Thursday, May 27, 2010

It has been ages since I was here and the holidays are almost one third gone! :D

Have been having an immerse lots of fun so far though my days are pcked to the brim every week (((: mum hasn't 哄 me out to get a job cause i got enough tuition to sustain my income! :D with 7 tutees and another one starting next month, I dun have time to hold a regular job! :D not that I am complaining! The flexible timing for tuitions allows me to go out and meet frens, exercise in the morning, learn driving, do jigsaw puzzles, write chinese compositions and basically do the thousand and one things that i dun have time to do during school time! Technically it's me time for myself ((:

Just spent a weekend in genting to catch the 'all about men live in genting' concert featuring 陈豪、郑嘉颖、王宗泽、吴卓羲!quite a break I needed! We booked the tickets and accomodation and plane tickets in the midst of my exam period when my stress levels were at it's peak! I told my mum that if I dun get out of Singapore soon I will go mad! :D quite shiok to be able to just pack and go! (: this life, I'm loving it! :D spent 80% of the time in the casino! :D managed to win rm700! Makes my finger itchy again to play jackpot! :D I guess this is what you called addiction! :P

Went back to st nicks with Helen and Yining for orange bowl! :D we went back on a Wednesday aka fried food day! I went to heaven that day! :D so many familiar food and tastes! ((: so disappointing! None of our teachers recognize us! It only further proves that we are getting older! Sigh! When we asked one of the girls to take a photo for us outside the 3dee classroom, they asked us if we were seniors and we mumbled that we graduated almost 5 years ago! We didn't want to acknowledge this fact out loud! :D after putting on a lot of calories, we headed to helen's house for tennis to burn off the calories and Bao xian joined us this time! ((: tennis is hard work!

Had a karoke session with Ashton, Shiru, Liying and Mingee! Surprisingly isn't it! Mingee! Hahaha! :D Act Mingee didn't sing! She say he paid $8 to listen to concert! :D after our Kbox session, we went to peranakan musuem st Shiru's suggestion! Not bad! Was quite funn! But we were making so much noise that the security guard had to come and ask us to shut up! :D

Been exercising very regularly with my fellow hougangers! Mainly swimming and badminton! When we first played badminton, our
muscles ache until it felt like our right side were paralysed! Now I an proudly say that we dun even ache after each badminton session! :D but there are times when it feels like my bones are going to fall apart soon! :( OLD already!

Monday, February 22, 2010

i finally understand whats are scars... reminders of what has cause the wound. they may become lighter with time but they will never fade. whatever that has happened will remain as scars etched into my life, unchangeable and unforgettable

Monday, February 01, 2010

just a random little thought: my fave-est time of the day is in the evening when we all head home after a long day in school or at work (:

Monday, January 25, 2010

went to see mann ying off on saturday! mannying is leaving for australia to pursue her dream of being a doctor (: but the bad thing is that mann ying is not coming back to singapre! )): after she finishes he studies, she will return to her native country, Taiwan! ): frankly speaking, when i saw mann ying walking into the departure hall, there was a tightening of my throat ): 这一别,不知何时再见! you all might say that technology is so advance nowadays, we can always talk to each other on skype or msn or even fly to meet each other. but then, there is something missing when the person is not an sms away but rather thousands of miles away! sigh! i will miss you mann ying!! 7 years as friends, as 4dee'05, as old girls of st nicks (: i will rmb you de! ((:

me and mann! 朋友,我相信我们会再见的!(:

the 4dee girls who went to send mann ying off! (:

mann ying's friends celebrated mann ying's very be-early birthday!:D and we were sitting at the side! and we said that we were 没有人要的小孩!:D our cupped hands were supposed to be our beggar's bowl! :D


someone was kind and offered us some cake! :D

another group photo but this time we had the scarp book that was made for mann opened! the first page was one of our sec4 photos!super old school! but me like it a lot! :D

till we meet again mann ying, all the best! i have never regretted choosing my subject combi and coming into 4dee! (: the best-est class that has ever walked the halls of st nicks! i thank fate for letting us meet! ((: LOVES!

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

whoo hoo! its only the start of the year and i have already attended 3 21st! omg!

first 21st was deborah's and jie ying's at sam's house! sam was flying off to hong kong for her sep (JEALOUS!) and we had a fare well for her cum 21st birthday celebration for deb and jie ying whose birthday were 8th and 4th jan repsectively!:D we had a bbq at sam's place and sophia called it, it was low cost bbq! a bbq for 8 girls is really low cost! cause we cant eat much!:D a few chicken wings, satays, otahs, mashmallows, a plate of rice and bee hoon are more than enough for us already! :D ovreall its a small cosy gathering! havem seen this girls have centuries! cldds have always been a collective memory for us all (: after 4dee, they are the ones who i have been the glad-est to meet in st nicks ((:

last sat attended tricia's 21st birthday! tricia is my oldest friend! we have known each other since pri 3 which makes us friends for 11 years! how often can you call a person ur friend for more than a decade and the girls were laughing at me cause i was acknowledging the fact that i was old! haha! i always dun mind acknowledging that i am old de! cause been able to grow old is a good thing! means that i will live a long life ((:

it was like a mini class gathering!:D bao xian was going ard drawing ribbons on everyone's hand! we were saying that it looks like some club entrance stamp! :D after eating the super delicious food (esp the curry chicken! which ming wanted to bring home the whole pot!), we were entertaining ourselves with saboutuer! bao xian is destined to be a saboteur! :D we played so many rounds and all the rounds she always chose th saboteur card! is this fate or what? :D yifang was hiding in a corner asking for people to play the animal monopoly with her but we refused! :D

when it was time to sing the birthday song, we just had to show our girl school power :D we were cheering like nobody's business! i think tricia's other frens must be thinking that we are mad! :D 好怀念!the good old days when we were cheer on and on for practically everything on earth! bao xian, yifang and sok ing used to tag team de!whoosh! how i miss those days!

though this coming year will be a year of holes in the pocket, it is also a time for me to meet up with all my dear dear frrens ((:

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

day 4/6: macau! there is seriously nothig much to do in macau except for hopping from one casino to another! macau once is more than enough for me le! :D i much prefer hong kong! i think the 4 photos below pretty much summarises what macau is all abt! :D

jackpot machine represents the casinos in macau!

the lane where all you can buy all the 土产 from the different shops! hell lot of people even on a weekday!

