Friday, January 28, 2005
today woke up with pain eyes. wahahaha! felt as though both eyes were swollen.anyway this morning was bad.my attachment was suppose to be at Maris Stella High Sch n boy i tell you, this school is reali isolated man!guess this school is condemn by all the nurses.my frenz n i took bus 135 n guess where we landed at?the answer is bishan.yeah, continue laughing.so we quickly alight n took taxis down.we told the uncle to bring us to the sch, and how i reali wana kill the uncle!!! this uncle who seems to have speech problem, don't knw wat sch are we talking abt and this is actuali alrite. but the worst thing is that this uncle don't even knw where is Mount Vernon Rd!!thanks for being a taxi-driver.so as a passager, i took his street directory n had to lead him to the sch.urgh!!
so when we were in the sch, all of us were bored to death. with 3 nurses n 2 clerks busy doing their stuff, the 7 of us were left to do nothing.so wat did we do? well, my fren n i were busy entertaining ourselves with the fishes.
but well, finally this attachment is done. just gotta wait till April n off i go for attachment again! even though the attachment was both fun n bored, i reali enjoyed myself with my attachment frenz.hahahahahha!
later i will be going to esplanade with some brother n sisters! to see hip-hop dance show! hopefully it is nice. or else i think i reali waste my time there. done a whole pic of Hope ppl!
my frenz.
at 5:33 PM
another restless night.had a raining session with people whom i close with.i really feel like asking God, "is these all? is my life just gonna be like this?".i really miss tos time i had with God when i was a nb, so carefree and always singing with Him.now given a chance to lead a new life again, i better take the chance to cherish it.i always thought that i am quite a tough n firm person, but thanks to someone's talk, i realise tt i wasn't. haha.
love is complicating urh.didn't knw tt it will cause so much hurt n pain when one decided to leave from it.no wonder God's love nv fails to touches those who are lack of love.it is just so amazing and powerful.
i realise something.weekly shepherding and caregroup,attending of ss and meetings doesn't make one biblical.neither does it make one godly.it is just the heart.when one loves God, committment, joy, confidence, security and love for ppl will all fall into place.this is my own point of view.am i rite or wrong?no one except God.
well, all i can say is that i guess i am back where i use to come from. hopefully i will continue to stay on the track.finally wat i wana said is done.
at 1:43 AM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
cute! super adorable kids i see in Red Swastika Primary School. this time my attachment is to go to schools to help out in health check. familiar? haha.. it has been ages since i went for a health check up. anyway coming back to kids, coz now the health check up is mainly on the p1 n 6, i get to see the p1 kids often. they are sooooooooooooooo cute!!! naughty but reali damn cute. wanted to take their pic but didn't have the chance to..
there is this gal whom i take care of during my 1st day in that pri sch n she is so so pretty! big eyes with a sweet smile. pure chinese. then next came a germany boy who lost his two front teeth but kept on smiling whenever he sees me. very shy but handsome boy.and then there is this boy who is so chubby n i tell you my staff nurse reali like him. coz he is just soooo cute. i saw another boy who is like a japanese mix. very attractive but quite talkative. man.....these kids are only p1. looking at these kids reali make me feel like one of them too. and now, going along with XueTing and Dawn, i love kids!
well, thursday is my last day in the pri sch..then off i go to Maris Stella high Sch on friday.heard tt there are lots of handsome boys.. .. haha.
hey ppl out there, i wana knw if you are feeling very dry in spiritual life, wat are some ways that you will do to refresh yourself? can contribute? sent to me by mail?
shiokerberry@hotmail.com. thanks! btw, do read the stories below. it is very entertaining. trust me.
at 7:26 PM
well thanks to this sister whom i won't mention her name. thanks for email you sent to me about "passion". i understood it. just wana tell you you are a special person in my life. this is wat she sent.
Passion
Is passion about having or doing? Is passion about fun? That is not the whole story. A musician who is passionate about his cello will go through a great deal of pain and boredom to gain precision through practice. An athlete will practice her serve over and over again because of her passion for tennis. Passion combines love and discipline, devotion to a goal and self-forgetfulness.
Our passions are essential. They connect the senses to the mind. This connection is not one of automatic response; we need not react to every stimulus or follow every impulse.
