Sunday, January 29, 2006
New Year in Malaysia.yesterday went back to Malaysia to visit my ah ma. been some time since i went back and i am glad. =) honestly i think this new year is kinda quiet but still i had fun talking to my cousins n playing with Toby, the dog! hahaha!
last night i went with my closest cousins to the playground as they wanted to take a puff. there, we had alot of heart to heart talk. though they did somethings that reali broke my heart alot, but still i knw i still love them n will still help them to come out of it. anyway i am reali glad that both of them knw wat they wana do in the future. one wana be an accountant, the other wana study hairstyling! i think it's rather cool lor. o did i mention that i got free pedicure? yeah, the one wana study accounting is doing pedicure now and she did for me for free! hehe!! actuali having cousins who can style hair and all these cosmetic stuff not bad hor! i told the one who wana do hairstyling that after she becomes a hairstylist, i will go n ask her to be my hairstylist! of coz she says no prob n she will do it for me for free! BWAHAHAHA. =P i kinda think now the ITEs are providing very good courses! keep it up man! o i realise that my dad's side the cousins are kinda pretty n handsome le! er....btw they are all younger than me hor... hahahha~ like today i saw one of my cousin whose name is shawn. HE IS SO HANDSOME MAN! will show the picture other days. i was thinking to myself that next time when he grows up he will be a shuai ge! confirm one! rite nicola n jennifer? hehe!
this year didn't play any fire-crackers....but manage to catch a great fire-work! wow...so beautiful lor. but too bad it didn't last for long. =)
o forgot to wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! let this year be a year of fruitfulness and seeing new breakthrus! yeah~
next week attachment liao.....sobz~
at 7:14 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
A Love to Kill.a sad ending. SOBZ. reali this show is very nice. imagine, I was brought to tears. But reali if u expect this show to be like Full House, i think u better throw tt idea away. =) anyway, i was surfing the net looking for the songs for the drama when i came across this person's blog saying that Rain's newest cd is coming out in Japan!
i think the cd is Sad Tango. hahahha! but there is a song tt he is singing also called "Sad Tango". i nearly could dl the mtv BUT THE STUPID COM DON'T ALLOW! urgh!! but i manage to watch abit of the mtv. the dance moves in there are awesome man... this guy can reali dance n sing n act. but somehow i think this cover picture is not doing any justice to Rain man. honestly it is not nice. hahahahahhahahhaa!!!
o yeah, yesterday i learnt a new korean sentence!
ni go nor ri sa rang na no ra --> i will love you forever and ever. ^^ it's taken from a Korean Christian song. don't ask from me ar, coz i learn this sentence from Yesmine. o she is a Eugene's fren. hehe! =)
at 8:22 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
A drama to recommend.
Hey hey! there is a new drama that Rain is acting in it. it's called "A Love to kill" aka "I Jook-li Nom-eui Sa-Rang" i have watched the 1st 6 episode! it's touching, exciting and romantic. talks about brotherly love and of coz a love that shouldn't have start between Rain and the main actress.
Rain's character of coz is very different from "Full House". in this show, he so cool, rugged look and best, he is very good in fighting!!! =) wondering who is the main actress?
she is called Sin Min-ah. very cute and sweet looking. but i think in this show she is acting as Rain's character in "Full house". also a superstar.
i think u guys gotta watch this show yourself. it's great. ^^ o ya, in this show Rain is thinner.
o ya my daddy is sick.