the ruins of st paul's cathedral! i like this photo! from the tallest to the shortest! my mum has a very cute expression here! :D

portugese egg tart!

day 5: shopping spree at zhuhai! zhuhai was another shopping heaven! the things are even cheaper than hong kong's nv ren jie! i managed to find my pair of mouse shoes which i wasnt able to get it online! (: the shopping centre right outside the customs was HUGE! we were there for one whole day and we only mangaed to cover the first floor of the shopping centre! i think if we were to cover the whole shopping mall, i would have to 包 a whole aeroplace jus for my baggage! :D not much photos for zhu hai cause we were busy shopping!!

the macau customs leading to zhuhai! all i can say is that this is the slowest customs that i have ever cleared! it took us 1 hour each to cross over to the other side! 1 hour from macau to zhuhai and another hour when coming back from zhuhai to macau!

welcome to zhuhai! boy was a glad t see this FINALLY!

non ah tiongs are called aliens! ): dun they have a better word like 'foreigners'? tsk tsk!

i didn get to see chen hao inth flesh! so i shall settle for his poster !:D

16 pairs of shoes! me7 pairs and my mum 9 pairs! whe i tell people that i bought back 7 pairs of shoes, one of their first reaction would be 'you buy back so many pairs of shoes, ur mum never scold you ar?' and i will tell them that my mum brought back 9 pairs of shoes! even more than me and their jaws would drop! super excited! cant wait to wear all my shoes! :D

overall, this has been a very awesome trip! ((: i absoutely love everything abt hong kong! so much so that i am aiming for a hong kong sep in year 3 sem 2!(: yay! it feels super awesome to be able to hear and speak cantonese 24 hours a day 7 days a week! :D give me my hong kong citizenship! :D HONG KONG ROCKS MY SOCKS!! (((: <3 <3 <3

Sunday, January 03, 2010

frist entry of 2010 but to blog abt my hk trip! the highligh of 2009! :D hong kong is da bomb! so much so that i didnt want to come back to sg! :D i think the country that i go makes a lot of difference as to whether or not i want to come home! :D whenever i come home from malaysia, i am super happy to see changi airport and i will come home feeling proud that i am a singporean! but when i come back form hong kong this time, i sorta dun wan to see changi airport and wish that i had hong kong citizenship too! :D not that i wan to give up my singapore citizenship! (:

day 1: arrival in macau, take a ferry over to hong kong, shopping spree in 女人街 and seafood dinner in 西贡!

the flight was like an ungodly hour at 6am in the morn!

whenever we watch hk dramas, we always hear them saying that they are going to 西贡 for seafood so we thought we would go and check it out! and we were really not disappointed!

for about HK$700, we could have 5 different dishes of seafood! we had cheese lobster, 2 abalones each, steamed fish, fried crab and cray fish! everything was big and fresh! def worth the money! ((:

live raw abalone looks really yucky! but it tastes yummlicious! :D

yummy and big prawns!

day 2: 黄大仙temple、万佛寺in沙田、factory outlets in 东涌、shopping spree part 2 in 女人街!
apparently this temple changed a lot according to my mum but i dun rmb nuts abt it cause i was here when i was only 4 years old!! :D super smoky!

this is the thousand buhhda that the top of the hill/mountain! didnt take photos cause i almost died clmbing all the stone stairs!! totally zapped my energy for the rest of the day!! but the climb was pretty worth it!:D

this was taken in 东涌 where i bought my disneyland tix! :D the factory outlets didnt allow me to take photos in front or inside their shop! ):

day 3 also x'mas day: disneyland!! where i had a really truly magical white x'mas! ((: disneyland is my fave-est plae on earth! who cares what they say abt the hk disneyland! its the best!

tickets to the most magical place on earth (:

welcome to disneyland! (:

i was in pooh heaven! :D

even the ice cream was in mickey shape! ((:

pooh bear's corner! the best corner in disneyland! :D

best ride in disneyland! (:

i wan to bring this statue home!!

life at its best! :D

i totally agree with this! ((:

the most magical x'mas tree in the world (: as though wishing upon the star at the top of the x'mas tree will makes dreams come true ((:

its 'snowing'! a white magical x'mas! ((: [who cares if the snow is fake! the feeling is the most impt!]

pretty sleeping beauty castle at night! (: where fairy tales come to life ((:

i thank YOU disneyland for giving me such a magical experince! ((:

*macau photos in another entry (:

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

what a big disappointment jus when i was going to fly off to hong kong for my long awaited holiday! my results this sem is disgusting and my cap got dragged to rock bottom! )): sigh! but somehow it sparked the fire in me!! i am going to get an average of 4.5 for the rest of the 3 semesters to get at least a 4 for when i graduate!! if others can do it, so can i! hmph! once i come back from hongkong, i am so going to start mugging!! no more playin the fool, no more ponning lectures!! screw the palm reader who said that i was an 'intelligent' person! pui!

flying off in les than 24 hours time and boy am i excited! thank god i have the hong kong trip to keep my minds off things if not i will be moping ard the hosue for days! it feels super shuang to have flown home from malaysia on sunday and to be flying off again tmr! :D i hope i get to see some celebs in hong kong! and not some calefare! :D i have been seeing calefares whenever i go to hong kong! lemme meet 陈豪! or 马浚伟 also can! :D

was in malaysia over the weekend for my cousin's wedding! omg! from now on, wegetarians wedding dinners will be a no no for me! i was practically eating flour the whole dinner! in place of all kinds of meat was flour! ): makes you super full in a very unconfortable kind of way! grrr!

will be spending x'mas overseas since many many years back! planning to spend x'mas day in dsneyland! hopefully it will be a truly magical experience! (: for now, merry x'mas everyone! have lotsa fun in this season of love! (: check ur email inboxs on x'mas morn! sending season greeting from hong kong! :D

