Wednesday, June 20, 2012
rawr....when im busy i wanna play..
when im free..i still wanna play..
i wanna go out..
i wanna hang out..
i just wanna chill and have fun..
bleahh but..i guess..some things..once lost, can't be gotten back =(
o wells..pretty envious of ppl who have so many close friends to hang out with all the time, while i have almost none...o wells...whatever happened to bffs? its all a big fat lie lor i think...haiz..o wells..the difference between a full time student and working full time..o wells..i guess one will not understand this pain unless one goes through it..bleah..
alright..tats all for now..the web is getting boring..my hp has no msg from bf...o wells..he's out having fun again so no need care bout me...o wells...bleahhh =/
Thursday, June 14, 2012
wheee exams are over!! hahaha it didn't have a good aftertaste, but....o wells...its time to have fun this weekend before i start work again!! hahahaha wheeeee can't wait to hang out and have fun with bf tmr!! hehe :D
but the bad thing is...im back to work on mondayy and lessons are starting the first week of julyy..goshh so fast!!! bleah..o wells..hope everything will be fine when i go back to work....rawrr...
hope i can sleep tonight..rawrr....2 consecutive nights of insomia is crazy..i almost fell asleep during exam...gosh...
o wells..its over!! hahahaha :p just hope i can at least pass both these papers!!
Wednesday, June 13, 2012
Haizz...when this convo comes out..the topic is changed so quickly..4 yrs n counting..yes I miss my piano..haizz when will I stop feeling emo about it?? Sucks!! I miss staying in hougang...I miss the friends n ppl there...I miss gg to nativity...bleaahhh o wells 4 yrs flew by.. I thought I'm ok with it alr..but no!! I miss being able to meet my friends in juz 10min or so..like how bf can now..I miss duets with Maureen ...I wanna play piano again...haizz will I get the chance to start it again soon?? :(
Thursday, June 07, 2012
i knw im supposed to study..i feel like i've given up on myself...idkk..i just feel so demoralised..i feel its becoming impossible even to just pass the paper..but..i still wanna live inside that denial bubble...even though i said that the needle called reality has burst my bubble, i wanna hang on to that bubble tightly..i really wish i can pass..like wat dear said...the bubble is what keeps us alive...i can't agree more..but..its just so tough...but for your sake dear i promise i won't give up...if u haven't given up on me, i wont give up on myself no matter how hard, painful or tiring it is...i'll hang on till the very end because i know, u'll be at the finish line waiting for me...i'll do my best..i promise.
Monday, June 04, 2012
when i was working...i really wanted to study, but now that i have to mug for exams..arghh...its killing me..totally..idk is it the fatigue carried forward from work or wat..but...im really tired these days..just wanna play n not study..gosh..i said i dun care if i pass or fail alr..i'll just do wat i can..but idk if i really mean it...after i said it..wo xin li bu shu fu...idk why..haiz...but its so demoralising.my answers are always so far off...gosh..bleah..i guess i gt to study the details more and not just the big picture..rawr..so distracted with everything...i just wanna spend time with bf and play....hehe naughtygirl91 is me...