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VAN ARGH ! MSN IS JUST KILLING ME ! ): thanks to the stupid trojan horse virius! i wish i knew of a way to just get rid of it! it keeps sending my contacts the virus as well! urgh! i'm so sorry if i sent it to any of you ok? i didnt mean it and its not my fault! i just hope you weren't just as stupid as me to the click on the link! so i have to resort to using ebuddy now.
anyway, church was ok yesterday (: eugene taught about self discovery. quite useful.. and we had to chose our attachment. so cool right! WE HAVE ATTACHMENT FOR CHURCH! (: so interesting. we had to choose between kindergarten, primary, intermediate & cg. cg seems so cheem so i was condsidering the other 3. and i dont think kids like me. or rather, i feel ONE TESSA alone is enough to kill me. so no kids please. so intermediate it is!
NOT BECAUSE OF SIACH OK. get this right! sigh i'm just kinda scared for attachment though. what if i end up all alone? not knowing anyone and not being able to adapt to the class. what if its siach's class, wouldnt it be so weird? what if its another class, with no one i know? ahh.. ok i shall not think abt this anymore for now.
after class, went to ps yoshi for lunch with jm cheryl shermin. then we walked around for awhile then went home. met lynn on the bus home! then later wenkai came on too! after their botanic gardens outing. hahah oh my.. i keep bumping to pple on the bus. scary man. last saturday was on the way home from town with siach when we bumped into ivor. and i didnt even see him till he said bye when he was alightening.
class was ok today. math was ever so boring but it ended early. compro was revision and the teacher was so surprised that i managed to do the revisions after missing 3lessons. i'm just too pro la hahah. later walked with my classmates to cheers to wait for siach, but guess who i saw on the way! SHU JOYCE WEIHAO ! (: hahah shu & joyce were doing jae duty while weihao was disturbing them! hahah he was so funny though, singing his weird songs and stuff.
anyway, SIACH is blogging again !
hahah his posts are ever so funny! here's a bit of it. a convo between he and some acsi parent.
parent : "Why can't you build more parking lots?"
siach : "Sir, i'm a prefect, not a construction worker."
SuperbImpressiveAdorableCleverHilarious
<3
Monday, January 28, 2008 - 10:24 PM
last thursday friday saturday was np open house. but sadly i only went on the first day ): thursday after iac presentation, went to the photocopy shop with lynn claudia jolene to print out our slides. then bumped into zhengrong, jiting, his funny dragonboat friend & jace. hahah that zhengrong and jiting. sneaky pple. never print properly and refused to pay for the papers and hid it in my bag. hahaha.
then we had to walk to the library there to photocopy and then to sports complex to sdar office to cut the flyers for the su booth. then went to the su booth at atrium. slacked there for awhile and we heard and watched baracudas play! they look so cool when they play! trey and the rest. i like it when they sway to the beat (: after that met jingyi and the cheers team.
hahah oh yeah. saw farhan and his dragonboat friends in their black singlets showing off their muscles at the dragonboat booth! hahah so funny luh! he tried to get me to try out their rowing machine or some sort, but i just screamed and ran away! hahaha xD
sighh i didnt manage to help the cheer team out on friday and saturday cos my fever came back. i feel really so sorry and so bad at the same time. i'm glad you guys managed to do well (: kind of sad we didnt get in, but jingyi! i want you to know, you were great ok! (: love you dear! man that weekend was the worst in my life. the time when i felt like dying so bad. but all's well now. even though i still have cough & bloody mucus, but its not so green anymore. thank God the fever left and i'm back in school already.i returned to school on wednesday. it felt so good to be back! (: and i bumped into so many pple! jiting was the only unlucky one that didnt get to bump into me. [hahah inside joke!] but i saw him yesterday during math and he shouted, "SHIFU !" so loudly once i entered the classroom. hahah anyway! wednesday kicked off early in the morning at an UNEARTHLY HOUR OF 8AM ! tf make up class! first time i didnt feel like sleeping and i actually paid attention! (: so proud of myself!