Thursday, December 10, 2009

poof! the most horrible sem of my uni life is over! thank god! since the end of the exams, i have mahjonged 3times, kbox-ed 3 time, swam every morn, htht-ed once, watched 2 drama serials, movie-ed once, dim sum-ed once and visited an exhibition! but somehow, i dun feel satisfied, there is something missin and somehow i cant pinpoint what is that something. i wonder why :S

new moon was seriously good! much better than the first movie! :D i am officially a fan of the fictional edward cullen! what touches me most is the love that he has for bella (: its the type of love which i believed only existed in the old days. to me, the love of today is so fickle, so hard to hold on to. no offense to anybody, its just my take on love as i see it in today's world.(: talking of which, i really feel for the poor widow whose husband died on their wddig night. what agony she must be going through, how helpless and meaningless life must have felt for her such that she would slit her wrists ):

shoo away the unhappy stuff,i finally bought the complete set of twilight books! (: its the next series of stories that had me hooked after harry potter! (:

dim sumed with shiru and xinyun today (: dim sum was good but the body works exhibition was disappointing! i was tricked by their so called '500 exhibits on show'! should have gone for the body exhibition at science centre! it coldnt really capture my attention. sigh! and to think i was so excited abt it! i feel super bad for shiru and xinyun tho. i jio them to go but i couldnt live up to it ): the tickets were ex too! i'm so sorry babes! and i wasnt the best company today, woke up on the wrong side of bed ):

the htht session with xinyun, zhijun and hong ping was really good! i felt like i could talk to them for hours (: there are just so many things that i wan to tell them to get thigns off my mind! ): yest i really felt like someone dug out my heart ):

oh well, there is my hongkong trip to look forward to!

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i am finally done with my 8 assignments for this sem which means that exams are very near! ): should start mugging soon! i really cant wait for this sem to be over, this is been a very very horrible and very tiring sem!

so much has changed since the beginning of the sem till now. when i recall how much i have been looking forward to start this sem, i cant help but laugh at myself. if i had known what this sem has in store for me, i would have jus hidden in the cave until this sem was over so that i could have avoided everything that came my way.

i lost 2 very close friends and this is something which has bugged me ever since. i have lost temper, shed tears, show black face etc. much as i wan to change my whiny nature, ha! i cant do it ): i have been going on and on abt the same things the whole sem, up to the point where by i dun even dare to talk to anyone abt it anymore. no matter how uncomfortable i am feeling inside, i jus swallow it. there have been very dear people who have always listened to me, but i wouldnt want to sian them out if they keep hearing me talk abt the same thing over and over again.

it got to a point when i was super overwhelmed and tired out by everything. such that i dun even want to talk to anybody, i dun even want to socialize... ): i'm sick and tired of being judged on my every move. everything i do or say can be a subject of gossip. i used to think that the world was filled with 人情味. but now, all that i see are 人的黑暗面。it drives me cold, i feel like i am seeing the world for the first time..

but i have to admit that i have to give my wonderful frens credit, they have really been very awesome people.. jus that too much have happened... its more than i can bear ):

may this horrible sem end with the bad times and may the good times come again

Saturday, October 24, 2009

well, i was super pissed off yesterday when i saw something, and it made me think of how much has happened this sem and it really saddended me. when i was on the way to tuiion today, i was thinking of letting it all out this space of mine. however, suddenly an idea came to my mind, intead of lamenting what i have lost, i should count my blessings instead!

1) I have a dad who drives me around whenever and wherever.
2) I have a mum who plays mahjong, go shopping and gossips with me
3) I have a brother that I can bully! :D
4) I have 4 Diligence and its wonderful class spirit which have lasted till today (:
5) I have Jovena who stays just across the street and whom I can randomly call out for a cup of bubble tea whenever I feel like it
6) I have Ming who has been with me for 7 years and who is always just an sms or phone call away.
7) I have a BUDDY! who treats me to lunch because she feels like I matter to her
8) I have a JIEMEI! who used to chase 5566 with me! (:
9) I have Dory who always print notes for me and studies with me in Nanyang (:
10) I have Xinyun whom I can bully :D
11) I have Sab who calls me her BFF and I would gladly call her the same (:
12) I have Shiru whom I dearly call da jie and who promised to be there no matter what
13) I have Hong Ping who always stands up for me whenever he hears people badmouthing me! :D
14) I have Eileen Goh who goes for xiao long bao treats with me
15) I have Pam who calls me mei mei every time she sees me and how that makes me feel warm and fuzzy every time (:
16) I have Zhijun who has been such a dear to me and who I know will always be there to give me a hug when I need it (:
17) I have inn poh, my first friend in nanyang!
18) I have Ying Han who envies my dimple and I her big eyes! :D
19) I have Samq who always cheers me up with a hug or a joke!
20) I have Joyce who always makes an attempt to meet up with me (:
21) I have Yumin who calls me MUMMY excitedly every time she sees me!
22) I have Huiqi who is always bugging me for mee sua date! :D
23) I have pleasure of going to KBOX and singing out all my favourite songs!
24) I speak and understand Cantonese!
25) I can see, smell, talk, speak and hear!
26) I have a house to stay in and a room to call my own
27) I know how to play mahjong!
28) I am alive and kicking!
29) I have no aches or pains!
30) I had the opportunity to chase 5566 and see them live in my teenage days!
31) I had the opportunity to go for Zhang Dong Liang’s concert!
32) I travelled to many places in the world!
33) I have had more than 10 years of education!
34) I never have to worry about where my next meal would be coming from!
35) I have a great future to look forward to!
36) I am glad to have been able to find something that I am passionate about and would do my best to achieve it!
37) I have friends who celebrates my birthday with me and are willingly to think of birthday surprises for me! :D
38) I can afford to indulge in life’s little pleasures every now and then!
39) I have been blessed to meet many many dear people along the course of my life!
40) I have a great GODMA who always bakes super nice cookies for me!
41) I am happy to be a Chinese and celebrate Chinese New Year and get hong baos!
42) I have been able to experience Arts Camp as a freshie and know ALPHEUS!
43) I have been able to experience Arts Camp as a programmer and seeing my programmes being carried out successfully!
44) I have been able to taste really great food!
45) I have many many pairs of shoes for me to choose from!
46) I am proud to be a ST NICKS girl and to have been able to experience the IJ spirit! (:
47) I am lucky to have broken 5 panels of window and yet not get disciplinary action from the school!
48) I have been blessed with great teachers such as Mrs Tan Siew Kim and Teo Tze Chun! :D
49) I have uncle chong who gives me lollipops whenever I do well in class tests! :D
50) I have a da ge who helps me out in more ways than one! (i hope things are still the same)
51) I am independent when it comes to my pocket money!
52) I have the pleasure of reading archie comics!
53) I have an OGL aka Cindi who is very protective of her freshies (:
54) I have a great and close knitted extended family! Wouldn’t trade them for the world!
55) I might not be smart but at least I am hardworking to cover up for it!
56) I have a my OU XIANG whom I call ‘2粒’ and she calls me ‘美尊’!
57) I have the whole series of harry potter which I have read over and over again!
58) I have parents who did not force me to take multiple classes when I was younger!
59) I have mannying, lubin, sinyao, bao xian, wulin, anqi, Helen, Gillian, tricia, yuyin, Maggie, man ping etc who always turn up for the class outings that I have organized (:
60) I have ALPHEUS who pampers me (:
61) I have been given the nicknames jojo and xiaomei (: both of which means a lot to me
62) I have JO the bear who sits above my bed and it is a reminder of what ALPHEUS did for me (: something that I will never forget <3
63) I live in Singapore, good government and protected from natural disasters!
64) I have Ade who has been such a sweet senior to me (:
65) I have lecture buddies for most of my lectures (:
66) I have Jesmine who always jio me for kbox sessions!
67) I have been able to go into mediacorp and see the radio station myself!
68) I have been able to hear my dedications on radio (:
69) I have been lucky to have Xinyu as my predecessor who has taught me a lot of things
70) I know that I always have people to turn to for a listening ear
71) I always have hour long or more phone conversations!
72) I have been blessed with a hyper nature (:
73) I have my gossip buddies!
74) I am of acceptable weight (:
75) I have a deep dimple!
76) I have super thick hair!
77) I have found my favourite shade of red hair!
78) I love the Japanese crepes at IMM! :D
79) I enjoy a cup of honey milk tea every now and then (:
80) I have company on the way home or to school every so often (:
81) I have book awards as a form of encouragement every year!
82) I can seek solace in novels every now and then!
83) I love writing ‘essays’
84) I love the fact that I know I can always come home to a loving family and happy home :D
85) I have parents who are generally not very strict with me (:
86) At least my brother is not a nightmare to tutor as compared to my other tutees!
87) I have tons of photos to remind me of the happy times (:
88) I always SUPERB memories that no one can take away from me!
89) I do not have self esteem problems, at least not most of the time!
90) I have the chance to wear a 四方帽 in 2 or 3 years time (:
91) I have been able to experience the fun of being a station IC during arts camp and oweek (:
92) My friends confide in me (:
93) I have had the chance of working as a reporter and seeing my name in print! Awesome!
94) The dream of driving a mini cooper may not be so far after all! :D
95) I can walk and run!
96) I get to see the sunset and sunrise! Basically, I am alive every day (:
97) I have the freedom to decide how I want my life to be, though with occasional pressures to be a teacher from my mum :P
98) People see me as a motherly personality! Whats wrong with that? I want 7 kids! :D
99) I love the fact that I can cook!
100) I can love and be loved! (: basically, I should just be happy that I am me (:

