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Be one step towards perfect
Hello there, Evania is her namewho resides in super sunny Singapore. 12 may. Schooling in Nanhua is no joke Crazy and bitchy is what she show Boys like Girls is the love ♥ |
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I promised myself I wouldn’t take the risk of getting hurt again, but for some reason, it all seems worth it when I’m with you. Yayeyeyeye! EOY's over! I'm gonna gonna gonna go crazy. Pimples gone, dark rings gone, sleep back, freedom back. Haha. I guess I'm going mad! Today super highaye! I'll make sure I'll get ample rest today! Gonna be a sleeping beauty tonight! Teehee :B I'm starting to feel that I'm super no life. D: I seriously miss the olden days badly. I'm so gonna make full use of this holidays! Hoho! ;D Sorry wink wink, I ACCIDENTALLY jio your wink wink out. Hahaha. I feel so mean landing you in a lonely state. Apparently, it's fun today. Okay, I'm running out of vocabulary words to describe how I feel. That's pretty pathetic. My English. Urgh! Okay, that's not the main point. The main point is SORRY GUYS! My mum only allow me to go for 3 days, so I'm in a dilemma on which period to go. I was thinking about going on wednesday to friday, but I don't wanna miss the ex clique outing too! Hmmmm, maybe I should go over to Jeslyn's house later on. Jeslyn, I need a heart-to-heart talk session with you. ;D I want a pillow fight with you! Teehee. I swear that you must've missed me alot hur. ;D Yo peepopopopopo, THIS IS JUST A SHORT UPDATE CAUSE YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT MY DEAD BLOG. SO HAPPY? Haha. Anyways, have an early night, cause you might just fall flat on the mrt and doze off anytime. Nightxzc! :D *Someone asked me the other day if my glass was half empty or half full. I was going to say it’s empty, but that’s not completely true. My life isn’t void and I have my happy moments, but they usually just seem to disappear, or get worse. So, my glass is cracked, yes - cracked. It gets filled up with happiness and hope, but it always ends up escaping my grasp. It always ends up emptying out.It will never be full because it’s always leaking and one day, it will be thrown away, because no one wants a broken glass.* Sorry, but it's still a no. Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter, and those who matter don’t mind    Apparently, I'm not having fun these few days, and I'm feeling uneasy! Urgh. A day of 24 hours just seem to be insufficient. Seriously, I really need a big and good time resting, or else my pea-sized brain gonna get burnt after extensive working.I'm starting to doubt what I actually wants you know. Somethings just feel so wrong. Phone calls, messages, they no longer interest me. Thats pretty pathetic hur? Instead, I'm starting to like midnight chats. It's really cosy and heart-warming! (L) I'm so gonna bao my phone bill D: Yesterday was mid-autumn. Its was so-so. Didn't manage to have fun due to the fact that we're hosting the old folks from St Andrews Home. D: However, after that, you'all had compenstate for it ;D Thanks Jeslyn Weijun Eddie Aaron Movine Peiwen Janice! The candles and fireworks are lovely ttm! I'm sorry about complaining that it was plain childish as I could hardly open my eyes. You all deprive me of my sleep D: Aw, I'm just kidding manxcz. To come to thinking of it now, it's hilarious! Hahah. That's just so ZOMG. Heyheyhey! Yaye loads, Audience leader are given an entry ticket to Universal Studio! But, it's during the Monday night. Which means I won't be able to sleep enough and get myself prepared for the lessons the following day. And my pimples and dark rings will come haunt me again.D: Urgh! Currently, we're planning to go as a class. Hopefully, it'll be fun! You have to unnderstand that life isn't always as colourful as what you always thought. Stop your gullible thinking. Smack yourself awakw now please. It's time to be awake. Don't act as though it's okay when it's killing you. You can’t live your life for other people. You’ve got to do what’s right for you. Yes, I'm pretty sure that you saw this. So do something about it. Yeah, you're such a nice pal manxcz! Yes, I've learnt my lesson. Life ends when I stop dreaming. Hope ends when I stop believing. Love ends when I stop caring. One day you’re going to want that specific girl. