Friday, December 26, 2008
What we wait for, however, is far less important than what God is doing in us to develop those hard-to-achieve spiritual virtues of meekness, kindness, and patience with others. But more important, we learn to lean on God alone and to rejoice and be glad in Him.
Be still, my child, and know that i am God!
Wait thou patiently - i know the path you trod.
So falter not, nor fear, nor think to run and hide,
For I, thy hope and strength, am waiting by thy side.
God stretches our patience to enlarge our soul.
-adapted from daily bread
Be still, my child, and know that i am God!
Wait thou patiently - i know the path you trod.
So falter not, nor fear, nor think to run and hide,
For I, thy hope and strength, am waiting by thy side.
God stretches our patience to enlarge our soul.
-adapted from daily bread
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 10:28 PM
Monday, December 01, 2008
do people really grow cold?
do people grow sick of some other?
At times i wonder, why don't the lovey dovey last forever, because i really wish it does.
why can't romance be always there along with commitment?
things do become stale after some time don't they.
the smiles that used to appear so often, they disappear.
the big wide grin, the look in the eyes, the tight holding of hands, the endless talks and chit-chats, where do they all go to?
the " i can do anything for you", "i promise to be there always", "i love you and i care about you", are but words after all if without actions.
maybe things will become boring, maybe there will be no more exciting element, maybe there won't be interesting traits about that girl to discover anymore. maybe that girl wasn't even great to start with.
maybe i'm just emo-ing. maybe it's real. maybe.
i'm just another girl, who wants to be loved like no other, no be treated like the one and only princess, or queen for that matter. perhaps i don't see the difference between me and others right now, but when will i?
i've always believe, that i should use every bit of effort i can afford, give my everything wholeheartedly. it is my way of making sure that my special someone feels ultra loved and knows just how important he is to me. but people do grow weary, waiting and waiting to be loved the same way.
i looked back on the silly and crazy things i did in the past, something spurred me on. what's different now? i've been searching for that "something", maybe it has gotta do with my love tank?
why do i feel like crying so badly?
do people grow sick of some other?
At times i wonder, why don't the lovey dovey last forever, because i really wish it does.
why can't romance be always there along with commitment?
things do become stale after some time don't they.
the smiles that used to appear so often, they disappear.
the big wide grin, the look in the eyes, the tight holding of hands, the endless talks and chit-chats, where do they all go to?
the " i can do anything for you", "i promise to be there always", "i love you and i care about you", are but words after all if without actions.
maybe things will become boring, maybe there will be no more exciting element, maybe there won't be interesting traits about that girl to discover anymore. maybe that girl wasn't even great to start with.
maybe i'm just emo-ing. maybe it's real. maybe.
i'm just another girl, who wants to be loved like no other, no be treated like the one and only princess, or queen for that matter. perhaps i don't see the difference between me and others right now, but when will i?
i've always believe, that i should use every bit of effort i can afford, give my everything wholeheartedly. it is my way of making sure that my special someone feels ultra loved and knows just how important he is to me. but people do grow weary, waiting and waiting to be loved the same way.
i looked back on the silly and crazy things i did in the past, something spurred me on. what's different now? i've been searching for that "something", maybe it has gotta do with my love tank?
why do i feel like crying so badly?
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 8:22 PM
Friday, November 21, 2008
sick.
hoarse voice.
sore throat.
choking coughs.
messy war-zone stomach that makes me wanna puke.
afraid and wishing someone was here.
to be there for me all through the night.
hoarse voice.
sore throat.
choking coughs.
messy war-zone stomach that makes me wanna puke.
afraid and wishing someone was here.
to be there for me all through the night.
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 11:43 PM
Monday, October 27, 2008
Fill up my love tank, please.
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 10:49 PM
Monday, October 13, 2008
Hello my boring blog :)
friday 101008 was our 45th month!