Friday, October 16, 2009

poof! so many things have happened since the last time i was here! school has been a drag! what with 8 assignments due in the next 4 weeks, i am going insane! year 2 is really madness! makes me feel like clobbering the person who told me that uni would be the best time of my life after jc over the head with a hammer! grr! but all work and no play makes jojo a dull girl! just 2 significant events to highlight (:

1) pammie's 21st! ((:
had a cooking session at ting xin's house in the day for soci of food assignment where we were required to prepare a meal! we prepared american breakfast which was really quite a feast! with waffles, orange juice, scrambled eggs, sausages, garlic bread, bacon and fruits! (: so full that me and sab barely had the stomach to eat anymore at pam's 21st! :D ting xin's kitchen is to die for with the dishwasher, electric stove and well stocked up supplies!!

we were getting a 10 lesson dance package for pammie but we didnt know what kind of dance lessons that pammie wanted so we drew a big big voucher for her! redeemable when she wants the dance lesson (: me and sab went to simei to get the big board before heading to airport to make the 'voucher'! turned out really nice! (: wat can i say? sab has artistic talents! :D

we were one of the latest to arrive and we were also one of the many who were not dressed according to the theme! :p the chocolate desserts were da bomb! omg! birthdays are really occassions for camwhoring sessions in disguise! there were so many professional cameras going ard too! but birthdays are also occassions for us busy pple to take time off and sit down and catch up on each other's life (: thankyew uncle chong for making my day by asking me 'ehs, when is the next og outing ar?' ((: you have no idea how much it means to me ((:

2) 4DEE'05 class reunion in st nicks (:
st nicks is going to be tore down in nov so they organized a moonlight party for all old girls to go back (: 1/3 of the class went back! me, jov, yinghan, manping, maggie, liwen, sin yao, wulin, yifang, baoxian, lubin and mann ying (: super on class! :D

orange bowl and ice milo! how could i miss out on this fave combi of mine? 果条面干,不要豆芽,辣椒一点点!it was heavenly reminisience! :D

we went to the specs stand for the opening ceremony and there was a sing a long session for all the songs that we grew up with (: although mrs cheong's singing was really so so, the memories came flowing back nonetheless ((: mrs hwang came back too! omg! i really miss hearing her call us 宝贝!and we will go OEI! :D

and we went ard camwhoring in all parts of the school! some things jus never change! like how the same paintings still hang on the wall and some scrulptures are still sitting in the corner collecting dust! went back to 3dee and 4dee classrooms but alas! both classrooms were locked and all we could do was to take pictures through the window! so many fond memories of the things that we used to do in those classrooms! and 5 years on they are still teasing me about climbing window and breaking 5 whole panel of glass! bleahx!

met a lot of pple in the family lounge like jie ying, samq, jian xin etc! camwhore again! it was my mission to collect enough photos to hit the 2000 photo mark on fb! bingo! i managed to collect 2000 photos exactly! (only to have sneaky uncle chong tag one more photo and now i have 2001!)

we almost help st nicks to demolish the school building by burning it down! :D sin yao and liwen brought sparklers and candles! we used the candles to form the shape 'D' and lighted it up! and we crazily sang a birthday song to 4dee and blew it out! omg! we never grow up!

i tried to form a heart shape with sparklers and asked lubin to take a picture of it! omg! you have to wave your hands super fast! and i got muscle ache the next day! and we tried to form the sentence 'i heart heart 4dee!' with sparklers! after inhaling much smoke from the sparklers, we managed to capture a 像样 photo! :D



tadah! ((: going back st nicks relieved a lot a lot of memories ((: st nicks and 3/4dee really holds a very special place in my heart (: 爱我爱我圣尼格拉! i am soooo going to enrol my daughters in st nicks in the future :D <3

Sunday, September 27, 2009

那是我们回不去的从前

i miss the old days terribly, wishing that everything and everyone was still with me

不能说的秘密

it was totally not my business, but it seems to be my every business. it pains me

when will my life swing uphill again?

