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VAN

12:56am

ビクター™ says:
if u want

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we're in room E

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LOL

van says:
HAHAH

van says:
ahyo.. no need study meh..

ビクター™ says:
tml den study

HAHAH talk abt temptations. no no no, i WILL NOT viwawa. (i will prove to you butterfly boy!) not now at least, after 6pm tmr! YES, i cant wait. WOOT, go van go! ed ed ed, all the way yo.

hahaha personal encouragement just doesnt seem to be helping man, what will?

i'm sorry, i cant help but feel irritated. i dont know why, maybe its because i'm so stressed up with so many projects these days/weeks. just this week alone, i have to hand up a total of 6 PROJECTS! 3 yesterday, 1 today, 2 on friday. not to mention, this afternoon hafiz & i realised the beginning part of our project is WRONG (cos of someone), means WE HAVE TO REDO. everything! stuf we started on 2 weeks ago, ALL WRONG. i felt totally SIAN-ED. and just felt like giving up.

while having a heart to heart talk with junkai, i really felt like crying. only 2 more days to go, but we have to redo what we started 2 weeks ago PLUS finish up what we have not done (WHICH IS ALOT)

tell me, who in the right mind wont be stressed up? SIGH, there's just too much on my mind right now, i dont need anyone to keep bugging me, telling me how much you miss me, keep smsing & calling. i hardly ever have time to myself already, just let me be will you.. sigh. sorry, but i just dont understand why you cant live without me.

[15th july] HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL ! (:
[16th july] HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINHUI ! (:

so these days, my life is just projects projects projects, oh that ultimate killer, damnit. as if 30HOURS of class a week wouldnt kill us enough, they just HAVE TO add in MANY MANY assignments/projects as well okay. like almost EVERY MODULE has project to do. and not those easy easy kind ok! must do research calculations, print out. the whole report can get as thick as 2cm. *BIG SIGH. stab me, NOW (passes you a knife)

but thank goodness my classmates are entertaining, especially that gay guanting. hahah GUANTING = BUTTERFLY BOY = DISTURBER = DISTURBIA ! hahah oh man, what a joke.

YESTERDAY! had dinner with cel wilder charis at seoul garden! hahah it was cel & my first time there (: i think i really really enjoyed myself yesterday, taking my mind off all the work thats piled up. nice.. nice food, nice ambience, and best of all GREST COMPANY. i really miss those times in mg we could meet in school everyday (: even though poly is quite fun as well, times in mg wont be forgotten! hahah.

yup, but i really am having a stomache man.. siannn.. but the food so nice, the ice kacang! self make, i dont like the kind they sell outside, not nice. yeah, words wont be able to explain how much i enjoyed ytd with the 3 of them (:

went home, bathed. did psychology project with victor online till 2plus am. woke up at 6plus7 for 8am class. was late, hahah. did our own work for presentation. victor & i were falling asleep cos we stayed up late, hahah. so we left class at 9.30AM ! when class supposedly only ends at 12! HAHAH teacher never say cannot, then we went library. victor & i watched ENEMY OF THE STATE (will smith, yay!) while farhan watched his anime.

after that had lunch with the usual group (: then we went com lab to do cadm. sian-o-logy. after that met up with justine kanglun xuezhi wendy jocelyn for netball. we played 4 matches (won 2, 1 draw, 1 lose) , not bad la hor? hahah, the rest continue tmr. at least tmr no sch, can do cadm.

and i'm looking forward to dance on thursday! justine, teach me wave ~ PLEASE! hahah. and dance camp end of next month after exams too! CANT WAIT CANT WAIT.

but van, SURVIVE THIS WEEK FIRST. i'll update again, if i dont die.

i got my phone back yesterday! yay (: thanks to that kind soul, francis!

