When the fireworks' on, i say

(WARNING: long-winded post ahead)

Try logging on FB n u'll find ppl shouting

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!! it's the end of 2009!! hi to 2010!!"etc. etc. etc.

reminding me that this year is coming to its end. oops it ends exactly tonight.

everyone's busy concluding n reviewing their year. so the question remains,

What had i done 4 the passed 364days??

It's funny cause i kinda can't remember clearly what had happened in the first half of the year!!

so..i reckon i could only come up with this..

"My Significances of 2009"

(waseh like so formal n professional rite rite?? xD)

Let's see..

The mental struggles.

I began my form4 life thinking MORE is GOOD n Hardwork is the only solution. but when things went over the board, i found myself struggling n shedding tears without knowing exactly WHY. so there i evolved and here i am, yours truly, believing in smart work n letting go of certain things. so yea it works!!

The falling.

ohh well how could i ever erase this even from my STM brain...failing my piano practical exam. It was sort of expected but maybe down there deep in my heart, i yearn for miracles.

The Climb. (miley cyrus bagi pinjam kejap =P)

2009's definitely brought me in touch with a whole lot of new things.

Assisting in managing a choir group..Public speaking..catwalk-ing cheongsam..setting up a haunter house n acted as a ghost.ohh n nearly get a punch in the face for that!!..took a BUS to attend JI meeting..taking over duties n heavy responsiblilities..n loads of stuff that push me to grow up n learn to fiddle my own way through.

The changes.

My eldest sista got married n ofcourse moved to her own sweet nest with her prince charming. This has actually just happened in March but it seems so so so loonnngg ago..that Y i wonder what's wrong with my sense of time.=..= ohh not to forget i got my new phone too!! =D ahh i had the best mooncake festival as well!!! heehee.

The Rojak.

hmm i guess i stucked while categorizing my memories n trails so i come up with this special Rojak edition.

Looking back, i see..

My beloved family of 6, always being there unconditionally even though i had been naughty.

My most awesome groups of friends,

Jimuis- being there for some personal talks n knowing me best.

Buddies- being there when i needed back-up support n chilling me out of worries.

Bunch of seniors- being there to guide n helping me find myself.

YOU- for being who you are.

Not to forget my say-hi-and-bye random friends, for giving me that random smiles to light up my day!!

My coolest class,4sc1 which seems hard from de outside but lovingly warm inside. A port where i dock no matter how topsy turvy it is outside. ohh n did i mention how i love my seat in class because of soo many reasonss??how i love experiments in the lab where we would have so much fun until we don't want to go for the next period??how we played our dramas, sketches and the aural testss??

N me being in the ROCK-est clubs which always makes me stumble but teaches me to crawl back up with lessons after lessons in mind. It's always stressful n agitating n sometimes tears provoking, but we never fail to cheer n scream out loud at the end.

And that, is yours truly's evolution in a matter of 364days, 8736hours and 21 840mins.

Into a more outgoing chic that screams, laughs-out-loud n takes things easy. =)

oohh i learnt to give warm hugs n realised how powerful and magical a hug could be too!!

New year promise to myself??

To stay positive and make the best out of things.

And when things ain't pleasant, laugh.it.off.

I wanna..I wanna..

get my straight As!!! A+ if possible.. xP

bring only cheers to ppl around me..

keep my clubs Rock-ing!!

be a more patient and good girl that always listens..

Endings are just another beginning of wonders.

It's gonna be a good year ahead.

We.just.need.to.believe.

Bon Voyage 2009!!

LoveRemainsTheSame. by GavinRossdale.

Start of something new

wonders of in between.

sunset n sunrise ; thumping hearts n breath taken away ; big grins n redden cheeks.

wondering whether the earth stopped moving,

cause only that voice with those words could be heard.

oh and is that the ruffles of butterflies' wings inside??

it's the start of something new..something magical with *glitters* of wonders..

ustolemytwinkling ♥.

831..numbers with sparkles.

When the curtains' closed

I SAY

Yay!! but HEY!~

when there's no expectation, there's no dissapointment.

I guess it has always been THAT right.

I SAY

Sherlock Holmes is Awwesomme!!~ *scream*

Smarty with Rob D.Jr. look is totally HOT. *ouch*

Girls chilling out, it's always that comforting.

Just wanna runawwayy and Throw em' all awwaayy.

I SAY

No circle is perfectly round, just like nothing is perfect.

