i think its official. i think i've been ingrained into part of the furniture at Rambai. i spend hours a day on this kitchen chair. its hilarious, come to think of it. i was just talking about it with eugene the other day and i said, you know, when we get famous someday, we're gonna have to write in our website about our humble beginnings. about working out of a kitchen, on a dining table, with borrowed/half functioning laptops running relentlessly on pirated programmes. it will be the perfect sob story, provided we get famous. if we dont, i wouldnt blame us. its quite a sad situation to be in. haha. late nighters, long hours but a hell load of fun and that, i can stand to testify. on top of that, we've acquired a couple of extra mothers along the way these past few weeks. at least we're well fed now, the famine at the Rambai is finally overrrrrrrrr.......
i'm working on an overdrive, i swear. pure adrenaline right now. right this instant. i started the day with a triple shot of 3-in-1 coffee. like 3 packs of 3-in-1 coffee in a glass. thats the real 3-in-1 baby. you've gotta rock it that way and no other. i can guarantee, it added an extra oomph today. its quite power packed, and its making my brain churn in a way like it used to back when i had a decent job. gadies and lentlemen, i think....the gloria is back... muahaha..beware all..bewaree..
i need to sort my life out a bit. spend a little bit more time than with the tables and chairs at rambai. i need to meet up and have an outside social life, really. i missed xin's birthday, and i still feel awful about it. i havent even called kevin to wish him happy birthday today. and i've been doing that for the past 8 years. why should this year be any different. i havent been involved, at all, with christine's pre-doulous prep work. and at the end of it all, i sit here sulking about how uninvolved i am in with all these. about how everyone else has a part to play in her very exciting endeavour to sail to who-knows-where. and me, the highly acclaimed 'best friend' didnt even know her departure date till today. what logic is this. i need to spend the time and effort to show that i care. when i gave up a trip though i wanted to go soooo badly over the national day weekend just because it was meigu's birthday, the glow on her face when she saw me that night was irreplaceable. everything was made worthwhile just by seeing her smile (smile's almost an understatement. prance ard in the air and scream in delight more like it) either way, it felt good. this human social thing of having a sense of belonging is fundamentally a theory that i cannot emphasize its truth further. i would even attempt to go against it because it is true. and i cannot, for a second, deny that. though every bit of whats left of gloria's logic would rather choose to debate it, trust me. its been proven. so with that being said, gloria, you need to buck up. you need to show a little more love.
i know it will pay off in due time. now with the logos and registery of names all settled, its time to make things happen. i shall create history, in the way i want it to be. long gone are the days where i NEED to do this and NEED to do that just because the boss said so. lets see whos it now. but lets also see how long this will last. haha.
man..i need some sleep............