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

how could things have felt so right a mere 2 months ago feel so wrong now? ):
today is the day that i officially say bye bye to arts club! nominations, internal elections, agm and finally thank you dinner! all of these have marked the end of my one year in arts club and thank god tha it has come to an end! lets jus say that it didnt end on a good note! but well, who cares now that everything is over?! the only happy memories that i can take away from my MC term is being a arts camp 09 ocommer (: the things that i learnt, the friends that i made, the experiences that i have and the satisfaction that i have seeing my programmes executed is what no other project can give me (:

if there is one thing that i have learnt, its how scary and ugly human nature can be! i was supposed to be publicly flamed during thank you dinner tonight and the person who suggested it was a person that i didnt even interact much with during my mc term. wah! never knew YOU had such a meancing nature! oh well... what can i say? all i can say is a very big thank you to those who are always the first to jump to my defence (:

life hasnt been very smooth sailing recently and it left me shaken.. jus to borrow a phrase from boss: sometimes it really feels like its me against the rest of the world ): there are days when i really feel like hiding out in a cave and not facing anybody... well, i need to change my whiny nature! i have been told more than once that i'm seen as the 温室里的小花 not literally but the analogy stays...its time to grow up and see the real world before me! sure, i am the 傻大姐 at home, xiaomei in school... always being protected and doted on... but one day, all these will disappear and i will have to stand on my own 2 feet to face the world! no more looking at the world through rose tinted glasses! MC should have toughened me up and made me see the realities of the world! so from today onwards, jojo will be strong! 赤子之心?its time to grow up!

Sunday, August 30, 2009

the 4th week of school is starting and here am i only updating now :D if i can summarise the last 3 weeks of school in a sentence, it would be that its def not the promising term sem that i anticipated... grrr! august is always a disgusting month for me... sigh! with the end of auguust tmr, i hope that september would bring a better month ): tho august is not all dready (:

we celebrated pok's birthday at pitstop board games cafe (: me and sab met earlier to buy the present and we went on a toilet inspection tour ard ION, fullerton and taka while willing the time away to meet xinyun, shiru and pok who were coming from school. in conclusion, the toilet in ION is the posh-est and there is no way i can afford anything from this shopping mall! can only come in and use the toilet! :D we bought the 'birthday cake' which wasnt really a birthday cake since it was made up of a tomato(since pok is the ketcup) and s small logan cake :D

we were supposed to meet them at raffles place control station but decided to head to pitstop first to tell the person how to prepare the birthday surprise! we happily walked along the boat quay area only to stop in front of mind's cafe! aiyah yah! we barely made it in time before the 3 of time reached pitstop!

we coordinated to all wear blue but pok honestly thought that it was coincidene! we specially requested for violent games! not voilent we dun play! :D the waiter looked at us with a very odd expression on his face! there was this finger game that tested our pyscho motor prob and i falied miserably at this game!

tsk tsk! when it was time for the birthday cake to come out, pok's jaw dropped! jus as much as shiru and xinyun!:D inovative ba! its was sab's idea!

after pit stop, we had desserts at tcc, pok's treat! superb desserts! will def go back again for desserts! :D i was home 1.5 hours late and had my mum screaming into my ear the whole time! tsk tsk!

og outing last sunday to celebrate edwin's birthday and farewell dinner for kaimin(: super full attendance! 15! yes lah! long time since we had such a full attendance! (: zhijun, cindi, yanwei, kaimin, sab, pok, xin yun, shiru, edwin, ash, sherman, mingee, ade, pam and me! (: astons where there was cheap and good food!:D though we waited for more than 1 hour for a table for 15! there was an unexpected addition too: kaimin's gf (:

we jus making so much noise but well! the company was simply the best! my most beloved alpheus! ((: edwin totally didnt expect that we had a birthday cake for him. when the waiter brought the cake out, he was singing along with us until he heard the 'happy birthday day to edwin!', his jaw dropped and it was a pity tht i missed it! cause pple were saying that it was super hilarious!

we chilled out at starbucks when our plan of eating frolick for dessert was abandoned because folick close le!

there was this random thursday in school when me, pam, shiru and yanwei met up for lunch after my lecture. it was this random thursday of this week that shiru had suggested going to her house to play mahjong but was not carried out in the end because of the lack of khakis! when we finished lunch at about 3 plus, feeling sians not knowing what to do, i brought up the idea of going to shiru's house to play mahjong and bingo! before i know it, we were in the car on the way to shiru's house le! :D pam was going to town to meet her fren so we managed to find ade as our khaki! :D when we called she was at home watching vcds! :p

totally rocks lahs! new set of mahjong khakis! woots! :D but me, shiru and ade lost to yanwei lahs! grrr! and we termed the person who lost the most as 'santa claus' while the other pple who lost were 'elves'! at frist ade was santa claus and i was the elf! but at the end of the game shiru became the santa claus while ade downgraded to being an elf! i remained the same: elf! aiyowei ar!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

woots! its the first day of sch and i am no longer a gong gong freshie(which i much rather be :D) but a senior walking ard sch! gosh! the word senior jus sounds so old! 2 lectures today! CH2274(studying the china biz environment) and SC2215(sociology of food)! the timing for soci of food was really bad! 12-2pm! exactly lunch time! and it didnt help that they were showing videos of food during lecture and i haven had breakkfast or lunch!

had lunch with dory, zhijun, sab and boss! (: things haven been going well recently and my mood really sucked... but one hour of SOLID ALPHEUS company today was all that was needed to make things right again(: really really love their company (: tmr is universe with pok, sab and xin yun! cant wait to quarrel with xin yun again! :D yes lah!

i bought a winnie the pooh chocolate egg today! its jus like kindle surprise, jus that the toy inside is one of the hundred ace wood character! (: super ex but i decided that it was time to pamper myself a little (:

yet another FOP project: OWEEK is over! though not part of ocomm but went back as station IC a couple of times (: beach games and war games! beach game was manning the same station as ou xiang! the 几个几个站起来 game in the water! for the 4th time in Sentosa as part of a FOP project, i could go into the water! yes lah! woooo! but i was dunked by some A house og! flipped and dunked face down! OUCH! and they even told me 'thanks for being a sport!' wows! realy THANKS ar! whahahahahahaha!