Sin complicates our passions. Vision blurs. Choices confuse. Bad habits predispose us to bad selections. The ordinary human resources compete inside of us. Thomas Aquinas said that we do not seek evil for itself so much as we seek good in ill-focused, out-of-balance ways. Certainly our passions can be misguided. What we apply them to matters.
Christian passion holds a paradox. Any human desire will eventually fail us if we try to sustain it as our most important goal. On the other hand, if we set our hearts on the One who has made our hearts for himself, we are not only fulfilled, but our other passions find a place and deepen too.
anyway today, i got 2 beautiful stories to share.
1st testimony story is entitled:
The Tsunami Survivor.it is long but read finish it.confirm you will be bless by it.
it is definately a blessing from the Lord that i could still write this email and wish you all a Happy New Year. it has been almost 13 days since i returned.i have to admit that i have not been responding to any calls as i was/am still recovering.
most of all, i personally want to thank all of you for your encouragement.the whole experience has been shocking but if anything good that has come out of it, is my personal faith, walking with the Lord has definately soar higher and that he has spared my life to live again. unfortunately others have not been bless. the pictures on papers and TV gave a clearer picture of the death and destruction, indeed all of it was not a movie but it was the actual scene which took much life away.. ..
you will also hear me mentioning about Jesus and how miraculously HE saved me and my sister from death. please note that this is my personal experienced which i have encountered during the tragedy.all glory to Jesus.
25/12/2004 - 8pm
the night before the incident around 8pm, both my sister and i were walking down the streets. i had this sudden urged to sing a christian worship song which i have not sung for a long long time. so as i was walking i sang the chorus over and over again. during our walk, my heart felt uneasy. i told my sister of my uneasiness and that she had asked me to pray in tongues to the Lord. i did just that. looking back and realising the lyrics of the song, i now understand how merciful God is because HE tried to prepare or warn abt the tragedy.
the song entitled STILL.
"when the oceans rise and thunder roars,
i will soar with you above the storm.
Father you are King over the flood,
i will be still and know you are God."
26/12/2004 - 6am
we were supposed to check out from the hotel and check in to another at 12pm. there was no reason for us to wake up so early since it was our much deserved holiday but today, we felt as though someone was waking us up. i thought my sister woke me up to pray as she normally would but i thought, "can't be" as it was still so early. little that iknow, she felt it too and she had the same thought. i then opened my eyes and looked at her and realised that it was not our own doing. we were not scared, and concluded that the Lord wants us to wake up to pray.so we did just that and later check out way ahead of time.
9am-10am
we dragged our luggage and walked along the street towards the hotel. we arrived the next hotel around 9.45am. soon as we handed our check in slip to the receptionist, we saw people were running frantically away from the beach towards the hotel. the moment we turned our head and look infront, we saw a hugh big 30ft high wave came crushing through the glass door of the recpetion. it was so scary as the height of the wave covered the blue sky, the whole area were darken.
We were inside the reception area, there were no way to run as the wave crashed mercilessly towards the glass door. We could hear loud noises from the shattered glass and in a split second the reception area was filled with the sea water. The water rose to our neck and we were swept against another glass door, the glass door shattered and threw us out of the reception area. We both were clinging on each other, the water swept through us and we went under the water. My mind went blank; I gulped some sea water-that was all I could remember. Somehow, somewhere in the middle of it, as everything happened so fast, we managed to cling on a wooden pillar. At that precise moment, all we could do was to just pray. I left everything on earth at that point of time, my family, my love ones, my business, my friends, everything...
There was nothing I can cry to except to GOD and I did just that. I took out all the knowledge that I learned during my bible class called Deeper Life Seminar conducted by Pastor Vernon Falls. I remembered that he always told us to pray in tongues even more when are in trouble. That was the only knowledge that I have and can use then.
We were looking at the disaster, trying to comprehend but it was chaos. Cars were crashing thru the building, gas tank were leaking, roof were tumbling down, people were screaming, we knew dead bodies were everywhere. All I did was pray and pray and all I know was to hold my sister tightly to me so that we will not separated by the strong wave. Approximately seven minutes later the second much stronger wave came and swept us again. I am really amazed that I didn't cry nor had any panic attacked at the time. I still know what to do. In fact, there was this Thai lady who was clinging onto my sis so hard because she can't swim, she was screaming away.