Lord heal him. . . .
at 10:15 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Freed.all the struggles, thoughts, indecisiveness of my mind, impatience. . . finally i'm freed! emotional? mayb, mayb
not! ^^ due to my nature of being a super deep thinker, i always feel impatient about things. but now, i am encouraged to follow my heart. Go ahead and find all that you can and persevered in what you believe you can do. i reali do feel very assured and supported. Thanks man guys!
anyway, yesterday i went home and watched Rain's 2005 concert DVD and one of his new drama. OMG! it was good la! i mean the concert. the sound may not be as good as i thought it will be in a concert but the performance was awesome! the dance and the singing was ohhh la la~ no wonder news was saying that Rain did a great job! =) looking forward to the day that one day service's PnW will be so impactful that the music and the singing will just transit so naturally that everyone will dance and sing like mad! powerful!
talking about singing, i realise i am falling in love with singing much more. the voice, harmonizing, the mistakes and success; aww. . . it just so great!! hey singers and choir, just wana tell u guys that i love the team alot! though there are friction and misunderstandings sometimes,
but i can feel that the team is growing closer. =)
k la, gotta continue studying liao! chao~ alamak late for lecture already!!!!!!!!!!!
at 11:40 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Burdened.feeling reali burdened this few weeks. but i reckon that it is a good burden. =) while i was bathing, this picture of a dynamic PnW appeared. it was indeed so powerful! had fun and singing with God man. . .
as now i am listening to "surrender" by lincoln brewster, this was the song i sang while bathing too. i personally think that this is one of a good worship song. in terms of music and the lyrics.
o yeah suddenly remembered that during yesterday's cg, God dropped two words to me during worship, "deep" and "humble". i reali spent the whole time thinking what does these two words mean. now come to think about it, i think that God wana talk about the deepness of the relationship we have with Him. it's not just about reading the bible or be like christian. but reali deep in our heart how are we relating with God.
the word "humble" was much stronger during worship coz when i was singing, i felt this pressure on me, a very big pressure. my face went numb. scary hor. but i wasn't feeling scared coz i knew God wana tell me about humility. as i scan thru my life, i realise alot of areas in my life, i wasn't humble b4 God. which i repent. i reali wana be humble b4 God!
i'm giving you my dreams, i'm laying down my rights,i'm giving up my pride for the promise of new life....this is wat i am gonna do. i may have pass one test already about giving my all to God but i knw there are more to come.
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alamak...suddenly i duno wat i suppose to type down le....tt's the prob when u ain't good in your words. okk gtg for ss liao! ahdiyos! ^^
at 2:26 PM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Achez.Ouch. Manz. Oh-ff! unable to turn my head to the left tt much. experience difficulties walking down the stairs. both arms facing some "unable-to-lift-up-" prob. GOD HEAL THOSE WHO ARE FACING THESE PROBLEMS TOO!
actuali the arms n thighs thingy ok. it's the neck tt's killing me. hahahha! guess i got it when Glenn knocked onto my ear yesterday. u must thinking ear to neck? wat connection? guys shoulders bigger ma, not only knocked onto my ear, partly of the neck also kena.
hai. . . i thought it's coz of the dance but actuali it was the game.
my classmate was evil man! she was looking in my direction then she did "my-head-can-turn-right-&-
left!" action. -.-" almost wana stangle her.
anyway my mom helped to massage my neck. it's reali diff when u got a mom who is servin God. u knw b4 she start to massage, she prayed that God will give the healing power onto her hands. sweet hor? ^^ actuali quite comfortable in the beginning coz not much strength was put. but it was kinda painful when more strength is put. OUCH is my answer. but i reali wana thank God that my mom take the effort just to massage my neck!! hehe!!
yeah! tml is my 1st vocal class. very excited n nervous at the same time coz tml gotta sing a worship song b4 the class starts. *shaking* duno y sing for quite some time already but but still will have stage fright. . .hmm. . . . my nature la. haha! k la, all the best for tml!! school, vocal class n music prac.
veron, my mom was laughing away when she told me abt wat u did this afternoon. ;P
at 8:52 PM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Fun!Monday
3 hours of tutorial. . not bad la actuali coz time reali flied super fast. the best part is when we gave Rihaana her present. ^^ anyway after school i went to meet up veron in her shop. yeah, veron, eugene and myself signed up for Hip Hop dance! it was really fun though to me it was too fast. the prob here is coz it's Hip Hop intermediate. hahahahahha!!! so after the class, 3 of us decide to join Hip Hop 1 instead which is for beginners. =) reali looking 4ward for Hip Hop 1! hor, eugene and veron? ;)
but i think we gain back wat we lost. coz after the dance class, we went to TCC 1st with livi, wenjun, roy, davin and joel. then after that with reagan, val and jonlee we went to chomp chomp n there, we ate our supper. heavy supper man. hahahhahaha~! but yummy!
hey davin, did the hp exploded? bwahahahhaha!
