oyah b4 i 4got!

thank you for all the sweet presents and letters i've received this year, be it birthday, christmas, friendships etc etc

think handmade cards r sweet! thanks bee..

and handwritten letters are sweet too!

muacks!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY PINGIE~*^!~

&

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DARREN~*^!~

this was supposed to be up on thurs but IE hang as usual. pek chek.

and yours truly is up so early due to

an itching body

caused by

MOSQUITO!

not darryl la.

i think there's only one HUGE bloodsucker cox i only heard one buzzing pass my ear. eeww.

congrats la.

to think i was damn smart to switch off the aircon cos i feel like saving electricity bills for the last day of 2005.

i end up getting bitten for nothing.

urgh.

pek chek.

now i have bumps all over my arms and legs and thighs.

the mosquito wanted to aim my face also la.

face not pimply enough har! still wanna bite.

still itching...

how to sleep..

itchy.itchy.itchy.itchy.itchy.itchy.itchy.itchy.itchy.

2006 will be a good year to be broke. cos everyone's will be celebrating their 21st birthday. WOAH. then hafta crack brains searching for special gifts.
more shopping and shopping and shopping!

2006 will also be a good year for me to crawl out from my hermit shell. heh. think i've been in it for too long ........ half a year! so much that i've forgotten how to socialize. =( siala.

2006 will be a good year for money to START rolling in as well ... cmi ... i spent almost every bit of my allowance. think my 3day-week timetable can allow me to work? definately.

yay. i've killed 1 mosquito. i hope its only THAT one.

This's the season to be kissy
fwa la la la la
la la la la



























*^~!^*~^*~*^!~MERRY CHRISTMAS~*!^~*^~*^~!

WHAT'S THIS?






















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had dinner at Billy Bombers' last night w aunt and bro. Shared pork ribs and chicken with bbq sauce w aunt and bro had spaghetti marinara, which consists of HUGE PRAWNS and other seafood. i didnt pinch anything from him even thou he cant finish! really really!! and the banana milkshake... yummy yummy!

In the midst of our dining, this group of teenagers ran into the shop and sang carols. So full of joy and enthusiasm! It really brought my mood to the peak then, cos they are just singing diagonally in front of our table. woohoo. She shared a bit of christ with my bro and im glad some of the things she said about life got into him. heh heh. blogging's a good way of letting me read a lil of his mind yea? Anyway, tdy's his first day of work doing customer service... hope that everything turns out well...

results out tmllllllllllllllllll
=(

In the movie "All About Love" ( zai shuo yi ci wo ai ni), the trailer made it seem like Charlene Choi is the recipent of the heart transplant and Charlie Young as Andy Lau's wife. When in fact, its the other way round. Not a bad show, but not as touching as "A moment to remember" though..

spent almost the whole day helping my uncle to change the format of some billing entries. about 3000 entries. can you believe it!!?!? no wonder he always has to work till late almost everyday, doing all these unnecessary stuff. so poor thing.

No doubt we say we dislike politics... but it plays a major part all around us, wherever there's pple. It happens in all organizations, affiliations, right down to yr own family. No doubt times are changing.... people are changing.... but cant some things remain the same?



memories are one of the greatest gifts that people could give in life.

restlessness ... aimlessness ...
i have things to do, but i just cant get down to it.
there are times when i dont feel like talking to anyone, dont feel like doing any more errands for anyone, really dont feel like picking up calls from my dad.
sigh, why be so selfish?
pms pms.
girls will always push all the blame onto those 3-letter word, if there's anything unexplainable.

i dread the end of holidays. i know its at least 3 weeks away.. but time will fly rite? the only times i look forward to are the weekends and wednesdays. sigh. why this inexplicable sianness and pessimism. 3 friends have tried contacting me thru email, sms, call. but i just dont feel like replying at all. wad a lousy reciprocator. oh wait. im not even one.

blah.
maybe i'll feel better after some facial?
and retail therapy?

QING I MISS U !!!

This is the 4th time im typing this and Im not gonna blog anymore if ie hangs again.

My bad habit’s getting from bad to worse.
Appeared late for “Perhaps Love” on fri. reached gv at about 4.55pm when the screening time is 4.20pm! cmi. Made xh wait for so long and miss the front part of the show.
Moreover it’s starring takeshi . . . . * sob*
His singing is very meek in comparison to Jacky Cheung’s POWER!ful enroaring vocals.
He shouldn’t sing la… just look handsome can already.






Umm this expression looks familiar.