No entry. so stay out.

when the curtain's closed, look for the exit..

just enjoy the show

3G's the best invention ever!!

okay so i am biased =P

Genting's awesome through the little lens. n it wont be, without the voice ;)

ohh and krispy kreme gorgeous-licious choco-peanut butter donuts at 10.30PM??

Slap me with extra 5 pounds...in the face. temptation's too big to resist. just like 3G.

Just ended another nanny-babysitting session with Kiko boy for 4 days.

Now i miss his barks, and i am all alone at home.

U know, chihuahua is sooo cute!! although crazy-ly naughty =.=

Eyeliner's so difficult to remove. plus it makes me look like a cat with overly big eyes.

Ohh and the witch Georgina is back on gossip girl. chaos chaos.

1 and a half week more of hollie.

Bidding goodbye to 2009 is sad n tough. It has always been like this.

Reminiscences...drown me in my thoughts. huhu.

itsalwaysthatgreat

wondering wonders

21.12.2009

Xmas is creeping nearer!!~

xmas eve + xmas at YY gal's hse + Lovin Sunday

It's gonna be an eventful week..

things are gonna be lovely rite rite??

Time for Wonders!!~ =)

*hearts*

TwoIsBetterThanOne. boys like girls ft. taylor swift

追“星”

泰京-和咖啡， 虽带点让人抗拒的苦涩，却香醇华丽，让人上瘾。

新宇-和奶茶， 温暖窝心，就是因为太安全了，往往让人忽略。

jeremy-和果汁， 健康有益，但人往往都会选择对自己没益的东东。

--看毕《原来是美男》，记。

剧里3个男孩同时把杯子递给minam那一幕，我的脑里即闪过以上那段想法。

虽然我是挺泰京的，但新宇和超可爱的jeremy很惨咯~

韩剧的桥段也许很老套很lame，但它们其实好像都在说

有些事，注定不会发生；

有些人，也只能当朋友；

有些话，不一定要说出口....

就算有jeremy酱帅，编剧还是会狠狠地写下去，

把看起来好像不怎么搭的minam跟泰京摆在一起的！=P

有些拼图本根本拼不完，因为那最后一块不在这里。

朋友，在某个人手里，那真正的那一块，有一天终究会被你找到的。

给，最棒的朋友。友谊永固!!

We Care We Share

"Kita Prihatin, Kita Kongsi!!"

Lol, thats an odd-sounding slogan aint it??

It's actually the direct translation version of "We Care, We Share!"

yea yesterday er jie brought me along to her company's outreach programme where the main activity was actually bitch..oops BEACH cleaning at Bagan Lalang beach, for those who's scratching your head, it's somewhere ulu in sepang adjacent to the Sepang Gold Coast resort. Mind you its adjacent to the resort soo we're not relaxing IN the resort. :P

We took 1 1/2 fat hours to travel 90km there!! becuz the bus had to cruise at a speed of 60km/h according to the company's safety rules. ha ha. oh and it's the first time i sat in a coach that has seatbeat!!cool?? haha. i got no complains laa since i was in my happy dreamland throughout the journey. fyi I slept at 2am the night before and got to climb out of my adorable blankets and cushy pillows at 7.15am. =.= (altho i snoozed until 7.30am :P)

Me with the event banner. kerja pembersihan pantai, that's a first 4 me. :)

The beach was a nice place and most importantly, it doesn't seem dirty to us at all!! well who would complain about that? heehee. So the cleaning work was quite pleasant minus the part where i din apply much sunblock cause i ran out of it a little bit too late and get slight sunburn. what a good job, now I am even more tanned.=.= oops i mean healthy skin tone.

Getting ready for work. See? i was grinning wide. okay so that was before the work. =P

We also had a sandcastle building competition and some telematches and the product?? super cool sandcastle which i personally like a lot and me covered in sand and salty skin. call me sand-y!! ;) but the sad news is we didn't win it. but who cares?! ngek ngek~

our sandcastle, with built-in lagoon somemore. call it COOL!!~ blame the bad judges..keke

Ohh did i mention how much food we were fed with?!!

1st round - packed ham n egg sandwiches before bus departed. aka our brekkie.
2nd round- karipuff + popiah + coffee/tea which i skipped. aka our tea break.

3rd round- KFC + rice catering with lauk. aka our lunch.

mind you that's 3 meals in like..6hours?!! but the REAL stuff is the 3rd round where we were really starving (i can't believe why since we ate so much be4 that =.=) after the cleaning n games. We hantam BOTH KFC n the catering which served really really awesome food. say WOW!~ hahahahha.

the good news is..i kept my KFC portion for my bro back at home. *angel smile* LOL.

btw did i say that we got this cute designs tee to wear?? heehee it's sort of my first time liking an event tee and guess wat??i wore kiddie size cause S-size was no longer available. hmm that's supposed to be a good news to me right right?? *Grinning* ;D

dearest er jie and me *hearts*

And do anyone know wth happened at pavillion yesterday night??