went for youth day service ytd, i loved the worship! (: but all the adults like so silent, i think they donno the songs.. hahah then sermon.. i was quite restless.. hahah then all the aunties sitting behind us keep laughing at uncle taikok's sermon. but i didnt get the joke, so did amanda. hahah generation gap la. oh oh! hahah i loved the video they played when eugene went up to share about youth (:

after that, someone disappointed me AGAIN. but its not surprising, cos i expected something like that to happen. NO SURPRISE. had lunch with amanda & huili (: cos amanda's leaving for australia again, so we had a farewell lunch for you. just the 3 of us (: though i did ask many other people. oh well, take care amanda! i'm really gona miss you! ):

school was alright today (: pretty much spent the whole day on viwawa.com again, hahah! AM + SOM + ASAS = DAIDEE. heh, well i did a bit of SOM elearning too. yeah, hahah then after class me butterflyboy farhan victor perfie walked towards sports complex. cos i was going home & the rest were gona gym/basketball. farhan victor & i spotted the our angmoh psychology teacher a little behind us. hahah! then 3 of us had the same immediate reaction to RUN! then guanting said "THE COAST IS CLEAR." then i turned around and he was still there! -.- stupid gay butterfly boy!

hahaha and we took cover at the psp shop next to co-op! (: hahah man, we're so behind for psychology! have to hand up the report tmr and we havent started! lucky tmr there's elearning! no class, but we're meeting to do the report! should be quite fun (:

and i wish i was there to watch the soccer match! zul go ZHAM the AM & ASAS teachers! HAHAH he just whack the ball damn hard at one of the lecture's ASS. hahah oh man! they showed me the teacher's reaction and it was oh so classic! hahaha, careful ah zul. later they debarr you from exam!

broken promies once again, just how many chances do you need?

went for DANCE GARAGE by SMU. hmm its alright.. but i feel my 20bucks isnt worth it man. FANTAZIA was SO MUCH BETTER. yay go nra! (:

so friday was a BAD DAY i tell you. i knew it right from the start, it was a wrong decision to go for the concert. so many things were happening the very same afternoon/evening. there was the soccer match my classmates were playing, inter-class soccer. EVEN WITH THE LECTURERS! oh man, how could i have missed that! even though the lecturers will probably lose, but i still wana watch the process! HAHA then i can like pretend to support them so they'd give me an A? HAHAHA.

then there was jeremy's I&E event, AND AND i missed out the volleyball show again, SIGH. for the 3rd/4th time this week! grah..

so met siach then we bus-ed to town to meet justine at lucky plaza to fix her phone. then when we were about to get off the bus, couldnt find my ezlink card! SIAN.. so just got off without tapping, then found in my pocket. walao.. so not used to jeans anymore can.. cos usually wear shorts can feel stuff in my pockets easily. then in the end the card minus the full bus fare, abt 2bucks? SIGH, then met justine.

waited for her phone to be done, bought macs. rushed to heeren, took a cab from there to victoria concert hall. yay we managed to get there early (: managed to get pretty good seats before some big guy sat in front of me -.- siach was nice and swapped seats with me, thanks dar! yeah.. the show was okay only.. i thought they uni, dance sure very pro. but not as good as nra man.. was a bit disappointed.

i liked the one where they danced with the broom & the basketball one too. hahah high school musical!? yeah.. but overall, the concert is super short! all the performances put tgther is like fantazia first half before interval only.

yeah, then I REALISED I LOST MY PHONE. SIAN DIAO.. damn sad la..

thanks siach for lending me your phone.. <3

then today someone call say he FOUND MY PHONE! YAY.

we danced to CHURCH today! walao its like DAMN FAST CAN. hahah but i absolutely love this song mans! but it does have a few vulgarities here & there.. but oh wells, its a nice song (: i'm beginning to love dance more & more after each lesson! JUSTINE CAME TODAY TOO! (: yay its been so long since i last saw her! OH OH and i bumped into shuzhen TWICE TODAY too! ahh its been AGES.

tuesday! NO SCHOOL. it was VAN - FARHAN - VICTOR bonding session! hahah we were supposed to go to town to do our psychological project! BUT we ended up doing nothing of it at all! met up with them at 11plus at far east, then we headed to taka fountain to meet our teacher. while waiting for him, we decided to walk into taka, then FARHAN ASKED, “WHERE’S THE CHRISTMAS TREE?” HAHAH like huh..? DOT DOT DOT.