Okay.. he’s quite talented actually. Knows 5 languages… maybe singing is just not his forte.
Even though the style of e musical is somewhat similar to Moulin Rouge, I like the way they portray this story of emotions. Not yr regular typical Chinese romantic movie. I like the way they show the tear flowing away from his eyes whilst he’s in the waters.. them lying down on the frozen river..a place which they go to when deserted by their partner or dream. I wonder wad I missed in the 1st 20 min or so.

Had dinner at Carls’ Jr. They have the Portobello mushroom burger now, which is similar to BK’s Mushroom Swiss. Nicer than Chilli burger. Hah. Im biased. I just like cheese together with mushrooms.

Sat – sentosa~
Oh ya, we managed to get a free soccer ball. It was stuck between the branches of the coconut tree where we dumped our bags. Just waiting for us to save it. Muahaha
Poor Darren got called back to camp just after we settled down. Don’t worry, at least u made it to sentosa!
























Chilled at tcc ps b4 heading to the arcade for the ufo machines. Didn’t know it’s the in-thing again.. and Leo got this limited edition stitch stuff toy, which comes in a pair! So cute. Saw another cute cat with wings and a wink. Stunningly pretty, prolly cos its white.
And this Caucasian got one of them with just $2!!! So lucky! His gf got so excited that she gave him a hug. Good way to make yr girl happy hur. Tsktsk.


Sunday was spent singing ktv and exercising. Jogging for 6k minus lets say 1,5 – 2 k of strolling. Climbing up 25 storeys of stairs, followed by bball. I didn’t play any game, just shooting. So dead tired that I mumbled nonsense again while chatting on the phone. Oh skilled.

t.g.i.f!

thank god its friday soon alr!

nothing much this week cept tt i met up w valent and de gals.. n mopping around ikea.

333 Meme

All questions will have 3 answers. As all memes go, the very first answer you think of is probably the most accurate thing at the moment. However, we all know it's a meme after all. Don't hesitate and confine yourself to a little frame. Be crazy and have fun.

1) What fairy tales do you think of when you see '3'?
- 3 little pigs
- 3 blind mice ( even thou its jus a nursery rhyme..)
- 3 musketeers


2) What are the 3 things you cannot live without currently?
- Handphone
- iPod mini
- water ... wa de... mine mine mine!!

3) What are your 3 favourite books?
- Tuesdays with morrie
- chicken soup for the soul
- jacob's ladder

4) What are the 3 types of things in your room that have the most quantities?
- Bags
- clothes
-papers

5) Who are the 3 friends who keep you sane?
- choon
- qing
- james

6) Who are the 3 friends whom you think treat you as a big part of their lives?
- qing
- uh..
- james

7) Who are the 3 people whom may think you're indispensable in their lives?
- grandma
- uncle
- daddy

8) Who are the 3 people whom are indispensable in your life?
- daddy
- grandma
- uncle

9) What are the 3 songs that are stuck in your head now?
- Shan Hu Hai (Jay Chou & Lara)
-Jiu Shi Ai Ni ( David Tao)
-mai ye a hee mai ye a ho! mai ye a hee mai ye a ho ho!! sadly the guo mei mei version. over dosage of THAT advertisement

10) What are the 3 dishes you can eat everyday?
- Prawns.... if i can get to eat it everyday.. my.. i think i will hide myself at home due to excess peeling
- straw mushrooms!
- roti prata.. and die of excess fats

11) What are the 3 things you can do everyday?
- Sing KTV
- stretcccccccccccccccch
- chat on phone

12) Who do you like to go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out with the most?
- jaymes
- qing
- ys

13) What do you do when you go clubbing/pubbing/chilling out?
- visit the toilets!
- play silly games
- laugh like mad.. but not as mad as qing

14) Who are the best people to talk on IM?
- ys
- qing
- choon

15) Who do you think has the most patience around you?
- grandma
- choon
- lince

16) What are the 3 things that reduce you to tears almost instantaneously?
- Whenever I see my friends and family cry
- when i watch soppy scenes on tv/movies
-

17) What features do you like about yourself?
- eyes *blink blink*
- rosy rosy cheeks
- fingernails

18) What personality traits do you like about yourself?
- patient
- accomodating
- gentle... HAHHAHAHA.. hey i am ok!

19) What are you proud of about yourself?
- i have great friends~
- i play and mug hard
- i make time for the people who r impt to me

20) What do you do when you're down?
- complain
- Eat
- slp

21) What do you do when you're bored?
- bloghop
- msn
- Ponder abt life

23) What have you done to regret?
- not actively involved in solving family problems
- trusting the wrong people
- not putting enough effort in friendships

24) What do you loathe?
- pple who curse everytime they speak
- rashful pple
- cockroaches

25) What will you do with a million bucks?
- get my mum an osim massage chair.. and i can use it too! =D
- treat galfriends to spa.... that's wad we always wanted to do after work
-go on holiday . . . . . .