compro was... ok i'm SO VERY LOST. hahah but jason's talking to me online now and he says he will help me for compro and autocad if i ask him too (: so sweet he even said a prayer for me online like joyce. amp was boring as usual! but mr wong's really niceee! he let me off to go hand up my mc (: and i bumped into mr tan chee how [the tf tutorial teacher] , and his friend, who seemed so very concerned for me cos i missed 2 of his tutorials.
hahah and his friend thought i was his daughter cos we are both tall and skinny! hahah and mr tan also has blocked ear! cos of the mucus in our ears. haaha!
thursday was comt presentation. then went to the library and atrium to wait for zhengrong to end. then went to canteen2. zhengrong bought me guava juice thats really nice! but it was too much to finish. then went to blk 56 to
oh man. the speaker SUCKED PLEASE. never met a guy that PUTS EVERYONE DOWN? man hate pple like that. some entrepreneur guy. his dooms day will come man. as if he's so pro. talk as though he never met with a set back in his career before. bet he did just too shy to say. what right did he have to say other pple cant be so lucky to succeed in their first try in businesses? HE SHOULD JUST GO FACE THE WALL AND DIE !
my goodness me. if i had rocks or some eggs with me i would have just thrown them at him! even though his mean words weren't meant for me but for those who asked questions. dont you think he's so mean? what right do you have to put pple's dreams down? you're successful? others can be too. argh i've no idea why i'm so worked up man!
friday was autocad. that stupid screwed up teacher tried to reduced my 20% of the project to 8% cos i missed 3 lessons. what an ass. but now he says he'll only deduct abit cos i was late once.. damn.. oh well. math then we had our last tf lecture! (: it was only half an hour. then walked to the bustop with guanting & junkai. and that junkai was being an ass as usual. he kept disturbing me while on the phone with siach.
went out with siach today! kobayashi for siach's lunch then heeren hmv. there was the manhunt competition. hot guys with nice muscles! (: hahaha. then went to cine to watch 27dresses. nice show! we were considering whether to watch that or cloverfield or vanished [some interesting jap horror which sounds interesting!] . but 27dresses is good! went taka for jap noodles after that.
missed tbd2 at sentosa today. i think jiting ivan khai will kill me cos i kinda promised them way before i'd be going. hahah cos i missed paintball too. i hope they dont rmb. siach didnt want me to go paintball anyway. he didnt want me to get hit in the eye if not i can only see shaowei with one eye! hahah.
ok must chiong my autocad project already! must hand up on friday. plus there's math test on friday too! ): DIE ! i'll have to make jiting my shifu this time round!
Saturday, January 26, 2008 - 11:49 PM
i hope you'll have a great birthday ahead today! thank you for always being there for me. thank you for always hearing me whine. hahah xD thank you for helping me with amp, autocad, compro, thermofluid, EVERYTHING ! thank you so much! thank you for wishing me the very best for my papers. thank you for offering to take me to the doctor when you knew i was unwell [i still am, hahah]. thank you helping me so much, i just dont know how to thank you! (:
i planned to make your 18th a memorable one, but sadly i missed it due to my BAD FLU. nevertheless, i hoped shu, joyce, joshua, yao jun and all those who were part of this managed to give you a great surprise! (: the whipped cream. hahah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR FRIEND! and all the bestest for your math test today! do it well with all your birthday luck! (:
anyway, i think my right ear is officially going deaf. its been blocked since saturday night. and the left ear is half deaf. the volume when i listen to itunes is usually 5, but now its 20 and it seems softer than usual ): went to siach's mum the doctor today! man, i plucked up so much courage to see her. but it went pretty well, thank God (: anyway, she says its mucus stuck in my ear. eew right? never heard of such a thing before.
thank you, everyone! for your encouragements, to pull through this horrible sickness. i have never suffered so much before. never before had i been so sick. thoughts of just killing myself to end all these was erased just thinking of all you woderful people out there (: hahah. all of you mean so much to me! (: thanks jiting, zhengrong, jingyi, shu, shuzhen, jacinth, lynn. thanks joyce for the prayer on msn. so sweet, thank you so much dear.