helped out for rag overnight too and boy was it a taxing experience!

really glad that i was part of FOP'09 as an ocommer, station IC, helper and ragger (: made a lot of nicee frens like lysia, wei wei, BUDDY! etc (: they add colours to my uni life :D

recently alpheus is on a pokemon craze and we are choosing a pokemon each and naming them with our names plus mon behind! :D blogger doesnt allow me to upload photos or we will have a more interesting entry :D

pikachu: ademon!
butterfree: sabmon!
diglet: pokmon!
psyduck: yanweimon!
bulbarsuar: shirumon!
pichu: zhijunmon!
togepi: jojomon!
charmander: cindimon!
jigglypuff: pammon!
ash: ash!

it all started when uncle soh told shiru 'catch you later!' on msn and shiru retorted 'you think i pokemon ar!' uncle soh being very 'creative' went 'shirumon i choose you!' damn childish! but i like! (: shiru and pok has been going ard making their pokemon noises and it was irritated wei wei so much that she told shiru to get back into her pokeball! :D whahahahahahha!

Monday, August 03, 2009

holidays are coming to an end soon! how fast time flies! it seems just like yesterday was my last paper and i was excited with the prospect of my very first 3 months holidays with a thousand and one things that i would wan to do! haha! and now the hols are coming to an end school is starting soon! much as i love the holidays, i cant wait to go back to sch too! (: going for lectures and tutorials, meeting frens along the corridors and stopping for a little chat, mugging in the library, occasional lunch breaks(: it has been a hell load of fun during the hols and the sem ahead looks to be a promising one (: (if i get all the mods that i wan! :D)

jojo is one step closer to her dream of driving a mini cooper! yes lah! i passed my btt last wed! and now i am entitled to start my driving lessons! :D its going to be ex but at the end of the day it will all be worth it! (:

had 2 very enjoyable chats last week! one was with sabby and the other was with nai ma (:

met sabby on tues at IMM for ice cream crepe and shaker fries! a quiet afternoon of good food, good company and good conversation is more than enough to keep jojo happy (: sab got to see my flaming red hair! :D and she said it was nicee! this is the 5th shade of red that i have tried so far and yes! i finally succeeeded in getting a shade of red that does not look like black! :D

met naima for breakfast on the same day! and we chatted for a full 2 hours! we finally got to fulfill our mee sua date that has been marked out since our jc days! :D meeting naima made me understand whats the meaning of friendship (: not meeting up everyday but still being able to talk and laugh as though the distance never mattered at all ((: naima was equally shocked by my red hair! whahahaha! :D

went back for oweek sports day on fri (: yes lah! sports day is my pet project! :D i was sooo sad when i thought i couldnt go back for sports day because of the photoshoot for bash. but in the end i managed to go back and i was jumping for joy! :D i helped lysia with her station and walked ard with xiao hoon observing the games (: its seems as if it was jus yest that i was doing the same thing with shiru (: I MISS MY PROGRAMMER DAYS! :D

Friday, July 24, 2009

this week is definitely HEALTHY LIFESTYLE WEEK! i think even pe lessons twice a week in jc does not even come close to what i have done this week! monday swimming, wed badminton and today tennis! whoosh! all in the name of good and cheap fun! (: this time there was zhijun, cindi, yanwei, hong ping, pok and me! :D

surprise surprise! i was the earliest! :D i even managed to wake up at 8 to give everyone morn call! :D or rather morn sms! and i threatened to blast their phones with phone call if they did not reply me by 8.30 to show that they are awake! zhijun and yanwei really replied within the half an hour, with less than 5 mins to spare before i blast their phones! :D whahahahaha! hong ping was the earliest to reply! but then again, our dear uncle soh has the habit of sleeping early and waking up early!

i only managed to borrow 4 rackets from my cousin while there were 6 of us! so while 4 of us would be playing, the other 2 would be picking the balls! :D we only booked one court but since the court next to us was empty, we played there too!

i was playing with cindi and we both agree that our tiredness come from picking the balls and not playing tennis! :D hong ping picked up the skills super fast! after a while he was playing like a pro le! the most tiring game i played was the one against yanwei! omg! really cannot play with guys one on one! cause they naturally use more strength than us and the balls tend to fly faster and higher making it harder to hit! a couple of times, the ball almost went over the fence into the drain outside! we attempted to have 10 continous serves without stopping but failed! we only managed until 9 and got stuck there! grrr!

each of us have funny moments on the court! da ban jie play tennis super cute de! she will hold the racket with 2 hands like its her life line! when she hit the balls, somehow it will fly upwards and she will look ard to see whether has the ball flown to! :D there are times when yanwei will try to act shuai but missed the ball! cindi's balls always tend to fly into the next court and the people will b confused as to which is the ball they are supposed to hit! hong ping will serve very shuai-ly BUT the balls tend to get caught in the net! i tend to forget that i am playing tennis and attempt jump up and hit the high balls like trying to hit a shuttlecock! pok who sometimes have difficulty sending the balls over the net despite using full strength! :D

its difficult to do a jump shot when you are holding a racket in ur hand! i jumped and jumped and jumped! ooooh! tiring! haha! before uncle soh managed to capture a nicee shot! :D we forgot that the tennis courts were right in front of yio chu kang mrt station and while we were jumping and jumping, the people on the platform were staring at us like we were some mad frogs! super malu! :p

now then i realise tennis is sooo fun! tempted me, zhijun and hong ping to buy tennis rackets! :D

zhijun and yanwei left early so me, pok, cindi and hong ping headed down to amk hawker centre again for lunch! we spent a good hour talking abt the diff sports and trying to decide what is the next spot we should try out! :D apparently the current plan is basketball next tues! but we have to find enough players first! :D till then, jojo is a super tired and aching but happy girl after healhty lifestyle week! :D

Thursday, July 23, 2009

as i am typing out this blog post, my hand muscles are screaming in protest! looks like i have to admit that i am old afterall! after reaching the big 2! hoho! hong ping once mentioned about how our og outings are getting unhealthy and expensive cause all we do is go out and eat! :D so i promised to organize cheaper and more healthy outings which i did yest!

first healthy ALPHEUS outing: badminton at yio chu kang stadium! :D

me, pok, yanwei, hong ping and 2 of his frens played a full 2 hours of badminton yest! perspired like nobody's business! but it was super shiok! (: we booked 2 courts and at any one time, there will be 4 people playing in one court and 2 people in the other court. me,pok and yanwei would always be the ones playing the 4 people court de and hong ping and his frens would take turns to come over and play with us! i got to say that the best game was when i was pairing with hong ping vs pok and yanwei! :D cause can see how pok and hong ping 挑逗 each other over the net! super funnys! haha! and there was a number of classic moments!

