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VAN hahaha and i met charmaine poh on our way back to school! she came down from 74! (: HAHAHA and shuwen was on that bus! hahaha and she's so sad she didn't get to bump into me!
i like bumping into old mg girls (: i can't wait to bump into pple like shuwen, jamie, gina, faith etc! HAHAHA so exciting can. i dont get to see them often anymore ):
i get to see siach tmr! <3 and on saturday, we're gona hang out in church, and he's gona attempt to cut my hair for me! (:
Labels: i miss mg...
Monday, July 30, 2007 - 11:37 PM
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Saturday, July 28, 2007 - 6:40 PM
sigh... i feel so lazy. everytime i tell myself i need to get up early, i just end up pressing snooze and sleep all the way till its time to get up and rush to make it to school so early. today i start at 1pm but i set alarm at 9.30am so i can study. but i just didn't feel like getting out of bed! someone give me the motivation! i want/need/must study!
cats was boring. i hate my teacher. its the 2nd last lesson anyway! WOOHOO! xD it rained! so no tennis. just a talk on nafa and tennis. we ended an hour and half early (: went to library. met shuyu. went to lao di fang. listened to music. msging siach. battery dying. went with shuyu to canteen so she could eat. chatted. then left to meet siach at np bustop. he overshot again for the third time. walked to find him. his korean friend came along too. we walked through np.
and we walked all the way till signature park cos his friend didn't know to go home. then siach and i walked home. we saw monkeys at the bustop!
after i took this picture, i saw one gigantic monkey beside me, screamed, and ran away. so siach and i back tracked and walked to signature park there. walao we walked that road like 3times already lah. so tiring.
hahah and this is what my hair looks when i tie it up. nice right? hahah cos you see, siach has thing about my hair. he thinks its nicer when i have it tied up. BUT, i think otherwise ;) heh. we stood like in the middle of the road to take this picture.
yesterday was founders' (: i came like super early for class. so that i could ask mr chua if he could let me off at 10.30am instead of the usual 12noon. then he was like,"oh i have to leave at 10am." hahaha so lucky me (: and that kenneth had to keep being so kaypoh and asking why today i'm so early. and actually i wasn't early. i reached class at like 9.02am. hahah.
so happy to be back at mg (: see all the familar faces. i just miss those days. NO GUYS TO IRRIATE ME. i miss the classrooms, the canteen[redbowl!], the teachers and of course, most importantly, THE FRIENDS (: for friendships made and pleasures shared.
managed to catch up with old friends at the founders reception which had yummy food. lots of satay and i ate 5grapes. see i so healthy (:
jacinth, mel ong, gina, jamie, faith, shab, wilder and i cabbed to serene centre. we took many pictures with wilder's mac!
jacinth me gina shab jamie faith wilder mel
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jacinth and i left early. we cabbed to cathay to catch harry potter. i think the show really sucks. even the kissing part, alvin!
rushed back to school for cf. met waileng on the bus. i said hi but after that i didn't dare to turn around. hahah i dont even know why i feel scared of her. must be cos of the influence of charis and cel they all. hahah.
anyway, i was half an hour late for cf. i came during the prayer and after i sat down, they said,"amen". HAHAHA. at least i missed the retarded games! i missed worship too though ): hahah cf was alright. we learnt about evangelism. BUT this was different. very good. too bad siach and cel missed it! =/
it was amos' bithday too! happy birthday (:
badminton with samuel, siach and the rest next friday! (: can't wait!
Labels: founders
Thursday, July 26, 2007 - 10:53 PM
every move i make i make in You
You make me move Jesus
every breath i take i breathe in You
every step i take i take in You
You are my way Jesus
every breath i breath in You
waves of mercy, waves of grace
everywhere i look i see Your face
Your love has captured me
oh my God this love
how can it be?
this song is to remind a certain someone that Christ is the reason we live for. not for anything or anyone else. but for Him (: cos no one loves us more than Christ does.
today i walked to school and i met alvin guanting hafiz farhan on the way. they went for math lecture, which i didn't, and then they went to a'lameen for lunch. hahaha they're like super funny. i laughted all the way till we reached class (: superrr funny! but school was pretty bad. i got bullyed/suaned the entire 4hours of lessons. like victor made me sign into msn with his laptop so he could go disturb shuyu. but she wasn't online. so he change target to joyce now!