26) What will your children's names be?
- christine..
- tiffany
-aiyah.. my choice of names always change..

27) Where are your favourite countries?
- korea
- aust
- northpole! crap..

28) What are you thinking of right now?
-this is getting way too boring... but in e 1st place i do this cos im bored
- bloated due to drinking too much water
- PERHAPS LOVE IS OUT ALR!!!!!

29) Who do you wish to see now?
- takeshi
- parrot
- qing

30) What are the flowers you like?
- forget - me- notz
- frangipani
- purple roses

31) What are your favourite designs of clothes?
- Anything V-neck
- anything simple yet chic
- wear overs

32) What do you think are your good friends' weak points?
- choon- too accomodating
- qing - too nervous abt things
- ys - too crappy

33) Who do you want to pass this meme to?
- alethea
- jaymes ( i dont think guys would be bothered to do this)
- ping.. ( i think she's too busy to come online.. =p)

yay! finally have some time to blog..

.. time just passes so fast
its already 4 10 days since my last paper (that's how long ago i saved this draft)

[friday]
went to airport to send ping choon lx and andy off after the last paper... reached there kindof late thou..
but still in time to take 1 photo in front of this pathetic looking 'xmas tree'





















do we always take photos in this position? this's almost similiar to my wallpaper





this was taken last year btw ... somehow our faces dont change that much alr huh
went to the viewing gallery after they checked in and somehow only a small portion was left available... not much to see thou. took a cab down to ecp wanting to pass by the runaway track but the uncle went the other way.. urgh. settled down at the long beach seafood restuarant and feasted on chilli crab and prawns =D~

sat met up w james for dinner @ marine parade. and i was late for an hour. =X went ecp for a walk, playing with the pull up bar and ... mud ... ya.. mud... soiled my jeans! =( tt's like the 1st time i've perspired so much since studyin for the exams! muahaha..









up..up... a lil bit more..











yay! 1 done!












crazeee... i looked like i've struck lottery of 1 million dollars

went sentosa on sun to tan! wheee~ spent almost the whole day there too
while waiting for my food to be served, vainpottiness struck again









yay dinner!










look at this tree... it looks like a typical christmas tree rite?




















take a closer look.....
FERREO ROCHOR!!!!!!
hung all over the tree!!!
*yumyum*














to prove that that's real i bit off half
















itZ REAL!!!!
hah. of cos its not bitten by me. even thou im generally a greedy gal.
the tree's at habourfront btw

the rest of the week was basically... chilling and catching up with friends..
















sentosa w athena! a pity some couldnt make it... it was generally fun.. playin touch rugby and frisbee. hmm and this guy( i dunno 18 or 20+) drowned in the sea due to leg cramp i think. life is so so unpredictable. someone could be gone just like that. For the past month, i've heard like 2 pple passed away in my neighbourhood. and itz those kind of middle-aged uncles whom i've seen around sometimes. and tdy, another just passed away in e afternoon. my grandparents just saw him/her this morning and on their way out in e evening, they bumped into his/her son who was hanging a white cloth next to a lamp. and when others are grieving, some could still blame others for causing them to walk that certain path such that he has to part with his 20 bucks for attending the funeral. is money THAT important when compared to lives?

is there a curse in sentosa or wad? not the first time pple died swimmin in siloso beach. moreover my aunt sms me that afternoon to be xtra careful... itz kindof weird .... psychic? or m i looking too much into things?

woah.. i still cant finish..
nvm more to come tmr!

check this out

BANGKOK: Thailand's now iconic meteorologist, Dr Smith Dharmasaroja,who in Year 1998 predicted a killer tsunami would hit Thailand one day & was ignored, said S'pore & M'sia were also in danger from a future earthquake and tsunami.

"I believe the epicentre of future quakes will shift northwards, north of the Andaman & Nicobar islands."

"A big earthquake with a more northerly epicentre than the Dec 26 quake will generate a tsunami which will have a more direct route down to the Straits of Malacca, swamping S'pore and M'sia." during the month of december 05' and january 06'.

"As the sea passage narrows, more water will build up and the wave will become bigger. S'pore is relatively low-lying & quite flat, and would be badly affected. Remember,in Dec,the tsunami was 30m high at Banda Aceh. At Khao Lak,it was 16m high," he said."

Dr Smith,70,retired as chief of Thailand's Meteorological Departme nt well before last Dec's disaster. But before that, he had warned first in a speech and then in a memo that Thailand's Andaman coast was at risk from a killer tsunami.

