Work like a routine

That's pretty much describe my life of current.

3 days of shopping spree in KL sort of liven up things a bit. I have my own personal tour guide aka personal assistant. Yes, he makes me happy >:p

However,my hair accident sort of plays it down a bit...big messy hair. Ahh...LOUD is the word for my hair instead of pretty ...sadly.

And then...

I looked up the sky. Darkness is all I saw.

I have been going along with life all these while, perhaps, yes, perhaps for once, I should be the player. I should be creating the dream life of my own.

............I need my daily dose of caffeine.Ciao~



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* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 8:50 AM

Shopaholic is on restraint~

WTF.

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 11:44 PM

Home sweet home!

I am back home with my loved ones.

Nothing beats lying in my own sweet bed and driving my own car rather than squeezing and pushing in MRTs!

I am sure I am going to miss my life in Sg..However it's time to settle down and blend into the lives of my love ones..Hehehe...However,my presence is always too 'loud' for them.
Neverthless, living together with my parents again after 10 years of living apart is not an easy task!

There is this De Paris bridal shop in the Spring which offers really good package. We signed up for one last night! Can't wait for the day to come when we will be flying to Taiwan just for photo shootings!
I love their makeups, their gowns, their hair, the postures...everything is just so well done. There is this thing about Taiwaneses, they are very good with make-ups and photo shootings. The styles are very unconventional yet creative! Exactly what I want my wedding photos to be like. :>

Anyway, it is a bit early to get excited but I think I can't hide my gleeful smile. At least there is something to look forward to.

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 8:41 PM

Most of us hate changes. We hate it if our routine lives got interrupted, we hate it if we have to move to a new place, new life, new friends or maybe..new partner.

For the past 10 years, I have to go through a lot of changes...changes to my skin colour ( Yeah), changes to my weight ( stick thin ---yoyo to a balloon--and now yoyo back to medium size), changes to my friends (a few good friends --> very few true friends), partners ( let's dont go there), schools, cities... and now...back to my own shit hole..for good.

Today I am feeling quite down.

Yes, I have to get used to a new working environment, the hot weather, living back with parents again (after 10 years) and making new friends. :(

Shit. I realised that as I grow older, this is becoming more difficult for me.
Love over bread?

I am either very stupid or very smart.

Maybe... I am both.

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 5:48 AM

Every girls needs to have at least a true good girlfriend.

Admit it, no matter how much in love we are with our partners, we STILL need our girlfriends.

Guys' perceptions to our girls' minds are very limited. Most of the times, they don't have a single clue why are we sad/angry/moody. To them our minds are just too enigmatic for their simple squarish brains.

Not surprisingly,I find it difficult to let him understand how my brain works sometimes.
If I share my problems with my best friend, she will go: Oh I understand how you feel. I felt exactly the same way before too!! And for that very moment, I thank God for her. At least, I don't feel retarded or wrong feeling the way I felt.

Yesterday, my best friend tied the knot. The fact that I missed her big day for my stupid work did not help to clear the dark clouds hanging over my head.

For some eerie reasons I felt like I am the mother giving away my daughter.
It's like...she is a married person now, someone with the title Mrs..and things will not be the same again.
Sigh...I vividly remember the time when we were 13 years old ...she was sitting behind me using STABILO pens and refused to lend me her Prestons Sejarah reference book. :) How cute.


By the way, I am engaged :)


If there is one thing that I can ask for in life, it will be the one that is always mentioned in the fairy tales---'happily ever after'.

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 6:12 PM

After multiple blog skin changing, finally I am happy with this! Hmm.. at last I found something light and cheerful!

The departmental dinner a few weeks ago was a blast! The food was O-K. I don't eat raw food like Sashimi so most of my calaries were from Sakei wine! Hehe..Our Head of Department Prof F was so drunk and started hitting on the girls!! * URGH* He bought us continuous Sakei wine. He was quite impressed that I can drink ( thanks to my dad's training with Qing Dao ). Anyway it is just weird due to the fact that this strict and no-bullshit Prof was actually drunk and turned touchy-fillies!

LC, Prof F, Allan
SW, LC, SC cardiologist
Sakei!

We were gone

After the dinner we went to Pump House in Clarke Quay. SW was the one that kept urging us to the bar and this is how he was like for the whole night.



The girls and boys were active in the dance floor but I volunteered to stay back watching the bags. SW was beside me grabbing his head looking stoned and seriously I am worried sick that he would puke in front of me. Apparently the next day he survived his hang-over and busy angio cath patients. I wonder what would the patients think if they knew what happened last night. :P

LC was so gone. She was screaming or perhaps more accurately.. squeeking.. most of the time. Her lobster-red face (thanks to alcohol) was hard to ignore. Ha-Ha. I think I was half-drunk but as usual, the si ai bin me just kept quiet and smiled all that night long. So nobody thought that I was drunk. Mark the HO who followed us all night has H1N1 the next day. I wonder if all of us have it now.:/

Long due Sunshine's graduation photos.


* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 9:09 PM

I am trying to complete my resignation letter.

Sigh, I know I am going to miss Singapore.

Although most of the time I feel much alone, I truly enjoy working in Singapore.

I have get used to the system of which you have to be fast and efficient, the system which relies a lot on computers, a system which ensure that everyone is at their very best at all times.

Of course, the money is good.

Most importantly, I encountered a few good quality friends who make my life in Sg bearable.

Most of my friends are against me going back to work, saying that it's 'stupidity' or 'radical'. Some of them even quoted me as ' the crazy girl who gives up her future for love.'

By the end of day, it all boils down to what I really want in life. Yes, career is crucial but to me there is something more important than career in life. I can always build my own career in my own country. Yes, it may not be as good or recognizable by other countries, but as long as I am good, I am good.

Honestly, I hope I wont regret my decision and...he promised..:)

* Dreaming is like lollies to the souls_ 9:55 PM