yeah and now they're having conference on msn. 2 of them and me but i'm not talking (: hahah let the 2 of them have fun. i'll be the match maker ;) hehe. and stupid jun kai started talking to samuel[p4 one, not the gl] talk alot of crap. walao i read the convo i so embarrassed can. luckily he told samuel it wasn't me. omgosh can die lah. then the 2 of them use my msn until so fun. they talk and laugh so loud when guan ting they all do presentation. and teacher sit beside them also never scold lah! walao.
yeah then we moved to the lab for pract. ben keep suaning me. jun kai keep bullying me. even teacher see he bully me tell him to stop! grah...
i walked to the opposite kap bustop to meet siach. cos he fell asleep and overshot again. hahah and we walked home together (:
yesterday! class started at 9am i woke up at 8.40am. omgosh i nearly died. i rushed like mad! i reached at 9.20am, only to find half the class not there yet! HAHAHA. and the last person came at 9.45am. damn funny, only 15mins left.
after that math test. it was pretty easy. i stayed up to study til 2plus the night before lah. it was worth it. BUT like the test can copy/discuss one lah. my notes were like just under the table. i took it out once to refer ;) hehe teacher blind one lah. i sit first row some more can. hahah and then later i checked answers with kenneth and i passed my paper behind to ben for him to copy. hahah stupid teacher. he sucks lah.
after class, went to the library to study with shuzhen, zhengrong and all. it wasn't very productive lah. zhengrong and i were sending each other songs (: ahahah then some of them went to the market for dinner. shuzhen left though. i had cramps and i don't like to be the only girl, so i went home to rest instead.
tmr's mg founders! i donno if i should be excited or not?
should i go back for cf? it's amos' birthday.
ahya i donno lah.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 - 11:31 PM
yesterday was chin leong[siach's brother]'s birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (: siach invited some of us for the party but sadly only i went. cos pple like samuel and jm couldn't make it! =/ grah!
siach came to pick me from my house[cos i didn't know how to walk to his house] in his skate scooter! HAHAHA xD and then he made me guess which one his house was. like how i know man! hahaha.
we played need for speed and bejeweled upstairs the entire time! hahah cos we refused to play the games! we only went down for the yummy dinner of sushi [ from sakae! (: ] and chicken rice! and for the cake cutting ceremony. hahah.
then siach walked me home at 9plus. and there was this annoying cockroach that was following
ok i better start on my trigo. there's math test AGAIN tmr! =/
siach! my hair's not tied up now! (: AHAHAHA!
Labels: chin leong's birthday
Sunday, July 22, 2007 - 3:29 PM
You are forever in my life
You see me throught the seasons
cover me with Your hands
and lead me in Your righteousness
and i look to You
and i wait on You
i'll sing to You, Lord a hymm of love
for Your faithfulness to me
i'm carried in everlasting arms
You'll never let me go
through it all
hahah i'm so very very bored. the 9o'clock show is so very very boring. how i wish shouzhu was at the 9pm slot. then i have more chance of watching elvin ng! (: hahaha oh did i mention, siach aims to grow as tall as elvin ng! HAHAH funny. he still has a long way to go man!
since i'm so bored, i shall just tell you about my day.
today, my group didn't have practical. but i was contemplating REALLY HARD if i should go for a make up class. cos my group did fasterners and i didn't come when they did it. ben&guan ting's group were doing it today. so if i did make up today i would do it with someone and not alone. hahaha so i made zhengrong play a game with me. if he won, i'd be a good girl and go for pract. but if i won, i don't go. hahah but then i made a mistake of letting him choose the game.
zhengrong chose reversi. and he turned out to be so super pro at that. i lost the first round. then he decided to give me 2nd chance cos he tricked me into playing his forte. hahaha but sadly i still lost. so i went to bed pretty early. erm 12plus la. hahah BUT GUESS WHAT!?! i woke up late again! hahah pract started at 9am i woke up at like 9.10! hahaha so i just went back to sleep! HAHAH.
so technically, i started class at 1pm today AND i was early! aren't you proud of me? HEH. oh and while i walked to school today, i saw this 2 people, a guy and a girl, in bright yellow at the basketball courts. they were interviewing some guy. there were the mediacorp camera pple around filming them. and there were so many on-lookers etc. HAHAHA and guess who the 2 yellow pple are? hahah BEN YEO and FIONA XIE. gosh they looked so different can.