We decided to give ourselves a treat at Billy Bombers, actually it's just because i wanted to drink my favourite beverage SOPHIA over there. Jammie & i spent 1.5hours inside there, i wonder why time passed by so fast we didn't even realize, but Jammie thought it was real cool and we should do that often hahaha. Pictures to be uploaded later :D
After that we headed to PS to get my dad a pair of shoes for his 53rd birthday. I'm so happy cause Dad praised me for being a good girl as i was the only one who remembered hehe. The shoes were also his size, no need for exchange!
Sunday's dinner was a great experience. We went to Pariss International Buffet at marina to celebrate daddy's birthday weeeeee!! I ate the largest amount of raw stuff i've ever eaten in my whole life. Didn't dare to try the oysters which were as big as my palm, they look scarily big, i have no guts to eat them. Jammie ate a lot though, hope his stomach is doing fine haha. Too bad they didn't have my favourite strawberries, neither in the fruits nor the fondue section.
After all this, the price is still the same as last time me and Jammie got conned to go to Hotel Rendezvous' Buffet which totally sucks cause they were renovating and there were only like 10 different dishes for $45 per person?!!??! Weekday dinner somemore!! Fainted right? The only good thing there were strawberries which i gobble up like nobody's business haha.
On a side note, i miss church and my cg! For the past 2 sundays i've been visiting Cornerstone and People's Bible church and coming sunday is the New Balance Real Run 10km (which i think i will seriously just disintegrate), this means i wouldn't be in church for 3 consecutive weeks! After visiting, i still think our church suits me the best, i really like that way our church is functioning, very family style and heart warming, friendly yet not intimidating.
Oh almost forgot, i joined the church's voice training + choir on tuesday nights. Tomorrow is my solo singing OHMYGOODNESS, i am so so so afraid!! God please grant me boldness and focus to not care about who's looking at me, instead help to me sing it just for you, that it may be a pleasing worship to you.
friday 101008 was our 45th month!
We decided to give ourselves a treat at Billy Bombers, actually it's just because i wanted to drink my favourite beverage SOPHIA over there. Jammie & i spent 1.5hours inside there, i wonder why time passed by so fast we didn't even realize, but Jammie thought it was real cool and we should do that often hahaha. Pictures to be uploaded later :D
After that we headed to PS to get my dad a pair of shoes for his 53rd birthday. I'm so happy cause Dad praised me for being a good girl as i was the only one who remembered hehe. The shoes were also his size, no need for exchange!
Sunday's dinner was a great experience. We went to Pariss International Buffet at marina to celebrate daddy's birthday weeeeee!! I ate the largest amount of raw stuff i've ever eaten in my whole life. Didn't dare to try the oysters which were as big as my palm, they look scarily big, i have no guts to eat them. Jammie ate a lot though, hope his stomach is doing fine haha. Too bad they didn't have my favourite strawberries, neither in the fruits nor the fondue section.
After all this, the price is still the same as last time me and Jammie got conned to go to Hotel Rendezvous' Buffet which totally sucks cause they were renovating and there were only like 10 different dishes for $45 per person?!!??! Weekday dinner somemore!! Fainted right? The only good thing there were strawberries which i gobble up like nobody's business haha.
On a side note, i miss church and my cg! For the past 2 sundays i've been visiting Cornerstone and People's Bible church and coming sunday is the New Balance Real Run 10km (which i think i will seriously just disintegrate), this means i wouldn't be in church for 3 consecutive weeks! After visiting, i still think our church suits me the best, i really like that way our church is functioning, very family style and heart warming, friendly yet not intimidating.
Oh almost forgot, i joined the church's voice training + choir on tuesday nights. Tomorrow is my solo singing OHMYGOODNESS, i am so so so afraid!! God please grant me boldness and focus to not care about who's looking at me, instead help to me sing it just for you, that it may be a pleasing worship to you.
