1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
Being very very naughty. =P

2. Did you keep your New Year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
yup. try to find on my xanga pg if u want... haha.. of cos i will make more.. each growing yr gives u more stuff to change abt yrself

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
nOpee

4. Did anyone close to you die?
my uncle passed away.. but wasnt close to him.

5. What countries did you visit?
hur... singapore?

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
courage, determination, innovativeness

7. What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
5 oct, 12 dec, 24-25 dec!~ why? for me to know n for u to find out!!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
getting presents for father's day and mum's bday. smth i nv done b4.

9. What was your biggest failure?
not able to hang on in studies..

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
cough n cough n cough

11. What was the best thing you bought?
hmm.. earrings? but i lost one of them! urgghhh

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
my aunt

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
mine

14. Where did most of your money go?
food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
for me to know!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
plenty..

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
watch a free musical =(

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
procrastinating

20. How will you be spending Christmas? with family and my darlink

21. Did you fall in love in 2004? didnt fall.. was immersed in it already..

22. How many one-night stands? hahaha. sorry not my type.

23. What was your favourite TV programme? none

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?No

25. What was the best book you read? Tuesdays with Morrie. in fact, tt's the only book i remembered reading.

26. What was your greatest musical discovery? ou de yang

27. What did you want and get? i didnt get wad i want. but i got wad i wanted.

28. What did you want and not get? baH!

29. What was your favourite film of this year?The Incredibles!

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? worked. and 3 frens came to look for me~ in order of how i knew them. pri sch, sec sch, jc. amazing eh? 19

31.What would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? myself.

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? plain jane

33. What kept you sane?Being out enjoying myself

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? slyvester? nah...z...

35. What political issue stirred you the most? dont like politics

36. Who did you miss? choon

37. Who was the best new person you met? new...collegues? best? think tt would be EH.. YS also!

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
aLways rememeber yr ultimate goal.. wad we r experiencing now r only stepping stones to wad we want to be.

my left eyebrow keeps twitching.. non stop..
wonder is tt gd or bad..
had a great time catching up with huimei n sf just now.. at our usual cushions in checkers heh
think im pretty much the same... like huimei said.. still the little gal i used to be in jc..

Anyway.. was watching tv mobile yday.. n they were showing thrillers for Blade:trinity..

Little Girl: why cant u be nice?
Man: cos the world isnt nice

if everyone thinks like that, this world is going be a very very nasty place ..
everyday we do face some pple who talk to u with attitude, making u feel very worthless and pissed. In turn, some pple will find others to vent their anger on and this goes on and on..
Why cant they just discard the rudeness, and talk nicely to others.... instead of spreading the evil mood ard..

3 days and counting down~

You Are a Dreaming Soul

Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this worldSo much so that you tend to live in your head most of the timeYou have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

i cant sleep.
maybe the weather's too hot?
urgh
cant believe im up despite me being very tired just now.
dunno wad's happening to my mind and body.
im very much wide awake NOW. When everyone's sound asleep
oh wells shall update u guys abt the trip to uLaR wiLd wiLd wEt~~ yday!

but 1st , let me grumble about circuit driving
IT SUCKS!!!!
mentally draining
wasting time
n its so soo expensive!
Last week when Mr Pek mentioned 22 bucks, i thought it's only 22 bucks for the whole 1 n a half hr. It turned out to be 22 bucks on top of that 36 bucks. -____- almost 60 bucks gone in 1 half hr!!!
Got a shock when he told me "58 bucks thank you." Luckily i withdrew enough money b4 that, otherwise i would be "errhh.. can i pay u the next time round.."
urghhh urghhh
That was yday morning.
This morning, i went for lesson again. And this time, there was a looooooooooooooong queue at the entrance to the circuit. So, we just proceeded to the end of one lane u turn to the next. We r good u know.. we queue up just following the one in front of us..
Then the pple behind us.. not only 1 mind u.. just do a reverse parking on their left hand side..then *zoOOm* off they go cutting the queue.
@#&*(^*!@#$^%!@#%^$!%^@#$!@#
So i was like complaining. Why they like that one blahblahblah
Then Mr Pek just replied " who ask yr reaction to be so slow.. if u r faster then they have no chance to cut..."
WAD DE....
okie la.. mayb my reaction is kindof off.. BUT this type of behaviour!! urgh. Maybe I shouldnt have held back cos i was afraid i might scrape the side of his car. Nvm.. it's over.
N i still have to undergo like abt 4 more lessons like that?
sheesh.
i better pass on my first time.
dunwana go back there again

oh yeah.. then the trip to wild wild wet~
i went there late.. the rest aka ping siewmIn bee guorong n minghong were like there ard 11+ onwards. Was kindof afraid that they would be bore out by the rides by the time i reached there. But heh.. they only took one ride so far. We were damn lucky. We were supposed to meet at kfc there ard 2.. i was late .. only reached there ard 2.20... i see no one .. then i went to toilet to chnage.. then when i came out.. i saw them! all jumping abt smiling gleefully~ at least the gals were!~ hehheh
ok *fast forward* the uLaR lAr~ a round big float where 6 pple sit in and the float just goes down the drain. erm.. not drain.. BIG SLIDE. Then we were like making a big fuss over who will be the one facing backwards down the drain.. cos the guy stationed there would actually turn the float round n round that we wont know who'll be e unlucky one.. (frm wad they say the position of the one facing backwards is the scariest fof all 6). Oh yah>... then there's a camera somewhere towards the end of the ride. We all faced the wrong side.. and the camera just took our backview..
But it got a shot of Guorong's horrified face! muahahah too bad we didnt get the keychain or wadsoever.... so no pict...

next is the yellow slide~ this one nth interesting... just a very slow slide down...

then we went to the lazy river~ twice~ rented one more float the 2nd time round... usually 1 float is for 1 person right...
we tried loading 2 more on it..
=D
3 on board on each float.. and we survived all the waves and storms that tried to shipwreak us!
haha
then other pple followed suit too.. saw a grp of guys trying to load abt 5 or 6 pple on it... haha
U must try it to experience the fun!

then.. tsUmani wave! this's abt the same as the jurong east swimming complex...

hahaha i love this one.. SLidE uP!
http://www.wildwildwet.com/rides_details.asp?ID=6
took the 1st time with ping..
It wasnt like wad u see in the photo.. we were sitting facing each other.. then i sat on the direction facing down while she sat backwards. B4 i even went now, i started screaming already. Heard that we really touched the corners of the slide. Oyah.. the ride is something like a viking... down.. up the other way,...down again.. up again.. and down... oscillate about.. everything done in abt 15 seconds. I cant remember much abt the 1st time i took.. the 2nd time i took i was in ping's position.. n the sky just looked *wow* 1 step nearer to the sky... u know those kind of wanna-fly feeling.. siewmin was quite funny too.. she said "pls scatter my ashes to the sea.." as we were going up the stairs with the float.. see gal~ u survived it!

yea.. it seems like a few rides only... but we played the whole day there~ like till 8pm.... heheheh
Then lx waited quite long for us.. =X
had dinner at the "food court" there... serves food like newton...had satay stingray.. fried you tiao... etc etc... damn nice~ then we walked abt... n jalan jalan ard the pasar malam at paris ris...
wanted to sit the "pompom che" but it was closed =(
reached home quite late sia.. 11+? was soo tired... but still hafta wait for the food to digest..
-------------------------------That was yday----------------------------------

tdy~ basically went for driving.. then home for my roti prata lunch~ bought by my grandma..
aWwWWwwW she remembers wad i say during causal conversations.. heheheh
i've been craving for roti pratas since i was sick last week... then she bought it for me tdy! so touched!* in return for that.. i mopped the floor.. did some housework b4 heading down to tanglin for bball~ sorry guys.. made u all wait so long for me n lx.. =X Had fun though.. havent played like that for a long time...

As i was sitting there looking at the other grp of younger teenagers playing.. i kindof missed the old times when RBL just expanded.. We used to play like them too.. playing a fool ard the basketball court.. talking more than really playing the sport... laughing and laughing and just laughing... 3 years down the road.. everyone had their own different experiences... their own path to walk.. and we still come back to the same place.. for the same sport... for the same company....the feeling is just so so .. heartwarming.. Though we r all busy now.. just seeing how everyone makes an effort to go to tanglin.. goes to show how impt this special friendship is to us..
our tears .. our laughter.. our bond..
i jus simply love rbl to bits!!~ *huGggies*

shopped ard bugis for the exchange gift thingy..b4 heading home.. heh.. long entry yah...
think i should be able to sleep after this.. nights!

was searching for something when i found this!



We looked sooOo yOung! Think this was taken 2 years ago, when my hair was just rebonded.

Look at my face then! Looks flawless! look at my face NOW. red spots here and there. pimples that i can never get rid off. zZzZz

im supposed to be sleeping now.. so tired.. had a hectic weekend.
Next week would be as equally fun!
5 days down to christmas!

today is friday~
muahaha..
work was quite okie. *yeah* except for the part that i got held back cos there was some confusion between me, the cust n e despatch. Got the wrong information frm the wrong despatch.blahblahblah.. but May helped me settle part of it. heh. Then have to make the cust's collegue wait till 7 for someone to pickup e spx. Can understand how the guy feel la. It's a friday evening n yet he has to stay back cos of a collegue's corkup order. Actually, none of their fault too. It's just nobody's fault. But i remembered wad tt guy said "actually i dont even need to care abt all these, but im just waiting for u all to settle this cos u sound gd"
muahahah.see kor! i still haf some charm ok! =PpP

after that supposed to join lx at bugis... then he was late...made me walk ard for an hour.. =But i bought this white top tinted with blue at the bottom half.. looks damn niceeee. HAH. 2nd item i bought miself this month. n i like seemingly keep forgetting to buy clothes that i could wear to work. bish.. no more office wear le lah! now i only haf black pants and skirt. spoilt the grey pants. grrrr.

oh yea.. finally after my dear lx arrived... we ate dinner w his platoon mates at some steamboat place opposite shaw plaza. variety not alot though. felt quite bored also la. But wad to do.. i've already promised lx i would go with him. But 1 thing i do not like, being used for an excuse to go off early. *pui!* should have eaten dinner with carol.. now that she's free to ask me out, i cant make it.. sighz.

cant believe it, we r 1 week down to christmas!! so many things unbought yet!

oyah ting! There's a musical show at Parco Bugis. Hossen leung's acting in it. Showing on fridays n weekends! The rest who r free out there can just pop by Bugis to watch the 45 min musical~ its free!