1) pok was pairing with hong ping's fren, luke den the both of them wanted to attack the shuttlecock and they hit the shuttlecock at the same time! what happened next was hilarious! their badminton rackets went flying!!

2) i was supposed to serve the shuttlecock over to the other side but i couldnt find the shuttlecock! only to find that the feathers of the shuttlecock was caught in my racket so it stuck there and i couldnt even fling it off! hong ping had to extract it from my racket! :D

3) in a bid to hit the shuttlecock over the net, i held the badminton racket with both hands and jumped! den hong ping named this 招 of mine as 拜观音!grrr! and they were laughing and trying to imitate me! grrr!

4) yanwei standing at the net and trying to block us with his racket to prevent us from 出-ing 溅招 of hitting the shuttlecock lightly over the net!

5) pok running sideways to hit the shuttlecock and hong ping calling her a crab!

whahahahah! overall it was a good exercise session! but even how much we exercise we put it back on with a hearty meal at amk hawker centre! followed by a very long htht session! :D which made me felt that i 上了人生宝贵的一课! yanwei and i headed back to school for arts bash meeting at about 6 plus and we got a ride home from xiao hoon at night!((: having a car ride home would beat taking the bus anytime! thankyews xiao hoon! (:

woke up this morn in agony! cause my right hand and left leg was aching like nobody's business and every little movement can make me whince in pain! tsk tsk! but still we will be playing tennis tmr! this time we have zhijun and cindi too! yays! (: looking forward!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

my blogger got prob which prevented me from updating for almost a week! grrr! anyways, its has been an enjoyable 20th birthday (: many people have been asking me how does it feel like hitting the big 2! hmmm... not much diff lehs! cause i feel that being able to age is a good thing (: means that you will have a long life ahead of you :D thats my analogy! jun yue was telling me how the people ard you plays a very impt role in how old you feel! he was recounting his story of how he is only 22 but feels super old cause people ard him are calling him uncle! den like that no matter how old i am, i will always feel young cause the people ard me always call me xiaomei! whoosh! 长生不老! yes lah!

20th birthday was spent at marina barrage with ming and jov (: there was nobody but us at the top of the barrage and we had the whole field to ourself! (: just laze ard on the picnic mat reading LIFE, gossiping and eating! tho it was super cloudy, the sun was scorching hot! and out came my banana boat! not that it was any use since i was already super burnt during pre camp on the monday and tues before my bday! :D sometimes its really simple pleasures like these that make me realise how lucky am i having these 2 girls in my life for the past 7 years and counting :D

there was this young couple who was providing a lot of entertainment for us! :D they were PDA-ing in front of us and we stopped our gossiping to look at them! many times they almost kiss lehs but didnt! den we were jiayou-ing for them! :D when they finally peck each other on the cheek (tho its only a peck), me and ming yee were so excited that we exclaim out loud! we went YES! den the couple turn ard and look at us! super embarrassing!

we attempted to take a lot fo jump shots with the singapore flyer as our backdrop! but always failed! we never have a complete picture of 2 or more pple up in the air! but i mus say i 90% of the time were up in the air! haha! practise makes perfect!

ming and jov were super cute! they wantd to surprise me with a cake but they took super long to light up the candle cause the wind was super big! in the end i had to pretend that i didnt know what they were doing! hahaa! and i didnt get to make my wish! i had to blow out the candle before the wind does! :D overall a day well spent!

and it was crab feast with my family in the night! (: thanks for all the wishes via facebook, sms or msn ((: felt really loved (:

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

THANKYEW ALPHEUS FOR THE BIRTHDAY SURPRISE! this is the 2nd year that you guys are celebrating my birthday for me and every year you guys jus never fail to create many many wonderful memories for me! (: last year it was jo the bear, this year is the super sweet book of birthday wishes that you all have compiled! (: the msgs are soooo sweet that ants can crawl on them! and i have been reading them over and over again!(: it just gives me a warm fuzzy feeling inside (: words cant desribe how thankful i am to have all of you in my life and how much i love you guys! (: BLESSINGS!

ASHTON
uncle chong! thank you for your birthday wishes! (: i think out of the 3 diff that you stated abt me, only one is corrct and that is the hair length! cause i didnt drink ribena last year and neither did i dance chinese dance! :D nonetheless, it meant a lot to me when i saw ur sentence 'some things will NEVER change tho! we are all from ALPHEUS!' (: and can you be kind enough to tell me what the arabic words mean? uncle chong a BIG THANK YOU for always standing up for me and giving me encouragement whenever i am down! and of cos thank you for your lollipops when i get 10/10 for my class tests! :D

CINDI
OGL! i am 20 only! not 21! :D anyways my dearest OGL haven had the chance to tell you how glad i am that you are my OGL(: my dear OGL who will stand up for her freshies when they kenna bullied! i'm glad that i have been able to provide a listening ear for you (: i totally agree when you say that ALPHEUS is an amazing og with LOVELY frens! simply because you are one of them (:

EDWIN
thank you for your birthday wishes! you have been a fantastic fren too! (: i think you are the funniest when it comes to posing for act cute photos! you are a born natural! whahahahaha! its ok abt rejecting some outings! cause we will have millions moe in the future! (: yea man!

HONG PING
uncle soh! i certainly wish that all the positive stuff from my tarot cards will come true! :D like i told you, i always get very touched when you stand up for me! i will always rmb you saying 'who talk abt you, you ask them come and find me! and i will talk to them!' yayness! its xing fu having a fren like you! :D i will try to organize some less expensive but can equally bond ALPHEUS de outings in future k! (:

KAIMIN
CAP 5! ALPHEUS is powerful also because you got powerful brains like you! :D anyways, thanks for being a great senior who will always help us out no matter how busy you are or what the help needed is! (: you used really mushy words but i like! whahahahaha! CAP5 CAP5 all the way! whoosh!