Tragically his warning, although widely reported by the media, was ignored.Government officials, fearful of tourists staying away, branded him a cranky and dangerous man. The authorities in Phuket castigated him & said he was not welcome to visit. After the tsunami, Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra recalled him and made him the chairman of a committee tasked with developing a national disaster warning centre and strategy.

"I'm not happy that I have made the right prediction," he said. "Nobody can accurately predict an earthquake; you can only assume from historical data," he added. He said big natural disasters occur in 80 year to 100 year cycles, apparently randomly across the world.

"If you speak out too much, forecast too much, you will get a lot of criticism, from government age ncies, the tourism sector and so forth," he added.

Explaining the northward shift of future epicentres, Dr Smith stressed: "This is no joke. I would like you to put this message out to S'pore and M'sia."

A researcher working on the hypothesis, who did not want to be named, said the research was on-going and final results were not yet ready.

Dr Smith said: "I have seen the simulations that indicate this and they look believable. From my own experience, it is possible."Only a few days ago, there was a 6.1 quake in the Andaman sea near the Nicobar islands, which is about 321.8km north of the Dec 26 quake. So, this is an indication that the epicentre is moving north."

dunno how true is this.

exams r over! =)
gtg.. late again. =x

urgh.. getting cold stomach now..
4 hr 40 min b4 i can leave the house.
got enuf of programming. sobs
think i go read some mno stuff later

sigh

mum dad and i wanted to go for a concert held in some place
but we were denied entry cos we didnt have purple bands and
recording tapes. (i thought piracy's a crime??)
daddy looked so sauve in the white long sleeved cotton top he wore.
mum n i crossed over to the busstop oppo and behold
we saw 1 huge trash of gargage being shifted up to the middle of the bus
on which passengers sat in the front and back of the bus... weird

There were 2 more but i cant rem ..

think i should start compiling my dreams.. note them down if i can

we were on the way home and u wanted to pee
all the shops and hawker centers were closed
so i brought u to a bush, wanted to create a cover for u
the next day's yr birthday and in my hands lay a pair of boxers
out of nowhere yr 2 female frens popped up
with identical boxers for u
just that they are of different colours
lol

i dreamt of projectwork too..

happy birthday xiaohan!

4 more days to exams.. i want it to be over fast... FAST!

studied with siewmin tdy.. she's damn lucky!! only have 3 exams and 1 of them is take-home exam. and hers haf a break of 1 week each in between. i see mine.. sigh.. all crammed tgr. also gd la.. get over and done with.

i wish..
i wish..
that i could get to sleep fast tdy..
and when i wake up,
its a brand new day..

anyway dreamt of ting yday.. and she was showing me abt this email containing 2 questions that came out for the exam paper AFTER we sat for the paper. and that mail was all along in my mailbox but never opened. hurs. hint to practise more questions?
can i stop dreaming abt exams? itz not like i nv done my part.. grr

a smart answer for a dumb question:












i only see x i dont see x..

good luck for exams everyone..
i'll see ya after 25th.........

i will be home for today.. =)

就是爱你

我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 我也可以 付出一切 也不会可惜
就在一起 看时间流逝 要记得我们相爱的方式

就是爱你爱着你 有悲有喜 有你 平淡也有了意义
就是爱你爱着你 甜蜜又安心 那种感觉就是你

我 一直都想对你说
你给我想不到的快乐 像绿洲给了沙漠
说 你会永远陪着我
做我的根 我翅膀 让我飞 也有回去的窝
我愿意 真的愿意 付出所有 也要保护你

Oh 在一起 时间继续流逝 请记得我有多么的爱你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 不弃不离开不在意 一路有多少风雨
就是爱你爱着你 放在你手心 灿烂的幸福全给你
Oh 就是爱你爱着你 我都愿意
就是爱你爱着你 要我们在一起

nice song!

seize every moment
seize the day
seize the night

10 more days! counting down..
3 n a half more days.. counting down..

studying overnight at YIH really helps. Focused and time passes really fast.

U pple really make my day! u all know hu u r la.. *surprise surprises*

devoid of feelings;no more

;)

very productive day tdy! =D
managed to cover 4 chapters of marketing..
had dinner at bugis..
and a bit of fun

act tdy's my ocs collegue's hsewarming party n i heard everyone will be there..but in e end i didnt go.. how to go? i would feel no sense of security being away frm my books... haha oh no.. im becoming a mugger. everyday mug.. i dont even haf time to do hsework n my grandma's doing all of it for me. =x
time to slp..

for those who miss me....



































im still alive and kicking.

cant believe im at awake at this hour. usually i would doze off at 12+? been printing notes.. watching webcast..as usual. had a bad headache jus now after econs lect thru dinner.. and this song came to my head ..