Tuesday
soccer day! finally the long awaiting day has arrived!!! yesh, i love soccer though can't play well. hahahhahaha!!! :P anyway all of us suppose to meet at 9.30am, but in the end joe was the only one who arrived early. gonna continue wat happened, when we all reach potong pasir, it was raining fairly heavy, so who cares we all decided to go ahead to play at the street soccer court. alot of people fell on the court. 1st it was david, then myself, then roy and the ball just kept on rolling. half way through the game we got two new ppl who joined us. Glenn and Darren. very nice guys. =)
anyway, i nv realise that playing soccer in the rain is sooooo funnnnn!!! the rain just kept on pouring like no-body's business. . so yesh all of us were drench to our skin. but reali it is reali so so so so funnnnn!!! no wonder i love soccer so much. haha! guess it's time for me to learn how to play soccer well. anyone?
k la, guess i done wat i'm suppose to do. gonna eat, then rush my projects. Choir, pls learn as much as u can tonight. man, can't be there to observe n learn. . hai~!
at 4:58 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
Untitled.am i pushing myself too hard? or should i just slow down n relax? these are the questions that are hovering around me now. it's being a month in Twam. how much i saw X'mas drama, choir and support singing are done, i really need the pat on my shoulders.
as the new year approach, i reali see how much the singing ministry needs to improve. the singers, the chemistry between each singers with the PnW leader and the band. all these things. whao.
i heard b4 that sometimes the joy of doing what you are suppose to do in a serving ministry can be taken away. at first i don't quite believe it but now i do. guard heart? be deeper with God? yesh all these things are needed!! so much so much. i knw i still love singing very much and i love wat i am doing now but still if i don't guard my heart, soon my joy can be taken away. =)
roy taught about re-connection with God during cg on sat. it was reali a good lesson. it brought me back to where i am now and reminded me how much i needed God. there was this point that got myself to ask about my love for God. if you are in a relationship, you will surely do even the stupidest thing on earth because you love the person. ain't tt rite? so if you reali love God, won't you do the same? of coz God won't ask you to do stupid things. but it's the desire and the desperation of wanting to be with God every single moment of our time! like David, even when he became a king, he didn't forget abt God yet he wanted God more!
i should repent and lead a life like David. =)
ok la, brain not working liao. wana ZZzzz. tt's all.
Joy. WOG - important.
at 1:46 AM
Friday, January 06, 2006
Continuation of some of the X'mas and Birthday gifts.
Given by LiYan. Nice i like! =)
Violet bought in Bugis! Green! hahaa!
Candy! u saw this? =) Yeah a green mouse with own made earrings! talented man.
anyway today on the way to school i was reading Max Lucado's book - Just like Jesus. i reali luv this author alot. the way he writes his books is reali very attractive! anyway as wat i was saying, this part of the story reali caught my attention about forgiveness. i will share wat the story is.
The Power of Forgiveness - by Max Lucado.Recently I shared a meal with some friends. A husband and wife wanted to tell me about a storm they were weathering. Through a series of events, she learned of an act of infidelity that had occurred over a decade ago. He had made the mistake of thinking it'd be better not to tell her, so he didn't. But she found out. And as you can imagine, she was deeply hurt.
Through the advice of a counselor, the couple dropped everything and went away for several days. A decision had to be made. Would they flee, fight or forgive? So they prayed. They talked. They walked. They reflected. In this case the wife was clearly in the right. She could have left. Women have done so for lesser reasons. Or she could have stayed and made his life a living hell. Other women have done that. But she chose a different respones.