MELVIN
mr moo! thanks for the birthday wishes! hitting the 2 does not mean that i have aged wors! it simply means that i have matured! :D whahahahaha! kbox soon k! i wan to hear your melodious voice!

POKSCILLApok!
you know i really have the wish to go to sch in your car everyday? :D whahahahaha! thanks for the birthday surprise! you did quite a good job of luring me away and keeping me at the kiap-ing machines tho i failed to kiap the mickey mouse! i am soooo glad for SAUCES and SAN SE BANG! (: thanks for always being there and offering a shoulder and many a sound words! (: many of your advice in the course of one year certainly helped a lot! (: you are my personal coucillor! :D wheee! A BIG BIG THANKS!

SHIRU
da jie! what more can i say? you play the role of my da jie perfectly! we have gone through a lot together in this one year and i am more than happy to say that it only made us even closer (: nothing can explain this amazing friendship more than FATE! yesh yesh! you can always count on me to be ur source of comfort! if you are dao to new people den i'm really glad that i managed to break through ur defences (:

XIN YUN
teo chilli! originally not in ALPHEUS but has already become an unsepearable part of us ((: your msg very mushy but ok lahs! still can accept! yes! SAUCES mean the world to me (: no worries k! even when we dun take same mods, we will always meet up for lunch and study sessions! our fave corner in the library! but pls dun always sleep! tsk tsk! i love our mode of communication! may it not change even 50 years down the road!:D

YANWEI
da ge! how come i dun rmb jumping ard doing cheers and rahing the og during arts camp 08? whahahahaha! but nonetheless yes! i am the proud programmer of PSI and Sports Day of arts camp 09! (: really have to thank you for trusting in me and thank goodness i didnt let you down! :D yup yup! you were an awesome DPD programs! really really respect you who can go on and on without sleep! salute! thanks for the assurance of always being there (: really didnt call the wrong person da ge! (:

ADE
ade! my fellow programmer! (: thank you ade for your very reassuring pressence during arts camp (: i think i cant find a sweeter senior who never loses her temper (: thank you for ur birthday wishes!

ZHIJUN
da ban jie! reading ur msg makes me blush! whahahahaha! but yes! totally thankyews for your 20 reasons! (: you really made a difference in my life! who else can i turn to when i need advice? who else can i turn to when i am emo? who else can i trust to offer very sweet and comforting words when i am down? who else can i turn to when i wan to share super exciting/happy news? none other than my DA BAN JIE! (: woots! really nothing we can be more thankful for than FATE! right people at the right place at the right time! (: FRENS FOR A LIFETIME! ME LOVE YOU LONG LONG DEEP DEEP TOO! :P

SABBY
lao da! do you have to remind me everytime that i step on ur toes? whahahahaha! BFF! i totally heart this term and my BFF too! :D hahaha! true true! we really created a lot of exclusive grps and uncle chong always accuse us of secret outings and rebellions! :D thanks for always being ard and offering sound advice! i'm glad that you were such a big part of my life for the past one year and will continue to be (: while i continue to look for my real life zhang dong liang, i'm glad that my dearest lao da has found her happiness! lets extend our list from 40 to 50 den to 60 and on and on k! ((:

PAM
er jie! (: though you are far away in hong kong but i can feel ur wishes! (: thanks for always being the reassuring big sis (: we can take more soci mods together next sem! (: yea man!

Monday, July 13, 2009

thank you ALPHEUS for the surprise! honestly didnt see it coming! (:

xin yun msged me on friday telling me that she emo and wanted to come out and talk so not suspecting anything, i agreed.

met xin yun and pok at 4 plus to htht until a phone call came at 5.30 when xin yun say that it was her float head telling her that she has to go back to hall and hence she need to leave le. quite saddened. haha!

den pok and i went up to the arcade area to see people kiap soft toys! there was this malay guy who managed to kiap a soft toy at every machine he went to! so being tempted, i used $7 to try and kiap a mickey mouse which LOOKED as if it was the easiest thing on earth to kiap but it was actually not! grrr! but i mus say that i very li hao! :D whahahah! cause everytime the 'claw' managed to kiap the mickey mouse but shake too much den it will drop out! sigh!

tadah! i saw uncle chong at the atm and wanted to appraoch him but pok stopped me cause she say that we cant creep up to him when he was taking money! and she dragged me to see pple kiap soft toy again and alas! uncle chong disappeared! when i msg him, he say that he was going to watch ice age 3! and i cant believe that i actually believed!

when it was ard dinner time, pok suggested waraku! and still not suspecting anything, i followed her to waraku! it was only when i heard her telling the waitress that her fren reserved a room that i suspected something! and true enough, the waitress led us to a 'room' and alpheus was there shouting 'SURPRISE!' whoo hoo! totally didnt expected it! ((:

there was another 3 surprises waiting for me!
1) the lights suddenly off and the waiter came in carrying a cake! (:
2) hong ping singing '一百万'and handing me my present!
3) sab presenting me this book like thing which was all the msgs that alpheus gave me compiled into a book ((: favest! :D

hong ping, shiru, ash, pok and me carried on with dessert at xin wang while yanwei, zhijun, sab and xin yun took 97 back to sch and home! thankyew msgs in the next post!

Thursday, July 09, 2009

wei wei my tu di! :D

lysia the vampire! (:

fellow station ICs for campus tours! lay ning and daryl!


me skipping with the rafia string that was meant for war games !:D


loud hailer buddy daisy! :D


nanyang gang in MC! :D


evon who is too tired to even take photos! :D

uncle chong! who complains that i never give him a sp!



fellow station ICs for night games! :D



fei fei the crasher! :D



xuewei!


da ban jie! the dearie who chop toilet for me! (:






sabby! we doing a repeated post with positions swopped!



my fellow PSI programmer! desmond kwan! who has to treat me to another 9 plates of chicken rice! :D



yay! PSI SUCCESS!

programmers! (:



this is my most beloved OU XIANG! (: SHULI!


ARTS CAMP 2009 OCOMM!




HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALPHEUS! (:



the french braid that shiru ties for me everyday! :D



da ge! who can produce a lollipop whenever i request for one! :D




giving instructions during SPORTS DAY! :D




programmers with our very pretty singlet! (:


jo'an and joanne!



power ups anyone?



my fellow ROOMIES! (: LOVES!



OCOMM WHOOSH!