Erm.. I am supposed to be studying like most of the time.. but then again.. I am SLEEPING most of the time.. I think the 4 years in NUS have really SUCKED the life out of me.. making so FREAKING tired.. It's worst than running a full marathon loh..
Labels: University
Mugging officially starts today!!!
Though I have no idea what I am supposed to mug!!!
Labels: University
What is SOLITUDE?
It's something that I have been doing all the time.. Even though others always see me saying "hi", they are nothing more than just acquaintances which makes life so sad.. I can't remember who wrote it on face book: "So what if you have a few hundreds (or even thousands) of friends on the friend's list, the number of people who really show care and concern for you can easily be counted using both hands.."
With the end of my education life drawing near, I realized I have actually been spending my time alone.. I don't go out to party.. I seldom meet my friends because they are busy and I am busy with tuitions too.. My life is literally shutting between house, NUS and my students' houses..
Even now, I don't find DIVING interesting any more.. Thinking back on my first few years of Uni, diving was like one of the things that I look forward to.. but now.. I don't even feel like going for any dive trips.. *I straightaway turn down the chance to go diving in May without even considering*
I am actually starting to miss the kind of life that I had in Paris.. All by myself: Live by myself, cook for myself, tour by myself and do the things I like by myself..
And now with the throbbing headache, who knows, I might just have a ruptured blood vessel the very next moment and I will be out of this world.. =.= I think its the headache that is sending negative impulses to my brain..
ok.. time to mug.. SOLITUDE again..
Labels: Life