maybe one day we'll be together again
but till then i have to bear with the pain
it hurts to see you go..(smth missing here)
pls forgive me for being so sore
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like an angel
you came into my life
like a breath of air
you gave me life
like a firefly
you walked out of my life..

i never wanted to be the one
to just play hard and just play cool
it breaks my heart to see you happy
cos u r smiling without me..

like an angel
you came into my life
like a breath of air
you gave me life
like a firefly
you walked out of my life..

it calmed me down... =)
this was a poem that ping wrote during sec 3 or 4
but turned into a song after cheryl added scores to it.
beautiful aint it?

anyway an anonymous person called jus now and whispered..
"hello.....hello....... still not sleeping...?"
in a ghastly voice.
sheesh..its 2+am and i get this kindof call. i cant even trace the caller cos he's using private number. when i asked who is this, he just kept repeating the same words. grrr. another mis-connected call? you know those type when pple intend to call their fren but got linked to u instead.

i miss home.
ya i know it sounds weird.. esp when i go home everyday..
i miss staying at home and doing nothing.
maybe this sounds better.. hah. i betta turn in.

this was the elephant hanging on for dear life at the esplanade pillar.













surprised that im home early on a sat night?

ger's in mugging mode.
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till 25 nov.

till then.. miss u all~ hugs. study hard for exams dearies.

This has go to be one of the earliest time i wake up this week. grandma was blasting some buddhist songc. urgh.

cant really sleep well these few days. certain scenes kept replying in my dreams
dreams of conflicts,
dreams of surprise,
dreams that i usually cant remember when i wake up,
dreams that leave me w a sunken heart

yday i was having lunch w grandma n bro. n my dad was just sitting a few tables away... studying(who would study at a coffee shop?!)
i was forbidden to call my dad to join us for lunch..
not cos he's studying.. but cos my bro's there.
weird aint it
a family cant sit tgr harmoniously for even a proper meal

attempted to study this week.. been chionging e libraries.. hee xp
for 2 consecutive wed, i wear my shoes, pack extra clothes, only to bring them back home at e end of the day. discussions have been ending quite late.. like ard 8? by tt time, im too tired to head down to tanglin. =(

been pretty eccentric this week.
overwhelmed by emotions which happen to be on xtreme ends.
pms pms

had dinner@ esplanade yday n i saw this huge elephant!!
my ie keeps hanging.. cant upload e pic now.
tonight maybe?

e usual company that i used to go for suddenly seem so bleak

now i cant wait for e guys to ord!

;P


time's running out
i gotta pull up my socks.

muahaha itz me again!
i think i SUPER lame and SUPER free.

anyway, yday i went for this Campus Crusade discussion abt success in life w ping. and i realised GALS usually place relationships with people above everything else. it got me thinking about wad i really wan to achieve 10 years later. if i answer u w/o pondering, it would be to experience different materialistic sort of stuff.. like having rides in all the fast moving vehicles... etc etc
that would act define excitement for me. but wad i drew out yday surprised myself too. i focused more on my family and friends...

aye... maybe im not tt bad after all.
thanew ping!

THEN! on the way home, i saw xiaoming!!!
see la.. e 3rd person i bumped into when i least expect it.. it was 7.30+++
who would still be in sch ard tt time?!
yah... then we caught up with each other.. n he felt a lil paranoid.. afraid tt his gf would be too playful like me..

=x


maybe.. im not that.........

i hereby announce im gonna sleep early everyday.
go online lesser
and start mugging!!!

lol

woohoo! im blogging again!

why ah when others are busy doing their assignments or studying for tests, i seem to be so free

i haf a test this sat. but i dunno wad else to study besides the notes and text.

i've been coming home late everyday since Sunday.

tt's y im not at tcc now.

ahh. i regret. i feel so much like a pc couch potato. i know im fat.. but im just lazy, plain lazy to do anything abt i.t.

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Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

from http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

i.haf.a.headache.

did 2 writeups and studied 40% of the test tdy.

i.spent.my.whole.day.at.home!

woohoo! an achievement for me.

sleep. i need my dosage of the clear blue sky and the sandy beach.

garrrffff

im finally done with the programming assignment.

and now i have 1 more programming tutorial to do.

zZzzZz

tdy's e last day of the sem break. supposedly back to sch tmr.. but im nt gg!

pple r mugging away in sch, at home but i seem to be having fun almost everyday.
no, in fact, everyday.

