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at camp now, last night! the freshies booked out this afternoon, so its just the crew & gls left.. pizza soon! they oredered for us, im hungry hope it comes soon yo!

i'm craving for chocolate..! i want kinder bueono! hahah.

i think its dumb for girls to taupok each other.. -.- like wtheck man..

there's this taupok fettish going on at camp for the guys, its darn funny to watch the way they jump on each other! like using chairs to jump from a higher height!! hahahah the dumbest was dumb dumb saddam. he wanted to get on top and stand up, raise his hand and shout woohoo, but before he managed to stand up HE FELL. hahah then everyone laugh at him, failed attempt.. hahah 2nd time, he tried again! succeded this time, but when he stood up HIS HEAD HIT THE CEILING and he fell down again. HAHAHA damn loser la!

hahah so yeah.. the company at camp this year is great! (: i'm loving it for now! i hang out with wendy & my new found friends grace & aishan and 5 other guys.. we're like the murderer gang! hahah everytime free, we'll play murderer and the chucky chucky game. i totally love the chucky game pls! damn funny la.. weihao keep getting forfeit, that night i laugh so much mans! it was soooo funny, i laugh till stomach ache. its been awhile since i had that much fun!

yesterday shushu came, just before pool games. hahah nice catch up we had! (: joyce came with the joshua that self invite himself.. HAHAH. ytd me aishan and grace had to dress 7 guys as mummys! haha stupid egyptian theme.. hahah but actually quite fun!! the toilet roll and masking tape.. jenn was the nicest mummy! HAHAH cos i was the one that dressed him la.. hahaha after that we went over to blk53, touched up on weihao & jenn. then hung around..

then went to the food area, helped out with stuff.. in the end we got to eat the nice buffet first!! (: the chocolate cream puff was damn addictive! i ate like more than 10! hahah still got mee siam, soon kueh, fish ball and all.. haha damn nice i eat until i was filled to the MAX. hahah then later joyce shu they all came down.. matnoh dropped by camp too! he was so funny la, as usual! i laugh laugh laugh till my jaw pain..

later went back childcare, bathe. hung around till 5plus6am in the morning then went around drawing, putting toothpaste & masking tape on pple who were sleeping.. hahah damn funny la.. got one guy put powder into another guy's pants.. hahah later went to sleep at abt 7am or so.. joyce left for cf. slept till 10plus am, ate breakfast. then photo taking, watching mass dance. then went over to the damn small lt to watch the videos and all.. hahah.

after that, joyce shu shan and i ate icecream! then debrief and lunch at makan place. oh man, the chicken cutlet noodle sucks big time pls. then came back childcare, slept till 6pm. deprived of sleep la. hahah then clean up childcare, and here i am now.. hahah

yeah so basically camo has been fine.. i bumped into farhan SO MANY TIMES. his sports leaders camp, his trainings and gym. bumped into zhenming too! he came to gym a couple of times, and watch farhan play at the field during his camp. hahah he said he was watching farhan make a fool of himself, HAHAH i nearly died laughing.. guanting came a couple of times to gym too (: during station games, suddenly got someone call my name then hide behind the wall.. hahah yeah, nice we all managed to catch up a little with them. miss my class already!

but most of all, i miss you! <3

last semester. has been probably the most busiest sems ever. prep for danzation, lots of projects and lots of distractions! and to kill all this stress, i everyday come home from school will watch tv. my mum always scold say i never study.. hahah.. but i dont care, just watch tv. cos too stressed already la, must relaxxx (:

yesterday was results. omgosh.. i was damn scared, waiting for the results sms to come. i was awoken at 7.50am by daphne who smacked me with her hand while she was sleeping.. so yeah, i woke up with a shock. lie in bed, keep waiting for the sms.. zzz.. i thought the sms will come abt 8.30 or 9am cos thats the time it came last time.. but NO. so i wait wait wait, want to sleep but cannot sleep cos too worried already!!

i damn scared will fail amp & mf. sian!! i keep imagining what it'll be like to retake module with the next year yr2s. then probably cant dance anymore.. argh, too horrible to think abt it. so yeh, basically cannot fall back to sleep. i know i wasnt really prepared for some of my papers.. but i really did chiong very hard the 2 weeks before exams.. hahah..

then the sms finally came at abt 10am. omgosh.. i tell you, when i pick up my phone my hands were like shaking la! ): hahah then open the sms.. WAH. really thank God!! my results were like the best i've done EVER, in poly that is. managed to get a couple of As. wahh.. ok it actually isnt really that good, cos i know pple who ALWAYS do so much better than this. but for me, considering how busy i've been with stuff. i'm quite thankful for this results (:

