My little secrets
flashbacks of the past [8:12 PM]
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Hmmm so many people are leaving my hotel. When will my turn come? Haiz, suppose to be 2 weeks later but it seems that I can only do so 6 weeks later. I cant wait for Uni to start. I miss campus life, I miss all my school mates, I miss all my casual clothes. Sobz. Help Me!!!!!!!!!
Meet up with Cai Hua today. Feel so happy! Miss those time! Eventhough I am practically dragging my legs through the mall (Stupid shoes, so so pain). Felt so bad, I shouldnt have slept on the train, ended up hua have to entertain herself with my newspaper hee. Hua let meet up again soon, hopefully then I will be in a more comfortable shoes and clothing and most importantly with plenty of rest the day before.
I felt like a walking zombie now. My days are so packed. It seems that I am busy from Mon to Sun from morning to night. And YET! I manage to GAIN weight. I cant believe it!!!!!! I thought people are suppose to lose weight when they over work? Why are the exact opposite happening on me instead. It is high time I do something about it. The situation is getting out of control. haha! Man I must really go for my body combat and cardio training more religiously now. Shall not be lazy anymore. And yes, cut down on my snacking habit in office. Can you believe that 2 out of 3 of my personal drawers are filled with biscuits, sweets, chocolate and other munchy munchy stuff. Name it and you will get it! Lunch!!!!!- small portion please. People say, eat like a king for breakfast, full for lunch and light on dinner. For ME? Queen for Breakfast, Empress for Lunch, Princess for High Tea, Full for Dinner and Enjoy for Supper. Snack time=Anytime......... Haiz, it will be a miracle if one does not gain weight with all the food down the stomach.
K I shall not bore your any further with my horrendous eating habit. Shall try to update as soon as possible =) Oh ya btw I am starting on <> yesterday was my first day so I still have 39 more days to go. Vicky thanks for getting me the book. I was shocked that you remember I told you I was looking for this book. I would really like to share this verse with all my wonderful friends out there.
Snack for the day: "Everything got started in him, and finds its purpose in him" Colossians 1:16b
flashbacks of the past [12:14 AM]
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It been a long long time since my last blog. Close to a month I think. Guess what am I doing now? Yes! Bingo!!!!! haha I am munching on biscuits now. Haiz still the same old greedy pig who cant keep her hands off food. lol
Yippee!! I just received the best birthday present ever on the 31 March. It lay waiting for me in a dark enclosed area with only a small opening that flip every few hours. Wanting so much for me to pick it up from it misery. ok enough nonsense.... I am so happy and I felt so lucky that I was accepted into NUS business. Yah and I am intending to stay in the hostel together with Ai Ning, my motivator. (^_^)
Yesterday, manage to meet up with Ai Ning, Poh Ling and Pei Jun for dinner. Woah I am so full after the meal but how can we skip out on our most beloved dessert. Yes! New Zealand ice cream. 3 scopes for me thanks, I wan the hokey pokey, chocolate ecstasy and natural d'lite. Heaven! Nothing beat life then to indulge yourself in these fabulous treat that life can offer.
Have fun taking loads of photo yesterday.
The first photo that we took so still abit formal haha
Ok stay tune here come the rubbish part
More to come (^-^)0
Ok here come our handsome highlight of the day lol
I cant keep my eyes off him while on the other hand Ai ning cant help but express her affection for him
I really enjoyed myself yesterday, it has been such a long time since I last let loose. Been feeling so uptight for the past month during work. I really cant wait for school to start, I miss the child in me. Feeling like a 40 years old woman now in term of mentality and dressing. Help!!!! I long to reach out for my jeans and casual T-shirts. haiz
Let Pig out!
Laugh as if there is no tomorrow
Arrgghhh I wan School Life! Sobz
Snack of the day: Pig out you guys! ENjOy LiFe
flashbacks of the past [9:48 AM]
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It such a hectic day today. I was suppose to meet Esther at 11am at City hall. Happily I make my way to Sembwang MART station, only to realize that I have left my ezlink card at home. And to add to all this horror, the sun is scorching hot like like mad. And to add on, I am wearing a long sleeve black top and jean. HELP!!!
Ok that is beside the point. After my medical check up at Marina square, I realize that I have to go to Raffle hospital at Bugis for the X-ray. Haiz. In the first place they should have ask me to go straight down to Raffles Hospital for the check up right. Now I can only go for the X-ray next next week. Since they only permit me to go mon-fri 8.30am to 5pm and before 12.30 for sat. I have to work ya..... dotz! Why must they have such thing call :Pre-employment medical check up" Haiz I think that my naggy mood now is due to the fact that my colleague has just tender her resignation yesterday. Man.... why? I hate everything that happen around me now. All the stress from work and so called "friend" are piling on me every second every minute of my life. I need to breath desperately. I never thought that friend can turn to foe in just one second, or due to one stupid decision. I am really lost! I really want to get into uni, I don't know why, but it is as if a part of me inside my body is screaming to get into one. Perhaps I am still not ready to be tied down by a career, one that is supposingly to last till i turned 60? or maybe till I can become a taitai and have my cup of tea and plates of dessert at a posh hotel with some other taitai. Yah a taitai..... I don't think I am suited to be in that shoe.