ben yeo had this gollywog hairstyle that made his hair look too big for his head. then fiona's hair's like so long too! hahah. yeah and i met benjamin and vincent on the way to the classroom. apparently they walked round the whole school to look for fiona xie but they couldn't find her. hahaha so i decided to be nice and bring them so see her. then we went to class after that. class was boring as usual. ben kept bugging me to go arcade play with him. ever since saturday ):
after class i walked to the atrium with a couple of classmates. they had the 'hey gorgeous' stage and stuff there. so many people were watching. desmond koh&daren tan were there together with ben&fiona. one of the np girls is really quite pretty. justine's also in it! hahah i watched for a while then i headed to the library to met zhengrong&friends. got music&lryrics from him! we watched it together. it's really nice! i love it. so funny, sweet, etc. hahaha.
yeah ok i'm really very bored. siach is at battle of the bands now. grah and exams are in less than a month's time. i should start eh? sometime soon la...
Labels: through it all
Friday, July 20, 2007 - 10:21 PM
van -smallerthanthree says:
just now i do qt alr
van -smallerthanthree says:
i learnt about temptation
siach -smallerthanthree says:
hmmm?
van -smallerthanthree says:
hahah yeah
siach -smallerthanthree says:
what you learn?
van -smallerthanthree says:
resist temptations and the devil will leave you alone
siach -smallerthanthree says:
um can i ask you a very important question to me?
van -smallerthanthree says:
yeah ok
siach -smallerthanthree says:
siach is silly, so
van -smallerthanthree says:
hahah its ok
siach -smallerthanthree says:
should i keep long nails or have them short?
van -smallerthanthree says:
HAHAHA
van -smallerthanthree says:
short la
van -smallerthanthree says:
be a good boy
siach -smallerthanthree says:
okay
the rest is private (: hahaha siach is damn funny!
you just make my day (:
Labels: siach (:
Thursday, July 19, 2007 - 10:14 PM
say the word and i will sing for You
over oceans deep, i will follow
if each star was a song, and every breath of wind praise
it will still fail by far to say all my heart contains
i simply live, i simply live for You
as the glory of Your presence now fills this place
in worship we will see You face to face
there is nothing in this world to which you
can be compared
glory on glory, praise upon praise
you bind the broken hearted
and saved all my tears
and by your Word, you set the captives free
there is nothing in this world that you cannot do
i simply live, i simply live for You
i went for cf today! romei lead worship and we sang this song! omg i love it (: yeah. today, cf was quite ok. it was smaller group and siach came too! ((: hahah so i felt more comfortable. at least there's bestie with me! hahah and he made friends with the people so fast! pro-ness man (: yeah cf was alright. BUT it would have been better if cel had been there! (: HAHAH. that poor girl's tied down with loads of work.
and i've concluded that amos is mean! he can't stop suaning me and he bullys siach! hahahah so mean la.
life has been pretty much the same. i'm still always as late as ever for class. just take today and monday for example. class starts at 9am. i wake up at 9plus. and i have to rush and by the time i reach school its like 10plus. so i go to class and say, "sorry sir..." hahaha and thankfully[by God's grace, i think] i'm forgiven with no questioning at all! (: now how amazing is that!
hahah today np had some retarded mouse race. not life mouse la. anw, many schools came. and we saw this acsi boy that was like scratching his ass! HAHAHA omg damn funny. SIACH AND I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING. hahaha!
hahah i must really thank God for bestie! hanging out with him has made life so much more exciting! he's seen all my friends and somehow he can clique so well with them! HAHAH xD
oh i finally saw jingyi on monday! hahah i haven't seen her since school started man! (:
darn there's make up for tennis tmr! 4hours la. i'm so deaded plus i've not fully recovered from my cold! help me Lord!
Labels: i simply live for You
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 - 11:19 PM
sam wearing siach's glasses ytd at yoshi (: HAHAHA YOU LOOK FUNNY HERE.