In future, i do not want a job that requires me to SIT in front of the pc THE WHOLE DAY.
hah who am i kidding. most jobs require the use of pcs, even engineers or accountants or wad nots. But im just freaking tired. my eyes and body r. Last night, i dunno wad i dreamt of.. but most of the stuff on my bed got thrown to the flr =/. Working ot these few days is... is.... sigh. i dunno how to describe. Though i stay like abt only half an hour later than usual, i jus feel pissed with those cust who dont bother to pack their STUFFz properly b4 passing to us. Then we have to do all the shit job, calling them, reminding them, reminding them AGAIN.. blahblah. Think we r so freaking free to just sit by the phone and call them? We have other stuff to do too!

FINALLY, i do not have to work overtime tmr.
urghh
i feel like playing squash
need to smash some balls.
i missed Athena's outing yday cos im too tired.
urggggghhhhhhh

FREAK!

nicoll highway is bac to operation..

Now, i've lesser buses to take home from Orchard, cos' nicoll highway is back to operation! boo hoo.. took 16 just now and when it turned only at suntec, i knew something was wrong. It was then i realised back in some parts of my memory that nicoll highway is rebuilt. Then i walked back from concourse to my home. zZzz
Nevertheless, today has been a great day~

Had a sumptuous western breakfast cooked by my grandma. 2 hotdogs, 1 fish fillet, 1 egg, 2 hashbrown. Wad more can i ask? Definitely a filling one. Though a little too oily. heh.
Work went well too! Initially i had to answer for this miscollection yday when the cust called but i happened to ACCIDENTALLY cut off her line. *ooops* tried to call her back but it was engaged. Luckily her call got picked up by another collegue and i didnt hear her make a big fuss. Being spared frm spoiling my day =P The rest of the day was okie.. lalala except for the ot part. I had to dig out those letters being sent to Singapore Post in 6 bigs FULL of documents. Fortunately this packer helped me in finding, otherwise i wouldn't know how long i would take. Finally left the office at 8.08pm, the latest timing i've ever clocked working there. Next week onwards, i've to start work at 8am! *boo hoo* Have to wake up early.

After work, met up with rbl to sing ktv~ Havent been singing for a long time.. didnt sing a lot of songs though. But it has been long since many of us met up together. =)
sweet memories.. We went for supper at the carpark foodcourt.. and chilled for a while there.. before heading for home sweet home!

shall slp.. nights!

spoiler of the year

my throat was getting bad to worse, so i visited the Raffles Medical Clinic.
Guess how much the fees was?
guess guESS GUESS!

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50+++++ bucks!
*faints*
i could buy more stuff with that amt of money
*sobs*
20 more days b4 i get my next pay.
2 weeks counting down to cHriSmAs~!

Think only during that celebration, then rbl would meet up as a whole. Of cos not forgetting that choon is nt ard, dont worry choon! make sure u r in yr room b4 2am! hheheh. Been trying to organise some event for tmr but response was too bad.. Now, everyone's like so busy and the only ones who are 'mostly' free are those who are working? weirdos.

Hope my voice would be as sweet as honey tmr. HAHAHA.

im falling sick.
been sneezing away the whole day..
serves me right for leaving the fan on the whole night yday
*sobz*
n this stupid pea brained customer,( well not really a customer, more like a passerby who wants to compare prices), called me an idiot!! 1st time i my life ( i think), someone has ever called me that with THAT kind of tone. She wanted to know charges for parcels to Australia, so she asked for the charges for per kg. She said,"ok how much for 1kg?" I quoted her the price 50++ and she went," i think u r crazy u know, dhl only charges 300++ for 20 kg." Hell, she didnt even give me a chance to explain that there are different charges for each additional kg and different companies charge on a different basis. How would i know whether DHL has special rates going to Aust for 20-kg boxes?! After i quoted her the price (which is $400+++), she just went ,
"ARE u sure? How come its so expensive? U sure u r quoting the right price? u know wad, i think u r an idiot. BYE" *click*
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wad a B*TCH.
cant believe there's SUCH nasty people around.

after hanging up THAT phonecall, i blurted out "stupid asss", before letting go the hang-up button(that is to transfer to other incoming calls). The word "asss" only came out of my mouth on the 2nd call, but lucky the cust didnt hear.. *oops*

At least my position isnt as taxing as the officers. They have to listen to customers who complain and complain .. complain and complain.. complain and complain..
Humans are such annoying objects. When they see something they do not like, they dont do something to inprove the situation. They just lash around using their tongue and expect things to be done for them. Like babies la. But babies are cuter! like JACKJACK!
muahaha
tt's all for today.better slp early nights!

today marks EXACTLY a month i have been working for OCS..
Working in a company trying to create cover is not easy man.
esp when when you hear people say negative comments abt him/her, which i find true to a certain extent.
But no one is perfect right?
Even the best leader in the world has flaws.

tmr no ot~! i must go shopping~!!~^

lx n mee at tp~ 

my flower~ 

PuLaU uBiN tRiP~

*yeah* trip to pulau ubin!!! haha sound like a kid.. i wasnt that excited initially. was kindof disappointed that i cant go jb for shoppingg... but well.. at least i saw some things that i wanted to but never had the chance..

http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2134530590

like this one!! zoom nearer to the screen if u cant see.. haha the sunlight's too bright too..the camera cant zoom for too far..so.. quality of video was quite bad la..

yea.. only after this we headed to pulau ubin..
ate lunch at the changi market. . a table of 5 eating the same chicken chop hor fun -_-?
took a boat of abt 10 min ride over there..and we seemed to step back into the 80s.. where there were only shophouses and no sophisticated buildings. all the shops there are either bicycle or foodstalls, coconuts being the main attractive source of drink. vehicles there all start with "PU XXX", most being rusty and old.

As we walked along the trail, we saw some guava trees here and there.
".. wei shen mo zhe ke shu zhe mo wan?" exclaimed lx's dad.
"WAH, zhe li hen da LEH!!"
*stretches hands up*
*pulls the tree branches down*
*tugs and shifts*
*jumps to pluck off the guava*
the tree can only sway helplessly in the hands of this merciless passerby who wants to enjoy the fruits of her success.
and if that wasnt tiring enough for the tree, the same person asked,"wei shen mo zhe ke shu zhe mo wan?" again.

............................

humans r funny yah. poor trees of the olden times.

There are some pretty flowers over there... like the one below.. dunno how to put the words and pictures together.. =(

we basically walked and perspired alot! ALOT! yeah~ havent done that for a long time.. hurhur
got a slight burn on my shoulders again. lucky its only SLIGHT.. otherwise i would have lesser clothes to wear to work.

tdy's basically another corkup day. For no reason, the cs manager passed me a parcel, asking me to print the cwb and write the address. I spent like abt 20 minutes trying to figure out how to type on the cwb properly using the typewriter. my 1st time using electronic typewriter too. sucks man. when others can pick up at least 20 orders during that time interval, im doing something that is not my job. but at least i learnt something new today..
and i made many mistakes during my ot .. argh.. tmr will be better..

PuLaU uBiN tRiP~

blah. getting bored of this skin..watch out for a new layout!

tdy was basically superb.
nope.. i didnt buy any new stuff for myself..
nor did i eat any special food tdy..
i just went PULAU UBIN ~

a 19 yr old girl going there her 1st time?
may sound like mountain turtle.. wadever..
but tdy's a gd day to go there~ no rain AT ALL..

1 more thing... my uncle actually allowed me to go JB with lx n his family.. without any further questioning...initially thought he would say no..think i was so excited abt the trip that i dreamt the scene abt asking my uncle once or twice b4 i woke up. n in my dream, i woke up realising that its a dream.. like.. "mong zhong mong".. u get it?
but in the end, we didnt go JB cos lx's mum didnt want to..no more seafood =( so going pulau ubin instead.

my feet condition is getting better~ =D~
Hopefully before long, i'll be able to eat seafood fulltime again!

Its better to be patient than powerful;it is better to have self-control than to conquer a city.

supposed to get my butt out of the house like.. now? n im still online blogging.. =X
realised i havent been taking photos for a long long time.. be it on camera, camera phone, or neoprint! haw haw must bring out the camera later..
gonna watch "shutter" later at tao payoh.. hmm wad a neighbourhoodly place.. but well.. places like lido and ps dont have the appropiate timings.

went for driving in the afternoon.. n mr pek asked me about some dvd recording stuff. He felt quite cheated.. bought a 120min 7++GB disc yet only managed to record a < 60 min show.. moreover he spent 3 hrs doing all those.. then asked wads the diff between the dvd+r n dvd-r.. funny sia.. i was just talking abt dvd recorders on tues w mh and tdy mr pek asked me abt the same stuff..

wanted very much to go suntanning after that... but i backed out after seeing sooo many pple in the swimming complex.. urgh. wished my uncle still has complimentary passes to his fitness club then i'll be able to go there.. its much quieter.. and noisefree frm all the children screaming and running..

gtg ~ finally tonight.. im going back to my dad's place.. =D~

dumdidum..
havent email my counsellor for a long time.. since my 1st day of work..bleah..this coming tues will be my 1 mth anniversary working there..how time flies ya..