On the tenth night of their trip, my friend found a card on his pillow. On the card was a printed verse: "I'd rather do nothing with you than something without you." Beneath the verse she had written these words:
I forgive you. I love you. Let's move on.
ain't that sweet. when i read these few words, i got goosebumps n my heart stopped for a few secs. not because it was mushy but because of the way how the wife dealed with the matter. it's just so mature and cool. forgiveness. whao. i am inspired by "Let's move on". i tink no matter wat happen in life, there bounds to have lots of problems n testings but as long as we move on with God, God will pave a way for us. like how so recently i decided to be a nurse. i no longer will escape from this reality. i wan to b a Christian who happen to be a nurse! good nurse i wana be.
Thank you Dad.
at 11:05 PM
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
Your Irish Name Is... |
 Jade Ahearne |
at 9:25 PM
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
Last 7 weeks in NYP.today marks the 1st day of my last semester in NYP. great to see my classmates but at the same time i start to worry after graduation. I only have 7 weeks in NYP; studies, attachments, exams, PRCP - Pre Registration Consolidation Placement (the fear of every student nurse) then i'm out of NYP.
time is gonna fly again! in the blink of the eye, March will come which means it's examination!!! then April - May --> PRCP.
i was telling my classmate, Violet, if after the PRCP (if i pass), i wait till Jan 2007 then i start to work in a hospital, is it wise? the prob here is i am not ready at all to work as a nurse. of coz Violet tell me that it isn't wise coz by that time i will be rusty in my skills and i will be completing with those students who are signing bond.
honestly, i am becoming worried. i don't deny that my heart is in no agreement to be a nurse. HELP! i reali don't wana coz of this attitude i miss out God's great plan in my life. . . .guess i gotta fast and pray for this.
i'm not stress but worried.
in tears or joy, i shall still praise the almighty God!! God, i am gonna trust u with this matter. nah, gay ni wo de troubles. duno wat's troubles in chinese. whaahahha!
at 9:03 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
walking into YEAR 2006!phew~ was racing with time to blog b4 2nd of Jan arrive. . .! hehe!! =) Anyway, year 2005 was a memorable year.
o yeah, last nite after ss, twam had dinner at fat mama! we had steamboat. had a great time thought i was having sore throat n most of the time i can't reali taste how yummy the food can be. . . anyway after tt we went to veron's mom's shoe shop to help out in stock check! manz, it was fun!!!! sori coz i nv work b4 so duno how stock check is done until yesterday!! hahaha! i paired with Hendra to do the stock check n darn it, it was reali fun doing with him~! hahaha! Orange. . Ooh-range --> Hendra's way of pronouncing it. But reali u can also see his seriousness in doing too. Ohhhh. . . . LOL!!!!
O i reali wana mention this matter. i won't say who is the person. I GOT TO DRIVE A CAR THIS SUPER EARLY IN THE MORNING! ard 4-5am plus. yes, this person allowed me to drive the car but just a short distance which turns out not very short! hahahhaha! the experience was GREAT! i reali enjoyed driving! of coz with super proper instructions la. reali push me to wana get my lisence quick. but hor, thank God nv got caught though we actuali nearly got caught. phew!!! =) Dad, ya car will soon be mine! bwahahahahhahahha.
Just now, had birthday outing with Hannah. her birthday i mean. which falls on the 3rd of Jan. =) yeah, went to watch The Chronicles of Narnia! it was good!!!!!! i enjoyed from the part where 4 of them all entered into the Kingdom of Narnia. Whao!!! Peter is reali so cool lor!!! Hannah thought i like the Lion but well Peter this character reali caught my heart! Haha!! the movie is reali touching, funny n exciting! after tt went to dinner with Hannah at cafe cartel. yes i treated her as a birthday gift~! the food was ok ok la...but the funniest part is the ice-cream!! i don't think i will mention here in case hannah kills me. wana knw ask me or her. bwahahahahhaha~!!! but Hannah, my very good buddy n someone whom i knw she will be there for me always.
k la, brain wana sleep already. so will update more in other days! tata!! =)
at 11:54 PM