and had my fair share of good food. -sLurpz xD

i've got a webcam btw!!! and on e 1st day it was launched, i told sf the story abt my stufftoys. She gave me A for my entertainment! lol

went out wif a fren tdy to eat porridge buffet @ somerset. not bad sia the dessert! enough abt food. point is, even though she's a year younger than me, her maturity level is high. Talking about goals and dreams.. rat race and entrepreneurship.. aye.
Think almost all the dreams i had either came true already or just simply impossible. goals wise.. i dont exactly have a long term, only short terms...

have a great weekend ahead guys!

finally..

the weekend is here~ *yay*

the past week has been crazy man. now i can finally breathe and blog for all i wan!
muahaha

yday's my 1st screwed up presentation. My group has 6 pple and the tutor didnt inform us that all 6 must present. The previous time, she only mentioned each person presents abt 5 min and the presentation must not be longer than 25 min. So, there was a last min change. Initially, I wasnt supposed to present la. So, i just split half half with another girl, my part after her. But she forgot abt it! She went on to cover my part as well, i was stunned man, me and e other 2 guys tried getting her attention but to avail........ so i presented the conclusion part... which is pretty short.

I thought the tutor would be rather pissed cos we turned up really late for e tutorial and we wasted quite a bit of time, redelegating all the work. We were quite disorganized la, considering the fact that we only really finalized everything just before the tutorial. And the printer ate up my 7 bucks when i tried to print out the handouts for the class and e printer system hung.
but when she gave the feedback, all the bad points werent mentioned. She only focused on how each individual carried themselves during the presentation. heh. heh. Lucky the individual presentation only acccounts for 5% man. Though my grade was the lowest cos i covered very little and she cant evaluate much from it..... but i wasnt really particularly upset. Pple tend to forget things sometimes wad. moreover, theres a 2nd presentation later on this sem.

like my new blogskin? it doesnt matter if u dont like cos i LIKE! muahaha

busstops.. those r the places u will go to everyday. Either you have in mind which 1 bus to take.
or u have a variety and see whatever buses come first. Isnt it the same as life? Sometimes, you just know which direction to go, or sometimes you just see whichever chances come first, and you take it. It may be the wrong one, that's when people get off the bus and wait for another bus. r u on that 1 bus, or on the bus which you dunno where it will lead u to, or still waiting at the busstop?





i think im back at the busstop.

im thankful that i really get well fast~

was having a bad headache and felt very hot yday..
but i still went tanglin..
all the laughter and moving about did relieve the uncomfortability for a while
but it set in again while waiting for e 960 bus
and that bus always takes forever to come at the wrong timing
finally succumbed to slp at 11+ ..
never slept so early for such a long time..

and tdy! i was feeling much betta~ yeay..

sch's pretty alright... busy busy.. lotsa meetings recently. n im doing things VERY last minute.. tmr presentation but the ppt hasnt been done! still waiting for my friend to send me the report.. zZzzZ.

i cant wait for tmr to be over.. then i can finally relax a bit..

i love
i love my legs.. even though they r chunky .. cos they allow me to walk, to run and to play sports

i love my skin.. even though they peel after absorbing too much water.. cos they protect my flesh

i love my nails.. even though they r uneven.. cos they allow me to paint colours on them

i love my hair.. even though its dry and fluffy.. cos its natural brown streaks shimmer under the sun

i love my eyes.. even though one is smaller than the other.. cos they allow me to see this world..filled with beautiful scenery and faces of my beloved

i love my lips and teeth.. even though one is r formless and thick, the other has a wide gap in between.. cos they r a part of a gift to humans, smile

i love my fats.. even though they are fats .. cos they keep me warm during the cold lectures and movie theatres

i love my butt.. even though its mainly made up of fats.. cos they reduce the impact for my falls



i love my body(to be continued.. im totoally shag to e core)

tell me, how can i pull u out of this state.

in the past, my uncle helped my dad kick away his drug habit by confining him in his house. My bro and me werent allowed to see him and the only time we saw him during that period of time, daddy had a ghastly face. But he pulled through it eventually, with determination of HIS OWN and perserverance of the family.

it really depends on whether U WANNA DO IT OR NOT.

i dont wish to repeat saying the same old stuff again. only had e urge to blog this when i couldnt pay attention during the econs lecture tdy. i was just sitting there for 2 hours physically. darn.
so much had happened over the past week, some good, some bad.

attended an Indian-Malay wedding last week. Held in Malay style, there was buffet at one of the void decks in Tampines. bryani rice, mutton, chicken, beef, PRAWNS (-sLurPz), lots of pastry and dessert. Then there was music with a few uncle/aunties singing karaokae. malay songs i think. nothing too new for me. heh

wed and fri night went tanglin as usual.
indeed, things will nv be e same again.