Thinking back, i do have a tinge of regret for leaving engine. But its all over now. Planning to change course next year, but i'll make sure this time i will finish the path that i took off from.
borrowed some books frm meiqi n a computing bk frm sf.. heh heh heh.. computing.. a module that made pple back in eng grp C n D curse and swear..

well... went tanglin after work tdy... went for cell.. and dinner at newton~
it's supposed to be my treat..but minghong paid for some food as well..
n in the end everyone contributed some money..
chatted abt many stuff... mainly ns stuff and the taiwan variety shows..
considering only our table..lx n minghong talked the most as usual..
missed these moments so much..
cos for almost every friday, we will leave after dinner.. which's b4 10pm n head home..
yea.. no work tmr!~

shOo nov shOo~

this week started out pretty badly..
i didnt give my full attention to work..ending up having a few problematic cases where the pickup is delayed.
Today, i've encountered the most screwup cases of my 3 weeks working there.

1) cust wants to cancel express pickup cos i promised to call her back and by the time i called her, she already arranged for another cpy to pick up. Charges are supposed to be billed to her cos she didnt call to cancel the pickup but she claimed that we called her too late. argh.. i delayed 20 min b4 calling her back i think.. so.. my miscalculations...

2) cust called to complain that she called twice and was put on hold, afterwhich the line got cut off. There was supposed to be a pickup yday but the despatch didnt go. She didnt know who she spoke to and sounded friggingly pissed, claiming that someone told her it would be col and del to the destination b4 12pm. How would i know who she spoke to when she doesnt know?! So i just transferred to the call to Jass w/o telling her in advance wads happening. Result? i got reprimanded. urghhh maybe im feeling a little too personal here..

3) cust at location A arranged for a pickup yday from place B sending to place C. and the person from place B didnt write the address of place C! delivery delayed. have to call back cust at location A. get the address. lucky i could get her and she's nice and willing to reveal the add.(some geigao pple just refuse to divulge any infomation, saying they already spoke to our collegues and they would not repeat themselves.) and this matter is settled fast. i still remember her name... agnes.. see! if u r nice, i'll remember yr name! hehe

4) i heard cust saying "doc" to me when she actually has a "parcel" to b picked up. despatch called back late to inform us that its a parcel.asked us to refer to a van. and i was going out for lunch at that point of time. so didnt settle the matter till after lunch. By then, there was a huge confusion.. Jass called back the cust and found out its actually a parcel to be collected and the person claims she mentioned "parcel". fine. i duno if i was dreaming or isit her fault. Seriously, i tend to drift away lately very easily. damn.

tmr would be better. i hope.

oyah.. japanese guys who speak english sound really cute! cos they have this certain slang and they are patient to repeat what they had said.. hai~ just wish singaporeans could be like that too.. is it due to our working environment that we have become so tensed up and picky?

finally got my pay~~ but have to wait 4 a few days b4 i could use the cash... nights pple!

totally emotionless now. like wad i've always been.
i hardly put in any effort in any relationship. i admit this.
in the past, it was such. now, sad to say, nothing has changed.
i dont feel like wasting anyone's time and efforts anymore.
even after hearing their long torturous speech, there's nth in my mind. just blank.
and i wish i could just vanish in front of them, pretending i didnt hear anything.
cos for whatever i hear, nth seems to have an impact on me anymore.
for all the things they have done for me, i nv seem to reciprocate at all.
a heartless taker, that's me.
do not speak well of me, i dont deserve the good remarks.

watched "incredibles" last night.. very hilarious and cute~ esp the baby.. u all should go watch~

my life seems like a void.. why m i working full time? leaving myself not much time to learn abt other academic stuff...due to my office working hours i cant call to enquire abt enrolling in local unis next year..sent emails like a week ago and there's no reply at all! r my enquires that hard to answer...?!

work is pretty fine. There are nice collegues who are willing to teach but we r basically answering phonecalls the whole day, so cant really get to know them better. Sooner or later, the officers have to train the new staff again and that attributes to the 1100++ phonecalls to only 6 pple..n there are 16 lines for 2 numbers! Calls are coming in like crazy yet the boss doesnt want to hire more staff.hmm as far as i see, there isnt anyone new coming in. Customers call in to complain and we get to hear all their shitty words and attitudes "How come the phone ring so long no one pick up.. u all having holiday ah!" But put yrself in their shoes, they have been calling for like 1 hr and no one picks their line up.. of cos u will term it as lousy service!
Then there's this woman who remarked
"why yr despatch dont have flyers or boxes on standby in their vans? wad if the customers need them urgently? call yrself reliable and fast.. "
good suggestion! but dont ask me.. ask the boss.... and i wonder why the despatch do not have.. hmm...

the sky is so gloomy today.. i need to talk to more pple verbally.. my family's so quiet... uncle locks himself in his room so often.. doing his work.. .. =(
christmas is coming! whose hse r we celebrating at this yr?

tdy's e last holiday of the year that falls on a weekday.. check yr calendar! minghong and i discovered christmas falls on a saturday.. sigh~ no more extra off day..

went cycling tdy w lx mh darren n donae.. supposedly wanted to ride in the bicycle trail in bukit timah hill.. but e soil's too slippery.. then halfway thru donae tore his ligament... old injury.. but fortunately we only went abt less than 1k.. mh n i waited along e trail w donae while lx n darren cycled down to look for help.. mh tried to keep donae's leg straight by tying his towel ard the knee area.. after lx n darren came back... they decided tt donae get carried down..so lx used e fireman lift to bring donae down w mh's aid..while darren n i pushed e bikes down to e start of e carpark..
wonder this time donae needs how much time to recuperate.. hope e pain would fade away soon..

1 thing i admire abt guys: they just know wad to do when they meet this kind of situations... or rather.. almost any type of situations... their minds r so flexible!

after tt went holland v for dinner.. n we ate chocolate fondae for dessert.. =D~

gotta go slp le.. bac to work tmrr..

celebrated my maternal grandfather's bday tdy... he's 82... wah... wonder how it feels to live for so so long...
anyway..started on a new job .. tues would be my 5th day of work.. time flies...

till then.... press on for those having exams~ all e best!

now my days r free n easy again..
cant adjust to the workin environment..
no ot pay.. till e 3rd day there's still no employment letter..
i just left..silently
i noe i sux. dont even dare to call e person directly to tell them i wanna quit.
irresponsible.
hai.
sometimes when frens ask my current situation, i actually feel pressurized tt im not doing anything. self-imposed pressure again.

start afresh again tmr..
=)

gd day pple!

u noe wad? i do wan to find back the old ger who laughs and smiles genuinely so often.
Whenever i drop by mph, i just feel so relaxed and happy... laughing FULL-HEARTEDLY.. and i ALWAYS leave the place feeling energize and jumpy. remembered i said b4 after i visited carol on 12/10/04.. i really felt motivated to study? i dropped by e place yday again..n spoke to Enghoo and Eugene..told them abt me goin back to sch only next yr.. they were rather shocked...esp Eugene... cos all along he sees me as a strong gal w alot of drive n motivation... Enghoo was more of like... 'reprimanding' me for not confiding in him.... he had an almost similar experience during college in msia...ran bac to his hometown 4 2 weeks.... but he jus sat for the examinations anyway..failed e 1st time... n jus scraped thru the 2nd time he took the following year..

for him.. he feels tt going thru some failures during the teenage years actually prepares us more fully for life later on... so... it could be blessings in disguise actually... i do feel the same way too.. indeed... im VERY VERY BLESSED in life...

on mon.. i jus typed a very unprofessional resume and only sent it to 1 email in the classified ads, not knowing wad company it belongs to

on tues morning.. i had a missed call.. ignored it... in e evening..the same number called again.. so.. i've to go for e interview the next day..

on wed.. when i reached the place... i was like... WAD! ITS A LAW FIRM!! my dressing was considered very causal.. jus wore a blue striped shirt with the beige levi skirt while other candidates wore like fully office wear.. i felt really young man.. and the company was more of looking for permanent staff whom could work for at least a yr. Jus by observing how messy the whole place is filled with files and documents gives me the shudders. The interview was quite ok actually and i cooked up e story of helping w my grandma's porridge business for the excuse of not going to uni this yr.. wanting to gain some work experience b4 starting tertiary education. pack of lies. i didnt feel gd at all. why mus we haf all these deception in the working world?! Anyway, my plan to study next yr does jeopardize my chances of getting the job.

on thurs..received a call frm e firm tt i could start work on monday.. well.. i shall try and give my best shot..
I never expected things to happen that smoothly..
if its really too stressful for me.. i'll go back to mph.. but EH's resigning.. -sigh-.. n Eugene's in charge of e shop in CM... Carol has been transferred to RC.. e 3 pple whom i can click most with.. life's like tt...accept it n move on..

I want to be emotionally stronger. I need to be.
Im actually glad that i attended cell tdy.. learnt abt the real gospel of God..
Thank you RBL cell once again...

Dear? i know for all these years you've been putting in alot of effort in our relationship, taming your temper, caring and providing for me emotionally and financially, esp 4 these few months.. i
would say.. u r a very rare bf..and thank you for being there for me always.. and attending to my needs... n helping me stand back on my feet..i know seeing me in this state makes u miserable...but u still hold on strongly to me.... i love u dear.. =)

ok.. its time not to be self-centered anymore..

EveryonE jIayOu for yr exaMs Kk! bUt doNt ovErstResS yrseLF!

Listening to "Hey Jude" by the Beatles... e starting is soothing..romantic..nice to do a slow dance with..

following up yday's post...
My aunt's a christain n she lost her voice in early September for abt 2 weeks, thus unable to sing praises for God. She recovered, but a few days before her trip to Israel on 27th Sep, the same illness attacked her again. Around that period of time(during the mid term break), i was already having problems handling w stress. Amazing, after my aunt reached Israel on 28th Sep w her grp of frens, her throat was completely cured.
tt's e 1st matter...