after walking around taka food fest, we went to meet the teacher at 12noon. hahah after marking attendance, we bluff him say we haven’t decided on the place yet. then we headed to cine to CHECK MOVIE TIMINGS! hahah but nothing really seemed interesting to watch, then we followed farhan to subway to watch him eat cos victor & i didn’t feel like eating. farhan was like our father or smthg, kept asking us to eat his cookies/share his sandwiches & drink. hahah.

after that we decided to leave, left cine. then farhan say want to go toilet, we follow him back to cine basement then waited for him next to the movie ticket counter. HAHA then victor & i decided we should watch 21, after i explained to him the storyline. hahah and that was 2mins before the show started, so last minute! manage to rush into the cinema in time!

but i’m glad we decided to watch it, cos the show’s really cool! (: its amazing how to people actually figured how to card count & win lots of money! actually I feel its not wrong to card count, it shouldnt be illegal what. its gambling, just only in a smarter way. seriously math geniuses! totally cool man! love the show, nice ending too! hahah the professor so selfish luh, good thing he got caught and the rest were ok. to think it’s a true story! amazing! (and the lead actor quite cute too, hahah)

yep, then we headed back to bukit timah area. the bus ride back was funny! haha victor was saying how he lost his nail clipper & couldn’t cut his nails. then farhan was like, “go buy from the STATIONARY SHOP la” HAHAHA my goodness, nail clipper from stationary shop? what a joke..

yeah.. farhan & victor headed back to school for dragon boat training & basketball while I met siach at beauty world for lunch. thanks baby! it was totally unexpected.. iluvm. you’ve matured a lot! (: yay! and please grow taller! don’t be a guanting ok! HAHAH BUTTERFLY BOY.

went home, slept. woke up, dinner. then went for my uncle’s mum wake at s’pore casket. oh my, i hate it when we have to walk around the coffin. i always tear/cry. even if i don’t know the person at all.. sigh, and she wasn’t a Christian. that made me think.. and made me want to share Christ more. yeah I think i should. but sometimes its just so hard too.. help me Lord..

cf on wednesday. watched a really meaningful movie, i teared a couple of times.. man, i'm like so emo..

ok gona watch tv now.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANJIE ! (:


happy 18th my friend (with the coolest white hair ever! hahah) ! (: really great knowing you! hahah i’ll never forget the fun(?) times we had tgther! hmm like.. foc night walk @ blk 34 where I totally sucked at screaming to scare people? haahaa and having all the heart to heart talks. nice! (;

and sorry no present yet! (no money to get your NUM singlet! -.-) hahah wanted to treat you to madjacks buttttttt.. you say you don’t like. why the sudden change? we were supposed to go back there to eat again! hahah oh wells.. hope to you had a great day MUGGING for your test. heh heh heh.

hahah gabrielite!

nice song (: meaningful lyrics.

JUSTINE ! cheer up babe! (: all the best for your performance tmr! dont get affected by the crowd dear, pretend its a mirror or smthg? good luck! loves.

thursday, went to watch HANCOCK with ha!fiz zhenming victor farhan perfie. too bad butterfly boy & anson & zul didnt come! ): its always been the 10 of us (including junkai). but thank goodness he didnt come, he's like one annoying piece of shit. still can tell me his hobby is disturbing me? i could just stab him with my pencil! -.- so yeah, the movie was a last minute decision.

we ponned SOM lecture, rushed out of SOM tutorial. bumped into saddam who robbed me of my calculator, hahah. then went to np orchard for victor to give his psp a EXTREME MAKEOVER. hahah he fell in love with the pink psp cover (cos his mum doesnt allow him to get a pink psp, so he got black instead) yeah so, we waited for about half an hour for the unlce the clean the dust off the psp screen? walao the uncle must really hate dust or smthg. take damn long.