In time like that, I don't know how I can still think, I raised my voice at the Thai lady, so that she could hear me and asked her to stop screaming and don't be panic. I told her to calm down and just pray. I saw how she hold on to my sis and was worried for my sis incase her weight might pushed my sister under the water. So I said, "don't scream, don't be panic and don't hold her so tight, Is okay, everything is going to be fine" She calmed down immediately and followed exactly what we asked her to do. My sister has always been very strong in her devotion with the Lord. She knew that she has to safe the Thai lady by asking her to accept the Lord as her savior. I knew you think it is crazy to do so in times like that, but in Christianity, we believed that eternity life begins when you received Jesus and that we believed that when you accept Christ as your Lord and savior you automatically go to heaven. And because of that, my sister knew our situation then, was l ife and death and that she feels that if anything should happen to the Thai lady at least she will end up in heaven.
It was really amazing in crisis like that; my sis could lead the Thai lady into prayer to accepted Christ. The Thai lady accepted Christ there and then and she joined us to pray loudly crying to the Lord, commanding the sea water to calm down and stop the wave from coming, in Jesus name". Our prayer felt stronger when the three of us prayed in agreement.
After the second wave, we took the risk to swim across to a staircase. When I was up at the balcony, the whole disaster hit me, only then I started to cry and the fear was overwhelming. There were about 20 foreigners were at the balcony, everyone were in shocked, people were crying and blood were everywhere. My sister only suffered some bruises while I had a deep cut on both my feet. It was painful but the shock was unbearable. I could not take my eyes away from the sea, worried that the third wave will attack us again. At the balcony I was still holding on to a pole, while my sister went around praying for others, telling them that Jesus will kept us safe from harm. I knew she meant well, she doesn't care about her own safety she know if anything happen to us we will go to heaven BUT she is more concerned for the others, she also want them to go to heaven. She kept telling them about Jesus and she prayed for all of them. She prayed in Jesus name to break and bind all the fear in them. I noticed, some foreigners appreciated her and accepted Christ there and then while others was calmer after the prayer.
She doesn't allow me to cry and she told me to keep praying in tongues and worships the Lord and I did nothing but just that.
Later when she was next to me, I then asked my sister in my chocking voice "Can I sing a worship song"?She looked at me helplessly and said " ok you sing to the Lord"...Tears kept flowing down my cheek, I sang, "when the oceans rise and thunders roar, i will soar with you above the storm, father you are King over the flood, I will be still know you are God" Right after I sang that song, my sister looked at me and quickly said " That's right!! That is what God is trying to tell us. He is the Kind over the flood and he is asking us to be still and know that He is GOD and he will overseas the whole situation."
June continue saying " God was trying to prepare us before the tragedy that is why he gave you the song to sing last night and that is why he woke us up earlier this morning so that we could leave the room if not we woul d have been trapped" I listened attentively, nodded my head, still crying and agreed that everything she said make sense. The sudden feeling of God's presence and his greatest love just flows in my heart and immediately I had peace and fear just left me. I felt the Lord was telling me "Don't worry, everything is going to be over and the wave will not come near you anymore" True enough, there were no third wave, the sea water subsided, the rescue team began to search and rescue all of us.
The ambulance took me to the nearby hospital as I was badly cut and could not walk. There were neither "after shock" nor 3rd tidal wave but the town were in chaos. The hospital that we were at, were in chaos condition. They could not treat me but only offered me a bandage. We walked out of the hospital to find a pair of scandals as my scandals was swept away by the wave. As we were walking to look for a shop, my sister realized I cannot walk and I was still bleeding due to the deep cuts. She asked me to wait for her, while she proceeds to look for a shop to get me a pair of scandals.
While waiting for her, people were again seen running towards me. The police were making some announcement in their local language. I could not understand. I thought I lost my sister, but thank God she came out looking for me and we found each other in the midst of people running for their life. We asked one of the locals and we were told to run to the mountain as there could be an "after shock" and the possibility of a greater damage. I felt the tense again, we walked as fast we could but we have no idea where to. Later, we stop a van and the driver drop us near a hill top. We reached the mountain and we saw a bungalow belong to a local. There were many foreigners seated along the road side. My sister told me to find a quiet place so that we could pray.
We found this little corner at the side of the bungalow. We seated and started to pray. The place we were resting overseeing the sea. I hated the sea then. I never thought such a beautiful and peaceful place can turn out to be so ugly, so fierce, and so merciless. I was angry at the sea-deep in me I know it was the devil's work. The devil chooses the holiday season to kill much innocent life. I just could not leave my eye looking at the sea, crying and praying at the same time. I was feeling very insecure and worried of another attack.