2nd- this elderly in the group accused my aunt of doing something wrong when she didnt do it at all. using all da emotional attacks n all... but my aunt was unshaken..cos she had a clear conscience and it's obvious how well she treats and respects elderlys...

3rd- the place where my aunty and her group were staying was not safe AT ALL. There were bombings around... and on a particular late night, a rocket was initially planned to target the building my aunty was in. She and her frens were asleep... n only in the next morning then they realised frm the newspapers that the local soldiers managed to prevent the rocket frm being shot/released or destroyed along its journey.. not much details was given. But my aunt's life's still intact.. i was THAT CLOSE to losing her...

4th-when she arrived bac in sgp on 9 Oct..i was already on the verge on wanting to quit school... she and my dad tried to speak me to my senses... which was successful for a few days..but my mood was swinging very badly..one moment i felt i could go on studying...another moment... i felt i couldnt..
on 12 Oct.. i dropped over at mph citylink..chatted w Carol.. dunno y..but the motivation to perservere came surging back... but the next day(13 Oct)... it's gone again... i asked my aunt to pray for me... n she did...

on 14 Oct... i went to nus.. jus to take leave of absence..

This is wad God said to my aunt(thou i dunno how it goes abt..): the enemy tried attacking her again n again..but to no avail.. so it changed target to her loved ones... which includes my bro n me.. He wans to protect me .. have me under his care..but im not fully under his kingdom yet.. i've havent gone thru the water baptism..

with all these happenings.... and ping's recent constant persuasions to join e cell.... is He trying to reach out to me again? Will i be able to accept Him in my life wholeheartedly? Or will i .. like in the past.. slide off again..?

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sometimes i feel im not worthy of the people ard me... they showered me with care and concern..and wad do i repay them with? sadness, disappointments and more disappointments... take my best fren for example... jus this month alone.. i felt that i've let her down at least 3 times... n after each disappointment... i jus seal it off with a "sorry".. which is seriously a word overused by me. The hurt will only get deeper ger... n count it as yr blessing that u've such a caring fren.. pls pls pls do SOMETHING abt yr freaking attitude..

n... enough of weeping for the past few days..
i've got to stand back on my own feet..
i've got to find a new ger.. e old ger is too unappreciative..too over confident of herself.. too dependent
i've got to have my priorties right... !

slacked throughout the whole week... esp from mon to wed... slept practically the whole day.. -sigh-

went bac to nus on thurs... i was indeed feeling better... met up w ping ys n cj for a short while b4 visiting the psychiatrist.. asked for a lesser dosage of medicine.. i dunwan to waste my time slping my break throughout.. think the time spent with the counsellor is more fruitful... planned to keep in contact via email.. since i do not have to go back for the psychiatrist visit the following week..
after tt went to hunt for gifts while waiting for lx to end work.. watched "white chicks" FINALLY!! haha a very destressing show..

oyah... thou this may b out of pt.. but 2046 is too abstract for me to understand.. can someone explain the show to me after u've watched it?

fri~ another last minute shopping day.. poor dErren has to follow me frm far east to heeren to OG.. n all the way back to far east again... felt v bad... but im glad to see him after like so long..

tdy..had driving lesson after like... 10 days frm e previous lesson..everything went wrong.. shant elaborate.. wanted to rest at home so much tdy.. tt i rejected lx's numerous requests to go out... dunno if its fated or wad... but when my aunt shared her experience for these 2 mths.. and with ping's numerous persuasions to join e cell.. i jus felt different...................

i seriously need a break from studying and i've got it. visited e psychiatrist in sch on thurs, got medical leave or leave of absence.... and some medicine for depression.

Athena tried to persuade me to going bac to sch.. taking their precious time off their studies.. and we stayed at swensens till 11+.. really guys i appreciate all yr efforts.. but i jus couldnt go on.. im touched that u all planned such that there will be someone walking w me thru this journey always... we've been friends for less than 3 months.. yet.. e extent of friendship u all offer is so... heartwarming..

sorry to all..
who had hopes in me..
who put in so much effort..

but jus to get e same ans as me..

and thanks a lot to ping.. dear.. my family.. lince..weiqing.. for being so understanding.. *hugs*

im sorry that my eagerness to stand by yr side isnt obvious .. u r not in the wrong.. jus tt pple cant see the gd intentions in u and they jus jump to conclusions.. n i wish to b dere to protect u always..
chOon..hope u r doing fine over there... take care! *huGss*

i really find myself struggling now..
i even have a phobia of studying..
thanks ping for helping me with maths..
im really grateful..
thanks to dad who is trying to pull me out of this stage..
i've no confidence in life now.. to be frank..
totally zero..

yahoOo... got back results for physics n statics test le.. jus passed my phy.. got 8/15.. then got excellent grade for statics even though i didnt get both answers correct.. think they count method marks ba..feel so lucky.. hMmm netta buck up alot for physics.. but these grades helped me regain part of my confidence..

the most packed week of this sem has jus passed.. haf to wake up early everyday for lessons that start at 8 or 10.. zzz... then i missed sch on wed due to oversleeping.. actually.. i can dont go sch at all on weds! cos they will be putting up the webcast in the later part of the day.. so i can save 2 hrs on travelling.. heh and yeah.. wake up late.. =p

choon's leaving on tues.. =( .. how times files.. its been 2 mths since we started uni and i barely see her more than 6 times.. will definitely miss her lots.. *sobs*

i dunwan to change course.. this road may be hard to walk ..but i believe i can survive..

lalala..
a fruitful day ~
went k lunch at clementi for e 1st time!
muahaha..
so happy..
i mia in ktv for abt 6 weeks..
n to sing again..
e feeling is..
SHIOK
then we had an hour extended due to the delay in delivery of our lunch
lalala
then went jalan jalan ard the pasar malam..
i didnt know that now they sell FURNITURES too..
haha
then bought 2 hp chains...
but one wasnt in gd condition =(
cheat my money..
yea..
then went back to sch to take e quiz for my GEM
sucks man..
i thought sodium carbonate is salt..
urgh
think this is another goner quiz
then..
headed down to tanglin ..
catched up with the gals..
yeah!
24 September is an excellent day!!
tmr has to be tut day then..

had statics quiz last sat...statics gave me a glimpse of hope.. in the end i got both questions wrong..

physics tortured me for days.. left me feeling panicky EVERY SINGLE MORNING of my mid term break..that all i wanna do is to scream into that pillow of mine..funny thing is.. i couldnt cry... at least crying may make me feel better.. when i slp, i feel guilty abt not studying.. when i dont slp.. i think abt slping.. zzz .. till now, i've not grasped the concepts of the chapters =(
physics paper was... badly done.. but not as badly as i thought..cos some questions r straightforward... hope i can pass... or rather.. hope i can fully understand n remember the concepts soon..

b4 e test tdy.. i really gave up all hope. nth could go into my brain anymore.. no formulas .. nth.. n to think that i actually wanted to cheat during the test.. wanted to just rely on cj for all 15 ans.. it jus goes to show.. i dont value my pride as much as b4 anymore.. n my moral.. is.. -sigh-
luckily cj didnt relent to my whining.. moreover there's a seating plan according to surnames in alphabetical order..

seriously .. to have come so far.. i dunwan to just give everything up..
i thought of changing courses to either sci or business... preferably sci.. but the thought of going through every lesson alone really sounds very pathetic n lonely.. making frens n learning all over again.. sounds tiring..

i really wanna enjoy my uni life.. make it a happy memory as wad i did with my jc n sec sch life... thou times r tough.. i think i overstressed myself too much.. keep thinking abt my cap score n how low it would be n how m i gonna buck up so i can graduate with at least a 2nd upper class..
shOo~ with all those thoughts temporaily.. now i just wanna concentrate on my assignments and make sure i understand every single thing..

im really glad to have frens who encourage me.. n my family to listen to my complaints.. im really grateful... maybe too much of my whining may become an earsore to u all.. but.. i really wanna say thank you..

oyah.. last fri was Engin Day.. hmm.. more details can be found in ping's blog... jus glad that i managed to finish selling 3 packets of nachos...i think my nacho cheese sucks... sorry to those who got 'cheated' into thinking that the melted cheese r nice... =X .. n thanks to Athena~ for making this stall run successfully..
yep.. n sorry to lx n kor for the miscommunication tt day.... didnt expect things to turn out tt way..

i should really start eating again.. for the past few weeks.. i had no appetite for anything.. which is so unlike me.. my weight is dropping... but for the wrong reason... zzz

k la.. i should go bathe le.. can u imagine i took the wrong bus home tdy... n this bus is the very same one i took on Vday this yr..so it happened tt this bus no. doesnt go past my hse anymore since b4 Vday.. n i only realised it tdy... zzzz

lalala..
sorry havent been updating..
my time has been mostly spent on dozing off while doing work.. doing work.. doing work.. n missing all of u out there.. heh

im STILL swinging abt.. trying to get into the hang of sch life.. tis is bad man..
*di dum di dum..... batman!...*

think i've gone gonkers... Now's the week 6 of sch... halfway thru the sem..

ntu is having their holidays now right?

mine is next week!

but behold..
we have tests during the 5 day sem break..
=(

on a lighter note.. Engin Day is on this coming fri.. 17/9/04. there will be programmes from 12noon onwards.. till hmmm.. i heard... 11pm?!?! there's night events like "jam and hop" and some movie marathon... yupz..feel free to come...

n .. lx got his dad to drive me home on last thurs night.. their reason of going nus? to use the toilet.. hmm.. how corny.. nevertheless.. felt touched.. cos their home is nearer nus.. yet they drove me all the way to the east b4 going for dinner.. so sweet..

fri.. went makan w rbl.. n darren asked a qn that really really shocked me.. my goodness...

sat night supposedly wanted to do some shopping.. but ended up watching "anacondas".. computer effects could be further improved.. cos the huge snakes looked a bit fake..having bright different colours from the surroundings.. heh..

then sun.. slept till 11+am.. i act 1st woke up at 7+ if im not wrong.. but jus kept going back to slp and have some more nonsensical dreams..
went lx's hse after tt.. watched a little of "qi tian bu long ji"... interesting.. but i musnt get hooked.. then attempted to study a little but to no avail... then went sungei buloh after dinner~ .. heh but we went late.. and the nature reserve was closing.. so in e end they sent me home again.. lalala.. jus miss family days.. sigh~

tdy~ had my driving lesson after my instructor mia for a week.. he went for holiday.. hmm.. tdy learnt how to u-turn and do the "wu gui" crawling thingy... hahah to think that his notes actually have a picture of a turtle.. not very smooth thou.. stalled e engine few times again.. ;p

dadidum.. i should go back to do my work now.. tata~

dead beat tired..

yeah its fri again!
met up with old close frens this week.. namely james and choon... it jus felt so gd.. pouring my sorrows to them.. heh
everyone's getting busier le..
spare some details abt e guys in my og..

chunjian's going for lectures le.. which is gd 4 himself.... He's e smart fren whom i depended on finding e ans to tutorials... so smart..and nice.. cos he's been buying sweets and chocolates for e pple ard him.. o yah.. we call him e professor..

yuansheng's the future fitness instructor.. and he says so de often.. 'u know girls mus drink milk everyday...cos u all need it.. n we only need abt 6 hours of sleep everyday.. slp so much.. pig..' fun loving.. n often asking qian bian questions... n jus with lots of crap to talk abt...