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you and love you the only way she knew she could but you wouldn’t let her. That girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though you probably deserve it. That girl who saw past your pretty face and treasured parts of you that no one else appreciated. That girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. And by the time you realize that’s the girl you’re looking for, she’ll be with the guy who already knew.      It's time for me to change my hairstyle. :/ I've been quite sick and tired of my current bangs and layered hair. D: I'm jealous of other's hairstyle. Mine suck ttm. D: Dry, short, thin. RAWR. !$%^&**$#@!~!@#$%^&* I'm so gonna rebond my hair, lengthen my hair and treat my hair after my EOYs. ;D $$$. I seriously need a job badly. :/ Spreeing is hardly earning any money. O'levels is approaching and I doubt I can go out to hunt for $$$. D: How I wish the sky could just drop a pile of $$$ just for me :/ I wanna be a billionaire. I guess I'm back to korean drama craze. Have been watching drama continuously for the past few nights. My dark rings are growing darker around my eyes. D: Love in havard is AWESOME WONDERFUL and MARVELOUS!(Y) I'm currently proceeding to my next drama. Mischievous kiss. Sounds nice and exciting. ;D  Synopsis: Based on the popular manga, Oh Ha Ni is a clumsy student who falls for the perfectionist, Baek Seung Jo. However, Seung Jo is indifferent towards her and rejects her love. When Ha Ni’s house collapses, she and her father moves into his long-time friend’s house. It turns out that Seung Jo is the friend’s son and Ha Ni is given the opportunity to be near the guy she loves. Will she be able to move Seung Jo’s heart? Kim Hyun Joong as Baek Seung Jo is acting in this show! Yay-ness (L) I don't mind sacrificing my sleep for this. ;D Byebye peeps, time for bio. And, bio sucks ttm. :@ It's just so unpredictable. Haters are confused admirers who can’t understand why everybody loves you.  Nobody wants to admit this, but bad things will keep on happening. Maybe that’s because it’s all a chain, and a long time ago someone did the first bad thing and that led someone else to do another bad thing, and so on. You know, like that game where you whisper a sentence into someone’s ear, and that person whispers it to someone else, and it comes out wrong in the end. But then again, maybe bad things happen because it’s the only way we can keep remembering what good is suppose to feel like. Results are back. Its such a disappointment. D: When i was about to get almost all As this time, I flunk the last paper i got back. Pathetic much hur? Urgh! This common test is pretty easy I guess? Naturally, I would've expect much. Or am I too much to ask for more? I guess I will never be contented with myself. Call me greedy, call me ambitious, call me whatever you want. I SWEAR THAT I WOULD MUG FOR EOY. I wanna get into top 50 although it's quite unachievable. However, nothing is impossible. I want all A1 except english B. Well, I have no choice but to submit to the fact that my English cmi. D: Someone out there, Please give me some determination and motivation. I realised that I've been playing too much. Its time for me to devote my time to studies. Today is just another typical tiresome day. School school school. Life just seems so boring for me during school hours. Stayed back awhile after school since I'm meeting friend to have a night study session later on. As you can see, it's AGAIN unproductive. D: I just could'nt get my ass off the computer screen. It's all your fault. Aw, I'm just kidding. ;D Thank You, Junwei, Jeslyn, Meixin, Alex and Eddie. I never fail to feel fun with y'all. But It's time to buck up and work hard for your EOY. Secondary 3 and 4 is crucial period you know. Hahahah, sound alittle naggy, but i meant good. You, YES, YOU, you better work hard for your O'levels this year. I want a grade that could bring you to a JC. Don't you dare to fail your mission. Wink wink. ;D Tonight's gonna be a good night. I realised that you're there for me. Don’t be so quick to judge me, you only see what I choose to show.   