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 8:26 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
Lazy bum is here to update some random stuffs again :D
Went east coast to cycle yesterday with Jammie, Angel & Vet! It's always the 4 of us going cycling together haha, jonji is just too lazy to join us *oops*
As it was a sunday, the whole place was so awfully crowded. So relieved we were cycling instead of blading man. Had the chance to see many different kinds of dogs and a few golden retrievers, my favourite! Can't wait to have my own majestic looking goldie, Jammie wants a german shepherd though haha.
We cycled a bit further off from nsrcc on the path that leads to changi beach park. Changi beach is like 7.6km away from nsrcc! So far. I think my butt would have flatten by the time i ride till there haha. Or is that not very far actually? It seems far, but i see the way we cycle from mac to nsrcc and back, seems quite far too. Maybe changi beach isn't that far afterall? If only there wasn't time constraint i would have gone all the way!
Yesterday i finally decided to join the church's worship/voice training course which will last for 3 tuesdays starting tomorrow. I've always wanted to join worship but never got down to it, guess i'm afraid of committing? Will take small steps at a time and see how things go, at least there's olivia to accompany me. I will try my best, get out of my comfort zone, just for God :)
Went for my 1st ever facial in my own lifetime last wed at Touche Bugis with Jammie. Got the $88 for 2 trial package from our MottMac workshop some time ago. Jammie kept bugging me to go for facial cause his face is in a terrible condition hahaha. Anyway, the staff there were really polite and nice people, i like my therapist her name is Tiffany, she is quite cute too haha. Lo & behold, i got psychoed to sign up for a $388/10 sessions facial which is absolutely transferrable. So if you wanna go for 1 session, you can always buy it from me. HEHE.
2 weeks back i also bought myself some critical illness PruLink thing which acts like a savings-investment plan. $100/month premium and i paid the 1st 2 months. Now i have one Prucash $150/month & Prulink, all from prudential yes. Prulink average interest 7-9% while Prucash is around 3%, both of which i can take out my money anytime after the 1st year. If you are interested in such savings plan, can come ask me about it, the prudential guy is Jammie's & my friend. Even my mother hand everything for him to consolidate.
So as you can see, i'm spending A LOT A LOT A LOT. I still thought this month i would have more savings, but NO!! Even used up last month's savings. *whines*
Went east coast to cycle yesterday with Jammie, Angel & Vet! It's always the 4 of us going cycling together haha, jonji is just too lazy to join us *oops*
As it was a sunday, the whole place was so awfully crowded. So relieved we were cycling instead of blading man. Had the chance to see many different kinds of dogs and a few golden retrievers, my favourite! Can't wait to have my own majestic looking goldie, Jammie wants a german shepherd though haha.
We cycled a bit further off from nsrcc on the path that leads to changi beach park. Changi beach is like 7.6km away from nsrcc! So far. I think my butt would have flatten by the time i ride till there haha. Or is that not very far actually? It seems far, but i see the way we cycle from mac to nsrcc and back, seems quite far too. Maybe changi beach isn't that far afterall? If only there wasn't time constraint i would have gone all the way!
Yesterday i finally decided to join the church's worship/voice training course which will last for 3 tuesdays starting tomorrow. I've always wanted to join worship but never got down to it, guess i'm afraid of committing? Will take small steps at a time and see how things go, at least there's olivia to accompany me. I will try my best, get out of my comfort zone, just for God :)
Went for my 1st ever facial in my own lifetime last wed at Touche Bugis with Jammie. Got the $88 for 2 trial package from our MottMac workshop some time ago. Jammie kept bugging me to go for facial cause his face is in a terrible condition hahaha. Anyway, the staff there were really polite and nice people, i like my therapist her name is Tiffany, she is quite cute too haha. Lo & behold, i got psychoed to sign up for a $388/10 sessions facial which is absolutely transferrable. So if you wanna go for 1 session, you can always buy it from me. HEHE.
2 weeks back i also bought myself some critical illness PruLink thing which acts like a savings-investment plan. $100/month premium and i paid the 1st 2 months. Now i have one Prucash $150/month & Prulink, all from prudential yes. Prulink average interest 7-9% while Prucash is around 3%, both of which i can take out my money anytime after the 1st year. If you are interested in such savings plan, can come ask me about it, the prudential guy is Jammie's & my friend. Even my mother hand everything for him to consolidate.