we took bus to westmall. got tickets, went to get tidbits. thanks farhan for the CHEESE hello panda! (: not bad, hahah. the cinema was like half empty? man, we shouldnt have booked online! wasted. hahah HANCOCK is quite nice (: funny & touching at the same time. the last part hancock had to leave his wife(?), so she could live. victor thought hancock will kill himself to let the girl will live. cos if he's hancock, he'll kill himself. hahah so if victor's hancock, sure wasted. HAHAH so random please.

today had dance after school (: YAY! i'm beginning to love dance more & more. today's class was great & fun! after class ended, i felt the "I WANT MORE!" feeling. hahah just too bad justine wasn't there.. but i made a new friend friend today! her name's kathleen. urgh but our class so little girls man. sad.. there's this guy from aerospace too, from the next door class. everytime combine lecture. but i donno his name, even though he knows mine hahah. i cant wait for dance camp during the next hols! (:

oohh i just heard someone eyecandys butterfly boy! HAHAH (;

hello hello (: this week so far, has been just fine! i'm pretty much enjoying school, just that i'm pretty worried for my 2 ASAS tests next week. i'm not exactly mugging real hard for it, so i'm feeling quite guilty about that. www.viwawa.com is just so addictive, I CANT STAND IT! hahah.

so, SPAIN WON ! euro 2008, torres is just too pro (: see hanjie, he doesnt need my support to win! heh. woohoo! xD

gymed with wendy on monday! (: butterfly boy & farhan were there too. hanjie came when we were about to finish gyming -.- hahah & right now, i'm aching like CRAZY. cos i kinda focused alot of my arms this time round. by the end of my 2hours at the gym, my arms totally no strength at all. & my goodness, 2 days after i gym and i'm still aching like mad. can die, THANK GOODNESS they changed dance to friday evenning instead !

siach came after, went co-op to buy vitasoy chocolate flavour. my new favourite drink it shall be! (: i need calcium, it will help now that i've to work out more often.

tuesday was psychology, hahah i was like falling sleeping. i think the teacher saw me fall asleep! oops =x thank goodness he gives 3 LONG breaks within that 4hours, erm actually about 3.5hours. hahah i fell asleep during the first break, but victor was nice and came back with a packet of skittles (: smart one, friend. so sugar really gives people more energy. managed to stay awake till the 3rd break, at least. hahah.

next 2 weeks we dont have class! (: next week is outing to orchard. may watch HANCOCK ! hahah yay! we have to go to town and WATCH PEOPLE. okay, how slack. but i like (: and we're supposed to break a fashion rule, then observe how people react to us. victor tried to get farhan to run topless along orchard, but fail in the process! hahah so we finaaly decided to make farhan wear his malay costume, hahah.

after class, headed to kap to meet the girls (: farhan & victor wanted to follow too -.- so, charis is back! WELCOME HOME (: had lunch there with charis wilder yihui cel & her friend. wilder left, and we stayed there till 2plus. the walked back to school to meet wilder, bused to cathay (AGAIN). hahah im quite sick of that place! we slacked there, caught WANTED. nice show, pretty gross. you can just see the bullet go into people head, then see the blood spurt out. eew.

but overall, not bad luh. quite cool, that guy has nice blue eyes. hahah no regrets for watching that show, good choice wilder! (; had dinner at cathay basement. i choose to conclude the taiwan oyster mee sua sucks. my opinion, dont kill me! went home, reached home abt 9plus10pm? felt so guilty, cos i wanted to get home by 7 to try study at least. oh well.

today was ok, ASAS pract, ED, then CADM. we reached the cadm com lab early! so we (butterfly boy, victor, zhenming & i) played daidi on viwawa. butterfly boy & i owned them like crazy! hahah fancy level 5 & 6 beating level 12 & 16 ! nice one, butterfly boy & i leveled up! (: YAY! after cadm, we went for atc. well, we just slacked in the room for about an hour? cos we didnt want to hear the senior talk, hahah. then when they told us to go in help the freshies, we told them we had extra class! hahah AGAIN. then went home.

ok i'm gona play viwawa for awhile, then get back to ASAS. buhbye.

URGH every move i make, my body will hurt. be it my arms, calves, whatever. even changing my clothes hurt! )': cry!

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