THANK GOD THANK GOD THANK GOD! (: wouldnt have done this without Him!! yeah still not very sure if i wana go into uni.. not sure if i wana continue aerospace, its kinda tough for a girl.. a bit too technical. argh so many things to think abt. i wish i would never grow up man.. just stay where i am forever. i'm not ready to grow up!! hahah.

aiya ok, update abt the last week. saturday was jazz class, omgosh!! i nearly died in class. the stretching/warm ups.. CAN DIE!! cos i'm not very flexible, and i so skinny no strength at all kind. we did stretching/warm ups for abt an hour!! damn long la. but i guess all this is required, afterall this is JAZZ. need to be flexible. i nearly couldnt take it la, my legs were like vibrating because really NO STRENGTH.

i really felt like walking out of class cos really BUAY TAHAN! but then if i just walk out of class, i'll be giving up on myself. damn loser right, hahah so no choice stay on. i think i must have been the most unglam dancer there. hahah i think even the guys looked better than me when they danced. hahah sian.. actually jazz if dance properly very nice.. but then i donno if i can do it or not. i'm like totally unglam pls. hahah..

oh well, nevermind. i didnt go for jazz class today. hahaha probably wont be going next week either, cos i'm going for foc! (: yay, i've got smthg to look forward to.

ok, after jazz class that day. met siach and we went to bpp to celebrate 17th month (: nice seafood baked rice for lunch, his curry seafood baked rice nicer though! i wana order that one next time. after that walked around and i got him this really nice white and green adidas jacket that left me totally broke.. from last week all the way till now. hahah you better like it ah.. if not i'd be wasting my money.

sunday was bs.. it was quite interesting (: jm never come.. hahah after that i went home, cant rmb what i did..

monday was cf camp comm meeting at fes. joyce was heading the meeting cos romei not around. we met up earlier to get the key for the room. dabao-ed bak chor mee up to eat! hahah it was so niceee. went nicely with the milk (recently, i'm so in love with HL chocolate milk!) hahaa. but our bakchormee stunk up the whole room. the next few pple who came in commented on the smell, HAHAH. then after lydia came with her chicken rice, then cant smell already. HAHAHA.

tuesday, met wendy for lunch at canteen2. she went crew meeting after that, i went library to wait for joshua & the sp guys to come to camp stuffs. joyce supposed to come! but she wasnt feeling well.. glad she's better now (: hahah so joshua finally came, but the rest were late. we were waiting outside cheers, damn HOT. so we decided to walk to convention centre to check out the laptops and get aircon.

haha then we walk in, so many pple rush to come give us flyers abt their laptops. i dont want to take and i also carrying my shoebag, so i make joshua take everything, hahah evil me (; after that we went cf room to settle logi stuff when kevin anfd japeth came. boring la, then after that follow them go canteen2 eat. andrew came too.. my goodness, he ate breakfast and lunch together. hahaha.

after that we walked from canteen 2 to 3 to 4 to makan place. settle food stuff for camp. i'm glad with the final decision (: except the part abt how we cant have milo for breakfast and supper. joshua claims we dont have enough for it, but disagree!! after that went sdar settle some stuff. had to go see some guy to settle mob stuff. kinda wish i wasnt cf treasurer.. then come out talk to wendy saddam xuezhi they all outside su office, quite funny! hahah then suddenly gerald come and kiss saddam on the cheek. hahah nearly la, but never touch. HAHA.

after settling cf stuff, wendy and i went gym (: heheh. bumped into gerald again. haha then after gyming, went home.

thursday was dance. a4 class only gt 8pple come! cos like everyone else got competition pract and stuff. so cannot have class, too little pple. we just did warm ups, stretching and basics. we did turns. i realy hated it last time.. but it ok now already (: hahah jj teach like so easy. so i managed to get it. yay!

friday, met siach for lunch at np. then went library watch movie, then went for dance for fund pract. same choreo as danzation. abit rusty, we clean steps. must improve somemore.. hahah ok thats my week. quite boring right. hmm haha next week will be better!

thank God (:

i think God works in amazing ways..

like the other time, i was so super angry.. i cant really rmb over what. it was sunday, it was service for us that week. i was supposed to wait for jiamin to come to church, then go for service tgther. i wanted to go hide somewhere to wait for her, or just walk out of church totally. then aiya, bumped into someone at the lift. forced a smile, tried to make my great escape. hahah but just couldnt cos he was behind me all the way, so i didnt have a choice, walked right into service even though i still had to wait for jm.

service was good i guess, it helped me take my mind off things. better than running off somewhere and worry the whole day through right.. yeah. so thank God for that person i guess. hahah and i went for my first ever community walk with jm sharon desmond. i had a good time actually.. (: hahah quite fun. later was lunch at dhoby exchange.