Labels: samuel (:
Sunday, July 15, 2007 - 12:00 PM
siach and i were early, so we left for
omg then you know after we left kfc, I REALISE I DIDN'T HAVE MY WALLET WITH ME! i RAN back to kfc! thankfully it was there! with the kfc pple (: THANK GOD.
we went to the arcade. OH WAIT. did i mention plaza sing changed SO MUCH? samuel so retarded. he said he thought he thought he stepped into the wrong place and wanted to turn back and walk out cos everything looked so different! hahaha retarded. yeah and now they have that store that sells the FRIED MARS BARS! YUMMS. i'll get them another day! ahahah you know this just shows how long ago qjf hasn't gone out together already. sad -.- last time we went ps like every weekend. or even twice a weekend?
yeah even the arcade's different! they've got more basketball machines! ((: hahah and they've got the motorcycle game which is like so damn cool! we tried it! (: and they have more intial d too. sam and siach tried it and it was darn funny watching them play! and the machine was like so super loud! hahah xD
jm came finally. she was an hour and a half late.
we walked back to ps. played more arcade. samuel's like so super tyco today! maybe it's his birthday so he's got that lucky charm or something! HE WON EVERY SINGLE GAME WE PLAYED! all the daytonas and the motorcycle game! hahaha too pro man (: yeah. jm left us to go for prayer meet. THAT HORRIBLE PIG! ahahaha so left only me siach samuel. they played basketball. i helped a little (:
oh and guess who bumped into me. BEN! omg i nearly died. he gave me this cheeky grin. monday i die. he can't stop suaning me now! just now through sms and now on msn! monday i sure die la! bet the whole class is going to know about this -.-
we hang around ps. met siach's friends -.- we went to church. crosslink (: i really enjoy crosslink now. cos it's like quite a small group. like 12 pple? then i feel more free to share you know? yeah. amos told us to share about our week. then i reflected. God really blessed me alot this week. i've been feeling so down and depressed. i did qt and stuff during the week. but i didn't realise God was always there with me helping me through. how great is our God (:
we learnt about food. and what we were allowed or not allowed to eat. quite interesting (: we were talking about stuff we ate before. gerald said he ate a mosquito before. by accident. HAHAH.
siach and i went playground to wait for jm cos she took SO SUPER LONG to come down. we sat the see-saw. and siach kept going down! see lah, he's heavier than me. hahaha siach jm sunny and i went to cine for dinner (: ljs. more more fastfood! -.- so unhealthy. we had a good time chatting during dinner. then we walked around cine and heeren to look for sam and james' birthday present. but we didn't get anything in the end. don't know what to get samuel man!
last night was a busy night on msn! i was talking to siach through webcam! HAHAHA and i had 4 other convos going on! oh i managed to talk to shou qiang and stanley online! its the first time i see them online (: stanley asked if i was going back to see them this year. i donno what to say. so i just say i donno yet. i mean, of course i want to go see them. i miss them too! ): but i don't know if i'm allowed to. i doubt i can make it. there's school i think. and i don't intend to sacrifice it.
siach on webcam! (: he turned off the lights cos he was playing need for speed and claims he looks retarded when he plays it. HAHAHA xDLabels: sam's birthday 'celebration'
Saturday, July 14, 2007 - 11:59 PM
pray for my sister pls! =/
Labels: tessa =/
- 11:30 PM
during engineering mechanics. a bit of mr chua.
hahaha actually i took those pictures cos i was too lazy to copy them from the board. hahah see la. must be innovative and make use of technology (; but i have yet to analyze them! tutorial on monday =/ i better start soon.
green ((:
and pink (:
hahah this 2 pictures were taken during cats. which is like so damn boring and a total waste of time can! i mean, what for have this module in the first place? its not a MUST to have creative thinking! its not much help anyway. yeah so anw, me diana and shuxian were bored so we took pictures. HAHAH of green and pink stuff.
going out with siach samuel jm jy later to celebrate sam's birthday! i really can't wait! (:
Labels: what we do in class
- 12:00 AM
everyone's feeling not right =/ i've been feeling so very unhappy/sad/heavy-hearted lately. thanks siach, shuzhen, ben, jacinth, nicktam, zheng rong, jun kai and the rest who have been trying to cheer me up (: thanks thanks really! life's getting better already. and i hope remains that way for a really long time. i don't like that heavy-hearted feeling. really it sucks.
