wanqi n dawn @ MAC. SINFUL SINFUL!! but who cares la.. hehe! had a very unpleasant ride home with wanqi. not that wanqi is unpleasant to be with la. *running away* but the topic i touch on is SO yucky la. i felt angry the moment wanqi got off until when i went online. angry at topic and the respond? i thought it was so. but actuali i was angry with myself & it was my pride that someone gotta tick me off becoz of this. nv had pride issue and this is the very 1st time i am facing it. BAD! ashamed of my speech . . . unwholesome talk is indeed poisonious. once start will not stop at all.
time to let go totally. whether i like it or not, whether i have to tolerate till i turn red, i am gonna trust that everything that is planned will fall VERY nicely in place.
from now i will shut up.
ok now,
I WILL BE FLYING OFF TO THAILAND TML!!!!!!!!!! a long deserving break! becoz of this trip i will be broke for the next two months. hai. God pls talk to my boss for pay increase! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! now i gotta pack my bag. good day everyone! ^^
at 11:16 AM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
my home, my twam.i cherish twam alot though alot of things have happened.
its true that only thru hard times then relationships will improve.
met up with joyce for shepherding! FINALLY! my shep is like working OTs for the past few days? poor thing. . . . .but joyce, really appreciate you alot! thanks for helpin me to fill up the spare time i have on sat. LOL! i love complaining & whining to my shep. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! veron & wanqi, don't u agree with me? but of coz got to be aware not to give her so much burden. . . . . ^^ had a great time with Justin too! took a hilarious picture too~ i am so proud of myself! such a great photographer. then had a long dinner time with joel, joe n joyce (again)! hai, this joel nv fail to bring in so much joy n laughter into twam. (agree, tag my board!)
there are so many things i wana improve;
1. spend
ALOT of time with God
2. spend more time with my family
3. spend time with my singers
4. spend time with my cg members
5. spend time with my good friends in church & my previous poly
6. spend time with my colleages
as u can see, i really got time management problem. . . . . . :(
Lalita, fel, james, kelvin & randall, thanks for hearing me out today! i really believe in self-development as singers. so, GO FAR WITH GOD!
tml another time of dance. I LOVE! ^_____^
at 12:10 AM
Thursday, April 19, 2007
Meet the Robinsonstuesday i had a great time with Hannah Thang! ^________^ didn't know what to watch, we decided to watch "Meet the Robinsons". NICE! i am a cartoon lover however of all the cartoons i watch, this cartoon seems to be the best! the plot the graphics & songs are nice! other than "Cars" songs that rocks!
anyway, i wana dedicate this post to my SB.
Hannah Thang HuiLi, you rock! knowing you for almost 5 years, you have change alot! From a girl to a mature lady now. Your love & conviction for God always amazes me. From high sch all the way to HopeKids. our meet up is always so rare now but honestly, i love hearing you talking all the time while i sit down quietly listening. ^____^ I really want to thank you for all these years of support n love you showered on me. wana take this time to encourage you to give all your best for the kids - future generations! train up strong men & women of God!! your career tooo~! work towards your dream yeah! As what Walt Disney says, Keep moving forward! LOL!
Love you alot SB.
at 8:40 AM
Tuesday, April 17, 2007
1 John 5 - powerful statement!
THE POWER THAT BRINGS THE WORLD TO ITS KNEES"Every God-begotten person conquers the world's ways. The conquering power that brings the world to its knees is our faith. The person who wins out over the world's ways is simply the one who believes Jesus is the Son of God."say whao! this statement is so choleric! LOL! but its a powerful truth i learnt now @ 0010.
*sleepy time*
at 12:08 AM
Thursday, April 12, 2007
1.5 LitresOUCH! went for my 5th facial appointment n missing germs big day. *kick myself* drinking 1.5L of water,commanded by my consultant. is my face gonna be free from pimples? DARN really hate it when my face is so 'unclean'. yesh, i am vain. LOL!
anyway i spent time watching dance and kept on practising. realise how tough to dance in my room. no space n mirror to see myself. i remembered what abigail asked, "What is your own style? Are you able to identify it?" this question really triggers me off. i remember when i was so fedup on my own singing, i start to ask God for my own style as well! its sad when ppl remember you as the high pitch girl and not your name. i will never forget when i was in Axis still (for all those who remember), Shirls mention this is our CLM b4, "When ppl come to me and tell me that i sang well or look very nice on stage, it doesn't make me happy but i will accept it with humility. the main thing that will let me know that i have a breakthru is when ppl come to me n tell me how my voice and singing had impacted them." YESH YESH!!! this is what i call a breakthru in singing! and ever since that day, Shirls nv fail to impact deeply into ppl's heart with her singing. I want to be use by God this way too. All tertiary singers should desire to be use in this way too.
even the way i dance. i want dance with style. God's-style!
reading 1 Jhn 2 in The Message version is cool! The way to know whether God lives in us. is to keep His commandents! let me cut it out for you to read;
The Only Way to Know We're in Him 2-3Here's how we can be sure that we know God in the right way: Keep his commandments. 4-6If someone claims, "I know him well!" but doesn't keep his commandments, he's obviously a liar. His life doesn't match his words. But the one who keeps God's word is the person in whom we see God's mature love. This is the only way to be sure we're in God. Anyone who claims to be intimate with God ought to live the same kind of life Jesus lived. 7-8My dear friends, I'm not writing anything new here. This is the oldest commandment in the book, and you've known it from day one. It's always been implicit in the Message you've heard. On the other hand, perhaps it is new, freshly minted as it is in both Christ and you—the darkness on its way out and the True Light already blazing! 9-11Anyone who claims to live in God's light and hates a brother or sister is still in the dark. It's the person who loves brother and sister who dwells in God's light and doesn't block the light from others. But whoever hates is still in the dark, stumbles around in the dark, doesn't know which end is up, blinded by the darkness. keeping my life accountable.
at 8:06 AM
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
7.30pm -10.30pmMY LEG IS DEAD TIRED!