About 30 minutes later, the owner of the house came out and asked us if we wanted a drink. I knew we look miserable and dirty, in our wet shorts and t-shirt, dirty sand on our hair, we looked and felt like a refugee. At that instant I really know how it feels to be one. My sister had earlier said to me, should we need to notify anyone, it has to be someone who can pray and intercede for us. So I asked if I could call our Pastor, and she agreed. We both walked towards the house entrance and asked the owner's permission to use their phone. We were blessed that we still had our passport and money as we stuff those in a waist pouch. We knew that we could pay the owner on the telephone charges made by us. I believed it was the favor from the Lord, the local owner not only allowed us to used their phone, they even offered us to take a rest in their place. They told us to shower, provide us with dry cloths, gave us food to eat, provide us with new blanket s, and even gave us mattress and pillow so we could be more comfortable. We were the only 2 among many foreigners that were given such treatment by that owner. The rest of the victims were left waiting and camping along the roadside.
The 2 hours after shock never came and time passed we were still waiting. It was already 6pm. The locals told us that the airport is opened. My sister was feeling uneasy; she felt that we should leave the island. But we wanted to hear from the Lord. We knew God can give us instruction. So we prayed in agreement and prayed in tongues. Again I felt the Lord was saying something to me. I felt that the Lord is saying we will be flying off that night itself. If I were to use my mind to analyst, I knew it is impossible as everything is in chaos and we can't even call the airport. All the telephone lines were dead. In my mind, even if we were to reach the airport, it is near to the sea and what if another attack hit, we would be facing what we faced earlier. Being up in the mountain is not the safest place to be either. Should there were an after shock, the mountain will give way and causes another major collapse. I obeyed what I feel the Lord said to me and told my sister. My sister then prayed to the Lord and said, "Lord, if it is your will for us to leave the island tonight, Pastor Vernon will call the house. And that will be the confirmation" We continue praying. At 11pm, the phone rang and it was Pastor Vernon. June asked Pastor and told him about our plan. Pastor mentioned that during his prayer he also felt the Lord wanted us to leave the island as soon as possible. That was the confirmation and we asked the owner's son to take us to the airport immediately.
We reached the airport at 12.30am. There were only a handful of people. None of the victims were seen in the airport except June and I. No body knew what happened to us and we proceed to asked if there were any tickets to KL. There wasn't obviously but the lady told us there is a plane leaving to Bangkok in half an hour time. We looked at each other; we were very surprised and quickly purchased 2 tickets to Bangkok. We arrived at Bangkok airport at 3am. I noticed that the flight that we were in was a delay flight from Phuket which was meant to fly off at 7.45pm. I had a disbelief look and deep in me I know that the Lord must have waited for us to board the plane. Again I was totally amazed with the Lord's timing and his plan for us to leave the island. Again I had learned another lesson from the Lord. When HE gave you instruction, don't think how, just do it. Everything is possible according to HIS will.
We both returned safely to KLIA at 12.00pm on 27th December 2004.
HE is truly an awesome GOD and HE is alive and HIS words are real. I don't regret going through the disaster as it has make me a stronger person, and my faith in the Lord has definitely soar higher.....higher than the tidal wave for sure.
Chung Eng Lee
Petaling Jaya-Malaysia
do you feel blessed? well read the next story, it is encouraging.
Showing God's Love, by Alan Smith
Doug Nichols went to India to be a missionary; but while he was just starting to study the language, he became infected with tuberculosis and had to be put in a sanitarium. It was not a very good place to be. It was not very clean and conditions were difficult because there were so many sick people. However, Doug decided to do the best he could in that situation. So he took a bunch of Christian books and tracts and tried to share the gospel with the other patients in the sanitarium.
When he tried to pass out tracts, no one wanted them. He tried to hand out books, but no one would take them. He tried to talk with them, but he was handicapped because of his inability to communicate in their language, so he felt very discouraged.
There he was, stuck in a horrible situation. Because of his illness, Doug would be there a long time. Yet it seemed like the work that God had sent him to do would not be done because no one would listen to him.
Every night at about 2:00, he would wake up with chronic coughing that wouldn't quit. One night when he awoke, he noticed across the aisle an old man trying to get out of bed. He said the man would roll himself up into a little ball and teeter back and forth trying to get up the momentum to get up and stand on his feet. Unfortunately for him, he just couldn't do it. He was too weak.