oh well. today i was supposed to go for the b3 gathering. but this morning gina said she couldn't make it. somehow i didn't feel like going too. it's like so little pple going. so sian. and i feel myself becoming more and more distant from the b3 people. sigh only pple i'm been still quite close to is like jacinth and cel? yeah thats about it. i miss gina and the other ac pple. and the melborne pple. sigh ok nevermind. i spent the night with siach instead (:
i went home to get my laptop before that and got locked out with my sister. cos no one was home and we didn't have keys! ahahah then went bustop to meet siach. but apparently he fell asleep and missed the np stop and went all the way to the railway tracks near kap. so i walked all the way to under the highway there to meet him and he had to hide behind the bush and jump out to scare me! -.-
hahaha then we walked back to school. we went libaray level 4. and we saw nicktam, who siach can clique well with, who made us do some prositution survey thing. ahahah and siach helped me do my TRANSFORMERS powerpoint for ete. omg siach is just too pro man! he can actually understand it! me and baocai still don't get it! HAHAH i told bc that siach did it and he was like, "SHAME ON
yeah so while siach did my ppt i did his emath circles homework (: oh memories. i love math homework. now come ngee ann. i don't do homework! not that don't have. just never do! copy. heh yeah so i took home his emath work to do. circles is more fun than transformers really.
yeah than we walked home. siach made me do some retarded test on the way. so off the results. hahaha.
ytd i didn't go cf cos i needed to do the damn powerpoint. i was so stressed over it! i hate powerpoint and microsoft word. omg i hate it man! stayed back with shuzhen zhengrong to do a little work. then the 3 of us and nicktam went to kap to meet siach. he got dunked into the pool during swim nationals and his pants were wet! HAHAHA. yeah i saw cel and chessa at kap too (: hahah ok and i got a little work done.
yeah then siach and i sent shuzhen zhengrong nicktam to the bustop then we walked home.
err tuesday was boring. siach came to np and we walked home together. we bought lemon and lime buble tea from the library. shuzhen says its really acidic cos its like ph2? like whats that man. AHAHA.
i just realised i've been seeing siach for 3 consecutive days! hahaha oh bestie!
Labels: feeling unhappy
Thursday, July 12, 2007 - 11:53 PM
i love mondays! cos i get to hang out with shuzhen zhengrong joshua (: whether its studying or whatever. yeah fun fun (:
i started school at 10am ytd! cos i handed up my engineering mechanic tutorial last week so i didn't need to go today (: yeah so the day started off with math. the tutor sucks man. we had a quiz/test. but it was easy-peasy. cos can copy. i copy from hafiz. cos we tyco got the same quiz (: hahah ok not really copy la. i just refer to his only. its do on computer one. so quite easy cheat. everyone discussing. ken even ask teacher how to do! hahah and i was talking to joshua and jingyi online. hahah see how slack math is? after quiz, i played spongebob till class ended (:
yeah i ate a brownie for lunch. slacked the rest of the break. i met yolanda and jane at the convention centre again! hahah this time i saw yolanda and didn't see jane! last monday was the opposite! hahah and yolanda was like, "why you always see one never see the other!" heh.
math lecture was boring. after that FAT we had a quiz. but we discussed as usual. it's seriously impossible to do it yourself. even though its open book and open internet. yeah but i managed to get 80.25%. tyco again.
after class ended i went library find zhengrong first. shuzhen and joshua had their paper till 6plus. yeah so after that. zhengrong and i went to the atrium to meet them. saw shuyu and samuel too. we chatted for awhile. in the rain. hahah. then we went back to the library to get our bags. and when we were going out. we got stopped cos the sensor went off! like wtheck man!
we went kap for dinner. sian macs again! -.- grah so fattening and oily can. zhengrong was high. as always. cos he's tall. HAHAHA geddit?
it's samuel's birthday on sunday! qjf's finally coming back together to go out again this saturday! (: i can't wait! we're going for crosslink too. i hope this outing will be a fun one. samuel's been emo. i want him to have a great birthday (:
i'm listening to my best friend by hillsongs now. Jesus you are my best friend. so is siach.