come sat night, visited MOMO for e 1st time. much more spacious as compared to zouk/phuture. e music was alrighty, sometimes nice sometimes not. we still had a lil bit of fun la. Andy was nice to send bee n me all e way home after supper. hee. anyway the food court opposite Bras Brasa sucks man. no fishball noodle. the prawn noodle aint nice. the meat ball soup was served cold initially. dunno why.. i just have craving for fishball suddenly that night.

next morn, woke up to a sumptous fishball noodle soup breakfast w my uncle. We took the small bus, he to work and me to cine kbox. So poor thing, he still hafta go back office on sunday.
Qing and me were @ kbox crooning till 2.45pm b4 this chinagirl reminded us twice to leave. oops. ktv is always nv enough for me... bleah. and the song "Yi Zhi Hen an Jing" is FINALLY out!
Its the 1st song played when i set my buttocks onto the cushions. Can u believe it!!! Wad other better ways than that to know wad new mtv is out!

we hopped over to suntec, visited the IT fair and food fair. gone case. we ate oyster mee sua, cheesey hotdog, King's icecream, nata de coco, white coffee(which sucks) , baby octopus (=D~~~) , meatballs, chicken tepanki. actually not that much rite... but its ALOT compared to my usual daily intake ever since sch started. heh.. we forced ourselves out of tt place b4 we went out of control. studied @ national library wOooo~ and saw e beautiful sunset...
usually for reference libraries, there would be a sercurity guard checking yr bags b4 u enter. Supposedly not allowed to bring textbooks in la, only notes. But this uncle close one eye, *yay*

studied for a couple of hours b4 we walked down to bugis for Yoshinoya. food again. keke

then its home sweet home, followed by a few hours of trying out for programming tut. cant do for nuts!! boo. and tdy's tut only covered one part of wad-i-dunno-how-to-do. wth?!

and i saw minmin tdy twice!!!! so concidental. hehe

RANDOM thoughts....


im irked by . . .

-smelling Long John Silver's "aroma". The smell of fried stuff is just so disgusting.

-myself failing to deliver even a simple speech. pui! I still stammer, cant organize my thoughts well, and i even speak a whole lot of Singlish in my class! wad is this man. time to practise in front of a mirror.

-proooooooocrastinatingggggggggggggg.

-sitting too long in front of the pc. Wake up, on pc, sits till its time to go for class, come home, on pc, sleep. and then i get aching shoulders and whine for people to massage for me. lol.

-being indecisive. I keep changing plans. boo. sorry kor.

i think i care too much about what i feel others would perceive me as. Im holding back alot ... wadever happened to me?!

im waiting for my grandparents to eat breakfast.... gosh.... been waiting for 2 hours already.... n im famished. and my grandpa just asked if he could change into his clothes now.
wot!

Edit: satisfy my stomach already. -sLurpz-

n i found another remedy to access to IE. open "My documents" or whichever folder. and go under Favourites. voila~ im in IE again!

kekek

till then..

B-I-N-G-O

just thought of an idiot fren who tried to come up with the bingo song for me, but substituting the word w bimbo. hurs.

watched "The Maid" on sat afternoon w kor. scared e shit out of me! and him! i requested to watch during board daylight, so there wont be any atmosphere. wahaha. think gals just suck at watching horror movies. we either cover our whole face with our hands, peep through the gaps between our fingers. or sit facing our fren and peering through the sides of our eyes.

and "Valiant" on sat night. movie marathon! its a short cartoon about pigeons being messengers and how this small sized pigeon got to accomplish his mission, and get a hot date(e nurse). Short animation. only 80 min!

as im typing all these.. im munching on some green mooncake.

so early have mooncake already?!?!

*start counting down to mooncake festival*

my uncle said he'll try to get me tickets for "Xue Lang Hu" .. if not.. "Superstar".
yeay!

Talking about Superstar... de results is disappointing as usual. Shi Xin Hui sang sooooo much betta!! and after so long, i realised her surname is same as mine. Shi as in stone.
my long distant relative!

my msn is WEIRD. i thought im signed in but in fact im not. bad lagging.

my pc, hp r not working very well. pardon me if i do not reply u promptly.

ignorance is bliss. sometimes.


choonie i miss u !~

feel so crap now. tears flowing uncontrollably and tissues stuffed into nose. i've got a flu. =(
maybe due to the cleaning of e fan that hasnt been wiped for close to a year. so dusty.

just now kor called just to ask if i've eaten. heh. i really appreciate that. esp when im having mood swings now. *hugs*

urgh.

no "da ge da" tonight cos of e national rally.
no laughter.

i cant stay at home. i need to be out somewhere with somebody.



its really not easy being yr fren.

the familiarity..
the coziness..
the listening ear..
the warmth..

we r all just wearing masks.

just pretending..

just lying ..

all just to protect oneself.

just to forget oneself.

everyone

my hp is spoilt.

i try to be on msn if im at home.
my internet connection is very cocked up.

call my home if u really need. 62970280. Leave yr no. and name with my grandparents.

urgh

very pissed.