the day after that, was the beginnng of living hell. siach's mum called AGAIN. damn what the hell. she call and exaggerated alot of things, shouting at me over the phone, etc. she said like i'm the cause of her family problems bah blah blah, wtheck man. the problems came in way before i came into the picture pls.so i was telling her she shld talk to siach nicely, etc. then she claimed she did, but so not pls. siach says she keeps shouting at him etc.

so basically, she practically lied her way through. exaggerating things. she blames me that siach did so badly for Os? hello? i helped him for his math, a fail to an A. dont you think thats smthg? he got 12 for prelims, pretty good. then for his Os prep, she decides to take things into her own hands. making him study WITH her, she wants him to study her way. thats how he get the exact same score he got for prelims, when he could have dne so much better.

and she says its my fault he did badly damn what the hell i tell you. i was suggesting her on how she can improve her relatioship with her son, cos its really affecting him as much as it is affecting me. she shouts saying DONT TRY TO TELL SOMEONE OLDER THAN YOU WHAT TO DO. like wtheck woman, i'm trying to help you ok. then she goes on saying that i donno what love is.. blah blah blah. then she tell me what she thinks love is.

funny huh, all these things abt LOVE. coming from a woman who doesnt even sleep in the same room as her husband anymore, and he even admitted he married her cos she was competent. can take care of the family kind of person. what a joke, eh? yeah, basically i was just damn pissed with her. she was telling me that she loves siach more than i do, etc. wtheck man, i dont care if you love him more than i do.

what matters is who he loves more. (not that i wana compete with her, or make him choose between us) but given her cocky character, its easy to win hands down. hahah whatever man.

anyway, so i bumped into siach's dad on sunday. we went to lido macs to talk. nice guy, totally unlike his wife. after siach's bboy class ended, he drove me to sch. when he and siach got home that day, (can't really rmb the details) but she was damn angry at both of them or smthg. after quarrelling with siach's dad, she actually asked for forgiveness from siach for making him so unhappy and stuff. now can you believe that!!

i totally thank God for that man.. hahah see, God's so great. one whole week of living hell, and He gives me this. yay! (: hahah.

the only other thing thats still on my mind, is how some annoying woman from church told siach's mum i come from a BROKEN family. damn wtheck la.. i used to think she was some good christian, looks like i was wrong. who is she to spread rumours abt MY family? somemore she spread something that is so WRONG. is talking bad behind someone else's back some christian-like thing to do?

wtheck man, to think i had to work with her for the easter event. oh wells, nevermind. i quit crosslink alr! glad i did (: i'm busy with the planning for cf camp also.. actually also not really busy la, just a mentor. but still must still go for so many meetings.

i dropped by foc trial camp last week! (: hehe. i came nra agm on saturday! agm's food was damn goood!! so worth it for 5bucks pls. i eat until damn full. they pile the food on our plate. super alot man! hahah yeah, went for trial camp. stepped into sports complex, then got someone shout my name super loud! gerald!! haha didnt know he was gona be gl. then hang out with wendy, get ready for night walk. stupid saddam make me sweep floor.. using cardboard as dustpan. left at 9pm.

siach dad fetch me to sch on sunday.. helped xuezhi & travis at their station game. damn disgusting la their station.. hahah a basin with lots of disgusting stuff, like soya sauce, dinner from the day before, etc. aiya damn disgusting! hahah was waiting for gerald's grp to come then can bully him! but then his grp didnt come.. hahah lucky him! nevermind.. still got chance. foc, watch out! ahaha.. hope he doesnt read this..

monday was cf meeting at fes. met joyce & romei for early dinner. nice seeing them after so long (: then meeting was so draggy. had a bad headache la..

wednesday! met siach cos his dance got cancelled. he went with me to kovan, had abt an hour to walk around before meeting the cfers. tried to look for shoes, but got no nice one.. bumped into ben & weiming at heartland mall. hahah later went to mrt meet the rest. siach left, waited for chessa who was late! then we went to get dinner, dabao then go ben's hse. kovan food is so yummy! loved the hokkien mee. hahah after that, left at 9plus10. long way homeee.

ytd was dance. went alone.. cos the rest all changed to wednesday class. wasn't too bad.. just never really talk to anyone. i like steffi's class.. somehow it feels more comfortable than the other trainers.. i hope she takes a4 every week! hahah..

aiya ok, this is such a boring post. i dnt feel like posting pictures.. cos they're all over the place, lazy to find. so.. you've got to wait.. hahah jazz class tmr. hope it'll be easy.

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