Labels: mondays (:
Tuesday, July 10, 2007 - 12:42 AM
this week end has been really fun (: i finally went to church again! ok so it seems that pple actually realised i've been missing. even lucy said, "long time no see." thats nice of him... cos i never actually talked to him much. yeah now i feel so guilty for not going church.
and i feel even guiltier for not doing any work at all. i haven't been doing any work at all actually other than in class [plus there's a math test tmr!] . i keep getting distracted with games and what have we. grah! actually i wanted to do work on saturday morning, afterall crosslink only starts at 4pm. BUT i woke up at about 12noon and when i turned on my laptop to go online and start work, i receive siach's sms asking if i'm home and if i'm free to go out. HAHAH temptions. but oh heck it. i still went out.
so change of plans. i turned off the laptop and headed for balmoral plaza to meet siach and his friend (: heh. bestie's more important, aye? studies can wait. hahaha anyway i was quite late. so i brought warheads to make up for being late. hahah and he got me chocolates too. so sweet (: ahaha but they're currently still melting in my bag. we went to chancery court cold storage to get stuff. siach got this chocolate egg like thingy. the one that looks like kinder-surprise? hahaha there was the toy inside. we ate the chocolate and decided to give the toy to jm (:
after that, siach and i left for church. and there were so many pple in church already! hahah so we just slacked with them. some were playing cards or talking or whatever. hahah siach and i sat on the sofa. it was so comfy cos someone's sleeping bag. OH and guess who had to be in church? AMOS! -.- i kenna suaned alot. sigh ):
we helped for the barbeque too ok. we helped the logistic team to set up the tables and chairs and stuff. and i helped amos set up the trash bag too. see we helped (: yeah then we decided to play hide and seek. jm seeked. she couldn't find me and siach! hahaha! so funny. cos we kept running around. the playground and some room where we locked the door and she couldn't come in! hahahah then siach and i were late for games.
and guess who had to be leading games?! AMOS! omg i nearly died! i had a BAD feeling we were going to play those retarded games we play during cf? and boy, was i right. GRAH! siach was laughing. cos we played the exact same 2 games we played during cf on wed! =/ the fu wu yuan game and the other ouch-obi-obi game. ahaha siach lost during the fu wu yuan game and he had to write fu wu yuan with his ass. darn funny! i couldn't stop laughing can! HAHAHA!
then some of us played captains ball! very fun! (: teng's so funny! once, he threw the ball and it rolled over some people's table. the other time, he threw it, the ball hit the tap, switched it on and the ball landed in the sink! HAHAHA! so funny! then we had dinner. the barbequed food was quite good (: the bee hoon was good, chicken was bloody, everything else was pretty okaye (:
then some of them played captains ball again. but i decided not to play cos more pple joined some of them play quite rough and the whole game was quite fast. so i just watched from outside (: siach came out of the game after a while, then we went up to level 4 for the aircon. slacked there for awhile. then we went down, and left for cathay. we were supposed to watch my wife is a gangster 3 but sadly the tickets were sold out leaving only the 12midnight one. jm didn't want to watch so we didn't. SAD...
we just hang around cathay. me, siach, jm, cheryl, desmond and some other guy. we went starbucks and ben&jerry's. yeah cathay was closing. all the other stores were closing. then after that we just cabbed over to jm's hse. saw jy. haven't seen her in ages. we watched scream. damn retarded la. we ate lays and drank sprite. i still think ruffles is better! yeah then jm and siach stayed up to talk. i went jy's room sleep.
next morning. jm was supposed to be in church at 7plus. but at 7plus siach came in, i woke up. i went to check on jm. she was still sleeping! so we sat on the bed and like decided to wait a little while hoping she'd wake up soon after all there was the 945 service. hahah but we both fell asleep! and we woke up at like 930! omg la. we tried to wake jm. BUT SHE WAS SLEEPING LIKE A DEAD PIG! HAHAHA! after like half an hour of contemplation, we decided not to go.
ahh... i feel so bad. last night, jane and ethel asked me if i was going church today. i said yes la. then never go! ahh i feel so bad. what more its youth sunday today. youth leading worship and ushering and stuff. i wanted to go la... all jm fault. sleep like a pig. make us late. then cannot go.
then jm so mean. don't want follow me and siach eat lunch. so it was only 2 of us. and she still make us buy food for her. grah so evil. we ate at macs [so unhealthy!] then dao bao food for her. we threw in my leftover nuggets, fries and curry sauce for her! HAHAH. ahya then we watched death note. i fell asleep. only caught the beginning and ending. hahah so retarded la.
siach and i cabbed home at 3plus4. cost about 10bucks la.
tessa (: during supper the other day.