I LEFT MY EZLINK CARD AT HOME!!!
e one with the mrt concession.

by e time u r reading this, u r e 6th or 7th person whom i've complained to alr.

really waste of money. urgh.

my eyes r struggling from closing...

went to watch this band performance from engine @ e forum.... . . . Blue Sera . . . ..... the amplifier's at e back.. so the voice didnt come out as loud as the drums and guitar.
saw few familiar faces there... finally a day when i see more than 6 familiar faces.. umm....

i got tons of readings to do .. and dunno wad one-pager notes which we hafta bring to tutorials.. bahbahbah

yay bball tmr!

on my way home,

this ENORMOUS cockroach was guarding my gate, swaying its feelers about.

towards my direction somemore!!!

i had to throw my slippers like 3 or 4 times near it b4 it finally ran away

pests.

The Window Shopper
Random Gentle Love Dreamer (RGLDf)
Loving, hopeful, open. Likely to carry on an romance from afar. You are The Window Shopper. You take love as opportunities come, which can lead to a high-anxiety, but high-flying romantic life. You're a genuinely sweet person, not saccharine at all, so it's likely that the relationships you have had and will have will be happy ones. You've had a fair amount of love experience for your age, and there'll be much more to come.

Your exact opposite:The StilettoDeliberate Brutal Sex Master

Part of why we know this is that, of all female types, you are the most prone to sudden, ferocious crushes. Your results indicate that you're especially capable of obsessing over a guy you just met. Obviously, passion like this makes for an intense existence. It can also make for soul-destroying letdowns. Your ideal match is someone who'll love you back with equal fire, and someone you've grown to love slowly. A self-involved or pessimistic man is especially bad. Though you're drawn to them, avoid artists at all costs.
BEWARE: The Hornivore
CONSIDER: The Gentleman, The Loverboy

Quiz from www.okcupid.com

u MUST SHOP on National Day!!!

Why?

cos all de clothes would be @ 40% OFF!!!!!!!!!!

Why?

bcos Singapore is 40 years old!!!

So...

10 years later, things would be sold @ 50% off..... and 60 years later.. wah everything would be free~!!~~~!!! siao ar.. of cos no lah... think such gd thing exist in e market? This is how they would advertise..

To celebrate Singapore's Centennial Birthday, EVERYTHING MUST GO
AT 10.0%!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they would make a tiny winy dot there. in between e "10" and "0".

anyway, point is i bought 3 tops @ 40% off! Giordano tops! now i owe 1 black round neck, 1 blur v neck and 1 red spag. this time i wont dump them into e washing machine so they wont get stained by other colours.

and i bought this peach top @ Queensway!

i went from orchard to queensway back to Orchard...
managed to see alil of e fireworks again!!















bcos today's National Day, i wear v nice ok! kua kua kua!!!














kor n me

you could see.... im so disgusted by him...

same angle, same pose, we r jie meis... lol

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When someone praises tt u r pretty/handsome,

you could

1. blush, smile shyly and look down like a shu nu.

2. laugh HYSTERICALLY, slap the person hard on the shoulder or stomach or u could pinch too and exclaim "REALLY??!?!? IM SO HAPPY!!"

3. *sniffz* one huge tear rolls down the cheek "im so touched........... "

4. give a very shiff face. "u r de 36123735th person who's saying this to me"

5. give a slight smile and say "u r handsome/pretty too." Go home and make confessions

6. "huh??! did u say something? say again leh i didnt hear!"

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back to sch tmr!

im so gek!!

e internet connection kept dying on me.

happy 40th National daY to Singapore~~*!*^~

and to celebrate yr birthday, i shall give u some fireworks

































*yay*

i still think e ones i saw in Australia r more *WOW*
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photos from ntu..



on da way to mei's room...
students @ ntu hafta pay 20c for each ride ya know...
so poor thing









we 3 nua-ed there till we fell alseep..
ZzzZzzZZzzZzzZzZZzz











When we woke up, this creature was standing right in front of us, seemingly pissed.




*i thought u all came to see me?!?!? how come all sleeping?!? -whacks-*













to entertain e Ms LiL Pigget, we took a pic with her........




















02s14 gals reunited! *yay*















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im hungry again. after seeing all de different kinds of food in Straits Times tdy,
chicken rice
















prata~









mussels












*sLurPz*

okay.. time for retail therapy..