thank you siach ! for your tender loving care ! brandon was right ! with your tlc i'm very much better (:
yeah let's hope the antibodics, or however you spell it, will work this time. and i should be well enough for school by wednesday, so don't miss me dear friends! van will be back, alive and kicking, soon! (:
Tuesday, January 22, 2008 - 12:21 AM
you know how annoying it is to be suffer from cough, fever, flu, sore eyes, sore throat all at the same time? and now its getting worse. from colourless mucus to yellow and now to green. now the flu's getting worse and i'm getting chest pains cos i think my lungs are infected. and for some reason, my ears feel as thugh they're about to burst.
its not only a couple of days, but an entire week now! you know that really sucks? having to miss an entire week of school. imagine how much work i'll have to catch up with.
if only my family had been more caring. if only they'd thought of taking me to the doctor's earlier. if only they didnt drag on so long. oh wait. they didnt even take me. they were reluctant to take me to the doctor's cos they still thought it was some minor unimportant flu. i had to say i wanted to see a doctor before they even considered this possibility.
when i'm hungry, i had to make my own milo. hello? i'm sick here. i said i was hungry but nobody seems to care. i get scolded for reasons so dumb, its not my fault. i just realised how terribly i'm treated at home now.
i should just jump off the building and kill myself now.
Sunday, January 20, 2008 - 12:35 AM
let's see.
i spilt HALF of a LARGE cup of coffee bean's chocolate ice blended in my bag. EVERYTHING got DRENCHED IN ICED CHOCOLATE. my math book, my ipod and its charger, my pens, my jacket, EVERYTHING !
i had to put my entire math book under the running tap to clean it, and it still has the chocolate smell. damnit!
before that, the ipod got hanged AGAIN. it hangs EVERY SINGLE TIME I TRY TO CHARGE IT.to make things worse, my laptop just REFUSES TO CONNECT TO THE INTERNET. at the library cannot, at home cannot. JUST WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ! the laptop says default gateway offline. WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN !
i still have iac presentation to do. not being able to help out with the compilation of slides makes me look as though i dont want to contribute, and that sucks. its not because i dont want to, i just can't. right now i'm using my dad's screwed up laptop, which is SO BLOODY SLOW. and i can't even sign into msn here.
WHY CAN'T ANYTHING JUST GO RIGHT TODAY?
and to top it all off, siach sprained his thumb or smthg today. some bloody guy jumped and siach's thumb got caught between the plank.
i'm sorry, i didnt mean to blow up at you when you called just now. i'm just so pissed at everything right now. i just dont know what to do.
sorry dear.
Labels: worst day of my life
Wednesday, January 16, 2008 - 8:17 PM
i hate it when i'm sick. today's 2hour math class seemed to last like forever. and i was like happily sleeping in class, until jace, jiting and all, at the other end of classroom, had to disturb me by shouting my name out so loudly and announcing to the whole class i was sleeping.. grah.. then ask me stupid questions like, "are you going sentosa?"
ahh.. anyway luckily i went home after math. cos it rained so very heavily after that. if i had gone for compro after math, i'll probably get caught in the rain.
yesterday, church was fun! (: the new year5s joined youth. we played 'do you love your neighbour?' which was so fun! then the losers had to do forfeit. the funniest was when ryan had to propose to gerald! "your eyes are like wantons.." HAHAH !
after that lunched with jm at ps pastamania (: finally able to go out with her alone. later we met shermin, james, sunny & huijun. went to spotlight then went arcade to play daytona, bishi bashi & time crisis.
OH. last wednesday was ethel & eliza's birthday! (: crystal planned a 'surprise' for them and got us involved in it. met amanda, jm, elroi, eugene and liwei [is that his name?] at bukit batok mrt after school [yes, i ps-ed shu & joyce, ponned cf, d&d AND cca fiesta. hahah] . hahah anyway, the surprise wasn't really a surprise cos eliza saw us outside from her window and other stuff la. hahah but hopefully they had a good time on their special day (:
ahh anyway, kianwei needs pple to help out at su booth during open house. if you're free, please tell me. cca points will be given.
talking to ivan now. he's quite funny (:
happy 3rd month dear! <3
come back soon, i miss you!