So as you can see, i'm spending A LOT A LOT A LOT. I still thought this month i would have more savings, but NO!! Even used up last month's savings. *whines*
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 8:12 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
It is monday once again, another long week to pass by.
Yesterday was captain's ball, church Young Adults competition. We were the anchoring cg and i can say we did as best as we could. Jammie did the most things, i'm proud of him cause he has proved to be a really capable planner! Well done my love :)
I shall not say what jonji did, i shall not. HAHA. You can guess really.
Jonji : don't need to be so guilty haha, i'm totally fine, i'm not weak ok haha. And i don't even know what happened, it went pass like a flash!
I had fun nevertheless, like playing captain's ball and i wish there are more chances! I don't mind playing bball with the twintowers, ask me along ok!
Oh and i signed up for new balance real run 10km !! Weeee, how exciting. Better train up wouldn't want to be lagging behind. Just wait Jammie, i can run faster than you because i can FLY !! *Laughs*
Until next time, many loves :)
Yesterday was captain's ball, church Young Adults competition. We were the anchoring cg and i can say we did as best as we could. Jammie did the most things, i'm proud of him cause he has proved to be a really capable planner! Well done my love :)
I shall not say what jonji did, i shall not. HAHA. You can guess really.
Jonji : don't need to be so guilty haha, i'm totally fine, i'm not weak ok haha. And i don't even know what happened, it went pass like a flash!
I had fun nevertheless, like playing captain's ball and i wish there are more chances! I don't mind playing bball with the twintowers, ask me along ok!
Oh and i signed up for new balance real run 10km !! Weeee, how exciting. Better train up wouldn't want to be lagging behind. Just wait Jammie, i can run faster than you because i can FLY !! *Laughs*
Until next time, many loves :)
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 1:03 PM
Tuesday, September 09, 2008
Hello.
It's a tuesday morning, & i am so horribly sleepy.
i work my 1st OT last night and only reached home at 9.15pm.
i was supposed to meet Gracelina for dinner but i couldn't.
i had a dinner treat at MOS burger from Tom for staying back to work.
i saw the F1 night lights and it's very bright.
i am falling alseep right now.
i am blabbering nonsense i don't know what i'm talking about.
It's a tuesday morning, & i am so horribly sleepy.
i work my 1st OT last night and only reached home at 9.15pm.
i was supposed to meet Gracelina for dinner but i couldn't.
i had a dinner treat at MOS burger from Tom for staying back to work.
i saw the F1 night lights and it's very bright.
i am falling alseep right now.
i am blabbering nonsense i don't know what i'm talking about.
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 8:42 AM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
i'm a lazy bum
haha. gees. HELLO my blog!
i went to take the Singapore Flyer with Darling Jammie on 10 aug! There were so many people probably cause it was a sunday and we didn't get to have the whole cabin to ourselves. Yet it was ok, still much space to move around haha. It's so high up there but since the wheel moves soooo slowly, you wouldn't really notice only after some time that you're higher and higher haha.
pretty good view up there but i'm sure when the IR is up, it's gonna be more beautiful :)
oh yes, Jammie shaved his head along with Jon, Joel, Edmund, for the fun of it.
i went to take the Singapore Flyer with Darling Jammie on 10 aug! There were so many people probably cause it was a sunday and we didn't get to have the whole cabin to ourselves. Yet it was ok, still much space to move around haha. It's so high up there but since the wheel moves soooo slowly, you wouldn't really notice only after some time that you're higher and higher haha.
pretty good view up there but i'm sure when the IR is up, it's gonna be more beautiful :)
oh yes, Jammie shaved his head along with Jon, Joel, Edmund, for the fun of it.
*~[...FisHieZ & ruRu...]~*
lost herself @ 3:59 PM
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