URGH~!!!!!!!!!!!
lol. the dance was fun ^^ a small misunderstanding was cleared & boy, how great the team is! looking forward for the performance.
exercise & be fit. - my aim.
at 8:04 AM
Monday, April 09, 2007
EASTERthank you Lord for showing me what is Easter all about, again.
the respond from youth ss to filippino ss is AWESOME.
the no. of ppl crossing the line is amazing. . .
it definately got 2 be You.
You torn the veilYou make a wayWhen You said that it is done. the precious blood that had set us free.
thank you for all the hardwork everyone! the worship team, decor team, sound & lights team, stage managers, the mm team, the ushering team & many more!!!!! not forgottening Pastor Jeff. this man had preached for 6 services with strong conviction! Thank God for you! a great guy that i admire ALOT. (: once again, i learn so much more from this event.
I LOVE MY JESUS! sorry man, can't contain my excitement. LOL!
at 10:19 PM
Friday, April 06, 2007
a God given voice - 曹格this man really rocks above all the other chinese male singers!
a song that gonna be tried during jamming! LOL!
at 2:23 PM
Thursday, April 05, 2007
WeDnEsDaYi loved what i did this morning after popping in my medications. with my swollen left eye, i read 1 peter 3! i prayed before i went to sleep again. nothing beats spending time with God. i woke up at 8.45am finding myself perspiring in my own sweat. WHAO finally! my fever is gone only left behind is the accumulation of phlegms. it sucks but at least my fever is gone. ^^
two days of MC. amazing. . .feeling bad for my colleages and my manager. wanted to go back to work this morning but i know i can't. i really can't. Easter is round the corner and i am down with such sickness. hopefully i will be completely healed by tml! one more day of no work. YAHOO~!
i am wondering what can i do with my hair. cut it short? perm it? or just leave it alone. i'm kinda bored with it now. guess i gotta go to the mall nearby to walk walk n see.
yesterday veron n wanqi came and visit me! LOL. how sweet of them. (: veron rented some vcds and we manage to watch duet. IT WAS SUPER BORING CAN! except the singing parts. it was awesome. at the end of the show, veron was sound asleep on my sofa, wanqi was bored to tears and i felt like my fever was rising. can't imagine those who watch in the cinemas. *YAWNS*
i hope to find my real voice soon! my style in singing and no more like i sing like this person and stuff but my very own style. ^____^ improve improve improve!! lastly, JonLee is back! LOL! great to chat with him on msn~
at 1:28 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
shortyshort.38.8 degrees was the reading from the digital thermometer.
no wonder i feel the shivers during the night & all the achings. Doc gave 2 days MC but was thinking bu tomorrow should be ok ba. Easter is coming!!!! will my brothers come? *nervous*
ok my head is calling out for my bed now. . .tata~ rest rest rest.
at 10:54 AM
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
nose that went no feel.today had a horrible day at work. thought it was morning sinus. . . .until 1pm i still haven't stop sneezing and by then my nose already felt numb. did STO for one patient & coz she came from chemo and saw that i was having flu, requested that i wear mask in case i pass the bug to her. LOL! guess my nose was really sensitive to the environment coz i stop sneezing once i put on the mask. by 3pm i knew i couldn't take it coz i felt my whole body was hot and was alittle giddy already. . .BUT i still can't go n rest coz i was the only nurse in the clinic. the rest was in OT.
guess tml i won't be going for work.
in youth times, i heard someone mention this, "if you keep on falling sick, it means that you aren't doing well spiritually."
I REALLY BELIEVE IT THAT TIME!
now thinking of it really make me laugh my ass off.
including today, its already my 5th time having fever in 2007. its either the weather of Singapore or is really me. truth, i don't exercise though i drink lots of water and have start eating more vegetables! LOL.
gotta protect the temple of God liao. not that i don't protect at all just that i cannot understand why my fever keeps on coming back. *puzzled*
I am really in love with Cao Ge! his 2nd album music arrangement is really great! his voice, no need to say. THUMBS UP. this year i make a pact with God, no longer will i compare my voice to others. i will strive to improve my techniques and be proud of the voice from God. i will sing. i will still sing to influence. i love my voice. i love Him who chose to give me this voice for his Kingdom. (:
pray, pray, pray.
at 10:32 PM
Monday, April 02, 2007
no more tears
to that special someonelet God wipe your tears away for you. Jesus' wound will be your healing. continue to trust and believe in Him fully that He will help you. Just rejoice & be glad in Him! difficult but that's what trust is called. God's love for you will never die. even if someone dear to us don't love us anymore, be rest assured that He will still continue to love us. even if, we curse & swear at Him.
Let your problems be your growing points in your life. It's time for you to shine at home.
i make it all sounds so easy but its so tough on you. when you cry, my heart is heavy. when i hear that you teared and is heart-broken, how i wish i can be right in front of you and act like a clown, just to see your beautiful smile again.
but all i can do now is only pray for you.
Be firm and be strengthen in Him at all times.
love you.
signing off,
Jo-N.
at 11:59 PM