Monday, January 14, 2008 - 5:40 PM
were YOU there today!?hahah tbd ! (: it was quite fun! except for the last part where our group did the skit thingy. oh my our scenerio SUCKED ! i had to act as paris hilton! like.. i rather be TAU HUAY puh-lease. hahah shu gave me that disgusting chinese name cos i refused to tell her my chinese name, and i still refuse to acknowledge that as my chinese name, SHU ! ;D hahaha! anyway, our group's skit was like so dirty, disgusting and PIAN TAI luh. all the other skits were so funny, we all couldnt stop laughing!
before that we played some funny games! we had to stand up on the lt chairs, not talk and arrange ourselves according to height and birthday. hahah it was so funny man. vernon wanted to make us arrange ourselves according to where we live. then someone was like, "THEN HOW AM I GOING TO TELL THEM I STAY AT HOUGANG !" AHAHA ! or smthg like that. oh myyy. so ultimately funny! so we spoilt the game. hahah.
and so, tbc is overall-ly quite fun la (: to those who missed it, like joyce romei shuzhen jingyi and many many more [you know who you are] , YOU'VE BEEN MISSED ! hahah and i know you're jealous you missed it all! (; do come for the next tbd on 26th jan, saturday and catch up on the fun you've missed! its going to be held at sentosa, so should be quite fun (:
anyway, the long awaited challengers shirt is out! check it out YO !
bright chrome yellow! my goodnesssss. we all looked like light bulbs when we wore it for tbd today! hahah and i saw shu from like far far away in that shirt! not to mention, the shirt was so big, it was as though she was swimming in it! and we camoflouged with canteen1 chairs! HAHAHA!
hahah ok go on and laugh at my sister's disgusting fringe.yesterday was compro test! ): terribleee. i think can pass la but won't do so well. jiting sengkwan jace's class was behind my class during the test! hahah and sengkwan was behind me! he was compaining that he forgotten everything he studied before it started. plus after that he left the lt early too. bet he gave up la..
anyway, having tests in lt sucksss. hahah so many lts were used man. hahah khai was having compro too, saw him outside one of the other lts. thanks zhengrong for the good luck msg! (: so touched.
after that went bustop, waited for siach to come. luckily victor, farhan and all were there too so it wasn't so lonely while waiting (: farhan's so funny! he was so blurr and slow :D
after that siach came and we went to np alumnae, pines cafe. food's good! (: saw the npsu guy, jie wei or smthg. can't rmb his name hahah.
SIACHHH !
have fun at kl/gopeng! have fun with white water rafting! dont get washed away by the white water or fall off the raft! (: hoped you had fun performing your solo breakdancing at your cip at kl today! i bet the kids loved it, and must have asked for more? hahah you know i was so glad when you called just now? i miss you so! its so nice to hear your voice (: 
hahah i love it how you always hand make things, specially for me. my sis saw the card you made for me for the new year, she took a picture of it cos it was so pretty! (:
hahah and how you spent the entire night writing down the lyrics of 月兒光光 before the cd came out, by watching the youtube video of the song again and again, changing it to the jian ti from the fan ti in the video, translating it to english [the picture above] which was so ultimately funny! cos you any-o-how translate. hahah ;D only to realise the lyrics could be found online.
hahah and thanks for giving up your prefects outing, that day when you had your holiday cos of the good IB results, and going to bukit panjang plaza to collect my 5566 cd (: you know you mean so much to me? what will i do without you?
the acsi prefect investiture invites! (: they're so pretty! hahah siach refused to go give the sc & cgs ones! hahah ;D i'm so touched. despite some pple, from some girls school, who kept calling you. grahh.. some girls now adays are just so despo.***************************************************************************************************
weihao sent me this email some time ago. some of you may have gotten it before, but for those who haven't, it's really touching. i teared quite a bit.
A Date
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, "I love you but I know this other woman loves you and would love to spend some time with you. The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my MOTHER, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.
That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. "What's wrong, are you well," she asked? My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news. "I thought that it would be pleasant to be with you," I responded. "Just the two of us." She thought about it for a moment, and then said, "I would like that very much."
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I noticed that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's.
"I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed, "she said, as she got into the car. "They can't wait to hear about our meeting". We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady. After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Large print. Half way through the entries, I lifted my eyes and saw Mom sitting there staring at me.
A nostalgic smile was on her lips. "It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small," she said. "Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor," I responded. During the dinner, we had an agreeable conversation - nothing extraordinary, but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie. As we arrived at her house later, she said, "I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you." I agreed.