Finally, after several attempts, the old man laid back and wept. The next morning Doug understood why the man was weeping. He was trying to get up to go to the bathroom and didn't have enough strength to do that. His bed was a mess and there was a stench in the air.
The other patients made fun of the old man. The nurses came to clean up his bed and they weren't kind to him, either. In fact, one of them even slapped him in the face. Doug said that the old man just laid there and cried.
Doug tells about the following evening this way: "That next night, about 2 o'clock, I started coughing again. I looked across the way and there was the old man trying to get out of bed once more. I really didn't want to do it, but somehow I managed to get up and I walked across the aisle and I helped the old man stand up." But he was too weak to walk.
Doug describes what follows this way: "I took him in my arms and carried him like a baby. He was so light that it wasn't a difficult task. I took him into the bathroom, which was nothing more than a dirty hole in the floor, and I stood behind him and cradled him in my arms as he took care of himself. Then I carried him back to his bed and laid him down. As I turned to leave he reached up and grabbed my face and pulled me close and kissed me on the cheek and said what I think was 'Thank you.'"
"The next morning there were patients waiting when I awoke and they asked if they could read some of the books and tracts that I had brought. Others had questions about the God I worshiped and His only begotten Son who came into the world to die for their sins."
Doug Nichols says that in the next few weeks he gave out all the literature that he had brought, and many of the doctors and nurses and patients in that sanitarium came to know Jesus Christ, too.
Doug concludes his story with these words: "Now what did I do? I didn't preach a sermon. I couldn't even communicate in their language. I didn't have a great lesson to teach them. I didn't have wonderful things to offer. All I did was take an old man to the bathroom and anyone can do that."
"Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God. He who does not love does not know God, for God is love." (1 John 4:7-8)
What can you do to express the love of God to people around you today?
(c) 2005 Alan Smith <Alan.Smith@whcoc.com>. Used by permission.
at 6:02 PM
Monday, January 24, 2005
fight. overcome. rest. fight again. overcome again. rest again. does this sounds thrillin? this time the personal battle begins. might end up losing or walking away with victory.
"Serving Jesus = Living Life with Victory".
did a stupid thing today. dun wana explain here but guess only 3 of us knw wat is happening.. urgh. always doing things wrongly. piss off! btw, wat is passion? can we serve in it? or just see it going to waste? can someone explain?
well, i knw tml will be a better day coz the Lord says so. ha!
at 11:53 PM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
wow.yesterday was cool.still love how lalita sang her songs.*applause for her*believe 3 of us reali enjoyed ourself. :) anyway, i am so glad that i am given the chance to sing such a song. the only fear i had was that i might trip n roll down the steps. anyway, some of you might be thinking who was the gal who sang "emotional" rite? well she is genie (hope i spelled correctly) from the adult ss. i admit, her voice was fantastic!
today was CTM led by Pastor Ben. saw a MM clip that moved me inside.reali could see the evidence of God's work.initially was tired coz of certain things but after being lectured by God, i am so moving on!today is already the 23rd day of 2005, alot of more things must be done.come on fellow brothers n sisters, follow me in doing God's work faithfully.no more slacking and self denial.move on or waste time.it is up to you.
anyway, today i got to witness and acknowledge how lame this person can be and i tell you, i shall delcare that she is the queen of lamers, "all hail to her!". you guys should see the expressions that royston,davin, joe and eugene gave when she tried to lame with them.it was hilarious. duno how her ppl 'tahan' her.. ..
O! something funi happened during dinner with the guys. Royston wanted to order Japanese curry chicken rice so he ask the waitress whether could he have that. the waitress kindly told him infront of us that it was out of stock. so well Roy gotta choose something else. as all of us were choosing, suddenly eugene, ask the waitress, "can i have Japanese curry chicken rice?".wana guess all of our reaction?well,we all burst out in laughter.can't believe eugene is so blur..but it was entertaining seeing him messing up stuff! wahahahha!
anyway tml gotta SGH. back to attachment.
at 11:25 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
hey ppl another guessing game!!! btw, if the ppl in the pic see this, just let you knw tt it's for fun. nothing serious. lolx!
i think it is easy rite? hmm. like some demon party.
at 9:28 PM
Monday, January 17, 2005
i'm back. finali. :P anyway, yesterday went to Gigi's birthday bash! fun when i saw my pri classmates! rite donovan! hahaha! you should have shut your mouth man!