Byon's e model student... he did ss readings b4 he went for lecture once n the name got stuck with him.. haha once decent guy i suppose...

lijian's... from SA! he's siao siao one.. sometimes v hyper.. deepest impression of him was at rouge.. he was high then started blabbering non stop... only person who was high.. so yea.. quite articulate too.. n his hse is super near nus.. =
xiaoming... is my 1st didi.. haha dunno how come ended tt way... started on last sat when we ate genki sushi... since then he kept calling me jiejie.. so cute.. but this guy is really too kind sia.. always wanting to treat us.. no matter how much e bill amts to..

zhengxian's e one in the same lecture grp as me!.. sometimes quite quiet thou.. he's another smart person according to ys.. then.. i sit in lecture with his clique... yea.. but still seldom talk to him.. but he's another nice guy.. would oppose ys when he tries to 'bully' me..

mingjie.... liangjing... erm... seldom tok to them too..

yea.. tt's abt it...
i desperately wanna know more girls from my lecture group... need female company!
thankfully there's ping... n weiqing.. hehe..

tdy.. almost overslept on e bus again.. woke up when the bus's stopping at e busstop oppo my flat...

yea.. nights pple.. do take care..
till then..
-hugs- for everyone!

tdy's e 4 on 4 streetball comp!
there r 11 teams in total.. so split into group A--4, group B--4, group C--3.... Our team..Xiaoming n his fren, cj, ping n me r in the third group.. so very lucky.. we won the 1st 2 matches n proceeded to the quarterfinals! the other groups in group A n B r strong thou... during the quarterfinals, we only need to win one match to qualify for next round n we won! lalala.. but the 2 gals frm the other team injured their ankles.. saddening sia. during the finals.. we fought for 3rd/4th placing... lost the last match by only 3 pts.. overall gd already la... we only hoped to get past the 1st match... =P no. of personal goals: none. haha.. but i've got a well coordinated team! except at times when i was off jus dazing there momentarily. Then there's this lucky dip too.. n we got a chushion which is lying comfortably on my bed. =D~

then.. we ate at Genki sushi... ate ugani(e eel..) n curry chicken.. n some ala carte.. haha ate so much.. then we learnt how to make a toothpick place on our palm jump about without moving the palm.. =P then went hm.. rested b4 catching "Bourne Supremacy" at bugis with lx.. Very interesting! thou some parts of e plot r similiar to this other show.. heh..

lalala..

someone left a bball at tanglin court yday.. n lx took it hm.. sigh.. y does e saying "founders keepers" always hold in this society? out of 4 pple.. im the only one who felt the ball should be left at e cafe .. but then again.. someone else would have took the good ball away, claiming its his when it isnt.. life is so so practical.

n y the difference between gals and guys? it does make life full of wonders and surprises ya.. but it can be frustrating as well..

blah blah blah
i figured out why im always procrastinating..
cos im LAZY to think or use my brain..
finally got tuts done with the help of friends..
alas.. i feel so ashamed..
never had i depended on others so much..

didnt go for ktv in e end yday... heh.. its cancelled btw..
driving lesson was okie...
thou it rained heavily n i cant see clearly thru the right window..
could smoothly change down gears now! =D
then learnt driving around corners....
somehow.. these skills seem to be easy to learn..
bum bum bum...
gonna prove to my dad tt im not like wad he said: no motor skills!

oya.. twisted my ankle 3 times this month already... zzzz... hope nth goes wrong this sat..

Hi this is Ms Procrastinator typing the blog for today..

had an excellent day today just staring at my textbook and having my mind wander somewhere else..

jus as im having a good time in e afternoon, this fren of my uncle comes into my room, pokes his head in and says : WAH so hardworking ah.. aiya this one very easy one la yadda yadda..

then he leaves the house .. *hurray*

6 hours later.. the same guy comes in again once he steps into the house..

'WAH still doing ah.. eh now become 1505 already ah... last time only up till 13xx... "

my heart jus snapped..

sigh..

im shagged.

know e sc gals r gonna go.. "u know shag actually means being tired after having too much sex.. " *grinz* 'Shag' also means: To chase and catch (fly balls) in practice.. so u see.. i was playing the 'golden ball with a great sense of direction and speed' game with Harry tdy.. =P

played bball in e morning.. sucks man.. when will i ever get on form again? i seemed to have lost the enthusiasm for desiring the ball.. wake up ger.. wake up!
n my face's red AGAIN! boohoo...

hmm went to sell old hps w lx at this place near sls.. can u believe it.... 50 bucks for abt 8 phones in total?! tt's way too cheap sia... nokia 3310 is worth 15 bucks each.. 3210 worth 5 bucks.. -peng- n the owner gave us this calendar which he claims has a lucky no for 4D.. 0123.. diaoz...tt's his shop unit.. *slaps forehead* He offered us mineral water thou... so.. not too bad la..

n yea.. jumping to conclusions b4 hearing the whole story aint beneficial to anyone.. mislead the 3rd or 4th or 5th party n so on..

today is friday!~ finally a night when i could just shake leg at home .. n not worry abt tutorials tt r not done.. *yeah*
guess i'll give harmonica a miss this sem.. heh.. actually it doesnt make any difference... i'll still be out on fri nights.. but well... i miss e usual company... =D
shant type much ... tired... can u believe that i actually missed my stop on the way home and had to take mrt back in e end...

bmw drivers the worst? check this out from a BMW driver... as he claims..

The other day I was cruising along as usual coming onto one of my motorways, which was very busy with inferior cars.
First off, I couldn't Believe that the volume of traffic DIDN'T slow down for me AT ALL as I came off the slip road! I had to squeeze into a barely big enough gap between two cars in order to get onto my motorway (the driver of the car behind me did realise his mistake though and honked an apology to me with a long blast of his horn.)!
Unbelievably, I had to do the same again before I could get to the BMW lane (why do underlings use this lane? Surely everyone knows it is for BMW drivers only?).
Anyway, once I was in the BMW lane and posing along at 176 km/h enjoying the adulation that the inferior car drivers were giving me, I noticed an inferior car ahead of me which was not only in the BMW lane of my motorway, but was driving at a ridiculous 120 km/h. Naturally, I got to within a foot or so of his rear bumper and flashed my headlights to remind him he shouldn't be in the BMW lane of my motorway and to get out of my way.
Of course, once he realised it was a BMW behind him, he did just that, but I could hardly believe it when he pulled straight back out behind me! He also tried to keep up with me and when he realised I would out-run him, he put on some blue lights in his front grill and urged me to get onto the hard shoulder so that he could congratulate me on my excellent car.
Needless to say, I was eager oblige and when we had stopped, the man gave me a piece of paper confirming what I already knew - that my car goes fast! Apparently he wants everyone to know what a superior car I have, so I had to go to court and show them. The man also said if I carried on like this they would take my drivers licence away! Can you imagine no need for a drivers licence?
See, now THAT's the sort of respect you get when you buy and drive a BMW!

Disclaimer: This is just for entertainment purposes.
What's e fuss about BMW drivers being the worst on roads anyway... over generalization!

hello everyone.. so far my updates have been pretty brief..heh paiseh.. been like very busy recently..

Now's the second week of sch~.. actually there's nth pleasant to look forward to.. cos tutorials gonna start next week n im still in holidaying mood.. trying to settle down still.. TRYING.. give me encouragement ya? =P

Athena's still united! tt's smth im really happy abt.. for almost all of my breaks, there will be at least someone there to keep me company.. yupyup... so its not only like me n ping.. or me n weiqing always... oyah.. talking abt weiqing.. she found her classmate during oweek.. gd right.. moreover they r taking the same modules for GEM n SS.. me? i know 3 guys n a gal who's in my class.. 2 of the guys were from SA! muahaa.. n one of them reminds me of my cousin sia.. hmm.. for the other guy.. 1st saw him in CTW class.. n saw 2nd time on the bus to sci lab.. we were both late.. not bad huh.. there's even company for pple who r late.. lol.. yea.. so we did the labwork 2gether.. sometimes i really wonder how i study.. i lost touch with books for only 7 mths.. which is comparatively short to the guys.. yet they can remember more stuff than me..

like i said.. weiqing n her fren r always together.. n im like always late for lectures.. so i cant get to sit with them always ... still feeling quite lost.. no fixed pple to sit with.. but tdy quite lucky sia... i was late AGAIN.. then saw this guy mervin..whom we played bridge with e week b4 on the way into the lecture.. yea.. goodie .. someone familiar.. n he stays at tampines.. so FAR! imagine all the travelling to and fro.. all the time wasted.. then we took the same bus home cos he wanna try alternative routes home..

wednesdays r retarded.. go to sch jus for 2 hours.. zzzz

then had driving lesson in e afternoon.. drove to tampines.. quite fun sia.. but im still rusty at changing down gears... freaking my instructor out.. he kept saying "u wanna spoil my car ah?" .. lol... guess wad.. i didnt even apologize... i was jus concentraing on e roads...
as he's giving another lesson at the driving centre.. he hinted me to go Enous mrt myself..(cos usually he would drive me back to e mrt ma.. ) .. but i didnt really know e way..so he had to drive me back .. we passed by many busstops.. w buses that i could take.. but i didnt tell him sia... -evil-..

i miss rbl...... n mph collegues... felt quite bad tt i always have to reject their offer for gatherings... last fri there's a chalet to celebrate some pple's bday.. i didnt go.. this coming sat .. there's bbq.. doubt i'll be going too... oyea.. most likely meeting derren n gang this sat~ *jumps for joy*

till then..

heys available gals out there... i have an eligible bachelor here... details as such..