"How was your dinner date?" asked my wife when I got home. "Very nice. Much more so than I could have imagined," I answered. A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I didn't have time to do anything for her. Some time later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place mother and I had dined.
An attached note said: "I paid this bill in advance. I wasn't sure that I could be there; but nevertheless, I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. I love you, son." At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: "I LOVE YOU!" and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than God and your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off till "some other time."
oh by the way, the guy in the story isn't weihao. hahah :D
Saturday, January 12, 2008 - 11:55 PM
ANYWAY ! wondering why siach is here with me now? cos acsi is like the top IB school IN THE WORLD and so their principal Dr Ong gave them holiday. grahh unfair! hahah and dear siach spent the entire day talking abut how pro his school is and how he must do well and get in.
hahah damn funny la. ytd we went to bpp again and he was talking about his school from np all the way to bpp! oh my i nearly died listening pls! hahah ;D he just kept going on and on and on and on!
anyway today was a very slack day at school. 3hours of autocad and 4mins of tf. we got back thermofluid results~! the tutor was like scaring all of us! every paper he gave out he said,"fail" with a straight face. hahah and that scared everyone! anyway, i passed! (: better than amp but worse than math. hahah and the lesson lasted 4mins. then he say can go, so met siach for lunch at sim. yummy food (:
yummy seafood baked rice from naked fish express (:
hello senior prefects, siach & max (: HAHAHA ! look at siachhh ! (;
sigh tmr there's cf, d&d meeting AND cca fiesta meeting! how exactly am i supposed to split myself!? hahah i should just go for cf and tell d&d i go for cca fiesta, tell cca fiesta i go for d&d and just go home after cf with siach luh! so SIANZXZX.
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 - 3:35 PM
heh heh. I JUST FINISHED THE SHITTY AMP REPORT ! the horrible one i've been rushing, the one i've been putting so much effort into. the report has a requirement of 10PAGES. my goodnessssssssss me. i nearly died puh-lease!
BUT, i'm proud to say ! MINE'S 20PAGES! ((: HEH. all thanks to siach, who helped me soooo much! now just what will i do without you? hahah and lucky trey sent me the one he did last sem (: i REFERED to it. heh.
hahaha anyway! i'm so in love with 5566's 月liang光光 ! hahaha the lyrics are so very sweet! (: there's a line that goes "你一生病我就紧张 想把你的幸福当成责任 绑在我身上" awww...
here's part of it (:
so niceee right! bet you love it too! hahah.
so my 2008 has been ever so busy so far! i keep having to rush assignments. everyday since the year started. grahh.. terrible luh. there's still compro WRITTEN TEST on friday. oh my just kill me. how can compro have written test! i'll fail badly, i tell you! anyway, my common tests results are a little saddening =/
amp -- 55%
auotcad -- 76%
compro -- 99%
math -- 85%
tf -- ?
sigh i could have done alot better.. i must do well for exams! 41 more days. i should start already ): just when school started, all the work starts pouring in. grahh ):
last week's cf was quite fun (: siach came. and plusss there wasn't d&d meeting after that!!!!! hahaha ok that's not the main point. we watched some videos that were really touching! and we celebrated dawn's and kat's birthday. poor dawn got whipped cream on her face!
thursday, studied with zhengrong wilfred trey in the library until siach came after he ended. studied outside cheers and max came to join us a while later too.
friday siach and i went to bukit panjang plaza. had dinner at this place called naked fish express. the seafood baked rice there is SOOOOO GOOOOOD ! it can beat swensons, pastamania and all the other restaurants hands down, i must say! the ice lemon tea rocks too! but the fries there suckssss! and they expected me to eat my chicken and fish without knife..? i'm going back for the fried rice and ice lemon tea only! (:saturday went to the np alumnae or however you spell it. pines cafe! siach and his baked rice again. hahah his friend was with us too. the mango pudding was a little tasteless. studied at atrium after that.
pictures! my sister and TOYS 'R' US
siach and his dream car? i like it, it looks cool (:
<3
school again tmr. and let's hope 5566's album will be available then.
Sunday, January 6, 2008 - 10:49 PM
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