HOTHOTHOT! SHE'S OMG. EFFING HOT. CAN TOTALLY MELT ME FOR GODNESS SAKE!FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.I've not been sleeping well for NIGHTS. Insomnia is haunting me alot. D: Common test is really screwing me upside down. I seriously hope that I'll not flunk any of my subjects. D: Bio was hopeless, nothing can be worse than it. D: BUTBUT for the sake of my gynaegynaegynae, I'll hold on. ;D Gonna head for downtowneast later on! :D Was totally exhausted, I bet I would just doze off during the midnight show later. URGH! The whole cinema is swept off by our people. COOL LOADS okay! You guys are AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! Thank you for the de-stress chalet. Aw, y'all are so SWEET! ;D Today is STUPID, TIRING AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FUN! I was told by Keejeng that there's no SJAB. Rawr! So I've decided to head for Suemae's house for some fun with Ekkheng, PengFun, Terence, Yonglin, Kester and Shihan. But SOMEONE PSK, pangseh-ed us. EMO D: Had our stomach filled at LJS first. It was absolutely unglam today. Shall not mention it again. FUN. I LIKE. I like today. JAPAN GUYS ARE HOT TTM! SAME THING HAPPEN AGAIN. Exactly like my croatia guy. :D He totally wrap his arms across my shoulder for a particular photo. ZOMGXZXZXZXZX! MELTED. TOTALLY MELTED. Hahahah. Of course, they are not as hot as my croatia guys and RUSSIAN CHIOBUH! I'M GOING FREAKING INSANE OVER THEM!!! It's freaking random. Mr Chia just walked past our class and asked for 10 people to host the japanese. Manage to pon most of the lessons. BE JEALOUS. xD It's quite disappointing that we can't attend the closing ceremony. D: NO HOT GUYS NO CHIOBUH. Disappointing much. D: Pathetic me, I've to bring along my SJAB stuff and homework there. Shall be crazy for the next few days to pay for what i suffered for the common test. ;D HAVE FUN GUYS! Have you ever reconsider? The only logical reason for people talking behind your back is because you’re already ahead of them.  Commontest2 coming! Goodluck to all and me! I hope that i wont flunk my papers this time round. It's been quite fruitful for this whole morning without the computer as a distraction. Sad to say, i cant resist the temptation of switching on the laptop. D: Weather has been sucky nowadays. Cant survive without the air-conditioner. I guess i am not playing a part in helping to save the earth. Urgh. Was intending to head towards causeway. With this sucky weather, i guess i am giving it a pass. BUTBUTBUT, i am gonna rot at home. !*(!@#$%^&*&^%$#@!@#$%^& Wanted to have a feast at Sakura with 203-ians. However, i have to keep my promise. i had promised YOU to not ps you all again. YOU know who you are. :/ Yesterday was a total shock. I guess you are kidding me. Whether anot, its kinda shocking. Not to say what you mention, you calling me was like O.O. Hahahah. whether its true or not, i will take it that i didnt hear anything. Life goes on. Remember. You say time doesnt stop for anyone. OH YEAH. DESMOND IS ON YOUTUBE. O: He is indeed ALITTLE hyper. :/ i wanna hear it aloud from you I’d rather have you happy without me, than miserable with me.                   Today was a boring shit. !*$#@!@#$%^&*&^%#@#$%^&. Cant stop yawning the moment i fliped open my books. Manage to finish my homework! (Y) Receive a call from WeiKang, forgot that today is his bday. O: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIKANG. THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A NICE LISTENER Ear is hurting alot thanks to the 2 hour chat. Hello mister, you are still as chatty. Hahahah. I am so so so so ENVIOUS. THANK YOU. Jeslyn is getting her shooting stars done tomorrow. D: i want one too. Looking forward to Tuesday. !!!!!! Will be heading to town! I guess Movine's pocket gonna get a great gigantic hole. :/ Sorry guys, for ps-ing yall for the past few outings. Life was busy and hard for me. D: Sad life hur. Uploaded YOG photos. Beautiful ttm! (L) Suemae Jiayun Yiqing, you guys make my day there. ;D Perhaps i am thinking too much. |