MAX bar. hahaha (: siach took this at cathay 7-eleven.
ok wondering why the whole post is in green? cos it's the live earth thing. i shall just support it. even though i don't get what its for? was talking to siach the other day and this is what we concluded! its like save the earth or something but they still have that whole day concert thingy? whatever for? the concert would need electricity and stuff. usage of earth's resources! it's killing the earth man! what live earth la.
ok i be a good girl and do Math OnLine now.
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Sunday, July 8, 2007 - 6:56 PM
you. i donno why i'm even bothering to keep our friendship. its not like you even care about me. other than yourself and guys. you just don't give a damn.
and you. i'm just disappointed in your character. sometimes i just wonder why we became friends? we hardly have anything in common. and i hate following you to do stuff. stop forcing me!
whats going on Lord? i hate this. why do i feel so pissed? help me to think of all the wonderful friends worth all my time and love instead of those few who never fail to destroy my mood!
oh and there are those pple who keep suaning me. why can't you pple just stop. it's been so damn awkward ever since. i just want things to be back the same way when we were able to talk like good friends.
sigh ok siach just called. thank you Lord for such a great bestie! he never fails to make my day! (: just talking to him for a few minutes i feel so much better already!
oh did i mention what i learnt in cf on wednesday? we learnt about worship. worship's not just singing you know? its about prayer as well! yup and i love worship (: both the singing and prayer. that's one more person to share my problems with! i've got Christ as well! yup i'm living for you Lord. not because of anyone else. and i'll never love anyone else more than you. not even shaowei or elvin ng or whoever. HAHAH.
yeah and i think God was trying to tell me something during cf. i learnt that worship shouldn't be based on our feelings? it doesn't mean that if we don't feel like going to church, God is less worthy of our worship. then it really hit me! just how shallow i've been! giving myself lame excuses to miss church. what an ass i've been. know what? i haven't been to church since ihope? that was so long ago...
so no matter what, i'm going back to church this week [even if no one cares of my existence =/ ] not because i've promised siach already, but because God is worthy of our praise and worship (:
today was a boring day. we did welding for AMMP pract. i plucked up all my courage to go ok! and thanks to jun kai and siach for their words of encouragement! it was scary. but i lived through it. ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. i'm listening to that song now (: hahaha thank you Lord.
yup then ete was boring. jun kai and i played need for speed (: ben tried selling his nd4spd carbon to me. hahah but i can always get it free from zheng rong.
then went to the library to meet zheng rong and his friend. we played need for speed again! hahaha zheng rong helped me with drag and more bounty! i found the bus station siach! (: HAHAHA like finally man.
yeah and joshua came after his touch rug. omg he cut his hair and it looks _____ ! damn weird la! his long hair looks better man. shuzhen came after her project too (: joshua says we should give her a english name "susan".
HAHAHA you see i've got such good friends like shuzhen zhengrong joshua and not forgetting siach (: i don't know why i'm wasting my time, energy, and everything else on those pple.
love mg (: spot yourself? i see cel and myself only.
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Friday, July 6, 2007 - 10:05 PM
monday! went with shuzhen, zheng rong, joshua, weihao and shaun to watch transformers! (: jingyi was supposed to come too. but she was busy. sadly =/ nevertheless. the rest of us still had fun i guess. shuzhen and i wanted to watch our surf's up! but sadly it didn't seem to appeal to the guys. so we watched transformers instead. and it was really good too! (:
we went all around orchard to get tickets. ok fine not really whole of orchard. just ps and cathay. but we walked so much cos we dropped 1 stop early. plus i was wearing the new shoes that hurt so bad! HAHAH so noob la.