-able to speak in many languages
-multi talented..be it tackling girls and sweeting them up or buayaing them
-no big money or big car but got a big heart with space for her

pls call 90szfnse for more details..

=P

lalala..
saw the fireworks after i had dinner at golden mile..
in the form of this smiley face : ) !!!

i never ever saw that b4.... amazing..

hmm.. i need the internet banking page to work! of all times they gonna do their maintainence now.. -sigh- ..

i've been sighing alot ya? its so not me..

a week since i last blogged..think sunday shall be my hmk n rest day.. sooo dont ever call me out on sunday unless u r someone i really wont get to see in a month or so... hehe

e past week was busy busy busy!.. busy with stoning n exercising in sch.. yea..

MY TIMETABLE~~

mon: 8am-12noon --> lectures
2pm-4pm --> tutorial

tues: 9pm-12noon --> lab (which applies only to week 2,4,5,7)
2pm-4pm --> tutorial
4pm-6pm --> GEM.. "Living with chemistry"
~~~~~~unicycle~~~~~~~

wed: 8am-10am --> lecture

thurs: 10am-12noon --> SS tutorial
2pm- 4pm --> tutorial
6pm-8pm --> SS

fri: 8am-10am -> lecture
11am-12noon --> tutorial
1pm-2pm --> tutorial
4pm-6pm --> GEM.. "living with chemistry"
~~~~~~harmonia~~~~~~

so.. im only free on mon and wed nights.. yupz... anyway the SS n GEM that i bidded for.. both r of level 2 standard(ie more suitable for yr2 students)/.. think im really siao.. take up so many things in 1st sem.. n im afraid that somewhere in e middle i may not be able to cope..
then.. money is another problem.. sigh.. think i chose the wrong time to learn driving sia.. no wonder my uncle reserved a sum of money for me..cos he predicted my parents will push the responsibility to each other.. i understand that they r tight with money too..then why in the first place they offer to pay for me this n that.. when they couldnt afford it/not willing to pay.. each time they say i use my own money to pay n i claim money from them later.. i know the money would only come a month later at least...
n.. i dunwan to see money credited into my account frm pple who dont need to be accountable to me.. u know hu u r.. =) nevertheless.. thanx for just being there to hear me grumble..

tdy's lx papa bday... n they went to the zoo... =( whereas me.. i have 2 more hours before i can eat dinner w my family .. havent really sat down with them for a good talk for a loong time...

last night was fun initially.. ping n her sp got the best sp award.. which entitles them to free membership of rouge..that place is nice and cosy for chilling out... yepz... by 12.. the dance floor is empty... haha think everyone wans to bond instead.. well... my og Athena got the runner up for the best og.. we could have got the best! haha but the prize is just more free drinks on the house tt's all... love my group.. its jus so united.. and happening.. *grinz* somehow.. i can click with these people more than my grp frm sports camp..

yup... i've no lessons on tues! n lessons up till noon on wed! muahah.. yupz... but hafta wait till 6pm for e welcome tea for engine club.. so.. sianzz

yepz.. orientation only comes once in each phase of life... so if u dont participate.. u actually miss out on many interesting n fun stuff right? There's a time for work and play.. well.. anyway.. sigh.. now kindof in a fix whether to join e engin club... n now the social n ballroom dance club just finished their salsa courses... hafta wait for duno how long b4 the next course comes... there r so many things tt i wan to pick up!

yohOo~ im back frm 3 days of staying overnight outside.. later going for bash at some place at somerset... guess its some small place? the name of e place is so insignificant till i keep forgetting..

think the more interesting highlight of e Oweek is e 'fright night'.. councilors r supposed to act as ghosts and scare us.. then gals haf to pair up with guys... i think im too lousy sia! knowing well that they r humans, i still pulled my partner's top and walked behind him.. for like almost all stations i went(which r not the scariest of them all) .. any 'ghosts' running after me n i started ducking behind my partner... eee hum ji .. no gd.. no gd...

yea.. then got a burn from sentosa trip again.. sigh.. now i've got the swimming suit mark and the round neck tee mark.. sia la.. i can only wear round neck tees for the moment..

yep tt's for all... gonna hang clothes then napzz! take care everyone.. school starts next week officially!~

uMmmMm
been busy since matricultation day..
attending O-week orientation(which is still ongoing..) n attended IES(Institue of Engineer Sgp) orientation on sat.. yepz...

on sat... went holland V with sanhe at night.... in e past i only walked to the place with the windmill...tt's it... tt night.. we walked on further to the inside... wow.. i dint know there were so many restuarants! the atmosphere's jus so.. perfect for gatherings.. yep.. then we had icecrem at hagan Diaz.. i had e lychee icecream..so pathetic.. 2 scoops w SMALL THIN slices of strawberries n 2 lychees... n some syrup at the side.. tt's all... hmm.. should haf order smth else... saw this 'dipping of chocolates..strawberries etc into chocolate fudge?" thing... wow.. looks v yummy.... heheh That night was.. romantic.. well.. at least tt's wad i felt.. e passion's jus came surging in again.. =D

sun... it rained n rained! lucky i needed tt day to recharge... so didnt spoil my day!~ packed my stuff till night.. soOo many vouchers... which i wont be able to use at all.. umm if u all wan.. come n take frm me k

tdy~ attended FIC in e morning.. got this leather file! nice! but we wasted like almost 2 hrs b4 going into the auditorium... zZzz... yea.. then played games in e afternoon... stupid la.. we missed 2 or 3 stations cos we were waiting for this particular station.. then cant play e remaining due to time constraint.. yea.. at night had this 'secret pal" game. Girls and guys r blindfolded and councilors will mix them up in guy-gal pairs.. then we r like supposed to hold hands.. ?!?!??! ... well... e guy's hand quite sweaty.. haha.. ping's sp's hand too! yea.. then we jus chatted... n chatted.. to pass time.. to spoil e fun i got e guy's group n name (haha... duno we're not supposed to exchange names.. 1st time playing!) .. so... well.... then it's home! n yea.. tmr haf flag day...

oh man m i pissed!

as if my actions and words aint clear cut enough, my parents still wan me to go with them to wadsoever paipai place. heard tdy its e bday of duno which 'god' of theirs. i dont care n i dont wanna b involved. but i need to help my mum carry all those food there as her right arm is weak. n tonight, my dad gonna drag me to wadever place in e east area to get a ampluent (argh wth i dun even know how to spell) n i gonna stay there for who knows how many hours jus to see this guy(who's my dad's fren) write duno wad on yellow pieces of paper.

n yea. had my 1st driving lesson tdy. n wadever happened after that really pisses me off. sometimes, i wonder if there's something wrong with my personality. i jus keep on quarreling with those who r supposedly close to me? no matter how obliging i try to be. another spelling error.   

*grinZz*
im such a silly fool.
thought i did smth wrong to e pc when i couldnt connect to the internet..
then.. i found out.. that the plug to the router came loose.. chEyz..

yea.. tdy's e 27th!
but not sure if sanhe n i r meeting up..
hmMm.

yea.. partner got her driving license yday! congrats! haha next time can drive to sch le..

for orientation next week, ping and me r in e same group!! wahaha~ this is too gd to be true.. but they only haf 3 grps.. =P
n for e past 2 days i've been reading..slping...reading..slping.. when the pc screen shows information of the bidding system... yea.. tt's so much abt my boring life..
buaibuaiz

tmr.. NTU will start their lessons.. or isit orientation? gonna miss sf.. sighz..

o yday has hsewarming at ping's hse! her hse is really BIG now.. 3 stories instead of 2... a fish pond.. a better space in de 2nd storey..esp her room! She made some food herself..(more details on food can b found in partner's blog..) ..prepared games for us..n of cos everyone enjoyed themselves! o n she treated us dinner.. n icecream for e winning grp! but i think everyone shared right.. heh.. n yea.. there was a group hug yday b4 weiting n me left... that was something memorable. =)

THANK YOU PING FOR ORGANIZING! FOR EVERYTHING! *muaccks*

tdy celebrated 4th yr anniversary w sanhe.. hMmm.. went to his hse b4 we left for town 4 "I robot".. quite a gd show.. thought provoking.. but dere were many parts which left us go
'huh?'..
then we went yum cha for dinner..i love e prawn dumplings! tt's e main reason i wanna go dere.. e prawns r soo crunchy n fresh..yumyum..
strolled down to clarke quay jus in time to see 2 guys set off in that GMAX... cheyz.. jus a HUGE swing up in e air.. then small oscillations.. tt's all... for 30 bucks.. hmmz. it would be a different thing if im up there la.. think the view would be magnificent... heh
n yeah! he said mayb next mth or e month after he would bring me to take glamour photos.. =D~

poor boy.. his pc is down now..