I stucked in the traffic jam just infront of sg wang heading to pavillion for 1 freaking hour and we had only moved an inch or two!! at the end we gave up and hopped to great eastern mall instead but too bad we're a bit too late when we reached there, shops were almost closed.hurg!~

Speaking of that mall, it's a great place for eateries~aiming to try out that bbq buffet restaurant next time. ;D

Cheers~

doyouknowallittakesisjusturvoice

tolightupthesmile.

-T.T.F.N-

up up and beyond

I've just realised

that jack fruit aka nangka is in a happy family with durian.

that a nangka flavoured toblerone chocolate is a little bit sickening.

don't worry, i am an avid fan of durians and not a member of anti-nangka group too.

it all started when...

this nangka tree my parents planted infront of my house bore a real big nangka and so it was "slaughtered" and kept in the refrigerator but i forgot to saveguard my dearie chocolates beforehand and kaboom~the next day which is today yours truly is eating this newly found recipe of toblerone nangka chocolate. =.=

So here's something to share with chocolate freaks with overnight durians/nangkas in their fridge; Pack Up and Rescue Ur Dearies!! ;P

hmm i wonder what other fruits that is in the exotic family...

ohh and i am kinda falling BACK in love with my piano.

I was addicted to it and keep playing it since...err yesterday. The point is I have never like practising my pieces like this before so it's something good for me ;)

Kudos to "Battle of Waterloo" that has a great and rich blend of cute but tough melodies!~

I am kinda productive today. Managed to spit out 2 tugasan harians and chunk in first chapter of biology form 5. Transport system in the body..n the way our heart functions is really cool. ;)

ohh i've finish the "konserto terakhir" f5 novel too but it has a sad ending and a slow + kinda lame plot. =.=

AND gggaaallllsss!!

Look over here cause i've come a real cute guitarist on youtube.

N guess what he is a KOREAN!! U know how cute koreans are (well according to the dramas) =P

Let me present you Sung-Ha-Jung!!~~

yea that's his name and he's only 12 this year.lolx.

check him out on youtube.

http://www.youtube.com/user/jwcfree#p/a/2BB87472606B8CC0/0/HDkBNNuAsKY

here's his own website link

http://www.sunghajung.com

Just some recommendations and gosh can't believe Gossip Girl's cool Chuck is with Vanessa!!

and before i sign off...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Sherman!!

best wishes~

Cheers,

1/2dayandimOalready

-T.T.F.N-

little pebbles in the meadow

it has been almost 3 weeks of holidays and i feel

DEAD.

it's not tat i haven't done anything but i feel lifeless and doing pointless things everyday while i should be doing something USEFUL for instant read up on next year's stuff/revise this year's stuff and i feel even worse after being reminded of the moral tugasan harian n kerja amal i planned to do.

whew. that's a long paragraph but my point is..

I can't seem to find the right time and right mood to start!!

and i think something's wrong up there in my head. =.=

i tried to do a checklist and it ended up with a lonely few tasks but padahal things keeping popping out and i tend to forget while they're sooo important!! urghh i dunno wat im crapping d.

okie let's see...

1. Tugasan harianss *important!! or else im gonna suffer next year*


2. Plan n settle the Leo Xmas aka Lovin Sunday.
   *utmost important but things are like hanging up and down n driving me nuts!!*


3. Study next year's syallabus briefly~ *still the kiasu me =.=*


4. Replan n Review clubsss activities for next year.
   *currently overwhelming me and things really need to be sorted out!!*


5. Find a reliable tshirt maker ASAP which i can't seemt o find 1!! ZzZz
   *any help??*

...............etc. etc. etc.............

hmmmm okaay..things seem to be pretty good n organised now.
Just wish i could have bigger memory and stuck them all in.