hahaha then shuzhen zheng rong and i saw a super cool traffic light! it has the usual 3 lights but there's a 4th one on top that states 'WAIT' in red! hahaha so cool right! and when zheng rong wanted to take a picture of it, it turned green! hahaha so no more 'WAIT'. and the 3 of us waited at outside istana for like so damn long for the thing to turn red. hahahah and the other 3 were like way in front waiting for us. hahaha but in the end we didn't manage to get a picture =/
in the end we went all the way to balestier to watch transformers. i've like never been to balestier before! till monday that is. zheng rong observed that there were so many light shops. hahah i feel the place looks like geylang. hahaha cos its like so alive and bright even at night. we were late for the show anyway. like when we watched pirates. hahaha anyway transformers is really good! all the graphic and action is like so cool! (: i was so sleepy but i just couldn't sleep in the movie thanks to all the explosions and loud sounds. hahah shuzhen so pro. fall asleep 3 times! HAHAHA!
yeah then we took bus back to toa payoh to change bus. i could have dropped at the highway but i decided not to cos if not i had to cross the bridge. and i didn't feel like climbing steps so i just followed the rest to station (: yeah then shuzhen left for mrt with shaun. zheng rong joshua weihao sent me up my bus (: hahaha they made me run for my bus then i hurt my ankle la. grah and zhengrong's legs so super long keep stepping on my shoes. grah hahah.
tuesday! i ponned math lecture to go to school to meet charis cel wilder (: it was worth the pon anyway. yeah we just hang around school, catched up with chessa and zhiwai too! (: visited teachers and the library (: we sat in our oh most beloved green room. where we studied for 'O's (: hahaha then we ate red bowl! so yumms!
yup then i went back to school for ete and engineerng mechanic pract. was alright la. early dismissal as usual la. then went library to meet shuzhen. we were supposed to go for training but after much consideration we decided to pon it. and i fell asleep on the library carpet till like 7plus8 then we went for dinner hahaha. shuzhen so guai do work. i sleep so much like pig. hahaha i feel so guilty. never do my work.
yeah anyway today we ended class 1 and a half hours early cos the AMMP lecturer gave us attitude la. he say we dont listen so noisy. so after 30mins he just off his laptop ask us go home. HAHAHA so funny. we happy happy lor. our gain anyway (: i went to the pool to meet shuzhen. they were gona have a water polo match which i wanted to watch[cos i've never watched water polo before!] but i decided to be a good girl and go for cf instead!
yeah cf was pretty alright today (: thank God i've got cel to come with me! if not i'd be some emo loner kid. hahaha we learnt about worship today. and the group was alot smaller so i felt more comfortable sharing la. and the guy that led us was much better than the girl the other day. the girl always make us go round and share. wtheck. so big the group so hard to share la! yeah but so sad la. siach was supposed to come but some stuff cropped up... so sad =/
hahaha but managed to have dinner with him at kap! with shuzhen too (: yup and amos and the cf pple were there too. gah.
ok i better try to sleep! 4hours of tennis tmr! I'M GONA DIE LA. so i gonna pon training. again! (:
Wednesday, July 4, 2007 - 11:35 PM
youth day
(:hmm... i don't really missed the rest of the fuzhou pple cos they never make the first move to keep in contact. so yeah.
this is probably the worst youth day ever mans! why do poly pple still have class? that's sad! =/ what more today i have class from 9am-6pm! that's terribly insane?! agree? ah so retarded la. i'll never had that much lessons in a day before. 7hours [i'm having a 2hour break now] in a day! can die man. cos i've to do the FAT retest later at 5pm. grah so annoying. i think i'm gona fail again la. waste time only.
saturday shuzhen and i went for barker's fun fair! [siach was supposed to come too but he had prefects camp! ): ] it was alright i guess. wanted to bring shuzhen to the haunted house BUT the haunted house was at the toilets la! i could smell it from outside already! so no way were we going in.
saw many pple! teng, cherie, justina, ethel and the church pple and many others. oh and elroi was doing the dunking thing. hahah.
yeah then after that shuzhen and i went to amk hub again to shop! amk hub's like super duper big! we walked so much. so tired! bought new shoes. ok fine, slippers according to jun kai. i wore it to school today. its like cutting into my skin =/ and rubbing on it the skin's broken. grah i need plasters!
went for training ytd. i didn't go church again. not like anyone cares if did go or not. other than siach that is (: but i already told shuzhen i'd go training. so yeah. but i promised siach i'd go next week so i will! (: i miss amanda... why isn't there someone else in church i can consider my good friend? other than siach and amanda. who can't be there physically beside me in class? i've got like no friends! this sucks!
grah! =/
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