boohoohoo
im feeling neglected by my uncle..
now his fren's staying here.. i feel awkward alwys going to his room..
n e only time we can talk face to face is during dinner..
which is only like 3 times a week..
funny sia.. we r only 10 m away yet i miss him..
 
tdy bball was.. not enuf for me! haha.. but i was kindof off..hardly get any shots in..zZzzZ..
n yea.. hope i can find kakis in sch to play bball.. then it would b jus like e jc days!(i hope...)
 
lets see..tdy only ate bk n an eggtart for solid food.. haha.. still feeling uncomfortable la..
 
n yea.. my grandma's still sick.. feel so bad.. cos im gonna b out tmr n sun..  =x
 
 

feeling sick..
slept for an hr half b4 my grandma woke me up jus to bring food over to my bro(like again..this scenario has been happening for YEARS )..
then stoned all the way for e whole afternoon..
tried to nap but cant..
having headaches on n off..
my grandma has it too..
so i thought its e weather..
then met up w my og for dinner..
sucks man..
i threw up my dinner..
then chilled out at coffee bean..
thought i was alright already..
but was still feeling nauseous..
all da way till now..
n my grandma went to see a doctor jus now..
stomach flu i heard..
all e more guilty i felt..
i wasnt there when she needed me..
im always not at home when bad things happen..

i cant slp.
im supposed to be sleeping.
hah.
last night wasnt too bad...
lx joined us in the end...
so.. 3 guys 3 gals...
sgp is so small..
to think tt lx's officer is act in my og...
e guy which e gals thought is cute..
hahaha..
saw yiming there too (frm my og too..) ..
we left early this time..
all quite tired ba..
then ping n choon stayed over at my plc~
yea.. wanted to talk..
but like expected...within 30 min..
there was silence..
ehehe..
yea.. then morning time we ate breakfast together..
then choon went for driving n ping for medical checkup..
thursday..
one week later hafta go for matriculation..
hai
really wished i can hold a part time job while im studying..
my bro took some of e money my father hid as emergency money for me..
so..
disappointing..
n my dad is like damn vexed..
yet im not doing anything to lighten his financial load..
zzzzzzzzzz...
enuf said.
nights.

ladidum... duno wad m i doing online... supposed to mop e flr n read e faculty handbook.. but lazy.. n my uncle's fren hasnt woken up.. not convenient to go into e room to bring out e hp charger.. my batt is FLAT. *sobz* hope sch starts soon sia... im really feeling v fat n braindead.

IM USING MY NEW PC TO TYPE THIS POST! HAWHAWHAW
 
haha.. very tired now.. but jus wanna try out the new keyboard... shouldnt have buy black.. doesnt blend in with e rest of the metallic colours... but well.. it's silent! now i can type faster..no need to worry abt waking my aunt up if she's here..
 
im really tired... after my aunt shared with me one chapter of verses.. then explained to me wad it means.. i jus listened..no obligations..
 
attended eng talk w ping this morning.. basically they tried to promote their engineering club la... something like being student leaders like tt.. then briefly went thru some essential info which is available to us in our matriculation package already.. so like.. 60% not impt la~... butten we both signed up for eng orientation..need to pay 15 bucks... ya.. money fly again.. anywayz.. dere's like 95% guys dere.. feel so small n overshadowed. oyah saw cindy dere too...she's like now busy w some freshmen project... -sigh- i feel like getting involved in sch activities too.. but hafta choose carefully.. hafta consider for a few pple... hafta haf time for studies..
 
after tt.. went to ellince's hse~ ate pizza while watching "Two Weeks' Notice" ..then headed to the pool... swam a little..  jumped into pool frm diving board..then suntanned a little.. e already dark parts seem to get darker! sheesh..when can i remove my swimming costume linemark? zZzZzz
 
yea.. then went hm...then lx called to ask me change my frenster's photos n duno wad.. cos his frens have been visiting my pg wondering wads tt im holding in my hand.. in case u all duno its a durian... zZzzZZzzZZzzz n yea.. abt e profile.. it my pg i jus type wad i wan.. so wad if i declare my love publicly... mayb u r shy abt it but i find it sweet.  dere's nth to b shy of..

hualalala... tdy is mainly family day...
 
went over in e morning to my papa's hse to supposedly wake my bro up for work (dont ask y.. ) .. n guess wad! he aint there at all... yea.. then jus discovered tt he dint go to work..(like as usual...dont ask y again..) even thou he claimed he did la.. up till now my dad doesnt know abt e truth.. hai.. guess he will b v v v disappointed when he finds out..
 
then ate breakfast wif grandparents b4 going ntuc.. grocery shopping.. n cos i dont have e habit of bringing my wallet downstairs(which has my eZ card)..when i took a bus hm from e supermarket.. so paiseh.. short of 10cents then haf to take money frm my grandma who was at the midlength of e bus.. n u know bus drivers have this irritating habit of speaking VERY LOUDLY.. like scared e whole bus duno im short of 10 cents to pay for e bus fare like tt... argh. next time im gonna break my card everywhere i go.. i mean bring...
 
ladidum... then went rochor to withdraw money b4 joining my uncle at sls... yea... new pc new pc! got metallic casing... n this 14" lcd screen..e silver speakers... yumyum.. went hm to slack a while b4 realising we dont have a keyboard with ps2 cable.. zZzzzz so i went back there to buy... n i saw adeline dere~ my hockey teammate.. yea.. we seem to haf affinity sia.. saw her in orchard..then nus sports camp..then of all places.. sls... she was dere to buy keyboard too la... but she bought hers at $38.. which is kindof EX? but i dint tell her tt la... jus kept mum.. heh.. then bought this black logitech silent keyboard.. at $20.. SILENT.. haha i love tt! umm then went searching for this USB cable with both male n female ends.. bought this 1.8m cable at 6 bucks.. act it's 8 bucks but e guy jus give discount.. so.. duno if its cheap notz...sometimes cannot trust chinese pple.. they see u like blurblur then they jus try to chop yr head.. haha.. oh well.. configuration of wireless network will be done over e next few days.. so.. hafta wait to use e new pc!
 
then.. went to sit for final theory test w james.. im like.. stuck at e same questions as e 1st time i took e test.. hahah CMI..if i fail again im gonna borrow notes le...  yea.. then walked ard j8 w him... *shakes head* he's down w flu sia.. so poor thing.. i was also sneezing away in e morning n afternoon.. but now~ im alright le~ yeah so happy... scary sia this kind of one day illness... heh..
 
kk shall go slp le.. tmr gonna wake up early go nus... zZzzZz
 
 

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argh. im still online..

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yumyum... BRAVISINO chocolate is really niceeeeeee... been craving for it since e last day i ate it.. which is on.. wednesday?
 
havent study for final theoryyyy.. dont haf e bk w the questions in it.. so guess hafta painstakingly remember all e info in e blue bk... goodness.. really felt like im in e midst of sch term.. e guiltiness of playing when im supposed to b studying.. haha.. i really do hope sch starts soon.. after 1 mth of idling.. i feel so uselesss!
 
tmr.. i will use my new pc to blog. waahhahahahahha! =D~

yahooO~ painted my room yday!! pinkish purple.. a very baby colour wahaha... n my grandma says it looks like xin niang fang (newly wed couple's room) lol.. act i dint paint la.. i only shifted out e furniture.. my uncle n his fren helped w e painting..
 
n tmr~ my uncle's gonna get his fren to set up a new pc for me.. in my room! my own pc.. in the room..with e paint colour i like.. it really does sound like my room! but im still sharing the room w my aunt..hope she dont get freaked out when she comes back.. =X
 
act.. i duno y my uncle treats me so nice.. buying all e makeup n facial wash stuff which adds up to $400++ last yr.. n now.. a whole new set of pc.. im really touched.. my dad would only ask me to solve problems for my bro.. his pc.. the leaking aircon..all de negative stuff la. ultimately.. all his efforts n money go to my bro. but well.. i shouldnt compare.. he already has alot of burdens..
 
yea.. then come evening.. went to place order for rbl polo tee.. next fri can collect already!~ yupz.. pay to me kk.. im pretty broke.. n i need to haf money in my account for all e wadever deductions NUS wanna make(my goodness there goes e remaining bit of my pay..)
 
yepz.. then watched "Brotherhood" with lx at marina square.. we got 2nd row frm e back.. considered very gd.. cos we bought tickets 20 min b4 e show..e show's... pretty sad.. n touching.. n guresome. pity the male lead sia. In order to send his bro back home, he strove hard during e war..volunteering for all e super dangerous missions.. he got e medal of honour.. n he HAS to be cold blooded.. even thou his fren is the enemy's troop.. he has to kill them w/o any hestitation.. but well..  his efforts were not appreciated by his bro(won bin).. lalal. shall stop here.. later spoil e anticipation for those who wanna watch.
 
cos of this movie.. i gave up watching "sisters" w my collegues..gave them a lame excuse for not going.. hmm.. n tdy~ shall be guai n stay at hm study for tmr's test..
 
wonder wad to do for e anniversary sia.. wanted to bring lx to this buffet dinner at Park Royal Hotel(w e discount voucher).but he doesnt wanna spend too much.. sigh. its only once a yr thing. n he cant make it on e actual day cos of work..  >:
 
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ladidum blogger has new features again..
feeling much betta after going for retail therapy these 2 days.. haha
bought bikini n sandals tdy.. n a dress yday..
now im 50 bucks past my budget for this month.. =O
on one hand, i feel gd on buying stuff for myself..on the other i feel guilty for spending too much..
GIRLS.wad to do.
 
been thinking through certain stuff lately...
abt relationships, marriages, money... etcetc
pple say.. the course of true love never runs smooth..
isit really that true? "never runs smooth".. does it mean every month dere'll b smth tt disrupts e relationship?
if its true love tt leads to marriage.. y do husbands still go ard looking for women?
cos dere's smth missing in e marriage..tt's y they do so right...
so wads e missing element?
or isit e husbands wan something sweeter...fresher..younger..?
n when e wife picks up e husband's phone when it rings.. e husband will make a big huha over e issue of privacy..
when in e 1st place.. he's e one who betrayed e trust.
sad. but it happens.
funny thing is, it happens in the older generation of my family.
at e age of nearing 70..when things r supposed to be very stablized.
n i reckon.. this aint e 1st or 2nd time..
n i cant stand all those shit he's puting her thru.
 
u see a smile
but behind tt smile
u see emptiness
e reality of life
is just as such.
 
pardon me if i made u all afraid of marriages.
 
anywayz.. i wanna watch "brotherHood" aka "xiong di". anyone?
 