OH YEA!! For leos/interested/half-leos/whoever's free.....
oops correction..Leos make sure U R THERE.... kekeke x)

LEO's having this LOVING SUNDAY Xmas Orphanage Visit thingy.
date: 27th DEC 09
time: 10am - 1pm
venue: Pandan Indah Wawasan Orphanage

Everything's free...n we need the crowd!!

okay, end of advertisement, that thing is really bugging my hollie mood offf..

here's some sweet memories i wanna jot down :)

it was a home alone night for me last friday so my dearest da jie brought me out jalan-jalan with her which i miss alot. We went jusco and i had my first ever Nando's meal!! xD
I know i sound jakun but no kidding its my first munch of juicy peri-peri chicken n chips soo i was kinda excited.heehee!~ n ohh ofcourse it was superb!!

ps: anything taste nice when i am in a good mood and good food makes me in a good mood,
so treat me to good food and i'll in good mood and treat you good~ xPP

Nando's :)

And the next day..

Our dearest lovely Ms Elaine Kwa got MARRIED!!~ (should i write Mdm Elaine/Mrs..??) @.@

The service was held at the Weasley Methodist Church near MBS so no sweat 4 me to find it.

And i think almost 2/3 of the crowd somehow have sumthg to do with SMKDL. lolx. I really saw a whole lot of familiar people but was not in the mood to socialize so "bi-an-heh" aka sorry ehh. And can you believe that i went to a wedding but didn't take any photos with the bride/groom. I can't believe it myself =.= I didn't really stay long after the event soo not much photos to be tagged. yea i am low profile marr..xP

N..did i mention that Ms Elaine looked REAL GORGEOUS and sweet?? weewit!!~

N..her gown is the loonngg sapu-lantai-type and she's just like a princess!! ;)

here's some to share in my baby phone.

Ohh this is basically the ONLY clear pic of the bride that i got =.=

Kita budak2 camwhore!! x)

And after that, since mom's not home the whole day, i went to time square with dearie er jie. We wanted to watch 2012 and gosh i didn't expect the tickets to be still selling fast after soo loongg..ain't people supposed to be watching hottie New Moon?? anyway thk god we got our tickets and the show?? i am somewhat speechless but the visual effect's reeaall cooolll n reeall. But with no storyline and a little bit irony ending.

Come on laa, it's said to be the end of the world but those homosapiens survived. =.=
ohh n along with giraffes..elephants..its the modern Noah Ark. lolx.

Went shopping for new year's clothes n my suggestion, don't ever try Mr Ramen at dunno which floor. We regretted. It's like maggi mee priced at RM10.90++ . siao.

We reached home about 10.30pm that day n i was out for almost 10 fat hours.

Broke my own record. xD

okie nothing else to crap about d.

Cheers!!

~T.T.F.N~ =)

Our show on stage

"NEW MOON" is on screen!!~
Being a twilight freak, I went for it yesterday with another bunch of freaks that share the same symptom!
well, exclude the guys from the freaks..=P

the show was rated and said to be disapointing (according to ppl's FB status)
but who cares?? especially 4 freaks like me =P
and with the gals, anythg cud be screams-provoking.
dun even try to mention korean stars n hot guys xD

so..i think it was quite a nice movie, mayb not totally the best 1 but still enjoyable.
It would be a great 1 for the book-readers,
but if you ever think of going in without even touching the book??
i guess you might ended up wondering about the storyline and get bored 30mins into the show.

okay, so i got a few conclusion after the movie..

• Edward is still as charming as a prince but he really nids to gain some weight aka muscles =P.
• Bella's a little bit overreacting (specifically the scene where she fainted in the forest) bt she's still pretty =)
  AND....
• JACOB BLACK is actually quite CUTE!! (i tink im partly dissolved into team jacob already)

Oh, and to cut my story short, here's a few significant observations/achievements

• Witnessed the historic moment where Aqilah used chopsticks for the 1st ever time!! to eat her chau kuey teow.
• I actually managed to pick out a suitable n stylish dress for Aqilah while I never really trust my fashion sense.
• AND got a present. early xmas??heehee =)

So here's some live shots.

*Aqilah aka sayaang*


*New Moon*

*my treattie <3>

*Show ur face ppl!!* 1 of my fav shots of the day~ =P
-missing in action, my gals!! =.=-

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Ohh, I had an amazingly happy sunday morning with my family too!

After our dimsum breakfast,

we decided to give my bro a surprise visit at his part-time workplace.

At first it was said to be at Bangsar Shopping Complex,

but when we reached that money-spilling place, it turned out to be Bangsar Village. =.=

so off we go again..


*still wondering whether we got the right place..*

*tada!~yea we've got it right. and there's him! in the mascot too* =]

-thats how we ended up getting xcited n snapping pics with a yogurt can mascot like 3yearsold-

*and ofcuz we supported his promotion! lolx*


~please be alright, always be there 4 u gal<3~

afraidofursilence.mO