Well anyway, at least something happy took place today. I am so glad that I finally make the first move in pursuing one of my passion in life - To help the less fortunate. Silra home looks very different from what I imagine it to be. It's really new and I would say it looks really nice in fact. Initally when I just step in, I was really lost. I didnt know what to do except to smile non-stop at all the old folks I see on my way. "Hi! " was all I manage to say with my smile which seems to be stuck to my face. The folks there with a few exceptional were all very friendly. I started to feel at home there within 10 min. I cant wait for next Saturday to come, I cant wait to talk to them again. There are a few who left a deep impression in me. The life story that they tell me taught me alot. Things they say really make me ponder and reconsider about values in my life which I have always thought and perceive it to be right since it is the norm.
Hey I dun think you will be reading this but just wanna tell u to cheer up. It has already been 2 years since the incident. I am sure you will be a wonderful leader in ministry like how you used to be. Don't let that bother you, I have absolute faith in you. =)
Snack for the day: Believe in him, have faith and he shall bestow you with the strength and wisdown you need.
flashbacks of the past [11:08 PM]
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Phew! One week has past, fast? hmmm not really. Slow then? Well it is not really slow too. The first week has been kind of like an adapting period for me to get familarize with the job environment as well as the job scope and expectation for me. I guess I should be able to survive the 3 months probation period. My goal now is to lose weight. Man! I have gain weight again. I have been eating non-stop in the office, what a glutton!
Today, I overslept and manage to wake up only at 1.30pm. Sorry Ai Ning, I feel so bad, always have to make you wait for me. Ai Ning and I went to SMU for the open house and well I can only say that my perception of SMU change totally. Now I kind of feel like studying in SMU. I really hope that I can get into an university. Haiz.
Hmmm got to rush off to watch TV le. That all for today, will pen down my thoughts soon.
Snack for the day: If only the path is clear, if only I can read the signs on the road. If only I am not blind by the hassle of life.
flashbacks of the past [9:32 PM]
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Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Hmmm today is my third day of work. I was suppose to have my last day of Fidelio Training today, but my trainer was super sad so he has to take 2 days of MCs. Well I was busy updating the photos of the VIPs in my hotel. Took me the whole day for ard 100 guests. Well it is simple I would say but very time-consuming. Learn quite alot of things today. I realise that there are really alot of paper work to be done. Well, I am sure I would get the hang of it soon. Starting to like my work desk more with each passing day as I add bits and pieces of my belongings to liven it up. Too bad, one of the colleagues will be leaving soon. Sobz. I really like her cause she is the most patient person in the whole office, always teaching me stuff. Haiz.... Eng Ling if you see this, can you please take back your resignation form? You have been working in Pan Pacific for at least 10years le loh. Don't go lah, I will really miss you. (As if you will see this..... Haiz)
Well, reading of VIPs report might not be really scary to other, but to me it is the worst nightmare that come with the whole package of my job scope. I drag the day for me to read out the VIPs report. I don't mind if it is to my office colleagues only, why does it have to be to all the big shots in my hotel.
Ok I am suppose to be sleeping at 10pm tonight. Been sleeping at around 12-1am this few days and I have to wake up at 6am in the morning. If this were to continue I am definitely going to become a panda soon. Really feeling very restless and my whole body ache like nobody business. Now I finally understand how Esther feel like lol. Girl! I so tired loh. You must also jia you in your work k. Let work hard together. haha
Snack for the day: You are being love just the way you are =)
flashbacks of the past [10:12 PM]
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Today is my first day of work officially, well initially I was really looking forward to it but due to a misunderstanding between me and my friend, I kind of drag it. Hmmm well for a first day of work, I would considered it to be relatively smooth. I was make to get familiarize with my working desk and office, go through stuff like grooming standard, schedule and certain job scoop and expectation required of me. Then I went for the Fidelio Training, making it the 3rd time in this one and a half year.
Tomorrow I will be attending the GM cocktail which is usually held every Wednesday but for this week it will be held on Tuesday instead. And since we happen to have an art exhibition in our hotel now, the venue chosen for the cocktail will none other than the foyer outside the exhibition. I am basically an idiot in Art, I can only draw with crayons and hmmm colour pencils. I know nothing deeper than that. I would like to appreciate art but I think it will take up half of my brain juice. But still I am kinda looking forward to it. There is always the first time, where pple tend to be clumsy and stuff, if I didnt not make an effort to try, how will I know I am not able to do it. I am really curious what the ops meeting is all about, shall follow deewi to it on Thursday, soon I will be left to fight the war on my own. I think this coming Saturday will be the day! I will be left stranded alone in the office. Sobz! Why is everyone having their Saturday off on this week? Fine I shall have the whole office to myself haha. That the disadvantage of being a new staff, pple already had their schedule all plan out and I can only take the remaining slot.
Hmmm I think I really got quite alot to say about work today. I am given a desk to myself, a computer, a phone, a chair hahaa ok tat rubbish and other stuff too lah. Now my mind is occupied with ways to decorate my desk to make me feel like working more. The only bad thing is I have to share a cabinet with my friend. Hmmmm it is really cramp, I have no idea how I am going to fit my bag inside. Why cant I just use the cabinet under my table instead of letting the girl beside me use my cabinet? haha I know it is kind of confusing. Well I guess I have to end soon, have to wake up at 6 tomorrow. Have to report by 8.15am tomorrow. Shall update u guys tomorrow again. Till then, take good care of yourselves k. Night! =)
Snack for the day: Being apologetic does not help in a situation when a childish person is involve.
flashbacks of the past [9:56 PM]
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