Don't you feel..
whatever our parents lack to give us or fail to do, we tried to reverse the situation in our own lives and focus more on that flaw, making sure our children don't suffer the same way as we do..

to those whose parents are still so loving till now, u r lucky. Pls do treasure and learn from them.

I personally wan to look after my children MYSELF ie. no maid, no childcare centre. changing of diapers, clearing after the mess they made, ALL done by me. i need to be a hsewife then. =| But then, in this society, things aint tt easy. Like wad Lx said, im gonna b a degree holder in years to come, would i just wanna stay put at certain post and not aspire to get promoted? after studying so much and spending so much money on education? Its hard to decide..esp when im one who wans to be credited for my efforts. If i chose to focus on work, i would then fail my duty as a mum(in my context).

i admit i have this rebellious streak in me. The more u wont wan me to do something, the more eager i wanna do. don't ask me why. im still searching for the ans myself. Right now, i wanna try new stuff cos i dont wanna look back in future and regret for things i did not do. There's an age for everything. its jus like.. U cant possibly see a 40 yr old woman wear a bareback top right? mayb i jus love myself more than anyone else in the world, always thinking abt having fun.. tt's y i keep hurting the pple who r close to my heart.

jus dont get too close to me and dont treat me too nice. i will definitely take u for granted.

waiting for 2 more pple's replies b4 i can start ordering e rbl polo tee... hmmmz.. finally something tt's gonna b done.

ltr ping n choon r coming to my place.. =D~

somehow.. i feel.. neglected.. e sacrifice one mus make when e partner's working.. i understand he needs time to adjust to work.. but me being angeline.. i cant take 'no' for an answer..

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*sobs* now my uncle's fren's staying over almost everyday.. i hardly get to use the pc at night ..

yday~ slept till 12 noon b4 i woke up.. dilly dally at home..then went Marina Square to meet kor, darryl n his 2 frens..they damn petite sia! n quiet too.. watched "Windstruck" thou initially i dint wan to.. heh.. not bad sia quite funny.. but gets draggy towards e end.. then the director tried to link the ending to the beginning of "My sassy Gal".. the credits had a sense of humour sia..
"guy in the toliet acted by ?????"
"police officer at the booth acted by ????"


after tt went hm 4 dinner... lied on e bed watching tv till i dozed off.. slept b4 11pm woke up @ 9+ .. abt 11hrs.. im sucha pig sia! recuperating in e process...

tdy~ went grocery shopping with grandparents @ NTUC.. we've made it like a weekly thingy cos there's rebate for senior citizens on tues.. on da way back i bought this cheap pair of purple shoes.. i initially wanted low heels but grandma critisized me for having too many slippers n NO SHOES( which is quite true haha)

yea... i see e state of the house *shakes head*.. floor so dirty..dust resting everywhere..

my aunty said i seemed to have lost weight!! o YEAH!

heLLo pplE~ iM baCK!
wahahah e sports camp is damn fun~!
n my og WaT-cHaAaAaAaA won the 1st prize for the skit during campfire.. n ogl Daniel won e BEST MALE COUNCILOR prize... wahaha.. think this's e 1st time my grp has won smth.. =D

tried windsurfing.. bball(=D~) .. rockclimbing..canoe polo(it goes like water polo except tt u r in a canoe) .. only a few tried wakeboarding... think windsurfing's e best~ e satisfaction of standing on e board controlling e sail is WOW.. but i can only hold a few sec la.. my swimming sucks sia! =
6 days 5 nights of fun... + lunch at marche after breaking camp + ktv till 3am on sunday night.. + upcoming "shi zi lu kou" on tues night...+ sat lunch... AIYA>.. got sc gathering...
WOW this grp is really happening~ =D~

things in e end turned out betta than i thought... =-D

n yea.. thanew dear 4 taking care of me after i "concussed" at his hse on sat...went totally nua nua.. always wanting to slp..n thanks for e massage~ really needed it when moi muscles were so tight.. *mUAccks*

goodness me, my bro saw the pict of me on a motorbike on my hp n he thought that it's mine. where do i get the money to get one..n e license? zzZz

went sushi teh for dinner tdy..hmm e food is gd~ got tempted by the sushi..but dint eat la..not bad sia.. 8 pple came tdy~ woohOO~ after tt all queued up to withdraw money.. headed to the street where alley bar is.. initially wanted to go rouge.. heard tt the music's nice.. but settled for the pub next to it.. no cover charge..very cosy cos we got the cushion seats~ haha.. n the waitress is so terribly sweet..derren kept askin her for serverts(4got how to spell) .. n refill of chips.. lol.. yea.. then we played 'truth or dare"..basil kept asking all e R-rated qn...-_-'' ... think after e camp next week i should stop going to those places.. too much isnt gd.

tired.. lx's still in the jungle now... hmmm..

yOoHoOo~ just received e email regarding the sports camp! YEAH! but there seems to be many many things to bring. moreover must bring slping bag ... soo many things! wahah so exciting.. now in the midst of packing my bag..i'll be gone frm mon till next sat..wahahaha~ so dont miss me kK...hopefully i'll be more tan after this camp =D

n dear.. dont worry 4 me k.. i'll watch myself.. thanks for e mango top~ muucks~

wahaha~ im feeling red nowdays

yday went swimming w sf @ jalan besar swimming complex...hmm swam a few laps then went jalan jalan ard bugis area..then watched "spiderman" @ bugis w darryl ping lx...

tdy~ went swimming w sm ping bee @ jurong east swimming complex...yes..tt mini fantasy island place... heh... e yellow slide is still e best~ we tried playing catching in the lazy river...but were too lazy to keep up with e game... all de running in water... tired... we went to da wave pool 3 times i think... haha... then this grp of 4 guys tried to pick us up..erh.. sent one guy as rep..ping n sm were like face-e-other-side then bee n me were like... haha-ask-the-age-for-fun-n-ask-10-reasons-y-we-should-give-our-names ... lol... then we chatted at e jacuzzi... ummm nicey nicey..

tmr bball~ haha im like preparing for sports camp next week...lol

haha stumbled upon this on my pc.... dint even realise we actually DID this write up.. anyway the character sounds too good to be true.. well for e names...think it may ring a bell for lx.. ;P
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November 1996 Paper 1 Part 2
An election is to be held in your school for members of the Student Council, a group set up to advise the Principal on matters concerning student welfare and discipline. One of your friends hopes to be elected. You are preparing a speech in support of your friend.
You have the following notes to help you:
Ø Excellent games player
Ø Top in examinations
Ø Active in school clubs
Ø Organised end-of-year party
Ø Public-speaking competition winner
Ø Always helps new students

Write out your speech in full, using the above list and other ideas of your own. You should write 200-300 words.
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Dear Principal, teachers and fellow students,
I am Cindy Tan from secondary 4/2. Today I am here to present you my speech to recommend my friend, Harmony Wong You Yi from secondary 3/1 for the election of the Student Council.

As most of you would know, the election for members of the Student Council is around the corner. This election has been one of the major events for the past few years as the Student Council plays an important role for the welfare and discipline of the school. At times, the Student Council needs to give suitable advice in how to run the school better. Thus, being able to lead and being actively involved in school is essential in all members. And, of course, my friend Harmony, possesses such qualities.

Besides being the vice-captain of the netball school team, Harmony is also the key character who never fails to boast the team spirit and enthusiasm in times of trainings and competitions. Her encouraging words always manage to freshen us up whenever we are tired or whenever we lose hope during the various competitions. Hence, under her leading, our netball school team has made a name for herself by surfacing as ninth in the Nationals. She is also amiable to juniors, always patient to teach them the techniques of playing the game well and to urge them to do better next time.

Being sporty in nature does not stop her from doing well academically. She was in the top twenty of the form for the past two years and is still striving on. Despite being ‘successful’ in school, she maintains a humble self, always willing to help others dutifully. For example, recently, a new group of ASEAN scholars enrolled in our school. Being situated in a totally new environment, they were oblivious to what they should do and should not. Thus, Harmony offered a helping hand to direct them around the school and introduced the different facilities. By organizing a study group, she assisted them in their schoolwork and shared study notes with them.

Harmony is also musically inclined. She joined the school band and participated actively in performances to raise fund for the school and on different occasions, such as the yearly Sports Day and National Day celebrations. She was the monitress for her class last year and had organized an end-of-year party for the class. It turned out successful and many students enjoyed themselves thoroughly, as shown in their feedback provided. Above all, she emerged winner for the public-speaking competition this year, which pushes merits to a maximum. It is evident that she is a confident bilingual speaker and has a wide range of knowledge in books and world issues.

According to the teachers, Harmony is helpful, often taking the initiative to help if they are in need. She is attentive in class and shows respect to teachers. To friends, she is like the sunshine to them, guiding them to the right path when they are in trouble. She is always ready to lend a listening ear and to give appropriate advice to them. Her motto in life is to put others’ interest as her first priority instead of hers.

It would be a waste if we give a miss on this all-rounder, Harmony Wong You Yi. I hope that my speech will open your mind to her qualities and show you how much she deserves to be in the Student Council. Please vote for her. Thank you.

Done by: Chin Jia Wen (4)
Angeline Chiok (6)