frm left: Donovan, WeiZhuang, WeiCong and AiWen.
gee.. ..is that what you get during the nite.. ..
anyway, today is the 1st day at my attachment. i nearly suffered from heart attack. i reach the ward at 7.30am n there were no students nurses at sight!!!! "did i came to the wrong ward?!? Oh no!!!" called my fren to realise i was in the right ward. then at 7.45am, the NYP nurses start to appear.. ..guess wat time was our work? 8am.
ward 37.
wana play some guessing game?
who is it? Jeff or Jeff?
it is easy lor.. ..
who is this?
how abt this?
this?
hehe.. ..no prizes given.
at 9:33 PM
Sunday, January 09, 2005
this year. 2005. it is a new beginning for alot of us. this is wat i believe.
have been giving some thoughts about my life and how i actually survived thru 2004. well, only one answer. God's love and doing.
anyway yesterday's journey back home was fun. there was dawn, candy, jonliu n myself. why did i say fun? coz dawn was self entertaining herself thruout the whole journey with NKF's theme song. -_-", yesh this was my response. "Lee Fangwei, age 19, sitting all alone eating porridge.. ..it was because of a bowl of noodles that rob away his health. so now every week he has to go do kidney dialysis... ..etc... " (with NKF's song at the back). thruout the journey. jon better not read this man.. ..*yikes!* dawn, are you laughing again?
the song "everything's changed" was nice rite! the praise song for yesterday's ss!!! if you guys hear the real one, it is cross over of busted and simple plan! so punk n cool!!! awesome man! actuali there is so many things to write but kinda lazy to type it out. so i will stop here! tata!
at 10:07 PM
Sunday, January 02, 2005
so how was my year 2004?
lots of moulding, testings, and breakthrus! haha. year 2004 had passed just in a blink of the eye. i got a more interesting life, seeing my dad and older bro knowing God, more frenz and more in love with music. just wana thank some people in my life.
Olivine: my ex-shepherd way back in highschool. thanks for those times that you have invest in me. had seen your patience you have in me. see now where and what i am doing, i am thankful that God has blessed me with you. let's continue growing and see each other serving the Lord! love you lots.
Ruth: my 2nd ex-shepherd way back in highschool. haha, thanks for the gift! even though my times with you in north D was not long, i am really grateful n thankful to know you. now seeing that north D is doing well, i am so proud to be in north D before. actually all along i am always proud of this unit! so encourage you to keep leading and guiding the people to the Lord! love you lots.
The DMM people in North B (2 years back):
D.k: my 5 years of sec sch classmate, my ex-CL AND UL. wow, really amazed at that time how you nv gave up on me! the story of how you got me to know this church and realising the truth abt the love of God for me will 4eva linger in my mind. really thank you for guiding me. continue wat you are doing now and bring your guys to a greater level. love you lots.
JunYao: hey dude! my VCDs le? haha. anyway, i knew this blackie way back in north B. a very true and persevering bro. a person who have great love for guitar too. continue doing what you have been doing! love you lots.
Bruce: yoz! your sax skill is improving so much arh! this guy was in the same band as me way back in KCP. well, his love for his guys is amazing. will nv forget how we all went down to cat. high to evag. haha! anyway, encourage you to see that your group will grow even more!! faith will conquer fear. love you lots.
Brandon: a very quiet bro. but the same as the bro, a very focus guy. really encourage you to continue to impart to your guys the deep conviction you have in God to them! jia you! love you lots.
To XueLian, Christine, Jess, Amelia, YanLi, Zyann and LingYi: really miss those times we have in cg and just wana say is that i really love you guys very much! continue to grow and allow to use you totally. :)
anyway.. .... ....welcome to YEAR 2005!!!
now, i yearn to see myself change in lots of area. be true to myself and be real to others. alot of changes indeed. haha. craving to have a deeper desire to know my creator. and along with my whole household, we shall serve God till the end. :) now that i am in NYP, i will plant myself deeply into this unit. Bros n sis in NYP, lets love one another more deeply and lets hold each other's hand tightly to see all of us finishing the great task. let's work harder this year ok? LiYan, this unit will together chiong with you.
"We are on the cutting edge of what God is doing." - can anyone explain what this sentence means? i find it meaningful but just don't understanding. :)
at 10:18 PM
